Chapter 355: "We start from scratch"

"Do you want to, follow me?"
As if I felt this sentence, the carriage bumped into a rock, and the whole carriage suddenly shook violently, and my heart jumped fiercely.
Gritted his teeth, closed his eyes and did not move.
But one hand stretched out slowly, and before I touched the skin, I felt the hot body temperature and gently touched the wound on my face, which was rubbed out by those people hitting the ground, He didn't have any scabs, and he felt painful when he touched him like this.
I shuddered slightly.
The injuries on my body seemed to be implicated, and they all became painful, getting more and more painful, and my teeth couldn't be bitten.
He heard his voice ringing in his ears, with dullness in the deepness: "You follow me, can you do that?"
The eyes burned indisputably.
He knows that I ca n’t let it go, even if I have to say goodbye to him, even if I say I wo n’t love him anymore, but my heart wo n’t go, he is my first man, a woman in the life The first man was special, as if he had been branded.
After leaving the capital, every time I think of him, I will hurt myself severely. People tend to benefit and avoid harm. As long as I think of him, it hurts, I can stop thinking about him, but I just do n’t fight for it, even if it hurts, miss you.
Maybe it was because he always gave me pain.
Thinking of this, I slowly opened my eyes.
I was lying on the soft couch side by side. He was sitting behind me, with one hand in front of me. When he looked down at me, he seemed to be holding me under him. His bright eyes looked at me as if to capture my soul.
I looked at him like this, and after a long time, I said gently: "If, I said yes, what would you do to me?"
His breath suffocated.
The fingers stroking my wound also seemed to tremble, and then became lighter, lighter than a gust of wind, and said, "Would you say yes?"
"..."
Actually, I want to say yes.
My child died in my stomach, and my blood almost drank for him. I became a woman who I even despised, and was beaten to death by such a woman. I and him In the meantime, what has happened has not happened; there are too many things that have been explained and not yet explained, and no one knows what will happen tomorrow.
He and I, in fact, do not continue, maybe for two people, for everyone.
More importantly, I will not forget who else he went down to ...
I should say yes.
Looking at the streamer in my eyes, he seemed to understand something. The hand that stroked my face slowly wrapped around my waist, lowered his head gently, and put it in my ear. Won't let you say 'yes'. "
"..."
"Well, I won't hurt you anymore, I will treat you well."
"..."
He paused, exhaling, "We start from scratch."
"..."
Tears came from my heart, like a turbulent frenzy, and my throat was blocked, and the word couldn't be said. Only hot tears came out, soaking my cheeks.
He leaned down and hugged me tightly in his arms, and his hot lips fell gently on the wet cheeks, and soon wept with my tears. He also seemed to feel the saltiness and sighed softly With a sigh of relief, I lay behind me and hugged me more firmly in my arms.
.
When the carriage returned to the state capital, I don't know anymore, I just stumbled to feel that I was being held by the arms in both hands, and the chest was extremely warm and almost hot.
I fell asleep quietly in that temperature, and when I opened my eyes again, it was already a bright room.
The top of my head is a simple account, and the white one looks a little dazed for a moment. I opened my eyes and looked at the bun. I didn't seem to wake up from that dream, and I heard the familiar voice as if I was walking through it It sounded in my ear again--
"Are you better?"
I was startled, turned my head, and saw Pei Yuanzhang sitting by the bed, looking down at me.
This is my room, but it's him sitting next to the bed.
Not a dream ...
There was a feeling of sadness or joy in my heart, and I looked at him stupidly, as if I had met each other, but he looked at me very quietly, as quietly as between us. Those past, never happened.
Then he reached out and gently stroked my cheek.
I opened my mouth, but my throat was too dry for too long, and I could barely say a few words: "What happened to me?"
"You have a fever again, the doctor said that your body is very weak and you need to rest well."
"……Oh."
"I have told you to go on, and you're going to heal yourself in the house and don't go anywhere."
After that, he patted my face and got up to leave. I asked subconsciously: "Where are you going?"
He looked back at me: "I went out to do business."
"Are you going, go after them?" Or go—find someone?
"No." He frowned, and said patiently: "Just let them go and you can't track them down right away, otherwise what you did before will be in vain. I want to take people to look around the people."
"Oh……"
I forgot that he still had this purpose this time. Although the original plan was disturbed by Liu Yi's death before, some things still had to be done. It's just-he really so relieved and just let Mo Tieyi do them?
Although I was uneasy in my heart, I could n’t just ask it like this. I thought for a moment and said softly, "You need to be careful." In the end, the South is still unsettled. Even if Mo Tieyi will accept this feeling, it is difficult to guarantee that it will be unreasonable. No one is sure how things will go.
I'm afraid he's in trouble, and those people will act rashly. If something happens to the emperor here, it's not simply a matter of catching a few assassins and killing his head. The heavens will really be a mess.
Hearing a little smile on his face when he heard me, turned back and walked back, looked at me for a while, leaned down and kissed the corner of my mouth.
I froze and looked at him with wide eyes.
It ’s not that there is no such intimacy. After all, he and I used to be husband and wife, and have been intimate things, but this faint kiss seems to be the first time. His lips are hot, and a gentle breath blows on his face. It feels crispy. My face turned red all of a sudden.
Looking at my blush, the smile in his eyes was even worse, and when I turned my head to avoid his eyes, he stood up and prepared to leave.
Just turned around, but stopped.
I only saw his back, and I did n’t know what happened. I felt like he saw something, but he blocked my sight. I tried my best to support my body and slowly sit up to see him. In front of the door, the sunlight came in, and a familiar figure stood stiffly.
Pei Yuanfeng.
His face was still a little red, and he was panting, as if he had just run from a great distance, but his face turned white and pale at this moment.
The room suddenly fell into an unspeakable silence.
After a long time, it was Pei Yuanzhang who took a step first and slowly walked to the door: "Come back?"
"……Ok."
This simple "um" word seems to have exhausted all his strength, so weak, I leaned softly on the bedside, watching Pei Yuanfeng slowly lowering his eyelids, and there was water in his eyes. Flow, almost gushing out.
"A lot of things have happened since you walked for the past two days." Pei Yuanzhang glanced at him and said, "Look at her first. When you are finished, go to Qingshui Can to find a reply, and take them over to see the spring flood preparation . "
"Yes."
After speaking, Pei Yuanzhang looked back at me again, then turned around and went out.
I sat at the bedside, Pei Yuanfeng stood at the door, and the two of them looked at each other silently.
Only I know how weak my heartbeat is, almost the same as his breathing now.
It took a long time before he came over slowly. The childishness that belonged to the young man seemed to disappear from his face instantly. The tall figure stood by the bed, covering all the sunlight, and I lifted it. At first, he could only see his eyes under the shadow, as if he was swallowed up by the shadow, without any light at all.
"Are you ... hurt again?"
"Ok."
"Does it hurt?"
"Ok."
"For him?"
"..." This time, I couldn't speak any more and just buried my head deeply.
I dare not look at him, as if I did not dare to see my painful insistence in the past, everything was defeated by the man, and even his previous efforts were defeated by me.
He still looked at me, and after a while slowly crouched down and raised his head, "You have decided to return to him, aren't you?"
No matter how you bury your head, you have to face his eyes, and I find that I have nowhere to run.
I can only look at him like this, look at him through the streamers in his eyes, and there is something flowing in his eyes, but he has been deadlocked because of his teeth.
"Green baby," he looked at me, and said softly, "will he treat you well?"
"..."
I do not know.
I used to be tortured to death by him. Even after I had a miscarriage, I could be thrown to the cold palace without a glance; every time I agreed to compromise and promised to stay with him, he It will become tender again, not as tender as it is true.
His love and hate are the most extreme, which can make life and death.
Even so, should I stay with him?
Feeling that I was also shaking, Pei Yuanfeng gently stretched out his hand and gently held my hand. There was also a wound on the back of the fair hand, which looked a little shocking. He held my hand for a long time and finally sigh With a sigh of relief, he looked up at me: "You baby, you know, I never wanted to force you."
"..."
"Even if I really want you to leave and come to me."
"..."
"But I hope you can do well."
"..."
"You don't want to see the second time like you were in the cold palace."