Chapter 411: Undercurrent · Heart Burning Night

He slowly stood up from the table.
This room is very spacious, but I don't know if it is my illusion. When he stood up, the whole room became smaller, so that he could hardly breathe.
And I stood at the door, watching him step by step towards me.
It ’s like a mountain. When he walked in front of me, all the light was blocked, leaving only his clear outline and half of his face covered with shadows. When he looked down at me, I even I don't know, what kind of expression he used to look at me "revived".
The atmosphere in the room almost choked me.
Then I watched him slowly raise his hand.
I closed my eyes in fear.
Is he going to hit me? Still have to hold my throat? I dare not think about it, but the vivid pain in my memory is resurrected at this moment. I took a step back, but found that I had no way back. There was already a closed door behind me. I almost think I'm in despair.
However, the expected pain and suffocation did not come for a long time.
Instead, I felt for a while on my face-even a gentle touch.
I opened my eyes narrowly, but I met the dark, twinkling eyes that were close at hand. He was almost attached to my body, and the undulating chest was close to my undulating chest. The whole People held me between the door and his chest as if they were covering me, and his hand was resting on my face.
Immediately, I felt like I was bitten by a viper and didn't dare to move.
He looked down at me, his eyes blinking as if something was almost crushing and falling, and I didn't want to look at him like that, and immediately turned away.
But he moved, but he was touched by the other hand.
My hands were slightly closed, as if holding a rare treasure, holding my cheek lightly, the hotter and hotter palms were like the temperature in his eyes, almost burning me.
"let me go!"
"do not move……"
His voice was completely hoarse at this moment.
As if walking through the dry desert, and finally found a clear spring, his rock-steady hand trembled at this moment, and even his eyes were not so sure. Look at me, then look at me, Breathing heavier and hotter temperatures.
Finally, I heard his dumb voice saying, "You are still alive ..."
There was a needle that pierced through his back fiercely, and also pierced into my chest, making my breathing with him disturbed at this moment, and my heart trembling.
Suddenly in pain, I looked up at him.
"you are still alive!"
As if to be sure of this possibility, he repeated again.
I want to say something, but my lips tremble slightly, but I can't say anything. In fact, no matter what I said, it was too late when I saw him. I have nothing to explain, and all the facts are in front of him one by one-
I am still alive.
I married someone.
I gave birth to our daughter.
We ... met again.
It seemed like a play, and finally came to this point. After experiencing life and death, experiencing differences, and experiencing all the entanglements I thought could be ended, they finally met again.
"you are still alive."
"..."
"At that time, you jumped off the boat and looked as light as a bird. Until now, I still don't think you are committing suicide, but that you have become feathered."
The softer his voice, the more afraid I felt, even afraid to continue breathing, almost asphyxiating, as if the fate's hand severely choked his throat, like a desperate Sleepy beast.
It seemed to feel my gaze, with a hint of despair, he suddenly said, "What are you afraid of?"
"..."
"Are you afraid of 朕-will hurt you?"
"..." I didn't speak, just that alert and fearful look when he looked at him said it all.
As if suppressing something, he looked up and took a long breath.
But he held the hands of my face, but it was always light, and even a little strength was not used. When he lowered his head to look at me again, those hands even began to rub my cheek gently, When I touched the earlobe, the numbness brought by it made me shudder.
"I know that at that time, you suffered a lot of grievances, and Yu Quan also said that you have committed suicide several times while in prison."
"..."
"So, I won't blame you."
"..."
"I don't blame you for leaving me."
If I didn't mention the beginning, I only had sudden fear in my heart, but after the fear, I found that all my past perceptions were resurrected, pain, helplessness, despair ... to the last-hate.
Each paragraph is blood and tears. I thought it was a matter of my life. I do n’t want to pay anything back in this life. I only pay for the peace and happiness of this half of my life.
But now--
I looked at him, but his eyes seemed to be dim, but immediately, he looked up and smiled at me again. There was a sweet taste of happiness in that smile. He looked down at me and was pale. My face, rubbing my trembling lips with my thumb, said softly, "You're alive, that's enough."
I'm like a beast trapped in a trap, completely choked by my fate, and now I don't even have the strength to breathe.
And he looked at me in horror and helplessness, and the corner of his mouth evoked a touch of faintness, as if the arc of a smile, softly said, "Don't be afraid."
"..."
"Well, I also ... want ..."
In the end, his words became murmur with a blurry tongue, as if caught in a chaotic, unwilling to wake up in a dream. I only felt that one of his hands raised my chin, and then he closed intoxicated. Eyes, lowered my head towards me, and slowly approached my lips ...
Do not!
A scream in my heart made me wake up from the suffocation strangled by him. I didn't know where the strength came from, and pushed him away: "Don't!"
He caught off guard and was pushed by me sharply. He took a few steps back and knocked over the stool behind him.
I leaned on the door in horror, trembling with fear, breathing, and staring at him as if looking at a beast that was going to devour me. As soon as he got closer to me, I would turn and run away.
As soon as he was pushed away by me, his face immediately showed anger, but when he looked up at me in horror, the anger seemed to go out again.
He smiled.
"Don't be afraid."
"..."
"I won't--I don't want to hurt you."
"..."
"You have suffered a lot, I know."
But even if he said that, it did n’t make me feel at all relaxed. I just felt like a rabbit being pressed by a tiger under his claws. When he wanted to tear my throat was just a rising question, and at the moment, I don't even have a bargaining chip to protect myself and Liu San'er.
After a long silence, I finally spoke, and my voice was hoarse and not my own: "How did you find it?"
Without saying a word, there was another footstep outside the door.
Before I had time to react, Liu San'er had pushed in the door and walked in. As soon as I turned around, I saw I was leaning behind the door, and suddenly "snapped": "Why are you here?"
"I--"
For a while, my heart was disturbed, and I didn't know how to deal with it. At this time, Pei Yuanzhang said lightly: "Mrs. Zun hasn't seen you for a long time and wants to go out to find you."
As he said, he looked at me: "Really?"
With no words of trembling and fear, I nodded quickly.
Liu San'er immediately laughed, while smiling, took me back to the table and sat down, saying sloppily, "Make you laugh. I have never eaten such a spicy thing."
While talking, while still inhaling, I also knew that I should n’t say anything easily and what to do at this time. I could only gently push a bowl of tea in front of me and said lightly: Don't eat it. "
"Um." He nodded, took another long sip of tea, still frowned, and spit his tongue secretly.
If it was normal, I would laugh, but at this time, I ca n’t laugh, or even dare not laugh, I can only look at him like this, and look at the man who has not said a word.
I don't know when he will get into trouble, I just know that once he gets into trouble-everything is over.
But Liu Saner still didn't seem to notice it. After drinking tea, he was slightly better, then turned to look at me again, and smiled, "In the future, when I grow up, I have to let her learn to eat spicy food. Don't be like me joke."
My face shook slightly.
In the corner of my eye, I saw the other person stood up. I opened my eyes wide and nervous. Then I saw him stand up and smiled. "Speaking of leaving, I actually prepared a gift for this child. . "
"What?" Liu San'er heard and hurriedly waved his hand: "This is not okay. Yuan Gongzi, you saved me before and took care of me for so long. It is already a great grace, how can you still ask for your things?" "
He smiled lightly: "It's not a big thing. It's just for-for children, it's a meeting gift."
After that, he took something out of his sleeve.
I turned my head subconsciously and glanced at it, and I was stunned immediately.
It was a red rope with a bright little pendant hanging under it, and upon closer inspection, it turned out to be an orchid buckle made of gold!
My brain was messed up for a while-the orchid button was dropped when I was in Hongye Temple. Later, although I wanted to go back and find it again, I didn't find it. I thought I was so lost. In his hands?
No, it won't. How could he find the orchid button, I'm afraid he took it off his clothes.
"what?"
I still thought so in my heart, Liu San'er stood up in surprise, looked at the pendant, and said, "This--this thing--"
Pei Yuanzhang looked up at him: "What?"
Liu Saner twisted it carefully and looked carefully. I was a little puzzled. I didn't know why he was doing this, and he was puzzled. Then he heard him say, "How can this thing be in your hands?"
...
This time, not only me, but even Pei Yuanzhang froze.
The two of us looked at each other subconsciously, and then looked at Liu Saner with a stunned look again-what happened? Has he seen this orchid buckle?
I was surprised for a while, but Pei Yuanzhang's gaze flashed. He looked at me and looked at him again: "Have you seen it?"
"Um." San Er nodded hard and said, "It was still a year or two ago, I went to Hongye Temple to help the workers, and I swept out this thing behind the shrine while cleaning the temple. I saw It is gold, and it will be handed to the abbot in the temple, but after reading it, the abbot said that this thing is not in the temple. But he also said that this thing has something to do with me, so let me take it, and it may be useful in the future. "
At this moment, I was so shocked that I couldn't speak and looked at him stupidly.
It turned out that he had picked up the orchid button.
At this time, I suddenly thought of it. When I was in Hongye Temple, I once told me that a villager in Jixiang Village would help them clean the Buddhist temple, but that was just a casual sentence, and I had no intention to remember it; now I also finally understood why the little Sha Mi said something inexplicable to me. It turned out that he said it because of Liu San'er!
I shuddered and held his sleeve: "Then, why is this button-"
He glanced at me, but seemed a bit ashamed, and hesitated before he said, "At that time, I—your health was bad, and the doctor said that you need to take good medicine, otherwise you won't be able to survive. At home, There really isn't much money left. This is the only thing left. I have no choice but to take this as a treat. "
By the way, he mentioned it once, because I was seriously ill and needed good medicine. He had been one thing, but I could never think of it. It was this orchid buckle that he took off!
I looked at the golden, lifelike orchid clasp in his palm.
He was torn from Pei Yuanzhang's chest and put it on my chest. He was later lost and picked up by him, but to save my life, the went out. Later, and then later—I slowly turned my head to look at Pei Yuanzhang, who was standing on the side, with a heavy expression on his face. He seemed a little shocked. When there was not much change, it was just those eyes that were so dark. .
What is all this?
edge? Or sin?
Since seeing Liu San'er for the second time, I have believed that he and I have a destiny traction, otherwise, I will not meet him in all sentient beings, that is not too early or late, and meet at the staircase of that inn, And the word he said to me was the first warmth I really felt when I came to the people; and I jumped to the river to commit suicide, but it was saved by him, and even found that he was the son of Liu Shizhou and the brother of Liu Yi .
But now I understand that our fate is deeper than I know.
But, when I knew--
Thinking of this, I bit my lower lip and slowly raised my head. Pei Yuanzhang also looked at us. I wonder if it was my illusion. Although the room was brightly lit, at this moment, his face and eyes were thick. Haze, although the corner of the mouth with a smile, but those deep eyes did not have the slightest smile.
For a while, he said, "I like to collect some interesting things. I accidentally found this from Jubaozhai and stayed with me all the time. I thought that Liu Gongzi's child was going to be born, so I used this as a meeting gift. "
He glanced at me: "It's long gone."
"..."
Liu San'er also laughed: "To say that in this world, there really is a fate, otherwise-it won't be so coincidental. I just don't know who actually dropped this thing and who completed it. it's fate?"
When I heard this, my complexion was pale, and I barely smiled, "Why go and find out the root cause, and some things break here, just right."
After this sentence, he glanced at me.
I lowered my head and looked at the orchid button. Jin Chanchan's light was a bit dazzling, but it didn't compare to his eyes and made me feel palpitated. Now I understand how he found me. At first, he didn't know that this orchid buckle was left by me. Maybe he thought, if I was alive, I did n’t have a long thing, I could only sell something to support my life, so I found this orchid buckle, and then he asked me. Not difficult.
But it happened that Liu Saner was rescued by me, and I picked up this orchid mouth, but it was to save me. When he dropped it, he gave us a clue to find us.
At this moment, I suddenly felt a little funny, laughing sourly and sadly.
I remember when I was writing in Jixiang Village, I changed my handwriting, because I was afraid of being recognized; I never used Shu embroidery in Shu Xiufang because I had embroidery in his hand. Every move, I was careful, for fear of Yue Leichi half a step, just want to guard Liu Saner quietly, guard our not rich, but have a happy family, after this second half of life.
But I didn't expect that I obviously left the most dangerous thing, or-
I looked blankly at Liu San'er next to me, and looked at the cheerful smile on his face. I just felt helpless and downright helpless, as if the last strength of my body that I could stick to was drained away.
After all, can't I escape?
This step has been reached. I have ended with death. There is such an arrangement in heaven. Why ca n’t I get rid of it and can't escape? Why? !! When will I be entangled with him?
Can't even die?
Pei Yuanzhang kept looking at me with a sense of depression on his face. After a long time, he finally smiled and said, "I want to hug the child."