Chapter 312: I don't hit you, don't torture you

Sleepless all night.
When she got up to serve Xu Cairen the next morning, she immediately saw my red eyes and sullen look, and immediately asked: "You, what's wrong with you, Qingying?"
"Me? I'm fine."
I perfunctoryly spoke, and then served her to dress and freshen up. Xu Cairen shook my hand and said, "Relax, you said that asking me to help you, I will definitely fulfill my promise."
I looked up at her seriously, and smiled slightly at me.
I don't know why, I suddenly seem to understand why there are three thousand beauties in the harem, and Pei Yuanzhang will have a tender feeling for her alone, and she is also so lucky that she was the first woman to conceive a dragon.
She is like a faint little flower under the colorful garden in the Royal Garden. It looks so delicate and makes people want to take care of it in the palm of her hand. She is so simple and clean that even I want to protect it. She protects the child in her belly.
Forget it, stop thinking about it.
If the famous brand is really taken away by the people with good intentions, then it is a blessing, not a curse, but a curse, I am waiting for the arrangement of fate.
Now, it is still necessary to protect the innocent woman and the child in her belly.
So I smiled and said, "It all depends on the child in the belly of the talented person." I lowered my head, looked at her slightly raised belly, and laughed: "I really hope that talented people can be male in one fell swoop, so the emperor will Will spoil you even more. "
"Boy? I don't want a boy."
Don't want a boy? I looked at her in amazement. The harem contended for favor. How could there be a concubine who did not want to have a prince? I heard her smile slightly and said, "You know, my family is not as good as the other sisters in the palace. If you really give birth to a prince, it will delay his future. You see, there is someone who has not born yet. To assassinate him, if he is really a prince, how difficult it will be in the future. "
"Talent ..."
I didn't expect that she still had such a mindset. She couldn't help but develop a sense of closeness, holding her hand gently, she smiled again, and said, "Forget it, it's too early to think of these now. See God's arrangement. "
Looking at her quiet smile, my heart made a faint decision.
No matter what the present is or what the future is, I want to protect the child in her belly. I have killed a life, so use this little life to redeem me.
Xu Cairen was pregnant for more than three months. She was very sick and could not eat anything. In addition, the weather was hot and she vomited badly. I went to the kitchen in the afternoon and personally cooked a small pot of orange butter for her. Bring it to her before dinner.
Xu Cairen smelled the sweet and sour taste, took a bite, and immediately laughed: "Well, it tastes so good."
"Just like anyone."
"Green baby, you are really capable and can make such delicious things."
I smiled and didn't speak. She ate a small bowl, and when she saw Yuwen next to him staring at the bowl, she greeted with a smile and said, "You girl, too, come on. Come, you come and eat too bowl."
Yuwen has been with her since she was little, and she didn't have so much scruples. She immediately smiled and said, "Xie Cairen."
Xu Cairen smiled again: "You, baby, come and eat yourself."
She was so sincere to others, and I did n’t want to be too biological with her, so I walked over and took a small bowl. I picked up the spoon and sent it to my mouth. Then I heard a smiling voice at the door—
"Well, it smells good."
Upon hearing this voice, my spoon fell back into the bowl. Yuwen took a big mouthful of orange butter, swallowed it swiftly, hurriedly got up to kneel and said, "Emperor-Emperor ..."
Xu Cairen also got up and went to kneel and said, "Chen Xun met the emperor."
"Get up."
Pei Yuanzhang slowly walked in from outside the door, with a little smile on his face, and said, "I am busy today. I just came to see you, but I ran into you and ate private food."
"The emperor teased the courtier." Xu Cairen said as he accompanied him to the table and sat down. Pei Yuanzhang glanced at me and knelt beside me without saying a word, and turned his head again. To Xu Cai humane: "I didn't hurt you that day?"
Mentioning that day, Xu Cairen's face changed slightly, and he barely smiled, "No."
"I was negligent."
"Don't say that."
Xu Cairen bowed his head timidly. If it was another concubine, it would be a spoiler at this time, but I saw she was just sitting there shyly, her cheeks were slightly red, and Pei Yuanzhang looked at her, but her stubborn face seemed to rise. With tenderness.
I slowly got up and stepped aside.
Pei Yuanzhang glanced into her bowl and said, "What did you eat? The taste is so special?"
Xu Cai humanely said, "Oh, it's Qingying who has a bad appetite for seeing Chen Xun. He specially burned such a pot of orange butter for Chen Xun. The taste is very good. Would the emperor try it?"
She said, she had to get up and serve, but found that the pot was gone, and said, "Oh, what's the matter?"
"It's okay, just taste it."
Pei Yuanzhang said, suddenly reached out and took the bowl in my hand.
I was taken aback, looked up at him, but saw that his face was as usual. He picked it up with a spoon and ate it, and immediately laughed, "Well, it tastes really good."
I looked at him with my eyes wide open. Everyone was stupid. Xu Cairen and Yuwen also looked at this scene. The two were speechless for a while. Pei Yuanzhang said that he would take a bite, but three or two would put it in the bowl. After eating all the things, he still said intently: "Yes, the royal dining room can't burn such things."
Xu Cairen took a look at him and gave me a glance, and then walked to him, and said softly: "If the emperor likes it, the courtier will let the green baby burn more and send it to the emperor's study room at night."
"Okay, it's good to try these."
Before I said a word, they were both exhausted, and Pei Yuanzhang sat down for a while, told her a few words, and turned away.
As soon as Pei Yuanzhang left, I looked down at the empty bowl on the table, and Xu Cairen came to me: "Green baby."
I looked up at her.
"It's rare that the emperor has a good impression on you, so you have to grasp it."
"..." I wondered what she meant, and couldn't believe my ears: "Talent, you—"
She still smiled, and patted the back of my hand gently, and said, "You are so young and so beautiful, but it is not a mistake to be a palace maid. If you can be favored by the emperor and get the book, then we can They are sisters, so they can support each other in the palace, do you mean? "
"Talent, I—" I didn't even think that she would have such an idea. Does she think that I said that I wanted to ask her, is this it?
Got his favor? I've had enough of his "favorite", that's a nightmare I haven't woken up to now!
However, before I had time to explain, she said to Yuwen, "I'm sore, help me to lie down."
"Yes."
Yuwen hurried up to help her walk to the inner room. When passing by, she looked at me with a look of discomfort.
I stood alone at the table, looking at the empty bowl used by the man on the table, and suddenly felt that my heart was empty.
Even though there were all kinds of reluctance, but Xu Cairen told him already, I could n’t refuse, I could only cook another pot of orange butter in the kitchenette, and when it was over, it was dark. .
I just hope he won't be in the Imperial Study Room tonight.
However, when he walked outside the Imperial Study Room carrying the food box, he saw the lights inside were bright, and Jade Fairy took two little eunuchs to guard the outside. As soon as he saw me, he immediately greeted: "Come in."
"Father, please trouble me to take it in."
"Where's so much nonsense!" Father Jade frowned, hitting me with the dust on his hand.
"but……"
While I was still hesitant, Father Jade pushed me and whispered, "Don't be stingy, the Emperor is in a good mood tonight, no-what?"
During the conversation, I had been pushed through the door by him.
In the room, the candlelight swayed, illuminating the quietness of a room. The case is still a mountain of memorials. He sat down there struggling with his pen, his eyelashes were lowered, and he was cast a long shadow by the candlelight, like the wings of a bird.
I bit my lower lip and walked over: "Emperor."
He didn't speak.
"Slaves are here to send the supper to the emperor. Slaves are here."
I placed it carefully on the table next to me, but before I left my hand, I heard him say without raising his head: "Bring a bowl."
...
When I heard this, my fingertips were shaking.
All he could do was sip a bowl, walk to his side, and gently said, "Emperor, please use it."
But he did not immediately reach out to pick it up. Instead, he finished the discounts in his hand, picked it up again and glanced, then closed it and set it aside, then turned his head and looked at me.
I still held the bowl and looked down.
He stretched out his hand, but didn't come over to pick up the bowl. Instead, he stretched out and touched my hand. My hand was loose. The bowl suddenly fell off and fell to the ground with a slam.
At this time, the gate was closed by the Jade Father from the outside.
Immediately my heart sank. At this time, his hand stretched out again. This time there was no hesitation anymore. I grabbed my wrist and pulled it hard. I was pulled by him and fell over. The son fell into his arms.
He was still sitting there, looking down at me. Although there was no expression on his face, at this moment, I already knew what he was going to do.
After all, I still can't escape.
Seeing that he was slowly leaning down, and when his lips were about to come up, I closed my eyes without struggling or refusing, just frowning and enduring his forthcoming violations.
However, although the warm breath kept blowing on my face, his lips did not fall slowly.
For a long while, his low voice sounded in his ears—
"Are you so painful?"
I was startled in my heart, opened my eyes, and saw that he leaned down and looked at me. The tip of his nose was almost rubbing the tip of my nose, and his lips were almost close to my lips, but they never really fell. Looking at me right away.
Breathing, some disorders.
"You, what are you talking about?"
"You really, just so painful?" He looked at me, saying, "Even if I don't hit you or torture you, you don't want to?"