Chapter 2395: Would you like to drink it again?

The blanket covered the body, the moment of establishment dispelled some chills, especially when I frowned slightly and raised my head, I felt that he was standing in front of me, and bowed his head to me, the warm breath was blowing To my face.
That temperature, slowly, became too hot.
I lowered my head, reached out and touched the blanket on my knee, and said, "Thank you, Your Majesty."
However, instead of lying down and sleeping, I tried to sit up and support myself. He looked at me like this, but didn't reach out and press me, saying, "Don't you want to sleep for a while?"
I shook my head and said, "My Majesty, if I want to rest, I can't say anything."
"..."
He looked at me like this, slowly turned around and walked back to where he just sat down.
The tent was quiet.
Neither of them spoke anymore, they could only hear the sober breathing of each other ringing in this tent. I could hear that he was not asleep, and of course he could hear that I was awake, but this was the case. The silence continues, it becomes silence.
Time passed little by little in an atmosphere where the needles could not be broken.
I guessed it was about to dawn, because there were sounds of footsteps and horseshoes from outside, but at this moment, my eyes suddenly fell into darkness.
My breath trembled with it.
But I immediately realized that the candle in the tent should have burned to the end.
The whole tent was dark, and although I could see nothing at all, this darkness made me feel a little uneasy, while Pei Yuanzhang, who was still clearly awake sitting on the other side, was motionless.
I tentatively reached out, subconsciously trying to touch the candlestick, but at that moment, his voice suddenly sounded in the darkness—
"do not move."
"..."
"Let me."
After speaking, he really stood up and walked over, took a candle by himself, and lit the fire flames. He also felt that he was not proficient in movements, and fire flames were fired several times.
I looked at the faint light that re-emerged, and for a while, silently said, "In fact, these things do not have to be personal, you can let people do it."
He held the candlestick in front of me and said lightly, "Hey, I just want to do something for you."
I said, "However, if your Majesty is a little less minded, maybe the soldiers will win the victory around Beijing, and they will win one day earlier."
He was silent for a while and then said, "At that time, Liu Qinghan entrusted you to treat you kindly."
"..."
"I never thought about how to be kind to someone, but I thought about it and treat you well."
"..."
"So, I want to do something for you."
The candlestick was placed next to the bed, and the swaying candlelight radiated an orange, warm light in my sight. I stretched out my hand toward the light, and the closer I got to the flame, the more I felt The warm temperature, when the temperature gets higher and higher, my fingers get closer and closer to the flame.
Pei Yuan said, "Be careful!"
My finger stopped just before I felt the heat, and chuckled, and said, "He's quite smart. He just entrusted His Majesty to treat me, but didn't entrust me to His Majesty."
Pei Yuanzhang looked at me: "Is it any different?"
My fingers moved within this safe distance, and after a while, the icy fingertips were warmed to a little consciousness.
I said, "Entrust His Majesty to treat me well, there is nothing. But if He entrusts Me to His Majesty--"
"..."
"I'm going to eighteen floors of to tear him up!"
Pei Yuanzhang froze slightly.
My fingers were completely warm, and I slowly retracted my hand and retracted the crutch into my sleeve again.
Pei Yuanzhang looked at me quietly. After a long time, he said, "What are you thinking?"
"..."
"Do you miss him?"
I was silent and shook my head.
"So what are you thinking?"
"I'm thinking, thinking about Tianzi Peak."
"Is that the mountain you said? Near here?"
"Yes."
"Why do you keep mentioning this place lately?"
"I don't know, maybe because it is getting closer and closer to this place, or maybe because-because I want to see Huang Ye."
"..."
"That year he left me with Shengjing and fled from Tianzifeng."
"..."
"Just, I escaped, but he didn't."
"..."
"So I think……"
Speaking of this, my throat was a little bit sour, but a strange sore came up, but my heart was a little heavier than just now. Pei Yuanzhang kept looking at me quietly and asked, "What do you think? "
"I think ... Tianzifeng is like a boundary."
"..."
"A boundary in his life."
"..."
"After leaving there, he may get a new life, but I didn't have the ability to leave there with him that year."
Pei Yuanzhang was silent for a while and said, "Then have you thought about it, what should he do in the future?"
I looked at the complicated lights, and after a while, slowly pulled out of my emotions, looked back at Pei Yuanzhang, and said, "Your Majesty is right."
"Ok?"
"In fact, the best place for him is still the grassland."
"..."
"He even said that he couldn't return to Central Plains in this life."
"You don't want him to go back?"
"I hope, but I have no way to solve Xue Muhua ..., there is no way to solve the pain she will bring to him, and I have no way to keep him from feeling sad and painful about it."
Pei Yuanzhang's tone was a little heavy: "Yeah, she's relaxed, a bowl of pulp washing flowers, forgetting everything, and don't remember anything."
He paused and said suddenly, "If it would also give him a bowl of pulp washing flowers and make him forget all the past, would it be a good thing for him?"
Wash pith flower ...
Something that is so far away in my memory, he suddenly mentioned it at this time, but it made me stumble a bit, not to think of it, but to this matter, a little stunned to this thing, as if all these years, he deliberate Unwilling to remember, unwilling to touch the same.
I said softly, "I don't know."
"how about you?"
After he had said this, his breathing stopped.
My breath stopped, and I hesitated before I said, "Me?"
"Yes," he looked at me, and said, "If one day there is another bowl of pulp washing flowers in front of you, would you like to drink them?"
"..."
"Do you want to forget the things that make you so painful?"
"..."
Unexpectedly, he would ask me such questions.
I thought that a person like him would never think about such a problem. After all, his character is that he will not regret no matter what he does, and no matter what the consequences of his actions are He would regret it, but he did not expect that he would ask me this question.
Wash pith flower ...
I thought about it for a while and said, "When Pei Yuanxiu confronted me in Gantang Village and Yan Family Ancestral Hall, I took a knife and tried to pierce his chest. If I really killed him that time, Maybe a lot next-at least some things please, it will be different. "
Pei Yuanzhang's breathing sank, and maybe it was strange. I didn't know why I said this, but he didn't speak, but just faced me quietly.
I said, "But at that time, his finger was pressed on a heavy hole in my head, right here-" I stretched out my hand and said, "If he urged with his finger, my brain If you are wounded, you may be stupid forever, and you will never recover. "
I felt his breathing heavier.
"At that time, I took a bet and pierced the knife into his chest."
"..."
"Of course, I failed to kill him."
"..."
"One is because I have other arrangements for that matter; the other is, although I have thought in my heart, maybe everything can be settled in that place, and at that moment, everything is over-and I didn't I was able to kill him, because it really happened. I was still timid after all. "
"..."
"And he didn't really turn me into a fool."
Pei Yuanzhang looked at me quietly for a while and said, "Well, how about giving you enough time for consideration?"
"..."
"Would you like it?"
"..."
"It's not becoming an idiot, but drinking the pulp washing flower and forgetting it."
"Is there any difference? Xue Muhua is more ruthless than herself. After she drank a bowl of pulp washing flowers, she became a child of a few years old. How is that different from a child?
"..."
"Besides, the last time I was infused with Xue Muhua by Xue Muhua, Her Majesty was by my side."
"Yes."
"Do you think I would take another sip?"
"..."
"Although it's just a sip, it's more painful than any intestinal toxin. The word washing—the marrow—is not really called casually."
"..."
"My body, I know, I can't afford it again."
"..."
"Even if that little bit comes again, I'm afraid I can't forget it before, and I will die because of that pain."
"..."
"What's the difference from being completely forgotten?"
"You know what you're asking is not this."
"..."
"I just want to know, you-would you like to forget the past?"
I thought quietly for a while and said, "What has happened, it has already happened. Even if I forget, my life will never forget. These things will eventually push me on the way I should go. As for me It doesn't matter if you forget. "
I said, looking at him: "Did your Majesty forget, have I ever lost my memory once?"
"..."
He looked at me quietly, looked for a long time, and then said, "Yeah, I almost forgot."
"..."
"Looks, it's alas, it's time to drink that pulp washing flower."
I smiled, and he smiled.