Chapter 2405: I am stranger with you?

"I said," I said gently: "Even if he changes, I don't have to return to him, because he doesn't have that power to ask me to do so, and I have no obligation, I must be in place Wait for him to change. "
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"We are strangers."
Having said that, I chuckled and said, "Even if you change, I have no obligation, I must wait for you."
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"We are strangers."
His breath twitched slightly, half a moment, then slowly said, "Are you and a stranger?"
I looked at him calmly and said, "Isn't it?"
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He was silent for a long time, and said dryly, "Hey, all that you have experienced, and all that you are experiencing, don't you think that He and you are just strangers?"
"Isn't everything that we've been through already over?"
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"As for all this ... what about us?"
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"Everyone outside is experiencing with us."
He said, "So, you are no different to everyone outside you, are you?"
"Of course not," I said seriously: "Your Majesty's body bears the dreams of too many of us. The golden age we want to see requires His Majesty to create it. This is also the time when I meet those assassins , Your Majesty, please go first. "
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"Your Majesty, your life is indeed much more important than the lives of ordinary people."
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"I hope you can live well and fulfill your dreams. By that day, even if I can't see it, but I can feel it, I can know that the era of our hope is finally here."
His voice trembled a little, and said, "I hope that when such an era comes, you and you can stand side by side."
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"Don't you understand that the only person who can stand side by side with you is you!"
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I was silent for a long time, and said lightly, "I swear to Nangong Lizhu, but I am not already the original me. Your Majesty, if you want me, I can follow my vow and return to you. "
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"But that's all."
After saying these words, I smiled slightly, calmly lowered my eyelashes, and my eyes were dim. I had no idea what his mood was and what kind of expression he heard after I said these words, even if He was furious next, and I'm not surprised at all.
However, he was as quiet as it did not exist.
The only thing that made me feel that he was still was his two hands, holding my arm all the time, and was shaking slightly at this time.
After a while, I heard his husky voice rang low in the dark light: "Why?"
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"You tell him that even if he changes, you don't have to return to him."
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"You tell him that even if he changes, you have no obligation to wait for him."
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"But you still returned to him."
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"In these days, you are facing him day and night, even sharing the same bed and sleeping together, don't you still forgive him?"
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"Why isn't it?"
I said gently: "You are not him."
Pei Yuanzhang's breath was choked.
I said, "Your Majesty, you have to change, it is your own business. You said that you have to change, maybe the queen queen and those maidens in the harem will benefit in the future, but this benefit has nothing to do with me."
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"How can you change it, it's not him."
He said in a dumb voice: "So no matter how you change, you don't care; but if he says you want to change, you will forgive him."
I smiled bitterly: "Your Majesty, privilege is special, not everyone can have it."
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"Like these days, I said something to Her Majesty, and some things I did. If it was in the past, I'm afraid I would have been locked up in the cold palace, or-already killed, right? They can tolerate me. "
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"Your Majesty can tolerate me and wants to come, Your Majesty understands that mood."
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"You're right, I forgive him again, he didn't even change, he lied to me again, and left me again."
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"But if-" When I was here, my throat froze slightly, and a warm stream of water came up, condensing and eyelashes, shaking slightly: "If he can come back, I am still willing to forgive he."
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"As long as he is willing to come back, everything is fine."
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"But no matter what privileges I give him, he will never return ..."
His voice chilled and slowly said, "So, your heart is dead, too, isn't it?"
I smiled lightly and said, "Your Majesty, you and I have come to this day, and now we are the same, why bother to behave like a child? There is nothing to die for, people will die when they can't choose. I am still There is room for choice, and my choice is already clear. "
He didn't speak again.
The dark, light-free tent fell into an unspeakable opportunity, and I couldn't even hear his breath.
However, his hand was still holding my hand, only a little temperature just felt, this time disappeared.
After a while, he let go of my hand.
I just breathed a sigh of relief, but felt that the cold fingertips were close to my cheeks, before I could react, he already touched my face with his hands, and the cold temperature stabbed me again, He heard him murmur, "Oh, I see."
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"I know."
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I don't know why, these words have been accumulated in my heart for a long time, and finally I told him today, I thought I would let everything go, no regrets, at least there are some things between him and me, and finally let go, but really say it After that, I felt a little overwhelmed, especially feeling that his breathing and heartbeat were stagnant. When the cold fingertips touched my cheek, the chill penetrated into my heart.
What about him?
I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and shivered back a bit.
Feeling my retreat, he chuckled and said, "You don't have to be afraid of you. You are right, it's time for you, and you don't have to be a child."
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"Yes, indeed, you can tolerate these words, and only you can say these words. You can't tolerate them."
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"This mood, I can't understand now."
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"But lightness, do you understand one thing? I don't understand this feeling now, but even in the future, what do you say and do something to provoke him, he will allow you because of this feeling."
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"But you won't have that mood again."
His words were like a knife, and it fell into my heart fiercely.
He said, "You know, you won't have this mood anymore, you won't have such a person, it will make you sad, it will make you miserable, it will make you no matter how sad you are, but you still have to forgive him."
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"He won't come back."
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"He won't come back."
Tears were like broken beads, which rolled down from the eye socket, drop by drop, and seemed to fall on his hand.
But my face was still smiling.
I said, "I know."
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"I know he won't come back."
"Light," Pei Yuanzhang's voice has never been so low, as if it came from the bottom of his heart, and said quietly: "He has gone, but you stay, many things will pass slowly, many people After leaving, they will be slowly forgotten ... "
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"Many people and things that once thought they could be forever, now, there is only one memory left."
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"In a few decades, maybe even memory is indifferent."
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"How long do you think he can stay in your life after he has left?"
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"One year? Two years? Ten years or two decades?"
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"Will you spend the rest of your life like this? Can you afford this loneliness?"
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"Lightness, I want you to return to your side. I have never concealed you. Even Liu Qinghan knows this. I want to get you, but now I want to be good. Protect you, treat you well, and make up for the suffering and sins you have suffered before. He just wants to be good to you. "
I listened to his breath calmly, and after a long time, I said gently, "Thank you, Your Majesty."
"Lightness ..."
"I understand what Her Majesty meant. There are some people who we thought could be remembered for life, but as soon as I turned around, I forgot. Such people have been around Your Majesty, and have been around me.
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"But some people are different."
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"Even if it was only a short day with him, it would be enough to reflect on it for a lifetime. Besides, I and him, no."
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"There are still a lot of memories between us, which can make me think back slowly in the rest of the years, and even those memories, I may not use them up."
I smiled slightly at him: "I said it, I can bear it."
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He was silent for a long time, then those hands slowly slid down again and took hold of my hand, but this time, without any purpose, he just grabbed my hand and released it, saying, "朕I knew for the first time that your heart can be so cold. "
I smiled slightly: "I still say that, I swear to Nangong Lizhu, I can follow my vow and return to His Majesty's side."
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"If that's what His Majesty really wanted--"