Chapter 2170: A moment of turning back when leaving

Xiao Yu was startled and looked up at me.
He probably didn't expect that I would directly ask him about the origin of Nan Zhenyi. Although this question looks very common, it seems like a taboo to them. After all, Nan Zhenyi, the head of Xishan Academy, It seems to them that it is no longer a brother, an elder, or a mountain chief.
He is more like a spiritual leader or even a dependant.
It is unimaginable for them to touch something behind such a person.
I stared at him with burning eyes: "Do you know?"
Xiao Yusheng seemed to be a little stupid, sitting there for a long time without a reaction, only lowering his head to think silently for a long time, after a while, he looked up at me again, his eyes seemed extremely tangled.
He said, "Miss, you really shouldn't ask us about this."
"..."
"By the time we entered the academy, the elder brother was already in the academy and had already learned it."
"..."
"He knows everything about us, but his thing-we know nothing."
"..."
"Master, he seems to be a brick, a door in the academy. Even if we think about why we are here and where we are going in the future, but master-seems to be born in this academy, no one thinks He will leave the academy. "
"..."
When he said that, I was silent.
In fact, everyone has many mysteries around him, but when he is born to face these mysteries, he will only feel that he is accustomed to it, it is the most natural existence, as if the identity of the mother is so important, I never Think about going to ask her the same.
I sighed, "I know what you mean."
Xiao Yusheng looked at me: "Miss."
I raised my hand: "It's okay, you treat me as if I didn't ask this question."
But I still couldn't let go of his eyes.
He just said that Nan Zhenyi is like a brick and a door to Xishan College, but in fact, a person like Nan Zhenyi is more like this mountain, carrying the entire college, and his little movement is like The earth moved the mountain, and if the mountain moved, the academy collapsed.
Therefore, even Cha Bixing and Xiao Yusheng were so disturbed.
Qing Han said on the side: "Unless everything is determined, random guessing will be disturbing. Yusheng, tomorrow is the last lecture of the academy, you go to this matter first. As for the matter just asked lightly, it is just A trivial matter will not affect the academy. "
He is a master brother, and his opening is more useful than mine. Although Xiao Yusheng is still uneasy, he finally nodded slightly: "Um."
Everyone was quiet for a while.
Xiao Yusheng clasped his hands on the table, and I heard his knuckles crackling without saying a word, and a few of us, even facing this beautiful table full of pastries, had no appetite at this time, I simply stuffed something into my mouth and swallowed it after drinking tea.
Qing Han asked him, "What are you going to do today?"
Xiao Yu chanted: "Tomorrow is the last talk, and the master did not explain how to arrange it, so there are many things to prepare today."
After that, he asked again, "Master, you and Miss are going to--"
I thought about it and said, "Since you all have things to do today, I'll go and see the mother-in-law. She lives with my prince in my former home, right?"
Xiao Yusheng nodded.
I looked up at Qing Han: "Go with me."
He said nothing and nodded.
I turned to look at Zhesheng again, but when I saw the expression of embarrassment on his face, I smiled: "You, stay in the academy, but the library is big, don't lose it inside . "
As soon as he got my permission, he immediately said, "Thank you, Sister Yan."
As soon as he saw the surprised expression when he saw the Bookstore this morning, I knew that he must have left his soul there. After all, he was a student. How could he not see Hunting Heart when he met such a rich treasure house, and where could he be accompanied? Are we going to visit He?
But before I left, I still urged: "This is Xishan College, it is different from Jixian Hall, and it is different from the court. You talk less, don't go elsewhere, and don't conflict with people."
He nodded seriously.
I looked back at Qing Han: "Let's go then."


When I went up the mountain yesterday, because it was already evening and I was eager to go up the mountain, I didn't have time to take a closer look at the surrounding scenery. Now, although the sky is already bright when I go down, it is still not clear because of the heavy fog. I walked down the narrow mountain trail all the way, I don't know how many laps, the hair ends were soaked with fog, and finally reached the foot of the mountain.
Here, students are still guarding.
When I went down the stairs, because the fog was too heavy and the stone steps were wet, some places even had some water gathered because of the night dew. He went down, held one hand down the steps, and then led me to the right. .
I followed him, and then smiled: "Do you know where I used to live?"
He paused, glanced back at me, and said nothing to move on.
There are probably not many people coming along this road. I remember that the road was still relatively wide. Now it is a very narrow path that is only two people walking side by side, and the vegetation on both sides is crazy, some are taller than people and stretch out Branches often hang people's clothes. As he walked, he stretched out his hand.
I walked behind and saved a lot of trouble, and also saw that the tips of his ears were a little red, and then smiled and said, "Did you know where I am and went to where I live?"
"..." He was quiet for a while before he hummed.
"But at that time, shouldn't you hate me very much?"
"..."
He was quiet for a long time before he said, "I don't hate you, I'm just mad at you, just anger you."
"..."
"Later, the fire goes out, and of course I won't hate you anymore."
"..."
"After seeing you in Jingcheng, I actually understood everything, but at that time, too many words could not be said. The teacher should come to Beijing for an appointment-although he didn't tell me anything, but I know that he did so. Beijing is a very important thing, and how big it is, so at that time, I couldn't get too close to you. "
Having said that, he stopped and glanced back at me: "At that time, were you angry with me?"
One of my hands was still held by his palm, and he could feel the slight sweat of his palm. Looking at the careful expression in his dark eyes, I smiled and shook my head slightly.
Immediately, he smiled comfortably, and without saying anything, turned his head and went on.
The wind blew through the lush grass and heard the sound of rustle. The footsteps of two people sounded in such a quiet valley, and there was a feeling of tranquility and picturesqueness.
I don't know how long before I finally reached the end of the valley on both sides.
At the foot of the mountain in front, a row of humble huts came into view.
There are three humble cottages, surrounded by a bamboo fence to form a small yard. Although simple, but because of the cleanliness, and there is a faint fog, there is a kind of seclusion in the distance The mystery here is as quiet as a painting.
I couldn't help but stop.
People often say that things are right and wrong. At this time, I really felt that things are right and wrong. I was in my teens when I left here. Now when I return here, my daughters are already in their teens This small yard, those houses, seems to be the same as when I left, unchanged.
The years in the middle were just a moment when I turned away.
Feeling my hesitation, Qing Han glanced at me and said nothing, but just a little more effort to grasp my hand and said softly, "Come on."
I followed him.
The closer to the small yard, the less weeds around it. The outside of the yard was completely clean. All the weeds were leveled. Several guards stood outside and saw us.
I walked over and pushed the Caimen gently.
I heard a squeak and the door opened. At this moment, I almost thought I would see a mother with short hair and a simple blue cloth skirt standing in the yard. She might be bending over and sweeping the floor. Or wash the worn out socks and stitch them on the knees, and the sun shines on her face, and I surround her.
However, the door opened, and the quiet little courtyard was empty.
I knew it was just my fantasy, but at this moment, a little bit of uncontrollable sourness came out of my heart.
Qing Han seemed to feel something. He looked at me standing in the doorway, and for a long while he didn't take a step inside, and gently stretched his arms around my shoulders.
"nothing."
"..."
"Everything has passed."
Yeah, everything has passed, and even, almost two decades have passed.
But there seems to be a trace of my soul left in the past, and it will not be able to return to me before solving some mysteries, and I am like a person with a broken soul.
Just as I was lingering, a familiar voice came from the room.
"Who?"
As soon as I heard it, it was Liu Li's voice.
Probably because she wasn't too nervous until there was a relationship of guards and guards. A few murmurs of children came from the concealed window. She comforted a few words, and then a footstep slowly approached, the door opened from the inside Already.
Liu Li leaned out, and when he saw us, he opened his eyes in surprise.
"You, you--"
She slowly opened the door and walked out. It was as if she couldn't believe her eyes. We went to the center of the yard, and she looked at us up and down: "What are you-you are here . "