Chapter 1908: I want to be with you and my father

I sat next to the bed, pulled her in front of me, and stared into her eyes.
"Good words, what did you tell him?"
Her eyes grew more and more panic. When she tried to avoid me, she could only lower her head when she didn't choose the road, but she seemed to know that she couldn't avoid it at all. She looked up at me carefully and said, "Why, what? "
I said patiently: "My mother asked you, before your uncle came to you, and said he wanted to talk to you. What did you say to your uncle?"
"No, nothing?"
She didn't say this with any confidence, and the last few words almost disappeared into her twinkling eyes.
I lowered my face and looked at her: "I don't remember having a daughter who lied to sex!"
She trembled slightly and looked up at me.
I wasn't sturdy, I just looked at her seriously, but she also understood my temper. When I became serious, it was a sign of anger.
She hurriedly said, "Don't be angry!"
I said calmly, "I'm not angry yet."
"..."
This time, she probably really knew that there were some things she couldn't avoid, and biting her lower lip and struggling for a long time, finally said gently: "I, I really didn't say anything to Uncle San, I just, I just let Don't take away your mother. "
She said, looking up, and staring at me with wide eyes: "I'm afraid my mother doesn't want me."
My brow frowned slightly: "Why wouldn't mother want you?"
"..."
"How could he take me away?"
"..."
I don't know if I want to be angry or distressed at the moment, but looking at my daughter's pitiful and even cautious look, the feeling of distress still covered up other emotions immediately, I reached out and touched her cheek, said softly: "Don't you think she wouldn't want you?"
"But—" She looked at me and said, "If the mother is with Uncle San, will she stay with me?"
"..."
This time, I didn't answer her immediately.
It is indeed because I cannot answer.
At present, I haven't worshiped with Liu Qinghan, but the decision to be together was made by me. He and Pei Yuanzhang have some things left, so I can stay in this place, but I don't think about it. If, one day, I marry him, if one day, he and Pei Yuanzhang will settle the matter. If one day, the relationship between our two parties can no longer get along peacefully like today, then how should we deal with Relationship between wonderful words.
I have thought of too many possible futures, but I cannot think of an answer.
As Yan Yi said, there are some things that have no solution.
Thinking of this, I looked up and looked at the wonderful words-I, I do not regret the decision I made, and I believe that her feelings for Liu Qinghan will pass, and I believe that Liu Qinghan can handle the relationship with her However, seeing my daughter's small and cautious look did indeed make my heart's pity and guilt deeper.
I caressed her face, and I was ambivalent, and said softly, "Well words, I--"
"Mother, why must it be Uncle San?"
She interrupted me, her eyes staring at me in tears.
"..."
For a moment, my throat became cyanotic and I couldn't answer.
She grasped my hand and squeezed it tightly, and said, "Mother, can you not be uncle? I know him, I know he is good to mother, and I know he is a very good person, but-but Can you not be him? Mother, I really don't want to be separated from my mother again. This time there is a big mess in the capital, I'm so scared! I really want my mother to be by your side, but my mother is not by your side.
"..."
"Mother, don't leave me, okay? I want to be with you and my father."
"..."
"I know, I know the father was bad to the mother in the past, and it hurt the mother, so the mother didn't want to be with him, but-but the father said that he can also treat the mother well, and he will In the past, all the owed mothers had been compensated, and he would treat the mother well. "
"..."
"Mother, we are a family of three, aren't we?"
"..."
When she said the last word, tears filled her big eyes, and it dropped unavoidably and unavoidably, and fell across her face and fell into my hand.
Tears were hot, and the temperature shuddered me a little.
After all ... the last thing I want is to happen.
The last thing I want to face is to face it.
I held her face in both hands and took out a handkerchief to wipe her clean, but I didn't expect that this action caused the next wave of flooding, and her tears fell like a dyke. Her palms were wet, but instead of crying as a child, she just whined a cat or two.
It seems that spending these days in the palace has also allowed her to grow up a lot. As her Highness Princess, even if she cries, she must exercise restraint.
My heart hurts even more. When I speak, my voice seems to be terribly painful and trembles: "Well, don't cry."
But when I said that, she could no longer control herself.
I heard her wailing cry and could only hold her in her arms. Tears soon soaked in my clothes, and the cold touch soaked into my chest, stabbing me slightly.
I seem to understand everything.
Miaoyan said these things to Liu Qinghan ...
I finally knew why those days, the wonderful words kept lingering on me, and there was no chance to even let me go back; why that day, seeing the three of us strolling in the garden and seeing the wonderful words gave me and Pei Yuanzhang Liu Qinghan's expression would look so weird when he was alone with a peach; why would he want to keep me by his side, but when the two of us were too close, he would show so much scruples.
Especially that day, his words-don't delay too late with me, the wonderful words certainly don't want to see us both.
In fact, I should have thought that he had come for me and told me clearly that he would change and be with me sincerely. Why did he become introverted soon after he arrived in Jinhou.
It's because of good words.
Feelings can sometimes become a burden, especially between him and Tales, no matter how bright he is, but in the face of such a child, he will eventually have a feeling of indebtedness, and those words that Tales say to him The impact in his heart-I can almost imagine what kind of suffering he is going through these days.
And the wonderful words, how much pain does she have in her heart?
I couldn't speak, I could only hold her silently, and waited until she cried, and the tears finally stopped, I let go of her gently, wiped her with a handkerchief, and she was embarrassed by the tears. The small face, the wonderful words were still sobbing, and a pair of big eyes looked at me wetly: "Mother, don't you want me ..."
I said softly, "Mother certainly won't want you."
"really?"
"My mother is your daughter. For you, my mother has experienced a few times in life and death. How can you be willing to not want you?"
She heard me say that, a little smile on her face, and said anxiously, "That mother ---"
I didn't wait for her to finish speaking, but interrupted her gently but firmly: "However, it's two different things if the mother wants you or not to return to your father and emperor."
"..."
"Fantastic, this cannot be confused."
She froze for a moment, as if still unable to return to God, just staring at me.
For a long while, she murmured, "Don't mother promise me?"
"..."
I sighed, gently wiped her cheek, and said softly: "You are too young now, there are many things that mother ca n’t tell you completely, and there is no way for you to understand. After you grow up, Maybe after going through some things, you can understand-you can understand me, you can also understand your father-in-law. "
She still looked at me and asked in a low voice: "Don't the mother really promise me?"
"..."
"Mother, are you still unable to forgive the emperor?"
"...!"
I frowned slightly and looked up at her. She looked anxious and helpless. Her voice was wet, and she almost cried again: "But the father and the emperor said that he would treat her well. Our family will be very happy together. Mother, don't you think? Mother did n’t laugh very much when we ate together that day, and also when we were together in the garden? Why now Will it not work? "
"..."
"Is Uncle San really more important than me, more important than Father Huang, and more important than our family of three?"
Seeing that she was about to cry again, I hurriedly hugged her: "Wonderful words, don't do this first."
"..."
"Will you listen to your mother?"
Her emotions became more and more excited, a small face turned red, and she began to struggle to get rid of my hand, crying while struggling, "I don't listen! Mother, you just don't want me, you just have three Uncle doesn't want me! Then I don't want mother, I don't want you! "
She didn't lose her temper like this. In Jixiang Village, there were more intense situations than now, but at that time, she was just a little child, but now she is a little girl in her teens. Although I have The experience of dealing with such a situation, but without such energy, should also be careful not to let her be too loud to be heard by people outside.
Seeing that she was getting more and more troubled, I said in a deep voice: "Wonderful words, are you telling the truth ?!"
"..."
She stunned herself.
After all, instead of saying anything casually, you can be irresponsible at the age. After seeing me staring seriously at her expression, she was a bit silly for a while.
The last time she said these things, she wailed away, until Gu Ping caught up and talked to her for a long time before persuading her to come back.
But this time, Gu Ping was gone.
And she looked at me in tears for a long time, turned around, but instead of leaving, she climbed into bed herself, pulled the quilt up to cover her whole body, and did not move.
Seeing her slightly twitching in the quilt, my heart was all chaotic for a while.