Chapter 2063: If Your Majesty Doesn't Change My Heart At First, I Will Still Be The Same

After all, the old man was invited by the queen, and he has obtained the will of the emperor. He can use the medicinal materials of the official government of Xi'an government, and all the medicinal drug dealers in the surrounding areas, stuffs of medicinal materials shops, Taiyi and medical officers, and doctors in the city Can also be assigned to him.
I understand that he is doing his best to save Qing Han.
When Chang Qing and Yao Lao's footsteps were far away, there was only the sound of heavy rain from the door and his heavy breathing. Although I knew this room was mine, I didn't know I would stay. What's the point of coming down, especially looking at his broad shoulders, the kind of twitching twitches, as if something invisible was pressing on it.
I don't know how long it was silent, I finally walked behind him slowly.
"His Majesty……"
After I called him, I felt a little ignorant of it. After all, I haven't figured out what I should say to him. If I say consolation-Pei Yuanzhang, I never need any consolation.
His mental strength may not be the strongest among the people I know, but I know that he is the most difficult person to knock down.
Perhaps, as an emperor, this is not an ability, but an instinct.
I stood there stupidly, and he didn't move even when he heard my voice, but his breath was a lot heavier than just now, and the two stood so silently. I don't know how long, his hoarse voice was babbling The sound of heavy rain sounded with a hint of dampness.
"Lightness."
"Yes."
"Alas-is he a ruthless person?"
"of course not."
I didn't even think about answering like this, but hearing my firm voice, he seemed a bit surprised, even twitching his shoulder slightly, I heard him chuckled, and then said, "I thought , In your eyes, the most ruthless person. "
"..."
"Why don't you talk? Isn't that right?"
"..."
"You just said you were just cheating?"
"..."
"Now, shouldn't you be punished for your deception?"
Although he said these words lightly and even with a smile, I felt that Pei Yuanzhang never said such incoherent and insincere words, but stood behind him and listened to his messy breath It seems that he can feel how painful his heart is at this moment, so that's why he said that to me.
I didn't answer him immediately, but I was silent for a long time, and then slowly said, "Your Majesty, my Majesty once asked me what does the word bodhisattva mean."
His breathing sank again.
Well, it has been a thing of the past more than ten years, but from his throbbing, I know that he still remembers it.
A short while, he said, "You say, you feel sentimental."
I nodded, and then said, "Actually, my Majesty, too."
"..."
This time, he seemed to be really surprised. He slowly turned his head and looked at me: "What do you mean?"
I solemnly said, "Jiu Da Avenue, love sentient beings."
"..."
"Your Majesty just said, In my eyes, His Majesty must be a ruthless person. Maybe, sometimes, in some things, indeed-I have thought about it that way, and I have complained about His Majesty."
His eyes flickered a little, and he was about to say something, but I went on to say, "But at other times, in other things, I never hated His Majesty, and even, in any case, would stand with His Majesty. "
"..."
"I haven't changed since the day when Her Majesty went south to Yangzhou, set up a cold wind feast, and placed a clear water mat."
"..."
"If His Majesty does not change his heart, I will remain the same."
His eyes flickered even more, his chest was more undulating, his heartbeat was like a cymbal, even I could feel the tremor inside him, and I took a deep breath and slowly said, "Chou Gong fears rumors, When Wang Mangqian did not usurp him, he would die at the beginning. Who knows the authenticity of life? Even the authenticity can not be seen by one person. Seeing it for a while, let alone being ruthless. It is not even viewed by one person. It is not even possible in life. It can be seen in such a short time. If Your Majesty is destined to be a ruthless person in the eyes of some people, then it is better to do what more people think-feel affectionate. "
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After saying this, I didn't speak again, just watching him so quietly.
And Pei Yuanzhang, his disordered breathing and drum-like heartbeat slowly calmed down, and he eased down. He looked down at me, his eyes seemed to have a little more light, flickering slightly, and he had lost the temperature. At this moment, my body seemed to get a spark, and slowly blown away a bit of charcoal red.
I saw his thin, lip-lined lips slowly raised a little, then he raised his hand and reached out one of my cheeks.
As soon as my heart trembled, the subconscious wanted to step back.
However, it was faster than me to recede, but it was the light in his eyes. At this moment, there was a slight flash, and the hand that was about to touch me also stopped.
I froze, didn't move, and his hand was not too far from my cheeks, and didn't move.
The two seemed to be in a stalemate. He looked down at me and suddenly smiled, then slowly put down his hand.
"..."
In fact, I was still a bit surprised. Although I knew that as my status and the next situation, he would not want to behave like me when he was still in the palace, but he really did not expect it.
He looked at me with some alertness and a blank expression, and smiled again.
"You can rest assured," he sighed, then slowly turned around: "Well, don't touch you."
"..."
"Well, it doesn't hurt you."
"..."
"Yan Qingying, in fact, I have never thought about what I want to do. I've always been I, I want to say, what I want to do, I don't want to cover it, because I'm such a person."
"..."
"It's just that, at any time, I can't be just an ordinary person."
"..."
I did n’t know what to say for a while, just stood behind him and looked at him. Pei Yuanzhang took another step forward, was about to reach out to push open the door, and suddenly stopped again, saying,
Yes, You do n’t have to tell Liu Qinghan about this, you just told him, it ’s just annoying.

I said, "I understand."
After a pause, I asked softly again, "So, what about Nan—the concubine?"
His breath sank, and then he said, "I will definitely get her back. Whether it's for Liu Qinghan, or-"
Having said that, he didn't say any more, opened the door and went out.
I watched the pouring rain outside, and within a while, the figures of him and those attendants disappeared into the rain.