Chapter 1849: You're not afraid, did I kill you?

I was stunned and carried to the bed. When I put a soft mattress on the back, I felt only a cold, and the clothes behind were soaked with sweat. I didn't know that I had so much cold sweat, at this time it was like sinking into a pond.
The people around were talking non-stop for a moment, one by one fear, as if the next moment would be life-threatening.
After a while, someone rushed in from the outside.
I vaguely remember that they were asked to call the doctor. At this time, when I saw that figure rushed to the bed, everyone around him fell to his knees, and he came over and grabbed my hand—is it going to give me a diagnosis? ? I subconsciously pull my hand back.
Don't ...
But his hand was very strong, holding my hand at all, when he saw me frowning, showing an uncomfortable look, he slowly came over, and the other hand gently stroked my sweaty Wet forehead, said: "Lightness ..."
I froze all over, and suddenly opened my eyes somehow.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Pei Yuanxiu. He sat down on the bed and looked down at me. One of my hands was still firmly in his palm. His gaze was almost going to penetrate the human body. Even the power of the soul looked at me, not to say that there was any suffocation, but it was so gentle and scary.
The cold sweat of my whole body came out, and at this moment, the feeling of falling down the abdomen was even stronger, as if there was an invisible thing pulling me down, I suddenly made an uncomfortable bass, and he frowned, watching me even lying down The lower abdomen, which is not too obvious, is deeper in the eyes.
I faintly felt that I had always wanted to face it, and there was something I wanted to conceal. At this moment, I could not help but face it and couldn't hide it anymore.
In fact, I know best that paper can't catch fire.
The more you want to envelop it, the more the flame will be out of control, and you will even burn yourself completely.
At this time, I was so uncomfortable that my eyes were black, cold sweat soaked in clothes, and even the futon was wet, but I still gritted my teeth and accumulated my last strength to raise my eyes to the pair that was too dark Bottom-eyed eyes slowly said, "I hope you haven't attacked your child yet."
"..."
The hand he held in my hand trembled.
At this time, the doctor came.
As soon as he entered the door, the people around him seemed to see the savior. Two of them immediately ushered in and brought him in, and I couldn't control the pain in my body and issued a stern whisper. Sin hurried to this side and saw Pei Yuanxiu sitting by my bed. He hurried to his knees and saluted: "My son."
Pei Yuan did not return his head, just looked at me.
The Physician was kneeling on the ground and was still breathing heavily. Apparently, I heard that I had a problem and was scared. I ran all the way. Seeing me like this, I was so scared that I could n’t keep my soul. He didn't move, as if nothing was happening. He knelt down on the ground while carefully raising his head to look at us.
I do n’t know how long, or just a quiet moment, Pei Yuanxiu finally let go of my hand—probably because he was just too tightly gripped by the hot palm of his hand. When I let go, I felt a cold The wind blew over, and he got up slowly, and said, "Give her a pulse first."
The Taiyi hurriedly said, "Yes."
After speaking, I came forward, and after confessing a crime, I put a small cushion under my wrist, spread a silk scarf on my wrist, and then kneeled on the bed to give me a diagnosis.
The pain in my body has exhausted all my strength, I ca n’t even move, I just keep breathing, and I sit on the bed with a pale face, and the queen's dresses are stacked on top of each other. On the bed and on the body, not only was there no arrogance, but at this time it seemed extraordinarily cumbersome and even awkward. I was pale in such a beautiful pile, waiting silently for the final verdict.
None of the people around dared to speak, or even dared to vent, and there was no sound in Jingren Palace.
In such an atmosphere that almost a needle could be heard, the doctor suddenly took a breath of air.
Everyone's eyes were focused on him.
Pei Yuanxiu stood aside and looked at him with a deep expression on his face.
The doctor didn't even dare look back at him, hurriedly fastened my veins, and consulted for a while, the cold sweat on his forehead came out, and his fingers began to tremble.
I only glanced at him and closed my eyes.
In the darkness, I felt that the elder doctor slowly retracted his hand, then turned to kneel down to Pei Yuanxiu, and trembled, "My son forgive me! My son forgive me!"
The whole Jingren Palace suddenly fell into a depression that could not continue breathing.
Pei Yuanxiu's voice sounded a little strange: "You said."
"My son, my son spares his life!"
"I let you say!"
"Miss Yan she-she --- the child in her belly, already--"
"What happened already?"
"It's already been-gone!"
His voice had just fallen, and everyone around him was scared and screamed. Pei Yuanxiu's eyes suddenly turned red, and his body was stiff like an ice statue. At this time, he shivered slightly, even as if he was standing still. , Took two steps back.
Someone immediately stepped forward to support him.
He stared at my pale face, gritted his teeth and said, "What time?"
The Taiyi shivered and knelt there: "Probably, look at the pulse, it's probably been over a month."
Pei Yuanxiu took a deep breath.
"What is going on now?"
"Now ... the fetus has been gone for a long time. Normally, it will cause a miscarriage. Miss Yan is in this situation, I am afraid that the fetus will be induced, otherwise-to Miss Yan's body-"
I almost heard him gritting his teeth. For a long while, he said hoarsely, "Take it out for her!"
After speaking, he turned around and went out.
I heard the door slamming shut, and it crashed as if the sky were falling apart. The people around him knelt down without a face. At this time, I didn't know what would happen to them. Only the doctor returned to the bed. Come and tremble and say, "Miss Yan, you, can you hold on?"
I squinted and looked at him. Because of the pain, the sound was no longer audible, and only a little dry sound came out of my throat: "Go ahead."


Taking a stillbirth out of the mother's body is actually not too difficult. At this time, the fetus is much smaller than a baby who has grown up during delivery. In addition, there is a doctor in the palace and a puppet. In the past, abortion was not as good as death, and it was painful to give birth. This time, it didn't seem to be a serious accident.
But for a woman, this is undoubtedly more scary than a nightmare.
My vision has been completely blurred, and I can only faintly watch the surrounding people shaking. Someone keeps feeding me with soup, sticking needles on me, and wiping my sweat, but all this is not enough to comfort me. The lapse of time is like the lapse of my life. I used to look out the window and see the sky, but gradually, when the pain surged like a tide, those lights disappeared. I All I saw was dim.
I seemed to be in the nightmare of last night again, but this time, I was lying in a pool of blood myself, and I felt the surrounding snow and ice for a while, and it seemed to be burning in flames. In this kind of torture, I even struggled for help No, when they gave me a bowl of medicine, I gradually lost support and fell into chaos.
I don't know how long, a cold and stiff thing finally left my body.
The smell of blood spread all of a sudden, and it also stimulated me to open my eyes from the chaos, seeing the doctor sweating, looking back at me, and seeing that I opened my eyes, it seemed to be whispered happily. Said: "Amitabha."
A few small court ladies went out, and I saw some of them carrying a pot of bright red snow water, and someone holding a tub covered with red cloth. They were trying to say something, and when they heard the door was opened, they had to go. When I went out, it seemed like I had bumped into someone, and I was so scared that I stopped and walked down and bowed down.
A hoarse voice came from outside: "Are you finished?"
"If you go back to your son, it's over."
"She, this is--"
"Son, don't look."
"..."
"Yes, it's a thousand dollars."
"..."
"Please son, don't be too sad."
I listened to the conversation outside, as if I understood it, and it seemed that everything had nothing to do with me. At this time, I only closed my eyes weakly, and the doctor had asked someone to prepare the soup medicine. By my mouth, let me drink a little.
At this time, Pei Yuanxiu walked in from the outside.
His body was tall, and the outside was already so dark as to be late at night. The last light was completely blocked by him. When he walked in, the doctor heard his footsteps, his hands shaking, and the soup poured on On my clothes.
The gown worn by the queen.
This is a felony.
The doctor himself was so frightened that he had no body, but Pei Yuanxiu seemed to have seen nothing, and seemed to care nothing, only waving his sleeves: "All go out."
Those who had been pardoned, hurried out.
He stood by the bed, staring straight at me.
In those eyes, there was no grief or joy, as if at this moment in a dilemma of lovelessness and tracelessness, and I only felt that the body was very empty after the fetus left, although I was still lying in the brocade pile, I can't resist the cold chill emanating from him, and it will almost penetrate into my blood.
I don't know how long I looked at me like this, he finally said: "When will it happen."
In fact, at this time, I was so tired that I would be swallowed up by the darkness around me and fell into a coma, but when I heard his voice, I opened my eyes and looked at him.
He didn't ask again, just looked at me.
I opened my mouth, because I just drank the ginseng soup, and my lips were bitter. When I opened my mouth, I even got the same kind of hardship: "In Cangzhou."
"Cangzhou?"
"I don't know when it will start, I won't feel any fetal movement."
"why did not you tell me?"
"Tell you?" I glanced at him: "I don't dare."
"You do not dare?"
"..."
"You said that you would not use human life to force me to leave this child. Yangzhou is no longer in your hands, but Cangzhou, Tianjin, and Jingcheng are now in your hands for most of the world. Do I dare to take this risk? "
"..."
"If you want to kill and vent your anger, can I stop it?"
He stood there motionlessly: "Then you didn't expect that one day, I will know about it."
"Of course I thought."
"..."
"But I can only go one step at a time."
"Take a step and count a step," he stared at me desperately, his eyes flushed with redness, and I realized that he was looking at the layers of layers on my body, symbolizing the majestic gown of the mother world, but now After a life-and-death entanglement, this dress is like a withered peony flower, which obviously has some brilliant reputations, but it has long been ruined. He said in a dumb voice: "Did you count to this day or tomorrow?"
"..."
"You know I'll cap you as a queen, and by that time, even if the child is dead, you won't be affected in any way, will you?"
I looked up at him and said nothing.
He shivered from the beginning like a tight bow, but at this moment, he suddenly laughed, laughed, his laughter echoed in the large and empty palace, I do n’t even doubt There were still people kneeling outside the door waiting for him to pronounce his fate. At this moment he heard his laughter, and those people were probably dead.
He laughed and slumped back, at this moment he felt a pause.
He bumped into the table against the window, and on it was a pile of Buddhist scriptures that I had written.
His laughter came to an abrupt end, grabbing those Buddhist scriptures, hurriedly came to me, gritted his teeth and said, "You said you want to write Buddhist scriptures for those who died, in exchange for peace of mind! There is something in it. A word written for this child? "
"..."
"A little guilt in your heart?"
"..."
"You killed our children!"
As he said, he shredded those Buddhist scriptures and waved his hands violently, and the shattered pieces of confetti suddenly fell and blew my sight for a while.
My complexion was paler and bloodless at the moment.
Looking up at his almost crazy eyes, watching the confetti slowly falling like snow, my voice became cold like ice and snow: "Why should I feel guilty?"
"..."
"It was you who forced me, it was you who forced me to this child."
"..."
"That's not our child. That's your child."
"..."
"He's here, I can't resist it, he's gone, and of course I won't keep it."
"..."
He stood there stiffly, his shoulders trembling violently, as if he had been flicked fiercely.
At this moment, I heard a low voice coming out of his throat, as if he swallowed something stiffly, but the blood color dipped from his pupils and even spread into the entire space. in.
He slowly came over to sit down and stretched a hand to my shoulder, as if stroking my shoulder, as if stroking my neck. I never felt his palms so cold, like It was a piece of ice that stuck to my skin, and it shuddered a little with the chill.
He looked at me and said verbatim, "You are not afraid, will I kill you?"
I looked at his eyes, slowly raised his head, and his slender neck was completely exposed in the cold air, and even a layer of goosebumps was raised. I said calmly, "I will lead my neck to kill."
After saying this, I seemed to be waiting.
Waiting for his decision, waiting for a moment to come.
I saw his eyes red for a moment, and then turned black for a moment, as if there were two things tearing his mind and soul in his body, even this body was almost out of him, only his fingers, slow Slowly stroking my neck, rubbing little by little.
With a bit of depression in his voice, he slowly said, "Actually, I should have known."
"..."
"No, it wasn't me that I should have known, it was I already knew that you didn't want this child."
"..."
"I've known for a long time that this kid ... has something wrong."
My eyelashes trembled slightly, and I looked up at him. He seemed to laugh, but he forgot how to laugh. A complex and twisted expression appeared on his face: "So for such a long time , I have never begged you, no matter sometimes, I clearly see your lies, and I already know that there is something wrong with your body, and I dare not let the doctor come to you for a diagnosis. "
"..."
"I'm afraid to get the news."
"..."
"I'm afraid to know that my last chance to retain you is lost."
"..."
"I still have a little hope, hope is that I am thinking wildly."
"..."
"I'm also a little lucky, maybe, maybe you're really just too thin; maybe this child is not too healthy, but still alive; maybe she knows you don't want her, so she stays in your belly obediently Dare to make you angry ... "
"..."
"I thought about all the possibilities, and I tried everything to lie to myself."
"..."
"But today, I can't lie."
"..."
"Yan Qingying, our child, my child, her body is outside. She doesn't know the cold, nor the pain."
I looked at him with a pale face. For a moment, I saw in my eyes what he looked like, like a corpse, and I slowly said, "When you hurt me, I knew Cold, I know it hurts. "
"..."
"In this case, the only person who hasn't been cold or pained is you."
This sentence was like a knife, piercing his chest fiercely, and I felt his hand violently strangle my neck.