Chapter 2467: But I am willing

I faced him quietly and slowly said, "Yes."
He laughed.
I don't know why he can laugh at this time, or he has no other choice but to laugh.
If a person has fallen into a desperate situation and has reached the point where he cannot turn back, perhaps only by facing it with a smile can he make himself lose less thoroughly.
He didn't laugh very much, but it seemed to come from under the ground, and my heart was shaking.
But his hand did not leave my back of the head from beginning to end. At this time, it reminded me of the original time in Gantang Village. He used to control several large points in the back of my head with one hand, and I used a knife to Holding his chest.
That time, I lost the bet.
I don't know who will lose and who will win this time.
The carriage continued to go forward in the middle of the night. Soon after leaving the city, the road became a little muddy and difficult to run. The horse team behind kept rushing forward and held the torch to light up the road.
This bump made me even more uncomfortable.
He put one hand behind my head, and then slowly sat beside me. In the constant hustle and bustle outside, but in the car, it was extremely quiet, and he said softly, "Light."
I murmured "um".
He said, "Did you know that? I would have this day."
"..."
"You've seen through it, haven't you?"
I lowered my head and smiled lightly: "How can I have that ability and see the fate of people?"
"But isn't everything you expected long ago?"
"..."
I thought for a while, took a deep breath, and said lightly: "Many people think that the fate of man is a very mysterious thing, but in fact, in my opinion, the fate of man is the simplest thing thing."
"..."
"Debt repayment, killing people for their lives, these are the laws of fate."
"..."
"Isn't it a simple matter to use this rule to review what I have done and then figure out my future destiny?"
"Then you figure out my destiny, what is it?"
"..."
I didn't speak. I just grabbed my knees with both hands. The carriage ran too fast. The curtains could not stop the cold wind from outside. The rest was fine, but my knees were uncomfortably cold.
However, he seems to be waiting for my answer.
I was quiet for a long time and slowly said, "I don't know."
"..."
"I can't see it."
"..."
"There are too many things in your past that I don't understand, such as—"
"Like what?"
"..." I was silent for a while, then turned to him, and said softly, "For example, who knows where he comes from?"
"..."
"Like me, I don't even know that my origins are so complicated. If I hadn't experienced so many things, if I hadn't met so many people, maybe I wouldn't have known them."
"..."
"How about you? Do you know the origin of your family?"
Pei Yuanxiu slowly said, "If you want to ask the origin of Pei's family, you don't need to tell me, you already understand it. But if you ask me, Nangong's family-"
"how is it?"
"..."
This time, he was silent for a long time before he said in a dry voice, "I don't know."
"..."
"He, in order to avoid suspicion, did not always stay by my side. I don't know many things. I just remember that when I knew my life, he always told me a word."
Of course I know the "he" in his mouth is the guide Gong Jinhong, and he asked, "What is it?"
Pei Yuanxiu said, "He told me, no matter what, I must take the position of emperor."
"..."
"Be sure to take the position of emperor."
"..."
"It also seems that for this reason, he would have given me down and replaced me in the palace."
"..."
"I just didn't expect that so much happened in the middle. I need to use this method to achieve this goal."
"..."
I was silent.
He was also silent, but unlike my meditation, he seemed to think of many past things, and these things were like the haze in the middle of the night, which has been covering him for so many years.
After a long time, he suddenly asked, "What do you ask me about the origin of Nangong?"
"..."
I was quiet for a while, then shook my head gently: "Nothing."
"..."
"I was suddenly, suddenly thinking of something."
Of course, my perfunctory rhetoric can't really persuade him, not to mention that it is me who is blind now, and it is him who can see through the hearts of people. I believe that he sees the slightest fluctuation of his expression.
However, instead of asking, he laughed softly after being quiet for a while.
"Actually, what's the point of asking where someone comes from?"
"..."
"Especially when he is almost out of the way."
When he was here, he paused. I listened to the sound of horseshoes outside and stepped on this quiet night. It seemed a bit shocking in the night.
That feeling made my breath sink even more.
I thought about it and said, "You just asked me, did you think of today, what about yourself?"
"..."
"Have you thought about it, will it be today?"
He said calmly: "If I told you, I not only thought about it, but I already knew that there would be today, do you believe it?"
My eyebrows frowned slightly: "Did you have seen that astrological chart long ago?"
He said lightly, "No."
"Then how do you--"
"Because Xie Ye."
"Thank you?"
"Did he tell you that I have a good luck for ten years."
Ten years of luck, this is like an invisible boulder that has always been on my heart. When I heard him mention this again, my breath sank again.
But he seemed very indifferent, only calmly said, "Actually, besides telling me this thing, he also told me another thing."
"what?"
At this time, the carriage drove through a bumpy path, and the bumps made them almost turn over. He was holding my back with one hand and the other hand came across to grab my shoulder and protect him. I.
I felt that he was almost held by him, but this time, he didn't move any more, just guarded me like this, turned around and faced me, his eyes looked straight at me eye.
Even in the dim light, I could feel the hot temperature in those eyes.
He said, "Do you remember, our wedding?"
"..."
I frowned slightly and thought again: "Tuesday March?"
"Yes, the Cold Food Festival."
"..."
My brow frowned a bit more.
Although this event has passed for so many years, I can still remember, because that day is indeed a very important day in my life, so that after that day, my destiny is almost changed because of that day .
Cold food festival on the second day of March.
I even remember the yellow calendar I had read, which clearly stated, avoid marriage.
In the beginning, he spent so much energy in order to marry me, and even made that bet with me on the edge of his life and death. I know how much he valued me and the relationship between me and him.
Therefore, everything on that day was so perfect that even afterwards, there were bumps between us, and even the original goodness turned into a bad one, but the good memories will not change.
I remember the thriving Jinling that day, the lanterns on the waterfront and the fireworks in Yangzhou City.
However, there are so many good memories, but they all have the same, which is the most imperfect, that day.
He actually chose a date that was totally unsuitable for marriage.
However, since he chose it himself, I didn't ask much, but now that he mentioned it suddenly, I understand that he will choose that day, and there must be his reason.
I whispered, "What happened that day?"
He said, "Don't marry that day."
"I know."
"Then you know, why did I choose that day?"
I shook my head gently.
He said, "Because of you and me-the horoscope."
"..."
My breath sank suddenly.
"what?"
"You and me are horrified."
He said very calmly, of course, this is already a dusty past, and when it is mentioned, it is impossible to change anything.
But my eyebrows became more and more wrinkled, almost twisted into a frown.
"Face character, then you—"
"Do you remember what I said to you at that time?"
"..."
At that time, he said too much to me. It is undeniable that it is a sweet word that women can't resist. In fact, he does the same to me. I have been desolate for half a lifetime, and I have not received much sweet favor. Most of it was given by him.
But what he said to me ...
I thought about it for a long time, and suddenly, I trembled slightly.
His low laugh sounded in his ears.
"Do you remember?"
"..."
"Remember, did I say anything?"
I leaned on the car board, with his warm big hands behind my head, and felt my shudder.
I remembered it. At the time, when I was in Jixiang Village, his injury was not completely good, but he felt extremely happy, because he could get my care after being injured. He would rather be injured like this all the time. , I rebuked him for cursing himself casually, and he said--
"If you can get you, it doesn't matter if God reduced my ten-year birthday."
I slowly raised my head, and there was a scalding in my eyes.
There was darkness in front of me, but there seemed to be a huge shadow over me.
In the night, my heartbeat and breathing seemed so faint, as if the candlelight would be extinguished in the wind at any time, I don't know how long, when I spoke again, my voice was already husky, even husky Strange.
"At that time, you already knew--"
"Yes," he said calmly, "but I am willing."