Chapter 1805: I know, Yuan Zhen is different

I don't know how long, his lowered eyelashes slowly lifted up, and the eyes became more and more flames, said gently: "He is for his son, so, personally He knew he might die, but he still wanted to come back to such a dangerous place. "
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"I never knew he was such a father."
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"He's always been good to us, but that kind of goodness always makes people feel uneasy."
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"He's also very good to me, but I'm just scared. I've been scared from childhood."
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"I always feel that everything in my hand, everything he gave me, seems to one day disappear."
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"So, I do my best. No matter how well Yuan Yuan and Yuan Chen are doing, I will definitely do better than them. I hope he has a little different attitude towards me and can praise me more. Or maybe-just scold me. As long as it's different from them, that's fine. "
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"But never. He always praises and scolds us the same."
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"But I know Yuan Yuan is different."
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"He gave him the least compliments and suppressed the most. Even I have been booked as a prince, Yuan Chen and Yuan Feng have been crowned kings. Only he has no small reward. He can't even open the government outside the country. And I have been living in Shangyang Palace. Everyone told me that you can sit back and relax without worrying, but I know it is not. I know that he has no ordinary feelings towards Yuan Zhen, and I know he treats Yuan Yuan and us. Not the same-but in the end what is different, I have never figured it out. "
Having said that, he smiled suddenly.
I didn't expect that he would say these words suddenly, and he didn't even think that he would laugh, but I do n’t know if it was because I had experienced too much that night, people were a little numb, or because I was standing in the cold snow For too long, his face was frozen, too, just a smile, but a bit like crying.
Crying silently, without tears.
He slowly turned to look at me and said, "I have been learning to spy on people's hearts since childhood, and I can see and see through anyone's heart."
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"I can't see him through."
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"I didn't see it until just now--"
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"He is protecting him."
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"Just like I was protected."
There was a dull pain in my heart, and I remembered just now, he was holding Nangong Jinhong pierced by his chest, listening to those words before Nangong Jinhong was dying, he was calm, without the pain of heartbreaking No crying, but at this moment, I felt the pain deep into my bones from every word and every sound of him.
In that kind, he couldn't call for help, he couldn't get rid of it any more, but could only endure the torment that his soul would be torn apart.
However, he smiled again.
"It turned out that he didn't understand how to be a father, to do what the most common and ordinary father can do. He has been doing it, but we have never understood it."
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He was silent for a while, the smile in his eyes deepened, and murmured: "It turned out that I didn't understand it just now, I just made myself understand just now."
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"This is my father."
He slowly lowered his head and looked at his hands. His palms were still blood red. He had just stained the blood from Nangong Jinhong. By this time, his entire hand had been dyed red.
That red, at this moment, I'm afraid it's more dazzling than any light.
He murmured, "This is my father ..."
At this moment, I felt an unprecedented pain. I do n’t know if it was to protect his Nangong Jinhong just now, or to be involved in danger by himself, and now, even more, for his "father" in his mouth, all All this not only makes me feel pain, but also makes me feel fear.
Pei Yuanxiu said that it seems that he has dug out the deepest pain in his heart.
Now, he was afraid that, like this place, he was bloody, and he didn't know it.
At this time, there was a sound of horseshoes on the other side of the mountain, because the sky was already bright, we clearly saw the crowd of horses and galloping over, two of the leaders, one of which was Xie Yi, and the other ... When he approached, I saw at a glance that it was the person who had appeared in Yuwenfu before, Shengjing!
Is he here? !!
It turned out that who appeared behind the mountain and blocked Pei Ji turned out to be Shengjing!
No wonder, just before they were laid down under the mountain, because of the unfrozen river behind the mountain, the number of people and horses there was reduced, and then there was no desire to appear. Song Xuan deliberately called all the people and horses over. Obviously, he was seeing through his insincere intentions, in order to withdraw the people there to give Pei Ji the opportunity, but he did not expect that everyone here had withdrawn, and a team from Shengjing came from the north , Intercepted them!
Is this God's providence?
Seeing that they were there, I hurried forward, and walked in front of Pei Yuanxiu, and he looked down at me, seeing that my face was pale and shocked, and frost was condensed in those eyes, :"what happened?"
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"Do you have anything else to tell me?"
My lips were shaking and my throat was rattling, and after a while, my voice was hoarse and said, "Do you really want to kill him?"
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His lowered eyelids fell a little more, completely covering those eyes that were not very bright, and I couldn't see more clearly. He was deep in his eyes, what was there.
What's more, what would he do?
I can only ask him: "Are you really going to kill him?"
He was silent for a long time, and Shen said, "Did you not see that there was someone who died to protect me?"
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"You didn't see, is he dead?"
His tone was originally extremely depressed and deliberately peaceful, but when he reached the last four words, his voice was still broken.
It was also at this time that I seemed to touch how painful his heart was.
Although Nangong Jinhong said that he had grudges in his heart, he could also see that he was rusty and contradictory to his biological father, but that was his father after all.
Moreover, Nangong Jinhong kept telling him before he died—can't retreat, can't retreat!
Kill everyone who knows and make his life a secret forever!
Can't refund!
"Pei Yuanxiu!"
My tears were almost out of sight, listening to the sound of the horseshoes getting closer behind me, I suddenly reached out and grabbed his arms, choked and said, "If you kill him, the person in your body will Killed by you! "