Chapter 350: The person behind the door

I smiled and said, "Isn't that just said, I came to talk to the master about Buddhism."
"While talking about Buddhism, why don't female donors leave the court, the government, and the people?"
"Is Buddhism not compassionate? If the people of Li can live in peace with the government and be less vulnerable to war, wouldn't it be the will of the Buddha?"
Looking at me for a moment, his face became more and more ugly, but he could not say a word, but was silent. At this time, there was a light knock on the door. After a moment of relief, he turned his head and said, "Come in." I saw that little Sha Mi had just come in and folded her hands together. I asked, "What is it?"
"Master, the villagers of Jixiang Village are here again. The troublesome master goes out to have a look."
"Oh?"
I was about to get up, thought for a while, and then frowned slightly and looked back at me, I smiled: "Master, if you have something, please do yourself a favor, and don't bother."
"The female donor sits for a while, and the poor monk goes back."
"Ok."
As soon as he left, I stood up from the futon. In addition to the black smoke rising from the incense burner in the room, there was a faint scent diffused in the air, lingering on the tip of the nose, but it was so light, so light, as if An oversight will dissipate, but it has always affected my mind.
Following that scent of fragrance, I pushed the door and went out.
As a abbot, the backyard of the residence was cleaned very quietly, the bluestone slabs were washed clean by water, and there was a slight coolness when walking on it. My footsteps also carried a trace of coldness, and I walked to a room with closed doors and windows next to it, and the scent of fragrance seemed to just break here.
I stood at the door and stared at the closed door.
Obviously I can't see anything, but I seem to be able to feel the breathing inside, a volt together, a little disordered, and it seems that I have never been calm.
In this room ...
There was a figure flashing in my heart, slender and weak, but it also gave me the biggest pain. Suddenly, even the coldness rose from the soles of his feet, and his fingers became cold for a moment.
I don't know how long, I let go of my clenched fist, raised my hand, and just touched the door frame with my fingertips. I hadn't decided whether to push away or what, I heard a rush of footsteps behind me, Shouted loudly: "Female donor!"
As soon as I turned around, I saw him hurried over, with a look of uneasiness on his face. I walked over and looked at the closed door, and looked at me again: "Where did the female donor come here?"
"Uh? Me, I just walked around and came here accidentally."
"Women, this room is just a pile of books. Do n’t go in without people."
Looking at his uncertain look, I suddenly became a little afraid.
I have always been careful in doing things. I have never taken any risks unless I have to, and even if I have to take a risk, there must be a complete retreat. However, I just reached out and tried to push the door. It was too bold and unreasonable.
Maybe it was because the person I thought of was completely without reason at all. Although all my pain and humiliation were not brought by her, she was always inseparable from her shadow. She was like a swallow flying so high that she was clearly out of my sight, but the shadow she cast was still covering me.
For a long time, I rarely thought about her, even resisted thinking about her, and always wanted to drive away the feeling of being around her, but now I find that it is too difficult.
Maybe it's because I've been by that person and she's in that person's heart.
Thinking of this, the suffocation that made breathing impossible last night came up again. I subconsciously reached out and supported the wall, and the people were a little pale. At a glance, I seemed to be wrong, and hurriedly asked: "Female donor, what happened to you?"
"Huh?" I glanced back at him before I felt my gaffe, hurriedly smiled, and asked, "I wonder if there is anything to deal with just after the master left?"
"It's not a big deal. It's a villager from Jixiang Village outside Yangzhou City. He will come to the temple every month to help with the cleaning. The poor monks should also take a look."
"Oh……"
I know that many people donate sesame oil to the temple to accumulate merit, but some people can't afford this money, so they will go to the temple to help with cleaning, chopping wood, or cooking.
Speaking of cleaning, I suddenly thought of something and asked, "Master, do you-"
At the halfway point, my throat suddenly got a little choked, and I looked back at the closed door. When I remembered this way, I decided not to ask any more, just smiled.
Does it matter if you can't find it?
"Female donor?" As soon as she looked at me weirdly, she asked gently, "What are you laughing at?"
"No, nothing?"
"..." He looked at me, his dark eyebrows twisted together, I looked at him, and smiled lightly: "Just laughing was gone."
After I said this, I turned around and walked away. I followed behind me, but I looked dignified, as if I wanted to say something, but kept talking. I listened to the third one this morning. The next morning, he said, "Master, it's getting late, and I'm leaving."
"Nu Shi mainly left?"
"I'm sorry to have disturbed the master for so long."
"Then, the poor monk gave away one female donor."
"No need, Master, please stay." I turned to look at him and glanced at the closed door again, smiling slightly. "What I said to the Master today is what Huang Ye said to me, I Saying this to the master does not mean to influence what the master does, but only hopes that the master can understand Huang ’s intentions. He would rather fall into the meaning of thousands, and hope that irrelevant people will not be harmed. The master can think twice. "
Yi's face looked a little heavy, and he said, "The poor monk would think."
"Thank you, Master."
Having said that, I bowed my head toward him and turned around and walked out. As soon as I walked to the back door of the Buddhist temple, I saw the dust there, hanging high, and the figure in front of the temple was shaking, as if someone was cleaning in front. Although you can't see people, you can see the dust flying from the light coming in from the door.
In such dust, my thoughts could not help drifting away.
Thinking of that time, I was looking for the lost orchid clasp here, but I was standing there, and heard a heavy sigh.
I do n’t know at that time, he stood in front of the Buddha statue and thought what was in his heart, then he sighed, but I think if we could know earlier what he thought in his heart and what he could n’t forget, now Will everything be different?
Me, will you wake up earlier?
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After getting down, he took a carriage and walked into the city. At this time, Yangzhou City also woke up. The pedestrians on the road were bustling. Both sides of the road were hawking, and it was very lively.
I sat in the carriage and heard many people talking about the turmoil downstairs last night.
Even though it was messy last night, I did n’t see the knife. Even the people saw something wrong. It seems that the emperor wanted someone in Yangzhou, and I lifted the curtain to look outside. I also saw a lot of impressions in the crowd. Face.
He was in the city of Yangzhou, afraid that he was already full of people.
In order to find Nangong Lizhu, he really worked hard, even in the future he will spare no effort, but what if he really found him? How would he treat that woman?
It was still early when I returned to the state house. I thanked the two guards and the driver and walked back carefully to my place from the side entrance.
The door turned out to be tightly closed, did Shui Xiu go out?
I stepped forward, reached out and pushed, but saw the center of the room. Pei Yuanzhang was sitting at the table, hearing the sound of the door being pushed open, and slowly turned to look at me.
Suixiu's expression of fright stood with his side.
I was stunned for a while-how could he be in my room?
His face was not very beautiful. The person was almost transparent when the sun was shining, but there was a faint shadow under his eyes. It was a trace of no sleep all night, making him look more gloomy, as if exuding This indescribable evil spirit.
Standing at the door for a while, he couldn't return to God, but he slowly took up the tea cup on the table and took a sip. Shui Xiu hurriedly winked at me, and then I stepped forward and bowed down and said, "Slave meets the emperor, and live a long life. "
He took a sip of tea and slowly put the cup back on the table: "Where have you been?"
"... Slaves, slaves go out for a walk."
"Going for a walk?" He seemed to sneer, slowly got up and walked in front of me, looked down at me condescendingly: "Do you know, what is the crime of the palace maid to escape?"
I knelt on the ground and my palms were slightly pained by the floor.
Yeah, the palace lady fled for arrest and killed. I ca n’t understand this. I ’m not the same person last night. He just ca n’t catch her. If he catches it, I ’m afraid it ’s in my palm, and I— It's too easy to catch me, and you don't have to pay any price to me.
I lowered my head and smiled slightly: "Slave knows."
"stand up."
"Xie Xie."
I slowly got up, because I was kneeling for a long time, and my knees were numb, and I hurriedly reached out to help the door frame. He looked at me, his eyes flashed, and he said coldly: "You first Go out. "
"Uh? Ah." Shui Xiu, who was standing behind, was still unable to react. I looked up at her and hurriedly lowered her head. "Yes." Then I came hurriedly, but I was still a little worried when I went out. Looking at me, I shook my head with a smile, and she could only turn around and go out.
I thought about it, the hand holding the door frame was gently lowered, and the door was still open.
He said coldly, "Close the door."
My heart beat, I bit my lower lip, and closed the door with my scalp.
As soon as the door was closed, the sunlight seemed to be cut off suddenly. The room was suddenly caught in an unspeakable haze, and as soon as I turned around, I saw that he was standing in front of me, the dark ones, But bloodshot eyes stared at me.