Chapter 407: "Guike" in Yangzhou

The noise was all night again.
Throughout the night, I could hear the quarrels from Jingshe, the broken sound of things falling to the ground, and the crying of Mu Hua, these sounds disturbed the already restless night. Calm, the child kept crying, and I could only hold her and coax.
Just a few days of work, I seem to have been for several years-the years that Huang Tianba has gone through.
Several times, Mu Hua's words even felt a little too much and unbearable, but Huang Tianba did not go away as usual, or used heavy words to scare her, but for a long time After her silence, she slowly and patiently explained to her.
I don't know why, although I haven't seen the thin and lonely silhouette of that month, my heart became more and more disturbed.
This kind of Huang Tianba makes me feel like a ghost in purgatory, bit by bit, being devoured by the sea of ​​fire, and he can't even call for help.
It wasn't until early in the morning that the voice over Jingshe slowly subsided.
This night, maybe no one in the garden could sleep well. When the morning light was slightly exposed, the voices of servants were walking around.
I also got up early, finished washing, and went out with my child in my arms. The garden was still covered with a faint mist, and the morning dew was condensed on a branch, and the bright clothes on the human body were reflected against Zhaohui. Brilliant colors.
As soon as I went out, I saw the door of Jingshe also opened, and a thin figure slowly walked out and covered the door gently.
It's Huang Tianba.
The servant on the side had already walked over, and whispered if he wanted to have breakfast, he looked inside and whispered, "Send it later, and let the lady sleep a little longer."
"Yes."
The servant woman promised to go down, and he was still standing at the door. The eyes of all kinds were full of tiredness. He looked at the door gently closed by Jingshe. After a while, there was no sigh or anything. Expression, indifferent turned and went out.
Just as he turned around, a clear voice sounded in the garden: "Ah!"
He stopped suddenly and looked over at me.
I also lowered my head and looked at the daughter in my arms. My face was flushed, and I was covered with a layer of water film by the morning mist. My bright eyes looked at Huang Tianba. Min squirmed, as if eager to catch something.
Huang Tianba's indifferent face suddenly smiled and came over slowly.
"Get up so early?"
"Ok."
He looked down at the child. Although his face was heavy with tiredness, when the smile appeared, the whole face was soft as if to melt in the mist. Only the streamers of those eyes were smart and clear, like a wave of jumping light. general. He stretched out a finger and touched the child's face lightly, and the child gave out a loud "snoring" again, and the little face smiled as if blooming.
"Oh, she's so cute!"
He said happily, and touched the little mouth of the child again gently. The little mouth of the beeping water suddenly nodded and made a snoring sound to him, Huang Tianba smiled suddenly: "Haha , This child— "
I also smiled: "It's rare that she cried all night, and she smiled happily when she saw you."
Huang Tianba teased her for a while, the smile on her face slowly faded, as if remembering something, and murmured halfway: "If I can--"
I heard it for a moment, raised my head and looked at him, but he didn't say anything anymore, a lonely expression on his face, in such a deep winter morning, with those silhouettes I saw in the middle of the night at night Similarly, there is an indescribable sense of loneliness.
He was silent, but the child seemed unwilling to be lonely. He yelled at him, and he returned to God, smiled at the child, and said, "Yeah, you don't seem to have named the child yet. "
"Ok."
"Why not take it?"
I said, "I'm waiting for San Er to come back and give her a name."
Huang Tianba froze. I hugged the child and stuck her soft face with her slightly cold cheeks, and said, "San Er said while he was in prison, he gave the child a name when he was sad. I have been thinking about it a lot because of this. I have to wait for him to pick up the child ’s name. "
Huang Tianba looked at me quietly, and seemed to have some emotions. When he wanted to say something, he heard a knock on the door.
He and I both looked around in confusion-who would come this early in the morning?
The servants were still busy below, Huang Tianba walked over by himself and heard the sound of the door opening far away. When I looked at it with a probe, I saw Huang Tianba standing at the door. He couldn't say a word for a long time, just stood so dumb.
I went over subconsciously: "Wang Huang, who is it?"
He stood at the door, slowly turning his head back, a faint faint smile on his face, looking at me: "Green baby."
"what?"
"Your daughter, has a name."
"..."
My steps stiffened subconsciously, I raised my head, and saw Huang Tianba slowly leaning over to reveal the figure of the person standing outside the door.
The familiar figure, upright and strong, was distressed because of excessive weight loss, dangling in the mist, as if in a dream, when I looked up at him, I almost thought I was dreaming.
These days, only in dreams can I see those eyes as clear as ever.
"Liu ... Saner ..."
"Lightness!"
That familiar and upright face was also full of ecstatic smiles. When I saw me, my eyes were bright, and I ran in from the door all the way, and ran all the way to me: "Light!"
"Three children ..."
The fog in front of me was getting heavier and more blurred. He had clearly come in front of me, but I couldn't see it any more, I just felt the eyes burn, but my chest seemed to swell almost because of the surprise. I want to explode it-is it a dream or awake, why can't I tell?
If this is a dream ...
God, please don't wake me up!
The next moment, I was held in my arms by a pair of powerful arms.
.
This time, when it came to Aunt Liu's grave, it was no longer me and my daughter.
When Liu San'er saw the tall tombstone, the whole person seemed to be drained of his soul. He shivered so much that he could only be held by one hand and walked slowly to the tomb.
Tears, like a broken bead, dripped from the eye sockets, and soon wept the dark face.
I knew he wanted to cry, and he wanted to cry bitterly, but he opened his mouth, but all his voice was released, and his throat was just struggling, as if something was torn.
Tears, in fact, have been vented, and only in the most painful and painful time can talents not cry.
I know that his pain has reached its extreme.
"Three children ..."
I walked to him, and as soon as I spoke, he already knelt down and threw a on the ground, three, six, nine, but it was not enough. The banging sound made my heart tremble. After a while his forehead had been pierced, and blood was flowing out to soak the ground.
Distressed, I hurried over, kneeling beside him, and stopped him with one hand: "Saner ..."
"..."
"Don't do this!"
"..."
He couldn't say a word. He was stubborn and had to scratch his head, but was tightly hugged by me. He couldn't hold it anymore, but he was so trembling so much, like a child who just woke up from a nightmare and opened In the eyes, I found that I had been in a nightmare and never escaped.
He opened his mouth, and the sound of a rattling in his throat made him feel pain in his heart just when he heard it, but he couldn't cry, he just struggled forward, and saw everything in his red eyes. No, there are only a few words on the tombstone.
"Saner ... Don't do this! Don't do this!"
I hugged him, tears dripping hot: "Mother will not blame you, she never will, she just wants you, as long as you are good, San'er, don't let mother watch like this, okay? "
"..." He still couldn't speak, but slowly shook his head, his teeth were rattling, and tears burst out like a dyke. After losing his last strength, he shouted: "mother--!"
I hugged him firmly in my arms. Despite my weakness, I hugged him tightly with all my strength, for fear that if I missed, he would fall, and even more afraid that if I let go, I would lose him. And the man in my arms, which was usually my dependence, carried so many burdens on my wide shoulders, but at this moment curled up in my arms completely helplessly. After a long silence, I finally lifted it slowly. He raised his hands and hugged my waist.
I could feel that every time he trembled, he held me even tighter.
Feeling his tears soaked his shirt and slowly penetrated the skin, bringing a cool touch.
I trembled a little, and before he did anything, he was held tighter. I lowered my head, but I couldn't see his eyes, only to see his wet eyelashes trembled lightly. I don't know how long, ears. His mute voice sounded--
"Lightness ..."
"Ok?"
"do not leave me."
"..."
"do not leave me."
"……Will not."
I hugged him in my arms even harder and hugged him even harder. When I was afraid of losing him, he seemed to be scared and didn't want to lose anyone, especially me.
.
God, it's so gloomy like a person's heart.
After Liu San'er came back from Aunt Liu's tomb, he has been so heavy, the whole person's spirit seems to have collapsed.
In fact, for Aunt Liu's body, he may not have that preparation, but no matter what people think and how to prepare, when the truly loved one leaves, all preparations are empty, and the fatal pain will be profound Into one's life.
Huang Tianba, they also knew that at this time, he needed to be quiet, and he didn't even come. There was only me and him, and his daughter in the room. I slowly walked in front of him, looking down at his head, and looked as if he , Squatting gently, looked up at him.
"Three children ..."
"Mother, did you say anything when you left?"
I made a very soft and soft smile and said, "No."
"..."
"She helped me deliver a baby. After seeing her daughter, she left."
"..."
"She was very happy, and always laughed when she left, not hard."
"..."
"In fact, you know her body, don't blame yourself too much."
Liu San'er lowered his head, and his dark face looked more emaciated because of his pale face. He sat there quietly, and after a while, suddenly seemed to react something like: "Daughter ...?"
"Well," I nodded. "I gave birth to a daughter."
"daughter……"
He finally got a little expression on Mu Ran's face, raised his head to look at me, I got up, hugged the child who had been lying on the bed, and hugged him in front of him: "You do n’t mean, you give the child Did you get a lot of names? She has been waiting for you to give her a name. "
Liu San'er looked at the child blankly, and the child seemed to be blank, too. He looked at him lying in the cymbals, and the dark eyes of two people, one large and one small, looked at him like that.
I don't know how long it took, Liu San'er took her lightly and hugged her, while my daughter looked like a ignorant kitten, staring at him with black eyes, suddenly opened her mouth and stretched out Take a small hand and pat on his face: "Ah!"
There was a smile of ripples on Liu Saner's pale face.
As if he had found something interesting, the child became more and more happy, and his little hand kept rubbing his face: "Yeah."
"Oh ..." Liu Saner smiled with joy, raised his head and looked at me, his eyes were red: "I ... she ..."
I said softly, "I've been waiting for your name."
Liu San'er looked at her daughter, and her pale face finally felt a touch of warmth. This child was like bringing hope to life, which made people warm from the bottom of her heart. Liu San'er looked at her with red eyes. She hugged her arms gently, rubbing her little hands with her face.
This scene was so warm that people felt sour.
Because of this, the sadness and boredom in my heart were loosened a little. I helped him clean up a little and asked, "Where have you been these days?"
Liu Saner still held his daughter without letting go, and said, "The other day, I went to the aunt on the river beach and found no one for a long time. I was worried about you and I was afraid she was back, so I went back. On the way, I met people from the government. "
"what?"
As soon as I heard it, I was shocked. Didn't the news from Huang Tianba say that the people in the government did not find him, but returned empty-handed? how--
When Liu San'er met, he hurriedly said, "Don't worry, look at me now, haven't you come back well?"
Yes, yes.
Suddenly I thought I was a little funny, but I was really concerned but chaotic. Seeing him in front of my eyes, I was still upset, so I hurriedly asked, "How did you get away? How could those people let you back?"
Liu San'er said, "Those people naturally refused to let me go. When I saw them, I was shocked and hurried back, but those people rode on the horse and caught me in a while and wanted to arrest me. . "
My heart mentioned my throat, "What then?"
"Then a boy suddenly came along the road and rescued me."
"My son?"
A little stunned in my heart: "What son?"