Chapter 2403: I'm in a dream and can't find him

Ye Fei, what happened to you?
What happened will make him desperate like this, not even regret his life? When I thought of Alan just before him, his mood was even more exciting, and my mood was a little bit heavy.
Did something happen to Alan?
However, Yemen Lord ... if I remember correctly, before the death of Qing Chen, I had met him and talked to each other in secret. Later, I heard that he went to Yan's house and took a lot of money and food. Later, there was no news. Already.
I don't doubt that he should have negotiated with Qingchen, or that he is entrusted to do one thing, and it is definitely not a trivial matter, but up to now, because I am in the north, I do n’t have any outside information. Then, I don't know what they are doing.
Is something wrong with them?
But if that's the case, how could Ye Fei be innocent and still come here?
I really do n’t understand, but listening to his faint breathing, I was more worried that he would not be able to survive, and I did n’t know what to do, I just sat by his bed and kept it quietly.
Fortunately, no matter how weak, his breathing continued.
This whole day, no matter how chaotic outside, I have been staying in this tent. The Iron Mask King probably knew that I was worried about Ye Fei's injury, sent someone to ask a few times, and gave me food. Although I really do n’t have any appetite, I still ate something, and I was asked to feed Ye Fei some decoction.
But in a coma, he couldn't eat anything.
In the evening, the wind and snow began to blow outside, and it was already very cold. At this time, it can be said that it had become very bad. Because of the sneak attack before, many things in the camp were destroyed and died. With so many people, there is no way to take care of him.
I could only go out and ask someone to bring in a brazier and put it in front of the bed so that the tent was not so cold. As for keeping Fei Fei, only I came.
It didn't take long for Ye Fei to start shaking and night sweats, but there were too many wounded people outside, and the doctor couldn't be too busy. I could only make a bowl of medicine, and fed it to his mouth slowly, although Knowing that he drank less and spit out more, but still insisted on feeding him half a bowl, at least, it was good to be able to drink one or two sips.
But his breathing was getting weaker.
While holding my handkerchief to wipe the cold sweat from his forehead, I said softly, "What the happened to you? What is it that makes you look like this, regardless of your life?"
"..."
"Is it more painful than what I have experienced these days?"
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"You know what, I have nothing."
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"Mother, brother, they are all gone. My daughter is going to marry the prairie and kiss her. Although she is willing, but my heart is still sad. I have not fulfilled my duty as a mother and I have not protected her well. She's been letting her suffer the pain she shouldn't have. She's still so young ... "
"..."
"Ye Fei, Qing Han also left."
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"I can't tell anyone, and I don't know who to tell."
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"The world is so big, but without him."
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"While he is still alive, no matter how hard or hard, even if it has reached the end of the road, I can still insist, because I can still dream, and one day, I will be with him, and we can stay away from the world Everything, to live a peaceful life. "
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"But now, I can't even dream."
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"I can't find him in my dream."
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"Ye Fei, do I have to go to Yincaodifu like my mother to find the person I want?"
I felt that his breath suddenly became a little heavy, but when I passed by, he was still in a coma and showed no signs of sobriety.
I touched his cold, sweaty forehead and sighed softly.
To this day, I can't cry anymore.
There are even some words that I can't say. I can only say those words to a comatose person who has almost nothing to do with it.
But it does n’t make any sense.
I sat quietly, and I did n’t know how long it was. My hands and feet were completely numb. When I could n’t even stand up, there was a sound of footsteps behind me. Someone opened the account and walked in slowly. I did n’t look back, because I could n’t see it, nor did I ask.
Because soon, I felt a cold hand, stroking my shoulder.
It's Pei Yuanzhang's hand.
Somewhat unexpectedly, his hands were very cold, like a block of ice exuding a heavy chill. Although it was placed on my shoulder, the chill soon penetrated into the shirt and almost dipped into my body in.
I don't know how long he has been standing outside.
I said, "Have your majesty rested?"
Probably really stood in the snow for too long, and when he spoke, his voice was cold: "Why don't you go back to rest?"
"Ye Fei was too badly injured, and the doctor said he didn't know if he could survive it."
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"I want to guard him here."
After speaking, I turned back, although I could see nothing, but also said calmly to him: "Your Majesty's injury is so serious, let's rest earlier, the doctor also explained that you need to rest."
He was silent for a while, and then said, "His injuries are severe, as are his injuries. What about you?"
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"You let us all rest, you are here to guard."
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"Yan Qingying, do you really want to go to Yin Cao Difu?"
I froze slightly, didn't speak, and slowly turned my head.
But his hand did not let go of me, instead he squeezed my thin shoulders even harder, and his fingertips almost got into the flesh. I felt that he was deliberate, even if the doctor had treated him before. When it hurts, he didn't exert such force, and now, I feel that his flesh is almost pinched by him.
I didn't speak, but he was working harder and harder, as if he had to make me speak. When I felt that my bones would be crushed by him, I finally frowned and whispered, "What are you doing?"
"He wants to know, what are you doing?"
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"I thought you had come out and thought you had accepted the fact that he was dead."
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"You didn't want me to survive today, but you didn't care about your life at all, did you?"
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"He's dead, you just don't want to live to this point?"