Chapter 1912: Am I forcing her? Or are you forcing me?

The room was quiet for a while, and the sound of faint and weak sounded--
"My mother doesn't want me anymore, why do you hurt me?"
Chang Qing sighed and said, "Don't talk nonsense. Your mother loves you so much. You have suffered so much for you, how can you not want you?"
"But if she feels bad for me, why can't she agree to stay with me and my father?"
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"Queen, do you think I was wrong?"
"..."
Chang Qing was silent for a long time and said, "Wonderful words, you are still a child. It is not wrong for you to think so. But—"
She said hesitated for a long time here, after all, she did n’t say anything, she just sighed, and then said, "Well done, obedient, don't make such a mess anymore. You saw it when you went out of Beijing, so many people wanted to eat You ca n’t even eat it. You ’re like this, it ’s too bad. You should eat something, otherwise your body will starve. You see that you have a little fever now, and you will really get sick if you continue to do so.

"I do not want……"
Her voice was already crying, and she said aggrieved, "I don't want to eat."
I gently opened the door and saw her leaning on the bed. Although she had n’t seen it overnight, I felt like she had lost her weight and the whole person was leaning softly like an empty sack. His face was pale, and even those bright eyes were lost.
I was anxious, and immediately wanted to reach out and push in the door.
Just then, a hand stretched out behind me and grabbed my wrist.
Looking back, it was Pei Yuanzhang again. I just looked inside and didn't notice when he came, and how long he stood behind me, but at this time he grasped my wrist and dragged me. After leaving the yard, I walked out to a small lakeside pavilion that was some distance away from it before letting go.
I was so anxious that I wanted to see the wonderful words, but he was dragged away abruptly, and immediately anxious, I could not care about etiquette: "What are you doing ?!"
He looked down at me: "You want to see her?"
"Can't I see her?"
"Of course it can, but only if you stop stimulating your uncle's daughter."
"That's my daughter too!"
"But you are like this now, do you treat her as a daughter ?!"
He had a strong voice, a pair of hawkish eyes staring at me as if they were to reach out with a sharp claw. I was stumped by him and took a deep breath before saying, "I do what I want It ’s not the same thing as whether or not she is a daughter. She was born to me and I got it back. Your Majesty, you ca n’t take away my identity as a mother by just one thing!
He raised an eyebrow slightly.
I probably didn't expect that I would be so sharp. He lowered his face and said, "Yan Qingying, are you too presumptuous ?!"
"..."
"Do you think he can't take it away?"
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"But He told you that to deprive you of your status as a mother, it was only He to say a word!"
His words were like a stone, and it pressed heavily on my heart.
I suddenly woke up-these days, I did leave him too long, and I was too free, I really want to forget that he is the emperor, in his world, he can control everything. If the concubine concubine was deprived of her mother's power, more than one or two? I do n’t know who the mother is, more than one or two?
Even when he was a prince, he read deeply. After calling his mother for more than ten years, I know better than anyone that his biological mother had already died tragically on the day of his birth.
However, as long as Pei Yuanzhang does not relax, no one dares to tell him the truth.
I stood in place, watching him in amazement and helplessness, and panting slightly because of the anger I just had, but looking at me pale, his tone slowly eased again and said, "You You know, He doesn't want to do this to you. "
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"I just want to discuss with you a better way to resolve this matter."
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"Miao Yan is your daughter, and I feel more sorry for her than anyone else."
Too many things, too many emotions weigh on my heart, I even feel difficult to breathe, just looking at him, after a long time I slowly said: "Then you-that majesty, what do you think is the way Can this be solved? "
His eyes were deep and flickering at me: "Don't you know?"
"..."
It seems that he came to force me.
What Miaoyan wants is that the family of three is together and wants me to return to her, and more so to Pei Yuanzhang.
Maybe I can give her life for her, but that's not the only thing.
I felt that my chest was sinking badly, but I took a deep breath, straightened my back, gritted my teeth and said, "Your Majesty, what is my mind, before I left the capital, what should I say, what should I not say, I It's all said. "
"..."
"Why is Your Majesty pressing me with good words?"
"Forcing you? Do you think I'm forcing you?"
"Is not it?"
"What about you? Why aren't you trying to force a good word?"
"..."
I looked at him for a while and wanted to laugh—I was pushing a coward? Miaoyan didn't enter the water all day, and now he is even hungry and weak, so as to make me agree with her request, but in his eyes, it has become me forcing this child?
I shook my head and smiled bitterly: "If your Majesty wants to say this, then I can't help it."
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"If I can, I actually hope that at that time of hunger strike, the one who is sick is me."
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"Unfortunately, I cannot replace her."
He exclaimed: "But you can save her!"
"..."
My whole body shuddered a little, feeling his eyes glowing, as if to burn my body out of a hole. I turned away from his eyes and said, "Your Majesty still wants me Do you agree with her request? "
"..."
"Do I have to agree?"
He felt my trembling, but his breath was not so tense. After a long silence, he slowed down and said slowly: "Lightness, our two are not too young, only This daughter. She is a coquettish princess who was lost and recovered. She owes her so many years of love. What she wants, no matter what, she wants to hold her in front of her. "
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"Only you can't get it."
I smiled bitterly and slowly turned my head to look at him: "Is she pushing me? Or are you pushing me?"
He said, "Don't force you, do you want to squint and lose your daughter?"
"..."
At this moment, I just felt that a heart was going to be broken.
He looked at my pale face without a trace of blood, and said, "There is a way to get the best of both worlds."