Chapter 331: Emperor, let's forget about it

The push was very light, but the door still made a loud noise, listening in the quiet night, especially harsh.
I slowly got up and lifted the curtain. The door was pushed again, and there was a bang again. This time it was heavier than the last time, but the door was still firmly closed and was not pushed at all. open.
I stood up. Although the charcoal fire was burning in the room, there was still a coldness outside the warm quilt. I was only wearing a thin long skirt, and I shivered slightly, stretched my hands and folded my clothes. Walked slowly.
Tonight, I didn't ask Xiaoyu to come to the vigil. There was only one of me in the room. It was as quiet as an ancient tomb. I stood quietly inside and looked at the closed door.
The people outside the gate were also quiet.
After a long time, his low voice sounded in the night-"Open the door."
Although I knew everything in my heart, I really heard his voice, but my heart jumped fiercely, with a little pain.
I said softly, "I won't open the door."
The outside breathing suddenly became heavy. When I was in the cold, I knew what was going to happen, so I said, "I know, a door can't stop you, but even if you come in, you just come in. This door is nothing different from standing outside. "
People outside gritted their teeth and said, word by word, "You hate that?"
...
I smiled softly in the night and said, "Love and hate both require strength. I have no strength now."
"..."
"Emperor, let's forget it."
There was no sound at all outside, as if even breathing stopped.
I opened my eyes wide, and there were candles in the room, but I couldn't see anything in front of me. It seemed like the whole person, the whole life was in darkness, and there was no way out.
"You won't let me out of the palace, I can confess my fate, I can go to Linshui Stupa to accompany my queen mother, but-" When I said here, I couldn't help choking, why did the queen mother eat Zhai Ninth at Linshui Stupa? For many years, she was once an emperor and concubine. Under the harem alone, she also enjoyed the glory and full of greasy taste. What kind of sadness made her escape from the world for so many years, she could not eliminate the hatred in her heart?
The harem is never short of heartbroken women.
and so--
"Emperor, I don't want to be your woman anymore."
When I said this, my own heart sank fiercely, and the next moment, the door uttered a loud noise, and was slammed open.
Although I had prepared in my heart, this loud noise surprised me in such a quiet night, and I saw that tall figure came in with a few steps, approaching to my side and grabbing my wrist , Pulled me hard in front of him.
"what did you say?!"
It's been so many days and I saw him for the first time.
His face was pale and his eyes were red. He was so unfamiliar to me, but even when he did, he still had an unbelievable stubbornness, and the hand that was holding my wrist was forced, and a sudden pain came.
I was so sad that tears were about to shed, and all this was to my expectation.
He is not a person who will let go easily, regardless of his power or his woman.
At this time, the loud sound had already awakened the people in Fangcaotang. I heard Shuixiu shouting in panic, "What's going on", "Go and see the talents", and then ran in a hurry with the lantern. Come over, just ran to the door and looked at the candlelight. A few people were stunned, and quickly knelt down: "Long live!"
Pei Yuanzhang ignored them, just gritted his teeth and looked down at me: "You say it again!"
Under his anger, he will burn everything. I have known and tasted this for a long time. In the past, I was afraid because I was afraid of pain, humiliation, and fear of his endless collection. But at this moment, I was just faint. Looking at him, he smiled like a ray of wind that would leak from his fingertips at any time, and said gently, "I am the emperor, I won't love you anymore."
"Talent!"
Wu Yan was frightened and shouted uncontrollably.
I still smiled, looked down at his wrist, gauze was still on it, and it was red and dazzling. I choked and said gently, "The emperor, let's clear the two. You don't need to bleed for me anymore, I also Will no longer--"
"Liangqing, dare you talk to me?"
He gritted his teeth and said fiercely, suddenly he threw it fiercely, and I fell to the ground with his forehead, and hit his forehead against the corner of the table next to him. Suddenly a pain came, Wu Yan rushed in to help I scratched my head at him again and again: "The emperor, the emperor is angry, she is the only one-she just lost her child, she is ill, she is angry, the emperor is angry!"
Pei Yuanzhang Tieqing looked down at me with a face, and pointed at me: "Yue Qingying, you want to talk to you, you think that if you lose a child, you will be able to have sex, and you want to leave you? You dream!"
Wu Yan, they hugged me, and when they heard this, their hands trembled as if to be broken at any moment.
"Don't even want to leave your whole life, and don't want to get rid of 朕, ​​even if you don't love, and you hate 朕, 朕 will entangle you for a lifetime!"
I lay pale in front of Wu Yan's arms, and there was a sweet smell in my throat. I gritted my teeth so that I would not faint. I smiled for a moment, then slowly raised my head and looked at him: "The emperor, You and I have been entangled all my life, but you are hurting each other. "
It's been so long, I almost forgot what kind of person I am, but the death of Liu Ningyan has always reminded me of what kind of person I am.
Staying with me just hurts each other, it just makes those who used to be good in the past slowly become unbearable.
"Hurt each other," he slowly squatted down, pinching my chin and looking at me, his eyes were red: "Okay, look at me, you and me, how can you hurt each other!"
After that, he shook me away fiercely and turned away.
Wu Yan's face was pale, and Shuixiu were almost scared to cry. Holding me at this time, he desperately said, "Talent, are you crazy? How can you tell this to the emperor!"
My face was pale. On my forehead, a few pains came from my body, almost fainting, but just holding on to my teeth and laughing.
I am probably really crazy.
There was a sting and a tenderness, and that's how he pushed me back step by step, letting me come to this point little by little. I finally had a painful heartache, and didn't want to return for any kind of tenderness. Repeat this torment.
Watching me laugh so weakly, but always smiling, Wu Yan's eyes became red, and I was put into bed with Shui Xiu, this time I really coughed up blood, and the pillows were red. They took care of me while wiping their tears, and it wasn't until dawn that I finally calmed down and fell asleep.
This night, the inside of Fangcaotang was not peaceful, but I didn't know how many people heard the wind outside.
After that night, my body repeatedly repeated several times, low fever, hemoptysis, cold, torture made me feel pain even in dreams, and in the dreams, there is always a figure of a person, always in front of my eyes When I feel uncomfortable, I always want to call him and want him to hug me, but I can't open my mouth, because I know faintly that after his tenderness, it is often more painful.
So, I struggled to bite my lower lip, and the blood stayed along the tip of my tongue. The fishy smell stimulated me to open my eyes.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a scruffy, light face.
Queen mother ...
I frowned slightly, trying to say something, but felt her slightly cold fingertips caress my gray cheeks and said gently, "Are you better?"
"Mother Queen."
"Why?" She said softly, "Are you torture him like this, or torture yourself?"
I asked, "Doesn't the queen mother blame Qingying?"
She shook her head: "If a person drinks water and warms himself, there is no right or wrong with this kind of thing. I am an outsider at home, who can blame?
"Then, can Qingying accompany the queen mother to recite the scriptures and recite Buddha?"
"..."
She looked at me for a while and said, "If you really come to recite the Buddha, you don't know whose blessing it is."
I smiled slightly, feeling that her fingertips were slowly warming, and rubbing her cheeks gently on her hand, she closed her eyes.
Since that day, Fangcaotang has become another cold palace in the palace.
Pei Yuanzhang hasn't been here again, and even the who passed the news would not want to step into this threshold. If it wasn't the queen mother would come to see me from time to time, there would be almost no life here.
My body was repeatedly ill several times, my vitality was badly hurt, and the weather became warmer in the spring, but I was still so weak that I could only lie in bed. I did n’t know what happened in the outside world.
But I also know what should happen.
On this day, Shuixiu returned from the royal dining room. The faces of the two of them were not very good. They looked at the outside from time to time when they were serving me. I was waiting for something. Anymore? "
"No, nothing."
I lowered my head and took another sip, looking at the pale appearance of the soup, and said lightly, "Xu Jiechi is about to be born?"
"How do you know talent?"
As soon as this sentence came out, Xiaoyu immediately spat out her tongue, Shui Xiu pumped her fiercely, and hurriedly turned to look at me: "Talent, slave ---"
I smiled slightly.
In fact, they are not to blame. I am a few months later than Xu Youling, and calculate the date, that is, recently.
Moreover, every day people talked about coming and going. I asked the Taiyi doctor several times to give me the pulse. It was n’t from the Taiji Hospital, but they intercepted it outside the gate of Jingren Palace. I'm not stupid, of course, I know what happened.
Shui Xiu said fiercely: "I really hope she has a difficult labor!"
I looked up at her and glanced at her: "Young light girl, how to say so unobstructed."
"but--"
"I need nothing to worry about. I have no reason to admire people." I turned to look at the gray sky outside. Today's sky is a bit gloomy-this child, someone has died for him and someone hurt him before he was born. I just hope he can do well.