Chapter 369: Love is a dilemma no one can solve

"Lizhu, when did you start and no longer love me?"
When this sentence was asked, even his usual cold and perfect face had a crack, as if it would be broken in the next moment.
His voice is not heavy, and even has a deliberate softness, but I know better than anyone. This is a sentence that he has never tried to force out. Although it is as light as the wind, there is a mok The sorrow of the name, in this query, rippled.
Even the river water became unsettled.
Nangong Lizhu sat kneeling in front of him, tears raging on her face, she was always indifferent, graceful, high above her, but at this moment she was at a loss as if she had never been before, and her body was shaking like a storm After a long time, he slowly raised his head and looked at Pei Yuanzhang.
Tears linger in those autumn-like eyes, and their pitiful looks are enough to break anyone's heart.
It took a long time before she said, "You know what?"
"..." Pei Yuanzhang defaulted.
"When did you know?"
"If someone loves me, I don't necessarily know immediately; but if one no longer loves me, there is no way to hide it." Pei Yuanzhang looked at her, saying, "I just want to know, When did it begin. "
After listening to his words, Nangong Lizhu smiled.
The smile that floated on the pear-faced rainy face was hidden by the faint mist, and she was fascinated and charmed. Even at this time, she was still beautiful enough to upset sentient beings, but in the final analysis, she was just a woman trapped in love. .
"From the day I married him."
Pei Yuanzhang's body froze suddenly.
I also froze and looked at them both silly.
Since she married Pei Yuanxiu, she has fallen in love with Pei Yuanxiu ...? And that day, that day, it was a day that changed my destiny ...
"From the day you married him?"
Pei Yuanxi shook his head subconsciously, repeating this sentence mutteringly, as if he couldn't believe it: "Why? Why?"
If you really love each other, if you have ever been in love, how could it be changed because of a marriage, between Nangong Lizhu and him, I know, I do n’t know, but they all have feelings, let him and her I used to be happy and painful, but why is it today?
Nangong Lizhu smiled suddenly, tears rolled like a string of broken pearls, rolled down from the corner of her eyes, she fell to the ground, looked up blankly at the sky, "I have always felt that he was an unreal person. In the big age, no one can see his heart clearly, and no one knows what he is thinking; you are more real to me than he is, you know that you care for me and know how to care for me, I ca n’t possibly not love you, I I have been loving you. "
The more she said, the harder the tears fell, and the pale little face was soaked with tears.
Pei Yuanzhang listened in silence and said nothing, but the pain in his eyes seemed to be getting deeper and deeper.
"Until you and I need to make a choice," Nangong Lizhu looked at him and said suddenly: "I thought you would give up your position for me, I thought you would surrender to my aunt for me and be in her camp. People, but I ca n’t think of anything, but what you said to me, no one can stop you-even me! "
"Since then, I know that you don't love me that much. Your favorite thing is yourself!"
Pei Yuanzhang still listened silently, without interrupting her, and he could not refute her complaint.
He does love himself and his power, but in the final analysis, this is not wrong. Everyone should love himself, should not lose himself in a relationship, and should not give up the goals and ideals of life for mere love.
He wasn't wrong, Nangong Lizhu wasn't wrong, it was only fate.
Destiny made them fall in love, but they were destined to stand on opposite sides as soon as they were born, so this relationship is doomed to become a trance.
"And he—" Nangong Lizhu said, "When I married him, I had already died, because I always thought he was also a man without feelings. I thought he was as ruthless as you. But On the night we got married, he was so drunk and unconscious. When he was drunk, he kept calling a strange name, always calling, always calling, he said he wanted to give That man's complete happiness, but there is no way to give. "
"I knew from that time that he was real, he was more real than anyone else."
After she said this, she turned her head to look at me, her eyes were hazy, but she was always smiling, laughing so hard, but so desolately.
"You know, how envious I am, how jealous I am!"
Following her eyes, Pei Yuanzhang also looked at me, and at this time, I could only stand in front of her calmly, could not say anything, and could not do anything.
Pei Yuanxiu ... Pei Yuanxiu ...
That man, like a fairy, once told me that a man who wanted to give me happiness, I never knew when his relationship was born, and I never knew why his relationship was so deep, but now, I and him , Still standing on opposite sides.
Is this fate?
Nangong Lizhu slowly stood up from the ground, stumbled and held the mast and looked forward, and laughed suddenly: "Since then, I hope he loves me, I try to be his good wife, and I do anything for him Thing, I just hope he pours those feelings on me. "
Then, she looked back at me: "So, I don't want you to die."
"..."
"Before he falls in love with me, I won't let you die until I replace you!"
"..."
"I want to be clear, clear, complete, and get his heart!"
When she said this, Pei Yuanzhang's face was so pale that she kept looking at Nangong Lizhu, listening to her words, and then smiling.
This laugh, indescribable self-deprecating, inexpressible sorrow.
At this moment, several soldiers with swords ran over, kneeled down five steps away from him, and said, "Emperor Qiuzheng, Sheng Jing's ship has found us, and is now preparing to return!"
His confused eyes woke up at this moment, bursting out sharp light, suddenly stood up and looked up. The big ship in the dense fog had indeed stopped, apparently he had found something wrong.
Nangong Lizhu also opened her eyes suddenly, staring at the other side.
"Long live, is it OK now--"
Before they finished speaking, Pei Yuanzhang slowly raised her hand and made a gesture: coldly: "Go!"
The soldiers commanded and immediately said, "Follow the rules!"
As soon as the words came down, they immediately walked to both sides of the deck, yanked out a few colored flags, and waved towards both sides. The action was very rhythmic, and at a glance they knew it was a banner!
They are--
Just when I was puzzled, a huge shadow suddenly appeared in the water fog in the valleys on both sides, and hurried towards the center of the canyon, echoing with a huge whistling sound, as if rushing through the valley. Pentium, as if there were really two tigers roaring down!
A closer look turned out to be two teams of warships!
Zhou Shanshui!
Yes, Zhoushan Marine Division, if Pei Yuanzhang knew from the beginning that Nangong Lizhu appeared as a trick, then everything else was fake, hunting down assassins, launching a water battle, and annihilating the enemy, everything All are fake, only one is true.
It is he who really dispatched the Zhoushan Scenician, for this moment of Tiger Leaping Gorge!
no no--!
I shook my head, the fear in my heart devoured me like a tiger, and at this moment I seemed to be back to the night of the Forbidden City chaos, forcing the palace to rob, and the killings he caused were all blood, red, The ground was red, and my eyes were red.
If this blood was flowing from Pei Yuanxiu--
"Emperor," I looked up subconsciously, walked over and grabbed his sleeve, and knelt in front of him: "Don't-don't-!"
He glanced back at me, the sharp look at this moment revealing fierce sternness, and flung his sleeves!
As soon as he waved his sleeves, the soldiers on both sides immediately took orders and danced a slogan towards the Zhoushan battleship. The bright red flag drawn a cruel arc in the air, like blood stains!
"Do not--!"
The shouting cry of Nangong Lizhu was rippling across the river. This shout seemed to shatter the sky, and even the fog cracked for her. The Zhoushan battleship made a loud noise, and a fiery spark broke through the fog. Shot straight at the big ship.
boom--!
Thousands of flames bloomed on the big ship, followed by a huge roar and the sound of explosions. The firepower of the Hongyi cannon was enough to destroy the canyon. The big ship was quickly smashed into pieces. The man screamed and screamed before his death, the wood chips splashed, and the smoke billowed, filling the whole valley.
"No! No! Yuan Xiu-!"
Nangong Lizhu shouted desperately like crazy, and even had to jump down. Pei Yuanzhang's eyes were already bloodshot, but she grabbed her and pulled her back to her own arms. The show clings to me desperately and doesn't let me rush forward. I struggle, but I still can't take another step.
Finally, watching the big ship screamed last, and then under the attack of artillery, it finally scattered into powder, slowly sinking in front of the eyes.
Looking at the scene in front of me, I was stunned, and the blood in my body was frozen into ice at this moment.
The big ship was destroyed, then Pei Yuanxiu--
"Yuan Xiu!"
Nangong Lizhu was tightly confined in his arms by Pei Yuanzhang. Suddenly his eyes were red and he pulled a dagger out of his arms. He was going to pierce his chest fiercely.
Pei Yuanzhang didn't even hide, just held her so stiffly and looked at her.
The tip of the knife had pierced his chest, but at the moment he pierced, he stopped, and Nangong Lizhu looked at him tremblingly.
Everyone did not expect that she would have a murder weapon on her body, and no one could have imagined that she would suddenly attack Pei Yuanzhang. At this moment, all of them were stunned, and only half of the crowd exclaimed: " The emperor be careful! "
"Protect the emperor!"
With a wave of Pei Yuanzhang's hand, everyone stopped coming.
He still looked down at Nangong Lizhu, the pain in those eyes was enough to shatter everything.
"You really want to kill me?"