Chapter 406: Are you worthy of me?

In fact, before I went to Yangzhou, I already felt that Aunt Liu's body was at its limit, but I still explained to Aunt Zhao that they drew a sigh of relief from the daily ginseng soup and finally let her get back to Liu San'er. Anyway, I don't want them to be the mother and son who are more close to their mother and son in the end, they will leave regret.
This day, I actually expected it too. After too many clutches of life and death, I already looked very pale.
just……
When I felt that her breathing was faint and her body temperature disappeared little by little, my tears still dripped like a broken bead, and my daughter seemed to feel something, lying The arms were crying softly, and the weak and weak hands were holding in the air, seemingly trying to catch something.
But after all, can't keep it.
Aunt Liu, a loving old man, gave me the long-lost, and even dare not imagine, mother's love, at the end of life, she would give up herself for others, and eventually become a loess of loess.
I knelt on the ground, bowed my head deeply toward her tombstone, tears dripped down her cheeks, and landed on the child's face, and she looked at me with my dark eyes open.
I slowly got to my feet, but the whole person had collapsed and was about to be emptied after giving birth. Qian Wu, who was next to me, hurried to help me up.
"I didn't say that, let you rest for a few days and come to see it again?"
A familiar, low voice sounded behind me. I slowly turned my head back to meet those tired and charming eyes. It was only a while since I saw him. He seemed to have lost a lot of weight. Thick winter clothes can still see the thin waistline, as if it would be blown away by the wind at any time.
As soon as I saw him, he ignored everything, and said in a hurry, "Huang Ye, he—"
"No news yet."
"..."
Hope filled with hope, these words that have been heard in the past few days suddenly poured cold water on the head. It suddenly went out, and I slowly lowered my head, and my face became paler.
Already, for several days.
From the day I arrived at Huang Tianba's house, I held on to the last point and begged him to help me find Liu San'er. Until today, there is still no news. My mood is anxious every day, as if burning on a fire.
Huang Tianba looked at my pale face and said, "However, he was not caught by those people, and the government officials returned empty-handed."
As soon as I heard it, I became more energetic and hurriedly said, "Really?"
"Well, the people I sent out have already inquired. Those people came to your house, searched them back and forth, and called people in the village to ask. They were originally chased along the water and mountain roads. , But they didn't do it, they went back a day later. "
My heart suddenly let go.
As long as Liu San'er was not caught by Yang Ji's people!
But-if he hadn't been caught, where did he go? It's been several days. He should also know that those people have gone back. If so, he should come to see me and his mother. Why is there so far no news? Even Huang Tianba cannot find him. .
Huang Tianba came to me and looked down at me, frowning slightly as if trying to blame me, but he couldn't bear to speak, and he stopped talking for a long time, finally saying: "Why not tell me early? "
"..."
"Are you afraid of involving me?"
"..."
"Even if I can't show up in Yangzhou City now, but Yang Ji, I'm not afraid to see him."
"..." I said gently: "I'm not worried about this."
He frowned slightly. "What are you worried about?"
"..."
He suddenly remembered something and said, "Are you worried about that night, that student?"
When I heard those students from Xishan College, my mood became more complicated, and his mind seemed a bit heavy. After looking at me for a long time, he finally said nothing, and asked Qianwu to go back with me. When he was on the road, he Suddenly said: "Yang Ji is dead."
"what?!"
I was taken aback and looked up at him suddenly-"Yang Ji, dead ?!"
"Although the state capital has been concealing some news, he was assassinated."
He didn't return, and couldn't see any expression on his face at this time, his voice was still faint, with a trace of low voice: "It should be, they moved their hands."
Yao Lao ...
They assassinated officials in Yangzhou and never spared any effort. Liu Shizhou and Liu Yi had died tragically before, and this Yang Ji did so many damaging things in Yangzhou, sooner or later, but-a little later.
Huang Tianba said slowly: "For a long time before, they have been very calm in Yangzhou, but now they suddenly assassinated Yang Ji, do you know what it means?"
Of course, I also understand in my heart.
Pei Yuanzhang's southward move last year was a sea-shaking change for Yangzhou. Although the court did not completely regain this group of people, the temporary reconciliation gave him the opportunity to show his strength in Yangzhou, so only the next Tax reduction and exemption, opening of Enke and so on, but did not expect that in the end all these things have changed, and his previous efforts have been brought to naught.
Yao Lao assassinated Yang Ji at this time was undoubtedly another warning and confrontation to the court, the emperor.
"Is your new order given?"
"Maybe it was Zongmen's order that came to Yangzhou, maybe it was--" Huang Tian paused, his eyes flashed: "The people in Zongmen, came to Yangzhou."
My breath suddenly choked.
"Some of the things that Yao Lao had done in Yangzhou in the past violated Zongmen's orders, including letting me leave, as well as temporarily making peace with the court. But now that things have reached this point, they found me again. I am afraid Zongmen will send him. Come to Yangzhou, if so-- "
He paused, a flash of anxiety flashed in his eyes: "I'm just afraid of things, and I'll be in trouble again."
If the people in Zongmen came to Yangzhou, if those people came to Yangzhou ...
There was a mess in my heart, and I just felt extremely confused, but a thin, tender voice came from my ear: "Oh ---"
Looking down, it was my daughter. Wu-yo's eyes narrowed at me, and the small face was full of ignorant expressions, as if I didn't understand why people have so many troubles, like a coquettish dig into my arms. After a moment, the little red face was buried in my arms, pursing his mouth and making a whirring sound.
Looking at her, my heart was soft.
I already have my own child and my own husband. Everything in the past should be gone.
No matter the people in Zongmen, or who came to Yangzhou, it is impossible to change all this. What I have to do now is to find Liu San'er earlier and leave here.
When I looked up, Huang Tianba came to me and looked down.
My daughter also seemed to feel something. She turned her head veiled and looked at Huang Tianba with black eyes. The two looked at each other like this. After a while, her little mouth suddenly grinned, as if smiling. With a smile, the red little hand reached for him, grabbing and grabbing.
"She laughed!" Huang Tianba was slightly surprised, a smile appeared on her face: "She was smiling at me."
I said, "She likes you."
"Can I hug her?"
"Ok."
I nodded, carefully handed the child over, Huang Tianba carefully reached out to take it over, and gently held it in my arms, even holding my breath, as if I was worried that I would use a little harder, I would take this weak Life hurts the same.
His daughter was hugged by him, and those black eyes did not leave him. At this time, he looked up at his head and opened his mouth.
Suddenly, there was a loud "giggle".
"She's really laughing!" Huang Tianba laughed happily, hugged her gently and coaxed, and made a "suckling" sound in her mouth to tease her. Her daughter seemed to be happier, and her little hand grabbed at him. Scratching, as if trying to catch his voice.
As I watched this scene, the original upset mood eased a little.
Huang Tianba was originally beautiful and unmatched, but rarely smiled tenderly. At this time, his eyes narrowed, and a sparkling water shone through his face. The whole face was as soft as a dream, so gentle and smiling There was a movement in my heart.
He has been married for several years.
I have n’t had a child. I have n’t asked why, but I do n’t have to ask anymore now, just watching him look happily holding the child, just sighing.
We went back to his home like this. As soon as we entered the gate, we saw Mu Hua standing in the middle of the garden, looking at us both indifferently.
Huang Tianba originally teased the child with his head down. When he looked up to see her, the smile on his face faded slightly.
As soon as Mu Hua saw us two, her face suddenly condensed, but when she saw Qian Wu coming behind, she eased up a little and came over and said, "Where have you been?"
Qian Wu said, "I'll accompany her to see Aunt Liu's tomb."
Mu Hua glanced at me and looked at Huang Tianba, for some reason, when she saw Huang Tianba holding my child, her eyes flashed a bit of dissatisfaction, Huang Tianba didn't say anything, Looking down and carefully returning the child to me.
Mu Hua snorted coldly and turned back to the room with a flick of his sleeves.
The three of us were standing in the garden, but it was Qian Wu, and didn't say anything. We turned around and left first. Huang Tianba turned his head and said to me, "Go back to the house and rest. My news has been released. As long as With the news of Liu San'er, it will come back immediately, don't worry too much. "
I nodded, and he turned and walked towards Jingshe.
I also had to turn around and go to the room where I was staying temporarily, but before I walked in, Huang Tianba had already entered the house, and the door had not been closed, I heard Mu Hua's voice said coldly: "I haven't come home for two days As soon as you get home, you'll see her first. You really care about her. "
Huang Tianba seemed to be silent for a moment before she said, "She has been waiting for the news of Liu San'er, she can't sleep if she can't swallow, I have news, and of course I need to tell her to reassure her."
"She's waiting for news from her husband, am I not waiting for my husband to come back ?!"
"... Mu Hua, I'm just going out to do business, but Liu San'er was chased by the government this time. Things are complicated. You should understand the importance."
"I do not understand!"
Mu Hua shouted loudly, the voice was already crying, saying: "I only see you turning around her every day, everything is done for her, but me, what have you done for me?"
"..."
"Huang Tianba, how much have I paid for you over the years? Who protected you when Zongmen embarrassed you? You said you were tired of those things and wanted to live in seclusion, who gave up everything to accompany you? You treat me so now Are you worthy to me? "