Chapter 1864: Injured 800 people and damaged 10,000

"Liu Qinghan, how can you do this to me ?!"
He heard this sentence, and the whole person shuddered fiercely, like a knife stuck into his chest, but he didn't sigh, he just hugged me tighter, no longer let me have any The opportunity to resist and break free, he buried himself in my hair, his hoarse voice said: "I'm sorry, light, sorry!"
I burst into tears, venting all the pain and grievances in my heart at this moment, and when I hated it to the extreme, I even wanted to kill him.
And he, bearing it so motionlessly, even the shoulder has been beaten and tortured and bitten by my flesh, he did not let go of me.
However, I cannot calm down.
Every scene of the past has been resurrected in my heart, and I remember all his looks-his smile, his indifference, his alienation, his coolness, and he watched me marry Pei Yuanxiu, he was I witnessed the closeness of Pei Yuanxiu along the way. He accepted the marriage to marry Pei Yuanzhen, and his sentence, "I have no heart and I am rested."
Good one, I have no heart to rest!
I was weak, but at this time I was almost exhausting my last distraction, struggling and beating. He took everything, but when he found out that I had begun to hurt myself, he suddenly panicked and grabbed my hands: "Lightness, Don't do this! "
"you go!"
"Lightness ..."
At this moment, he seemed to be a little out of control. He held my wrist with a hard hand and almost broke my bones. He felt a slight tremor before he realized his strength and hurriedly relaxed a bit, but not Dare to let go of me completely, not to watch me hurt myself.
He lied to so many people and was able to navigate between so many forces, but at this moment, it seemed that he was at a loss.
In the end, he gritted his teeth and slammed me down on the bed. His hands were fastened to his side and he could no longer move. He gasped and looked down at me: "Light!"
At this time, I have also reached the end of the crossbow, and I ca n’t struggle, I ca n’t break free, he is trapped under him like a broken puppet, and his face is full of tears. "Liu Qinghan, what else do you want?"
"..."
"Aren't you leaving yet?"
"..."
"I'm going crazy, do you know?"
"..."
"I'm going to drive you crazy!"
My words, it seemed that Ling Chi was stabbing him one after another, and his face also showed a painful expression. After a long silence, he finally let go of my hands, and after watching me not struggling anymore Then he slowly got up and took a step back.
I closed my eyes and let tears rag and stopped looking at him.
He took another step, as if trying to say something, but this step froze for a long time, and then backed back.
His mute voice rang in his ears: "Light."
"..."
"I know these things I did hurt you deeply, and I also know that you have the right to choose not to forgive me."
"..."
"I'm just asking for your forgiveness. I want to be with you."
"..."
"I will wait for you to forgive me."
"..."
"I will wait for your answer."
After saying this, he paused, then turned slowly and went out.


Throughout the night, I curled up on the bed with my baby's posture to protect myself, and clenched my arms tightly. I couldn't curl up this body to nowhere, curled up so that no one could find me, touch me, hurt me. .
And this night, my tears never stopped.
I never thought that I would hate a person like this, hate me to grit my teeth, and hate to almost kill him. And this person, it turned out to be him, the person I believe the most, I gave all the trust to him, the person who lied to me the most and hurt me the most.
But why am I still crying for him?
Why do I want to forget everything, but in my mind I remember the scene that was already dusty.
I was still thinking, in the piercing ice rain of Jixiang Village, he went back in the pouring rain; thinking of the towering fire of Jixian Temple, he was afraid but firm; He tried a sip of herbal medicine last time for me, until I was interrupted by a slap; thinking that he was holding Pei Yuanzhen's corpse, he was holding the silver lock tightly in his hand, and put all the blame on himself Carry on his shoulders.
I even remembered that at the bottom of the Juma Valley, he said to me with red eyes--
Lightness, me, is not the best.
Light cold ...
Light cold ...
Why is this happening? The two of us, why did we get here?
I don't know how long the tears have flowed, I almost feel that the tears in my whole body are about to shed, and I opened the red and swollen eyes, only to see a faint morning light seeping through the window.
Its daybreak.
And I, with such a child-like posture to protect myself, shed tears all night.
I thought I was too strong to be hurt, I thought I would never be hurt by love again, I thought that the future road would be calm no matter what, or even go down indifferently, but I did not expect that one of the most common In fact, it can hurt me so thoroughly.
Yan Qingying, you are really useless.
I slowly got up from the bed. When I got up, the whole person was shaking and walking to the doorstep by step, and opened the door.
The cold air suddenly poured in from the outside.
I couldn't bear it. I subconsciously stumbled, almost thinking that I was going to pass out, but in the blurred vision, I saw a familiar outline standing in front of me, and when I heard the sound of the door opening, he immediately raised his head. look at me.
I was shocked.
He even stood outside my door?
And when I saw that I opened the door, those eyes also lighted up, as if someone who had been in the dark for a long time suddenly saw the sunlight, and even the whole face was illuminated, he looked at me constantly, Then take a step forward and say, "Lightness."
"..."
"Do you forgive me?"
I couldn't believe my eyes, just staring at him so stupidly, looking at those bloodshot and red eyes, somehow, a sore nose, and hotness came from the dry eyes.
I said bluntly, "How can you forgive me?"
His eyes suddenly faded.
But the next moment, he seemed to think of something again, and looked up at me: "I put--"
Before he finished speaking, he felt that his breath was weak, and the eyes that were originally full of burnout suddenly lost their luster. The whole man seemed to have been drawn away, and fell softly towards me.
"Light cold!"
I screamed in fright and wanted to catch him, but I was so weak that I almost stood still and was almost overwhelmed by him. Fortunately, at this time, Xiao Yusheng was approaching from the side. Help me hold him: "Master!"
I'm totally confused: "What's wrong with him?"
Xiao Yusheng didn't say anything, but just clasped one of his wrists and clasped his veins for a while, then immediately said, "I'll help him in first."
I nodded and hurriedly let go. Xiao Yusheng helped him walk to the room and put it on the bed. He was lying there unconsciously, even his breath was so weak that Xiao Yusheng grabbed his wrist again to check After a while, his frown slightly frowned.
I was sweating anxiously: "What happened to him?"
"He--" Xiao Yusheng hesitated, and said, "His pulse is chaotic."
After speaking, he glanced back at the door and looked at me again: "Miss, he stood at your door all night?"
"..."
I couldn't speak, looking at Liu Qinghan's pale, almost bloodless lips, and the pain of heart was on my mind again.
Xiao Yusheng looked at me and looked at him again, and said, "Maybe it's too tired and you haven't touched the rice for too long."
"..."
"I'll have someone prepare some food first."
After that, he turned and walked out.
I propped myself to my bed and sat down beside the bed, looking at the man who had coaxed me for a night and stood at the door for another night-obviously he was admitting wrong and begging me for forgiveness Now, it was him lying on the bed, and I was guarding him; I was so anxious to kill him, but now looking at him stingy, I still feel heartache.
I laughed and laughed at myself.
Tears, like broken beads, dropped one by one and fell on his pale and dry lips, and he heard him gasp slightly, even though he was unconscious and uncomfortable, with deep brows In the deep hanging stitches, each stripe path seems to have accumulated too much hardship and pain in these days, but there is no way to tell a word.
Liu Qinghan ... who are you and me, and who do you owe?
After a while, Xiao Yusheng brought someone to bring hot water and meals, but now he was unconscious and couldn't eat anything. He could only feed him a few sips of water in front of him, watching the pain in his eyebrows ease slightly. People were still calm when lying there, Xiao Yusheng was relieved.
Looking back at me, he said softly, "Miss, would you like to go to my room and take a break?"
"..."
"I see Brother Shi like this, I'm afraid it won't wake up for a while."
I shook my head slightly, sitting at the bed watching him, motionless.
Xiao Yusheng probably knew that he couldn't persuade me. He sighed and turned to leave, but when he just took two steps, he seemed to be unable to hold back and turned around: "Miss."
"..."
I looked motionless at the frosty face, as if nothing had been heard.
Xiao Yusheng looked at Liu Qinghan on the bed, and Shen said, "I, I know, he cheated the young lady."
"..."
"I also know that he hurt Miss Miss deeply."
"..."
"However, he hurt the young lady, hurt the enemy 800, and damaged himself 10,000."
"..."
"He is the most painful one."
"..."
I was silent for a long time, and slowly turned my head to look at Xiao Yusheng: "What do you know?"