Chapter 1977: Even if you are laughing, I am uncomfortable!

He took the bowl and was about to bow his head to drink soup. He suddenly remembered something and looked up at me: "How about you, have you eaten it?"
"Uh, not yet."
"Why not? I didn't ask them to bring you food?"
"I want to wait for you to come back for dinner."
"You are so ridiculous. Where can I come back in one and a half when I go? How long have you been waiting? An hour? What if I'm hungry?"
He frowned and blamed me, and immediately gave me the soup bowl in his hand: "You eat first."
I took another soup bowl and sat down to take a sip.
He lived in the South Court and took over everything. The food, clothing, and transportation were separated from those in the government department. The natural food was also made by the person from the kitchenette. The soup didn't boil well, but when I drank it warmly, I ironed the entire intestines and stomachs comfortably. The blood in my whole body seemed to be unblocked.
Looking up at him: "You eat too."
"Ok."
He also sat down and picked up the chopsticks. The two sat quietly and ate for a while. I looked at him thoughtfully and asked, "What are you thinking?"
He looked up at me and shook his head: "Nothing."
"..."
I sighed and patiently said, "Still thinking about things outside? Master Zhang sent troops out of town, what happened? There is always a result?"
His eyebrows were frosted with a few stitches, and Shen said, "I want to inquire, but the emperor was very taboo about this, he didn't let my people approach, and Mr. Zhang's men and women went back It's not the main entrance, and I don't know exactly how. "
"..."
"But it looks like there should be no major problems."
My heart sank and whispered, "Did they really get that thing?"
He was silent, and said, "Perhaps nine times."
"..."
It seems that Pei Yuanzhang is very likely to get the opponent's slinger by chaos.
I couldn't help frowning, and mumbled to myself, "He got it ... he got it, what if he did get it?"
Qing Han looked up at me, and lowered his head again. Appetizingly, he put the tableware back on the table and slowly said, "If he does get that kind of thing, it may not be me in the future. It's under control. "
I glanced at him.
Although he didn't mind his words, his last words made me feel that he seemed to have the intention and wanted to control something.
I whispered, "You care about everything like this, do you think others will appreciate you?"
"..."
"What are you trying to figure out?"
He laughed dumbfounded, and shook his head slightly: "Nothing to say, just to this point, some people, some things, can be put anywhere."
"..."
I slowly put the chopsticks back on the table, and lowered my head, "But I think it's easy for you to put down something and pull away."
He looked stunned, and immediately came over, looking up at me.
I also looked at him.
Although the two did not say much when they just ate, the quietness at this moment seemed to suddenly fall between the two, and it seemed a bit abrupt. He looked at me quietly for a while, and there was a feeling of "finally coming". Gently said, "I know what you are going to say."
"..."
"Actually on the way here, I have been thinking, how can I tell you."
"Do you think so?"
"……No."
"..."
"I thought too much before I realized that I didn't know what to say. But if you ask me anything, I can explain."
I couldn't help sneering, but there was a bitter bitterness in the smile: "You are very honest, I ask what you answer, I don't ask, you don't need to answer, do you?"
"..."
"So, if I didn't ask a wonderful word, what exactly did she tell you? Until now, you wouldn't tell me a word, right?"
His face suddenly changed.
I gritted my teeth and looked at him, sneer: "Liu Qinghan, you are still so dishonest!"
After that, I stood up at the table, turned around and walked out, but this step had not been taken yet. He seemed to be prepared. A lunge rushed in front of me, and his face was a little bit. Startled: "Lightness, listen to me!"
I looked up at him and said with a sneer, "Now, you have to say, then why didn't you say it?"
"..."
"Why didn't you tell me everything she said to you?"
"..."
"You just left, and left without a word!"
"..."
"Liu Qinghan, if today it wasn't because of Linfen, if you just stay here today, would you return?"
"..."
"You said to change your temper, where did you change ?!"
I wanted to have a good talk with him tonight, but I do n’t know why. From the beginning, there was a fire of ignorance in my heart. The more I talked about it, the more I felt the fire rising, and almost all my reason was burned. Now, I watched as he was dumb asked by him. He had recovered some rosy complexion and gradually turned pale again, as if frozen like a half mask.
But in his eyes and pupils, there seemed to be a light bulb, slowly burning.
When I just finished my last sentence, he suddenly raised his head and looked at me, and the flames swelled as if to burst from his eyes and pupils, and his words seemed to suppress a bit of hotness Anger.
"Do you think I would be willing to leave you here?"
"..."
"Leave it to him?"
"..."
"Do you think I am willing to leave? Just leave like this? Do you think I look at you-your family of three together, will you be as happy as you?"
I didn't expect to be questioned by him in turn, and even for a moment, my position seemed to be completely reversed with him, and I caught the hot pupils and caught my throat slightly.
However, he did n’t wait for me to say anything. He gritted his teeth and forced me to retreat sentence by sentence: "I'm not a saint, and I'm not as generous as you think. You have a good life, as long as you have a good life, but I see the three of you together, even if-even if you are laughing at them, even if you are laughing, I am uncomfortable! "
"..."
"Every time you laugh, it feels like you have a knife stuck here!"
He pounded his chest sharply, and the heavy muffled sound was very low, but it shook me all over there.
I'm totally stupid.
I didn't expect him to say these things to me, and it was only after he spoke that I remembered what he saw when he was in Jinhou House.
He saw, I and Pei Yuanzhang, and wonderful words, talked and laughed together, and played together. He saw a spring of wonderful words gifted to me and Pei Yuanzhang ...
He saw too much. It was originally a "three family" picture that seemed happy.
I only saw his indifference and indifference, and the coolness that made me angry, but I forgot that he was too acting, he deceived everyone and deceived me, no one can really Seeing the joy and grief under his mask.
and so--
Ling Chi's person is me!
Even if I was laughing, every time I smiled, it became a knife pierced into his chest!
Looking at his flushed face all at once, there was a lively expression on it that I had never seen before, angry, jealous, and even a little helpless and confused, his chest was violently undulating, I I could hear the heartbeat inside, even though I had been so late for so many swords, it was still beating vigorously.
I should thank God for making this heart still close to me, as long as I reach out—
I reached out my hand subconsciously, trying to touch his chest, but just before my fingertips touched his chest, he suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand.
The temperature in the palm of my hand passed to my skin in an instant, without any cover and diaphragm.
I was amazed by his hot body temperature, looked up at him, but saw the flames in his eyes become more intense, as if to ignite everything around him.
Suddenly, I seem to be back that night.
In Jixian Temple, he burned everything and exchanged for a night of chance for my life.
My throat was suddenly blocked, and I wanted to cry, but the tears were dried in the eye sockets by the temperature from his palms, and my eyes were a little dry and painful, and my voice became a bit dry. , I said dumbly, "Why don't you ... tell me?"
He gasped sharply, and his hot breath blew into my face.
I didn't know how long it took before he gritted his teeth and slowly said, "What can I say?"
"..."
"Stop you? Let you leave them both?"
"..."
"Can I do this?"
"..."
"Lightness, you and him-there is a past."
"..."
"He knows everything between us, but you and his past ... I know nothing."
"..."
"He can be involved between us at any time, but I-when the three of you are together, I will always be an outsider."
"..."
"Plus those words that are spoken in wonderful words--"
My subconscious said: "Light cold ..."
At this point, his eyes became red, and his throat was rattling. After a long time, he looked at me with red eyes: "What can I do? What can I do?"
"..."
"She is your daughter!"
"..."
"Also, it was my daughter ..."
"..."
"Me, how can I care about her?"
"..."
"She's your only daughter. You can't even kill her for her sake, how can I and your daughter ... care about it?"