Chapter 1807: This child is probably my salvation

It was as if I had returned to God, looked around, I was already in the dormitory, and looking at the sky outside, at least it was noon, and it seemed that we were back in the palace again.
I bit my lower lip before I said, "I, I'm fine."
"..."
"If something happens, I've been in pain for a long time, I'm just-a little tired."
"..."
"I want to take a break and not be disturbed."
The doctor who was scared and scared by my scolding just now seems to be a person in the hospital. I do n’t know where they got this person back from. After going through such a tragedy, these people are too late to hide one by one. Where did you dare to come to fulfill your duties? Now I have been arrested in the palace to see me for a doctor. Naturally, I was scared. At this time, when I heard what I said, I hurriedly said, "Since the wife is not in trouble, you should do well. Rest. My wife's face is indeed--very exhausted, so take care of it. "
Pei Yuanxiu sat next to him and looked at my pale face and red bloodshot eyes. Hearing the doctor's words, he was silent, and then waved his hand.
The doctor was relieved and hurried out.
He turned to look at me again: "Are you really okay?"
I raised my hand and wiped the cold sweat on my forehead. Without looking at his eyes, I just lowered my head: "Do you look at me as if something is wrong?"
He really looked at me silently for a while, and it really didn't look like something, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and then said, "Since this, then you lie down and rest. Hungry or not, I let them take some food over . "
Although I just said that I wanted to rest and didn't want to be disturbed, but at this time, where did I still have the leisurely pleasure of lying down and resting, I looked up at him and said, "What about the emperor?"
His eyes were covered with haze.
"He, how's it going?"
Pei Yuanxiu slowly stood up, walked to the window, looked at the outside with his back, and said lightly, "You shouldn't ask him again."
"..."
"In this palace, there is no such person, no one now, and no one in the future."
"...!"
My heart sank suddenly, and then I remembered that in the suburbs, when he was asked to send Pei Ji back to Beijing, he had commanded that no one was allowed to know his whereabouts, and no one was allowed to visit him. These two sentences are very clear. He wants to lock up this person, but he doesn't see him locked up every day, so that this person no longer exists in this world!
Thinking of this, my mood was heavy again.
Although I was lucky to save Pei Ji's life, I am very grateful, but thinking of the old man, I had been lying in the deep palace like a living dead for so many years because of poisoning and coma, and now, in order to respond , Protect his son, was caught by him again, locked up.
If Pei Yuanxiu's thoughts don't change, will he be like this in the second half of his life?
I looked up, trying to say something, but when I saw his back, my throat was dumb again.
The sunlight from the window came in and shone on his body, sketching a tall, but somewhat lonely figure, all of which I am very familiar with, but now, the kind emitted from him seems to be a living The breath that people do not enter is completely strange to me.
From last night, after Nangong Jinhong's death, he seems to have changed a bit.
I ca n’t say exactly what changed. He did n’t let out his grief for the death of his biological father, nor was he furious because he missed the opportunity to seize Pei Yuanzhang. What he showed was just a normal person. In the face of life and death, when facing their own choices, one of the most common looks.
But it made me feel a little uneasy.
Now, my words, even under the pressure of those breaths on him, cannot be said at all.
I could only sit by the bed and watch him quietly. I didn't know how long it took before he slowly turned around. In the sun, those eyes were so clear that a layer of ice had condensed, which made it easy You can see through it, but after seeing it through, you find that there is a barrenness in it, and there is an extra sense of weakness.
He said, "You should rest."
After speaking, he turned to leave.
This time, it was I who called him, "Pei Yuanxiu!"
He walked in front of the curtain in the middle of the room and heard me calling him, his footsteps stopped, and the curtain in front of him was still slightly rippling, making a fine and crisp sound.
He didn't look back, he just stood there: "What else?"
I asked softly: "You—, Lord Nangong?"
He was silent for a while and said, "Don't ask him more about his affairs."
"..."
"Now, you just need to take care of yourself."
"..."
"You're right, I know what it looks like as a father, and I haven't done evil for the child I'm about to give birth to. Then this child is probably my salvation."
Having said that, he reached out and opened the curtain and went out.
I froze there for a while, looking at the other side of the dangling curtain, his figure quickly disappeared outside, leaving the room empty.
In the warm dormitory, an irresistible chill poured out of my body, and I slowly lay down on the couch where my body temperature was still left. At this moment, it was already cold as ice.


At this time, it was supposed to be the season when the snow and ice melted and the breeze gradually slowed down. However, the next six or seven days, the sky in Beijing was not clear.
Pei Yuanxiu was very careful. The eunuchs in the palace were still alive. He stayed and chose a few who looked older and had good hands and feet. They came here to serve me. They were badly damaged, even in some places, for several days, the corpses had not been cleaned up, and the blood on the ground had not been cleaned, so I lived in this dormitory and left half a step away.
However, it does not represent what happened outside, I know nothing.
The eunuchs who were left behind by them were cleaning the steps and floors outside with water every day, and Pei Yuanxiu was also cleaning the court.
As the saying goes, one emperor and one courtier.
Although Pei Yuanzhang took his people and his consorts away, there were still some courtiers who did not leave. Some of them stayed in the capital and wanted to be faithful and filial to the emperor. After learning that Pei Yuanxiu had occupied the palace, he was directly killed under Dan.
And some of them naturally conformed to the heavens, and belonged to His Majesty Pei Yuanxiu and became his courtiers.
But these are not the most important.
Now that he has entered the capital, it is imperative to change dynasties.
The most important thing is to change the dynasty, how to change, how to change!