Chapter 1780: I know who should stay and who cannot stay

I froze for a moment, and before I came back, she repeated coldly: "He wants to see you, isn't he?"
I said subconsciously: "He is awake?"
Her face even more gloomy: "Are you happy? When he wakes up, the first thing is to see you."
"..."
I do n’t know what I am happy about, but Pei Yuanxiu woke up at this time, but it made me feel a little uncertain danger. Everything we did before was dealt with without his knowledge. Yes, now that he wakes up when the situation in Beijing is uncertain, what will happen?
However, I didn't hesitate for a long time, and slowly went out in Han Zitong's already impatient eyes.
The cold wind blew away all the heat that I had condensed in the room.
As soon as I turned around, I heard a loud noise coming from the room next to me. It seemed that Han Ruoshi was angry, screaming angrily why she wasn't allowed to pass, Han Zitong listened, and even the last warmth in her eyes No more, a cold glance over there, then turned and took me away.
I followed her and quickly entered Dongxiang.
Here, in fact, I am more familiar than them. When I look at the road she took in the front, I know that Pei Yuanxiu lives in the largest room, and just when we approached, I heard a sound from inside. Weak, blazing lungs cough.
"Cough, cough, cough--"
The sound made people feel a little uncomfortable. When Han Zitong heard it, he couldn't care about me and rushed to it.
On the contrary, my steps slowed down a bit. When I approached the room slowly, I heard Xie Yan in the room saying, "Son, are you better, son?"
"Ahhhhhhh ..."
After coughing for a while, he gasped and said, "Who arranged it this way ?!"
Xie Yi paused and said, "Son, is there anything wrong with this arrangement?"
"I ask you, who arranged it this way!"
Although listening to Pei Yuanxiu's words, he was still a little out of breath, but it was a little heavy. My eyebrows frowned, and my steps stopped subconsciously, and Xie Xuan did not dare to delay, and said in a hurry: "Arrangements for general siege Song Xuan, Zheng Bo won, and several other generals discussed it, but— "
"but what?"
"However, after our people arrived in Beijing, they should also talk to Sheng Jing's soldiers and horses about their own opinions. They-they, are beyond our control."
Pei Yuanxiu couldn't breathe a little, and slowly said after a while: "Do you mean-Sheng Jing's soldiers and horses are responsible for the west road, is it their own idea?"
Xie Yi was silent for a moment, and could only say, "I'm afraid I won't know until they return."
This time, Pei Yuanxiu didn't talk anymore, just gasping in the room.
Han Zitong had rushed in, and probably the whole person fell on his bedside, anxiously, "Yuan Xiu, are you okay?"
"I'm fine."
"You just woke up, and you are still very weak. Don't be angry."
"..."
"Is there anything wrong with Shengjing's soldiers and horses in charge of the West Road?"
At this time, Pei Yuanxiu didn't seem to want to talk anymore, just listening to the deep breathing sound of him in the room. At this time, I slowly walked to the door.
As soon as he looked up, he saw me.
Although the light in the room was not very good, although his face was a little bit yellow because he could not afford to ill for the past few days, his eyes lit up as soon as he saw me, and his anxiety seemed to be blown away by the wind.
He said, "Lightness, you are here!"
Han Zitong was originally half-knelt by the bed, holding his wrist in one hand. At this time, when he heard him speak, he immediately seemed to be pierced by a needle, and suddenly bounced off.
He didn't notice the strangeness of Han Zitong. He just leaned on the bed and leaned over to look at me: "Light."
I slowly stepped into the door of the room, Han Zitong retreated to the corner of the bed, looked complex and watched me step by step, approaching Pei Yuanxiu's bed, every step, as if stepping on her heart, let her Feeling more and more heavy.
Seeing that Pei Yuanxiu's whole mind was on me, Xie Yan's brows frowned, and she said subconsciously, "Is there anything wrong with you, do you want to--"
As soon as his words came out, I said, "You're awake."
Pei Yuanxiu's eyes flickered, and he still looked at me.
I said, "Just wake up, I'm just right, and I want to tell you something."
His eyes were getting brighter. Although his face was still haggard, those eyes made him alive. He thought about it and said to Xie Ye, "You go out first, I have some words, first Talk to Qingli, and explain to you. "
Xie Yan frowned, but after all could not say anything, only turned around and went out.
Han Zitong also went out.
The door was closed, and the warmth that had dissipated in the room slowly condensed again. I stood by his bed, and gradually felt that my palms were sweating, especially his hot eyes, freed from the incense burner. The heat is even worse.
He said softly, "I heard him say, you've been wronged."
I said lightly: "It's impossible to talk."
He said: "After entering Beijing, I will deal with many things."
"..."
Originally I saw him waking up, my mood was already very heavy, but now his tone seems to be all in control, and it makes me feel more and more depressed, I frowned, and finally said, "If you really Take down the capital, how would you treat the people in the capital? "
"..."
"There are so many people there, as well as the palace and the officials of the court, how do you treat them?"
"..."
"and also……"
He was trembling when he heard me talking. He looked at me with anxiety in his eyes. He even reached out a hand to me involuntarily: "Light."
I stood still without moving, except that the sadness in my eyes could not stop the outflow: "If any good words are scared, if she is in danger, then I-"
He didn't wait for my words to speak, he said quickly: "Don't worry. I've given orders long ago, no matter what happened to the siege, don't embarrass the children in the city."
"..."
"Moreover, people in the palace, I know who should stay and who cannot stay."
"..."
"They will never execute anyone before I order it."
"..."
"So rest assured, no matter what the battle is, the children of Beijing will be fine."
Although I swear, I know that when the battle is fought, the sword has no eyes. Those people have red eyes. Who cares about the child or the person in front of them? As soon as the cavalry entered the city, everything was crushed into powder under their iron hoofs. At that time, Dongzhou City was hit hard by the cavalry, and the arrow was raining, didn't he even hurt himself? Who can make a 100% guarantee?
I said, "If I want to--"
Before my words were fully spoken, he immediately interrupted my words: "You know, impossible."
"..."
"No matter what happens, you can't leave me."
"..."
"I can't put you in any danger!"
My expression became more and more bleak, and even some stood unsteadily. I slowly walked to the table and reached out to hold the table edge to keep myself standing.
He looked at me with a gentle concern in his eyes. If it was normal, he would have come to help me at this time, but now he is very weak and can only barely stand up and look at me. The two are so silent After a long time, he said gently: "Lightness, do you know why I am sick this time?"
"..."
"Indeed, those words that you told me that day, everything you did not dare to face, was taken apart by you sentence by sentence, right in front of me. Yes, I do n’t care There are many reasons to persuade the world, and how many reasons to persuade yourself, but in the dead of night, there is always a person in my body, and he will come out and tell me that everything I did was wrong, everything I did was wrong . "
"..."
"Lightness, I don't understand what you say, but sometimes I have no choice."
"..."
"Sometimes I can't convince myself."
I looked up at him.
He also looked at me and said calmly: "I think that there may be such a person in any person's body, in a place where others don't see it, when he thinks he is most righteous, strip his soul away , Dripping blood. "
"..."
"I thought I had already got rid of that person, but it turned out that he still exists."
"..."
"Because, you are back again."
"... what exactly do you want to say."
"Lightness, you give me a chance to prove that that person can also have the upper hand in my soul."
After hearing what he said, I felt a little familiar with the situation now.
After thinking about it carefully, I remembered that when he was in Jixiang Village that night, the arrow in his chest almost died, and he once said something similar to me.
He used his life to bet on me and his future.
And now--
I couldn't help but smile.
Seeing my smile, his expression was somewhat helpless. I calmly said, "Pei Yuanxiu, I don't want to bet any more, I'm tired."
"..."
"In my life, except for winning a life in the Hongyan Tower, other gambling games, I almost lost.
"..."
"Pei Yuanxiu, if the person in your own body refuses to keep him alive, how can I, as an outsider, step in? If I can convince you, those words that I said before I married you and after I got married, also It's time to convince you. If you can't convince yourself, what else can I do? "
"..."
"But if this time, that person really has the upper hand in your conscience, I will at least respect you!"