Chapter 1911: Do you really want to kill her?

I was anxious: "Why not tell me?"
Kouer said softly: "The queen mother thinks that it is only one day that Her Royal Highness can be enlightened, so this matter will not be troubled first, and the reputation of Princess Yu is not good ... Ms. Yan, you must not Misunderstanding, the mother is definitely not intending to hide from you. "
"..."
Of course Chang Qing would not intentionally hide from me.
However, I never imagined that Miao Yan would use a hunger strike to deal with it! Did the answer I gave her really make her so difficult to accept?
At this time, I can't care whether this matter can be resolved. When I think of my daughter not eating for a day, where can I still eat anything, I immediately set down the chopsticks and went out. Miss Yan, are you going there? "
"I'm going to see her. She can't be hungry."
"The Queen Mother will persuade her."
"No, I still have to see her."
At first sight of my resolute attitude, Kou Er also knew that he could not persuade him, and he saw that it was too late outside, and lanterns were hung under the eaves around him. I hurried back to the house and ordered a lantern to catch up with me. Went to Chang Qing's residence.
However, just before I walked to the courtyard door, I saw the other side, and a lantern slowly moved over.
Paying a close look, it was Pei Yuanzhang, followed by Jade Father and a few eunuchs, as well as four guards, walking over the twilight with lanterns. Both sides walked to the gate of the courtyard at the same time. Yuan Zhen saluted, although I was anxious to see the wonderful words, at this time I could only stop to salute him.
Pei Yuanzhang came to stand in front of me, and glanced inside again: "Are you going to see wonderful words?"
I bowed my head and said, "Yes."
"Want to tell her something?"
"..."
I didn't speak, but frowned even more.
From the moment she told me that she was n’t willing to eat for a whole day, my whole heart has become a mess. Where can I have time to think about what I want to say when she sees her, but now he ’s In a word, it was like pouring a bucket of cold water, which calmed down my hot head.
What shall I tell her?
I did not think about it, she was sad, she was angry with me, and even refused to eat now, because of my relationship with Liu Qinghan, because I refused to make peace with Pei Yuanzhang, what would happen if I went Coax her?
Do you want to promise her?
When I think of it, my mind is a little bit colder.
Seeing my silence, he exhaled slightly, as if he knew it would be so, and said, "If you haven't figured out what to say to her, then it's better not to see her . "
"..."
"She has grown up. What she wants is not comfort, but an exact answer."
"..."
I was n’t surprised, and knew that the content of the quarrel with Miao Yan last night must have been known to him. I thought for a while before saying,
It ’s already this time. If the answer given to her was not what she wanted, at this time, it would only increase her annoyance. I came here just to comfort her. "
His face sank slowly.
The father-in-law stood behind holding the lantern, and the glowing red light from the lantern illuminated that extraordinarily old face, as well as those already hazy eyes, showing a little anxiety. He looked at me as if thinking Want to signal me something, but at this time, Pei Yuanzhang has said, "You all step back."
Jade Jade still hesitated: "Emperor ..."
"Back down!"
"Yes."
He responded, turned and waved his hand, and Kouer hurried over, and a few eunuchs and guards followed him in a hurry.
At this time, it became darker.
As soon as the lantern was taken away, the light in front of me suddenly disappeared. I heard him take a step forward and reached in front of me. The tall figure blocked the last bit of light. I have a kind of exposure in the deepest The feeling at night, almost choking, made me take a step back subconsciously.
His eyes were fixed on me: "Are you still afraid?"
"..."
"Are you so afraid that I'm near you?"
"..."
I was silent for a while, and slowly said, "The civilian girl is not afraid of Her Majesty, but-it is not so good to be so close."
Looking at my stubborn face, he took a deep breath and said, "Did you have to be so violent with 朕?"
"..."
I thought about it. Actually, it wasn't just slashing, but I saw him now, so I do n’t have to be as careful as I used to be in the past. I ’m afraid that if one sentence is wrong, one thing is wrong. You can do what you want to do, but it's a sword.
I laughed bitterly in my heart, but naturally, I couldn't say it clearly.
I just said gently: "Say anything to your Majesty, and I want to see the wonderful words."
He looked at me and said, "I advise you not to go."
"..."
"You should know what wonderful words are like now."
"..."
"If you haven't figured out how to answer her, or ..." His eyes flickered a bit, and he didn't finish the sentence, only Shen said: "Then you go in now, it will only make things worse. "
"..."
"You are her mother-in-law, are you really willing to drive her to death?"
"..."
Every time he said a word, my mood became heavier. When he said the last two words, "forced to death", he knew how ridiculous it was, but I had no strength to refute it, just Turning slowly, looking at Chang Qing's room, the lights were dim, and it seemed that Chang Qing could still murmur, which should be persuasive.
Pei Yuanzhang looked at me and said, "Go back first."
"..."
I gritted my teeth, and after a long time, I said, "I'm just going to look at her now, but not see her. I'll just look at it."
He thought about it and sighed, "Okay."
After that, I walked in, and I followed him.
He walked over and pushed open the door, and immediately a gust of wind blew in. Chang Qing hurriedly got up: "Emperor?"
"Let's take a look at the wonderful words."
After he had said it, he closed the door backhand and walked in.
I stood at the door and hurriedly looked in through the gap in the door. I saw Miaoyan leaning on the bed. Because of the dim light, her small face was thinner now, as if with cheekbones. They all raised high, and their eyes were dull, and when they saw Pei Yuanzhang coming in, they reluctantly got up and said, "Children ... see the father emperor."
"I heard that you would not eat well? What's going on?"
"No, no."
Chang Qing hurriedly said, "Wonderful words, you see that your father and the emperor have also come to see you, wouldn't you still eat well?"
"..."
She didn't speak, just pouting, suddenly felt something, looked up at me over here.
I didn't avoid it either, but only saw the stubborn and grudge expression on the pale and thin face of Miaoyan, and immediately turned his face to one side.
It turns out that this is the feeling of heartache.
I took a step back and saw Pei Yuanzhang walking with her back to the bed. His wide back immediately blocked the little wonderful words and saw nothing ... But even if I can't see it, I almost I can imagine the resentment and anger in her eyes.
I stood at the door blankly, and after a long time, dragged my tingling legs slowly turned away.


That night, I didn't close my eyes.
What I saw all the time was the words of crying, teary eyes, and the stubborn and resentful look when she finally looked at me.
But in my ear, I always echoed the sentence said when Qing Han left—
wait for me.
It seems that there are two invisible hands that are tearing my body and my soul invisibly. I can't see my wounds and I don't bleed, but my heart is already blurred.
As soon as it dawned, I immediately turned around, but didn't know what I should do. I just sat on the edge of the bed in a daze.
Kouer carefully pushed the door in with hot water. When she saw me sitting next to the bed, she opened her eyes full of red bloodstones and was in a daze. She was shocked and came over to see that the quilt was neat Qi: "Miss Yan, did you sleep all night ?!"
"..."
"If you do, your body will collapse!"
"..."
I looked up at her dullly, without answering her words, but asked, "Did you eat well?"
"..."
She suddenly froze.
Without waiting for her answer, I went on to say, "What did the queen mother say?"
"..."
Kou'er looked at my gaze and revealed a touch of compassion. She thought about it and said, "Last night, although the emperor went to accompany the princess for a while, Her Royal Highness still refused to eat. The slaves also went there just now. After watching it, the queen mother said, you still need to let Miss Yan know about this, because-because Her Royal Highness seems to be sick. "
"what?!"
This time, I even stopped my heartbeat.
A few days ago, she followed Chang Qing and they came out of the capital. Although she knew that she was Her Royal Highness Princess and would not suffer, she was inevitable. She had seen so many tragic situations along the way; she had been on the road since leaving Taiyuan. Adults consume a lot, not to mention how can a child like her be hungry for a day without getting sick?
I was hurried to go out, and Kouer almost overturned the water basin and hurriedly caught me: "Miss Yan, how about refreshing and eating something?"
Where can I take care of it, she shakes off her hand and rushes out.
I walked all the way to Chang Qing ’s residence. Some servant girls from Linfen ’s government office passed by, and they all stepped down to greet me. I did n’t care about any of them. I went directly to the door and was about to open the door. Voice: "Wonderful words, you look like this now, have you ever thought about it, how much heartache will your mother see?"
My heart must be, can't help but stop.
The room was quiet for a while, and the sound of faint and weak sounded--
"My mother doesn't want me anymore, why do you hurt me?"