Chapter 2313: If even you go, then I--

The warm murmur whispered softly in my ears, and under such gentle comfort, I finally calmed down and fell into deeper sleep.
I do not know how long it took before finally waking up.
As soon as I opened my eyes, what I saw was a cold mask. I was still a little bit lost, and I shuddered a little. The person holding me was also a light sleeper. A little movement immediately awakened him. He Open my eyes and look at me: "What's wrong?"
As soon as he moved, I felt that his limbs were wrapped around him, like a weak vine, and he was lying on the bedside in an uncomfortable posture, and let me hold him like this, his hands I also hugged my waist tightly, so that I would not fall down to the bed.
I buried my face on his shoulders. I didn't know how long I slept. I just felt a wetness on his shoulders, which seemed to be affected by my tears.
I looked up at him. My eyes were so dry that I shed too much tears. After only a blink, tears came up again.
mother……
At this time, I would rather continue to comatose myself, and even hope that I can really forget everything that happened, because once I wake up, I will face this cruel fact.
Mother, the mother I thought was lost and recovered, left me again after seeing that short side with me.
And this time, it's farewell.
Thinking of this, tears sprang out of his eyes again uncontrollably, slipping down his cheeks, and dripping on his chest.
Qing Han looked down at me, although he didn't say anything, but he seemed to understand it completely.
He was silent, and after a while, the hand that took my waist was a bit harder, holding me in his arms and holding it firmly.
He tilted his head, kissed my forehead, and whispered, "Cry."
He didn't persuade me and didn't have a word of comfort, but this mute sentence, just two words, made me feel extremely firm and gentle, just like I was lying on his solid body at this moment. It's the same on my chest, it makes me feel that I still rely on it.
I still have him.
It's just my mother, she's gone forever.
The people I care about, one by one, are gone ...
Thinking of this, I was still sobbing, tears burst, and I reached out and hugged him strongly, choking and choking, "Light cold, don't leave me, never."
"..."
"If you're gone, then me, me—"
I was so speechless that he couldn't speak, but he hugged me tighter in his arms, his lips moist and a little trembling on his forehead.


He and I lay in bed for a whole day because I was unable to get up to face everything that happened outside, and also because when I escaped the dam, both me and him were slightly injured. The doctor originally ordered to Rest.
His forehead, without the mask on the side, was hit by a stone, broke the skin, and bleed. Fortunately, the treatment was timely and the medicine was bandaged.
I reached out and touched it, and heard him gasp in his air.
"Does it still hurt?"
"It's okay, the skin is hurt."
He said, lowering his head and stroking my cheek: "It's you, but there are several abrasions. Does it hurt?"
I shook my head: "Nothing."
He said, "Fortunately this time, you are fine."
My nose was sour again, and tears came up: "I'm fine, but--"
He looked at me and didn't comfort me, but just kissed my forehead again and said, "The emperor has told me everything that happened inside. Mrs. Yan ... is a strange woman, she has been ups and downs in her life , Maybe this ending is not painful for her. "
"..."
"She just relieved."
"..."
"Maybe at this time, she has already reached Yincaodifu and found your father. What they couldn't say in the past, maybe at this time, say it."
"..."
My cheek clung to his chest, tears slipped silently, listening to his deep voice, and every time he said a word, his chest also fluctuated, and the sound seemed to come from his heart , Gentle but powerful.
I also passed on such warmth and strength.
Recalling my mother's first stern expression, she muttered that she was going to find her father in Yincao Difu, and I seemed to have a bit of relief.
Yes.
It was a relief for her.
Twenty years of dark life, even after entering the set, she can enter the deepest part of the spiritual realm, but I think her emotions are also sad.
Maybe only in this way can she and her father be honest with each other.
I choked and said, "You're right, she did."
"..."
"Perhaps those who stay are the most painful."
He glanced down at me.
However, he didn't say anything, just rubbed my forehead gently with his chin that had grown some dregs. In his thick breath, I closed my eyes again and fell asleep peacefully.
After two days, he couldn't go on like this anymore, he and I finally got out of that room.
Rain has never stopped.
Living in this small inn, when the door is closed, the outside sound can be cut off, but once you go out, you can hear the horrified talk of those in the town. The destruction of the Sanjiang Dam is for the people who depend on it to survive. Say, it ’s like the sky is falling in half. People on the street are all dull.
Qinghan and I just sat down in the lobby, and Pei Yuanzhang walked out of his room.
Better than the two of us. He didn't hurt his face, but he also bandaged his hands. Obviously, he was scratched when he finally rushed out of the dam. However, compared to that injury, his face was the ugliest Yes, it was pale and scarcely bloody, and there were thick blue and black under both eyes. It seems that I haven't slept well for the past two days.
He came over and sat down, looked at us both, and then looked at me again: "It's all right."
I shook my head lightly, trying to say nothing, but I didn't know why my throat was a little hoarse, and I just murmured with a low audible nasal sound.
"It's all right."
Qing Han glanced at me.
In the past few days, I have almost forgotten all people and things, and forgot all about them, but I saw him again, in the darkness of the dam, when the heavens and the earth collapsed, what he said, I still remember the things I did.
I also remember that until the last moment of life and death, he did not give up on me, that hand was holding my hand, and it was equally strong and warm.
I didn't think I would change anything because of this, but facing him still made me feel a little overwhelmed.
At the time of life and death, many things are very clear. After life and death, many things are also pessimistic.
Pei Yuanzhang looked at me for a while and said in a temperatureless voice, "You're fine."
Although it seemed to relax and broke the short awkward moment, it seemed to me a very long and awkward atmosphere of silence, but then, everyone had nothing to say.
Fortunately, at this time, the store brought food.
He said diligently: "Several VIPs have finally come down. You haven't eaten or drank these two days, but you are worried about us being bad."
It is a person who can do business. He is just meeting each other, but he is talking about it.
I didn't have any mood to speak, only blandly said, "Thank you."
The shop owner said earnestly again: "The VIPs went out this time, I don't know where they went, you know, the Sanjiang Dam has collapsed. Alas, the boss of a dam, how can it collapse."
"This is not to say that it collapsed," said the boss, who brought a dish of vegetables from the kitchen and placed it on the table. Then, "a dam of this size can stop the river, how can it be said that it collapsed. I I heard, it's Lord Dragon ... "
"Who did you hear?"
"No matter who listens, do you say this is the truth. If it wasn't for the Dragon King, who can have such great patience, I heard people say that when the dam collapses, someone will see a dragon in the river, oh no Dozens of dragons are flying! "
"Oh, really?"
"Of course it is true, that is, the family who fished there. They saw it and said that when the dam collapsed, a light shot out from it and burst into the sky."
"..."
"Well, maybe, there is a fairy."
My mood grew darker. I was already feeling a little hungry, but at this time I could n’t eat anything, and I turned back to them and said, "Two people, it's hard."
They hesitated for a moment and immediately grinned: "Oh, we both patronized the gossip and disturbed the guests. They were slow to use, some were slow to use."
After speaking, retreated.
I just turned around, but facing the grainy rice in the bowl and the steaming vegetables on the table, I felt that my chest was clogged, and I couldn't even breathe smoothly, so I could still eat.
He sighed silently and then put down his chopsticks.
Just then, Pei Yuan, who was opposite, said, "Even if you are sad, you have to eat a bit."
When he was talking, a piece of vegetarian chicken had already been caught in my bowl. Looking up, it was cold.
The atmosphere that was a little warmed up because of the noise of the boss and the wife, suddenly suddenly cold again at this time.
They both looked at me for a while and didn't speak again.
And I lowered my head, grabbing the chopsticks and slowly eating the food in the bowl bite by bite.
The three of them ate quietly. After a while, they all saw the bottom of the dishes. Everyone put down the chopsticks in their hands and looked at each other, still not sure what to say.
It was Pei Yuanzhang who opened his mouth first. He said: "This time the dam collapse is not good for Xichuan. I am afraid that it will have a great impact on Xichuan."
I remained silent.
At this time, Qing Han suddenly said, "But this time, it saved Xichuan."
Pei Yuanzhang and I looked up at him in surprise.