Chapter 379: life experience

what? !! When I heard the word pregnant, I was shocked.
I couldn't say a word. There was a buzzing sound in my head and ears, as if the whole person had been struck by a thunder, and nothing felt.
I'm pregnant? !!
I'm pregnant? !!
Realizing this, I felt a whirlwind, everything was confusing, and only one sentence echoed in my mind—I am pregnant? I'm pregnant!
Why am I pregnant? !!
More than three months of pregnancy, that is-that time, that time in Yangzhou.
Suddenly, I just felt cold.
Obviously, Liu San'er was surprised, and he was all stupid. Open your eyes and look at the doctor, half a while, eating and saying: "Body ... pregnant?"
"Yeah." The old man pinched his gray beard and sighed, "She seems to have suffered some serious illness, isn't she? Hey, this child hasn't gone away yet, you can only say that your ancestor's grave Feng Shui is good, otherwise-- "
I did n’t say the rest of the words, because looking at me and Liu Saner's faces were not right, my face was pale and scarlet at all, they couldn't hear anything, and the whole person seemed to be taken away from the soul. Sit there.
I'm pregnant!
I broke the man's flesh?
After I left the man, I was pregnant with his flesh again? !!
what……
At this moment, I even laughed.
There is no way to not laugh, it is so funny.
God just made this joke for me.
After I used death to end my relationship with him, after experiencing so much pain and escaping from his side, I suddenly told me that there was still a life in my body, which was born out of him and him together. life.
Haha, hahahaha ...
The people in the hospital all looked at a pale woman with amazement, sitting weakly in a chair, but they kept smiling, almost out of breath, with tears in their eyes.
Liu San'er always stood by my side and looked at me silently. He didn't say a word. He just asked the doctor to buy a pair of birth control pills, and then he helped me out slowly.
Neither of them spoke again along the way, and his silence was so obvious that he was breathing. He carefully helped me back to home, helped me to sit on the bed, stood by the bed and looked at me for a while, then said, " I'll give you the decoction. "
"..."
"take a good rest."
"..." I lowered my head without saying a word, only watching his shadow slowly grow and disappear on the ground, then his eyes slowly moved to his lower abdomen.
Since the miscarriage, my monthly affairs have been very chaotic. In addition, this time I was thrown into jail in Yangzhou, my body has reached the verge of dying. It is already a miracle to keep this life. I have n’t been involved in the monthly affairs Not surprisingly, I just thought that raising for a while might be able to recover slowly, but I never thought ...
The trembling hands touched the flat belly and could barely feel it, there would be a life there.
But why, I was pregnant with his child again?
I have clearly left, and made the final end of the protracted entanglement between me and him with my life; I am no longer Yue Qingying, and I do n’t want to have any relationship with everything, but why, let me be pregnant His child?
I leaned against the bed weakly, and let the helpless tears slip from my eyes.
After knowing that I was pregnant, Liu Saner has been very silent. She seems to be afraid of touching anything and does n’t talk much. It is delivered to me when the medicine is cooked, and it is also delivered to me after cooking. It doesn't let me take one more step and do more. He guarded me so carefully, but he didn't dare to speak easily.
When it was time for dinner, I drank the fermented pill that he boiled. The bitter taste made me a little sick. He took the bowl and said softly, "You take a break before you eat. I have prepared dinner and heat it in the pot."
I looked up at him: "Are you going out?"
"Ok."
"where to?"
"I ... I want to go down the river to try my luck."
"Isn't there a fishing ban?"
"I heard that it's about to be solved, and I just went to the nearby ditch to look at it." He said, looking at my pale face again: "You need to make up for yourself now."
As soon as I heard him, my eyes were a little hot and I could only lower my eyes.
After a long while, I choked, "You don't treat me so well."
"..."
"Me, it's not worth it."
He hesitated for a moment, then became silent.
The room was quiet, I couldn't even hear my breath, but I seemed to hear tears flowing in my heart. He looked at me quietly for a long time, and finally spoke, his voice was low, and a little husky: "You, don't be sad . "
"..."
I thought he would comfort me, but he was silent for a while, and finally didn't say much, but said dryly: "It's important to take a good rest."
I opened my eyes wide and looked at his dark eyes, dangling slightly, and covered his eyelashes densely. There was a kind of sadness or helpless sadness. The dim candlelight swayed, and the long eye shadows cast a long shadow on his face. I watched the shadow tremble. It seemed that he was going to look up at me, but he still didn't, just turned around and went out.
Sitting on the bed, I was so tired, obviously so tired, but I couldn't rest at ease, I just kept looking at my flat belly. At this moment, the weak voice of Aunt Liu came from the back room and gently called me: "Light girl ...?"
As soon as I heard it, I hurried to get in, and saw Aunt Liu lying on the bedside, looking at me.
"Aunt Liu, are you okay?" I walked over and helped her quilt. Her body was not good, and she was covered with a quilt on a hot day. I touched her forehead and it was okay.
"You told me something?"
"It's nothing, I haven't heard you for a long time. Aunt wants to talk to you."
"Okay, you say."
As I said, I helped her to sit up and put a pillow on the back to make her comfortable. Aunt Liu looked at my pale face lovingly and said with a smile, "Have you ever taken any medicine?"
I froze for a moment, and my face turned paler.
Liu Saner, did you tell her?
"You can rest assured that the three sons didn't say anything. I asked him not to say it." She said gently, "But my aunt is also here. The taste of this medicine was disgusting at first. How could I not know what medicine was? "
She said, looking at me again, like a slight sigh, saying: "Actually, you don't even care. When Saner brought you back for the first time, I knew it. A woman with a body The wounded jumped into the river, and when he woke up, he refused to say anything, what else could it be? "
I sat by the bed, my body shaking slightly.
"A woman's life is born to be bitter. When you have money, you may not put it in your heart. When you encounter a person who knows pain and heat, you also have a hard time. It depends on how you choose." She said, but like I remembered something, a sweet smile appeared on the wrinkled face: "My mouth is nothing, only fishing, I never hate fish, but I still follow him for a lifetime Fishy, ​​no way, who let him marry him? "
I choked, "Aunt ..."
She stretched out her hand that looked like an old bark, and patted the back of my hand gently, saying, "In these years, the girls in the village have not handed Gengtie to San Er's hands, even Ru --- — Hey, I should n’t say it either, that girl is also a good girl, just like you, capable and docile. But San Er has been dragging, not even a word. I did n’t know why at first, but he kept going. Hongye Temple would like to work, aunt knows. "
"……"I froze for a moment.
"He said that when he was in Yangzhou City, he met the girl he liked, but the girl was gone. When he left Yangzhou, he went to Hongye Temple to seek marriage, and the abbot of Hongye Temple told him that he returned to the girl There is no fate, always meet ... "
I suddenly understood what came over, and suddenly opened my eyes in amazement.
Liu Saner, he--
Aunt Liu gently shook my hand and said, "Child, San Er, he is a good child, kind-hearted, hard-working, and knows how to hurt others. If you marry him, other aunts dare not say, but he Make sure you don't let you suffer a bit, and you shed a tear. "
As soon as she had finished speaking, my tears burst out.
The hot tears were like flames, flowing down from my cheeks, and I was constantly trembling with hotness, and the tears were like clear marks of every wound in the past.
When she saw me crying, Aunt Liu seemed to be anxious, too busy to get up and wipe me, but she was so weak that she could only lie there, and asked eagerly, "Child, what's the matter with you, boy? You don't Are you willing? Tell your aunt if you don't want it, and the aunt won't force you. Just say this to the aunt. "
"..." I was so speechless that I shook my head.
"You-are you worried about the child?" She immediately thought of something, looking at my belly, and said, "Don't worry, as long as this child is yours, he will be distressed by all three children. Not every man is so. Be careful. "
Then, she squeezed my hand and said quietly, "I and my family, to San Er, isn't it the same as the one born?"
I froze, raised my head in amazement, and looked at Aunt Liu with dim eyes: "What did you say?"
She also smiled bitterly, with a sad expression on her face, and said, "Three sons, we are not our own."
"What?" I was taken aback. Liu Saner wasn't born to them? But she didn't just say that she was disgusted by drinking the birth control pills, why--
Aunt Liu sighed and said, "I was pregnant at the beginning, but I was weak, and the child ran away without being saved. I didn't want to have it since then."
"..."
"Later, there was a scholar named Liu who wanted to go to Beijing to take the test and happened to borrow my house. He dragged his daughter and daughter and couldn't live with it, so he entrusted the youngest child to us."
"..."
"We are all surnamed Liu, which is our family, because Saner ranks the third in his family, so we have always called him Saner, and did not give him a big name."
There was a sudden buzz in my head.