Chapter 1909: Wonderful words, life is too long

Seeing her slightly twitching in the quilt, my heart was all chaotic for a while.
The words that I wanted to tell her before, have become a mess in my heart at this moment. Not only can't tell, even I don't know whether this decision is right or wrong. I just feel that I can't help myself.
After all, it was her own daughter, a piece of meat falling from her body.
I was silent for a long time, still gently stretched out my hand and stroked the high raised piece in the quilt. It was her thin and thin shoulders, and she twitched slightly as she sobbed. I knew she was crying and I could imagine To her tearful face, this made me even more heartache, I said softly: "Wonderful words."
"..."
She didn't speak, only a low whining noise.
I called her again: "Fantastic."
"..."
Still no response.
I sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed, stroking her shoulder with one hand, and said softly, "Wonderful words, my mother knows you are sad. You wish me and your father, and you can stay together forever. Mother understands that Mama also had such expectations, so she knows how angry and disappointed you will be if you reject you. "
"..."
"But there is one thing, no matter how young you are, you can't understand a lot of things. Mother must tell you—"
"..."
"In the world, you won't be disappointed or angry because you have to go as you think."
"..."
"That would be unfair to others."
"..."
"Everything in this world has its own cause and effect, and any person has his own way of life. Mother can give up her life for you, and you can die thousands of times without complaint. Dangniang has no choice how to live for you. "
"..."
"Fantastic, life is too long."
When I heard this sentence, it was as if a prisoner heard his final judgment. I felt that the whole word sank under the palm of my hand, and the whimper sounded even more, but she forced her quilt to cover her. Mouth, did not cry at all.
This depressing the painful daughter makes my heart hurt.


Time passed little by little in her whimper, and I sat quietly beside her on the bed, unknowingly, the dim surroundings were dissipated by the light slowly leaking out of the East.
The light in the room was dim, and the candles had long gone out.
And the coquettish words, after whispering for a long time, finally crying tired, and also slowly fell asleep.
I carefully lifted the quilt a bit, and saw tears on her face, her mouth narrowed slightly, and she was full of inexcusable grievances, which made me feel a little bit heavy.
I looked down at her for a long time, and my mood became more and more complicated. It was not that I would have to face her daughter's censure and questioning one day, but I did not expect that her attitude would be so intense-in fact, how much I It can also be understood that she left Pei Yuanxu and me since she was a child and grew up beside Pei Yuanxiu. Although she is carefree and well-loved, Pei Yuanxiu is an adoptive father after all. , And most of them were raised by the Han sisters, that was not her mother-in-law, who was somewhat alienated; finally returned to my side, and also returned to her relatives, and finally gathered together Many, now, she is indeed more sensible than in the past, and has to face the separation between me and her father.
I'm not surprised she had such a reaction.
Just sad.
There are indeed too many happiness that she deserves, and the happiness she deserves, she did not get it. Now it is compensation, and it is a scar left after the wound is better, which shows the misfortune and desolation.
I gently stroked her face with my fingers, and saw her nose twitch slightly.
At this time, there was a sound of horseshoes outside, breaking the early morning tranquility.
I turned back and looked at the thin mist coming in through the window, as if stirred by the sudden wind, poured directly into the room, and hurried to stand up, but because of sitting for a long time, my legs and feet were a little numb, I almost fell Fortunately, I stretched my hands and supported the bed post to barely stabilize my body. When the legs and feet recovered a little, I walked to the bed, and the sound of the horseshoe stopped.
From the gap of the window, you can see the entrance of the post hall, and a group of people came in.
It was General Deng, who rolled his horse and dismounted, all with heavy tiredness on his face, and a little frustrated expression.
It seems that it is not catching up.
Although I knew they would not be able to catch up, I was relieved at this time, but General Deng was so angry that he threw the whip in his hand to the side of the attendant who came to answer, Dejected and went inside.
It was he who asked for his own life, and for a while, probably went to Pei Yuanzhang to plead guilty.
but--
I glanced down again. He brought a lot of people. After all, Liu Qinghan also took some people away. If he wanted to besiege each other, there must be more in natural numbers. Now, all the talents of the horse team stopped, and I clearly saw that the smoke and dust they raised on the road came from the west.
In other words, light cold they left last night and went west.
He just let me ... wait for him and didn't tell me what action he would take, but wanted to come, this is near Linfen, and then go west, for him, there is no more place to go .
He left, but asked me to wait for him.
In other words, he will return, but what will happen when he returns?


After a while, everyone was up.
I didn't sleep almost all night. At this time, I was top-heavy, pale, and flushed. When I went out, Xiao Yusheng was shocked to see me and said, "Miss, are you sick?"
I barely smiled: "I'm fine."
He frowned, as if a little sullen, and said, "I know Brother Shi is wrong, but the young lady shouldn't be angry with him, he-he has no choice but to."
He thought that I was angry because Liu Qinghan left us and just left, and I smiled: "I'm really fine. It's not the time to be angry with him."
"Then you are--"
He was still worried, but when he saw Miaoyan walking to the carriage, the father-in-law hurriedly asked the little to help her up.
Xiao Yusheng followed us these days and was very clear that Miaoyan had been riding in the same car with me for a moment.
"Hey?"
I looked back, and she cried for a long time. At this time, her eyes were still red, like a little rabbit. She glanced at us, and when she saw that I was looking at her, she immediately put the curtain down. After a while, Chang Qing stepped out of the room and glanced at me. I smiled slightly and nodded her head. She didn't say anything, just sighed and got on the carriage.
The emperor's car was ahead.
Xiao Yusheng immediately understood and said gently, "Ms. Sun, Princess Miaoyan, is she angry with you?"
I reluctantly laughed, "Child, get out of temper."
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Xiao Yusheng, who is so alert, how can I not know, when it ’s this time, where can I tolerate my child's temper, it must be because of what happened last night that caused the current situation, but he also knows that these things ca n’t be inserted When I got started, I said gently: "Miss ... Relax everything. With us, nothing will happen."
I glanced behind him.
The people left by Liu Qinghan, plus him and the students of Jixian Temple, were almost separated from the people and horses of the court at this time. The carriage protecting me was naturally weird, but it came to me. That may not be a bad thing to say.
I nodded, turned around and got into my carriage.
Soon the team started to drive forward.
I was sitting alone in a carriage. It was indeed much more spacious, but it was also much more empty. The light cold was gone. The wonderful words were not around. It seemed as if all of me was left in the whole world. .
I originally wanted to try to clarify what happened these days, especially what happened to Qing Han, but after a while, my mind would have a weeping face, and the words of her grievance, suddenly It was upset again and could not remember anything.
Although I told Xiao Yusheng that it was a child who had a temper, but I knew very well that this time, she was not so coquettish.
That's it, we went south.
In the evening, the carriage gradually began to move slowly, and walked along the winding mountain road for a long time. I faintly heard the sound of tiger howling and dragon yin from the air, opened the curtain and looked forward, the sunset A city in the distance shone, because it was surrounded by a brown-yellow mountain, and coupled with the setting sun, the city seemed to be in flames.
That's Linfen.
After passing through a mountain road, our carriage finally reached the avenue, and the speed was faster. Seeing that we were getting closer and closer to Linfen City, we could see the colorful flags flying on the tower, and many people were waiting to pick up. At this time, a group of people and horses galloped out of the city, and soon came to us.
The man in the lead, dressed in a suit, took the lead, rushing to the front of the team like lightning, and then stiffened the horses under his seat.
He backhanded the whip in his hand and the team behind him stopped immediately.
Immediately afterwards, the man rolled over and knelt on one knee in the middle of the road. In front of Pei Yuanzhang's car: "Shanxi Chief Soldier, Chief Secretary Zhang Zhiyu, and welcome to the emperor! Long live long live my emperor!"
Although their horses stopped, they caused a burst of smoke.
I covered my mouth with a handkerchief, raised a corner of the curtain, and carefully carried a large number of the Shanxi general.
He is about forty or fifty years old, with a very upright posture. He has been wandering around all year round and has many wrinkles on his face, but he can still see that when he was young, he must be a handsome man with a dignified appearance. Even if his youth passed away, the spirit of the eyebrows still remained. to not fix.
This is the first time I've seen this person, and I rarely heard him in the mouth of Pei Yuanzhang or in the discussions of courtiers, but from the current situation, I know that this man is Pei Yuan Hesitant confidant.