Chapter 420: God, want me to die

sorry Sorry……
I cried and repeated these three words in his ear, but I knew that no matter how many times I said it, I could not restore the broken relationship between me and him at this moment, just like no matter how tightly I held him, But I know I can't stay with him anymore.
I don't know how long, he grabbed my wrist and pulled it apart gently.
I felt his hands trembling, and I didn't seem to know if they should be forced or released. The heavy rain poured down all over us, and the bitter chill made my whole body tremble. He seemed determined to let go of me.
My hand dropped suddenly, and when I looked up again, he walked out without looking back, and in the blink of an eye, he disappeared into the vast rain curtain.
It's over.
everything is over.
I sat on my knees on the ground all at once, and the cold rain and hot tears mingled on my face, as if the ice and fire were intertwined, to shut me down. I wanted to cry, I wanted to cry, but when I opened my mouth, it was a cough. After coughing, I almost vomited. I covered my chest, and suddenly a "wow" spit out red blood.
The blood fell to the ground and was quickly diluted by rain.
I knelt down in the cold rain, and the rain was getting harder and harder. It seemed to turn the whole world into a sea that would swallow me. At this time, I suddenly felt cold and painless, just staying Sitting there, I don't know how long, a figure appeared in the heavy rain.
It was Pei Yuanzhang, holding an umbrella, and slowly came to the front.
His figure is so tall, it used to appear in Yue Qingying's dreams a thousand times, but now, I also think it is a dream, but a nightmare that cannot be awakened.
I didn't see his cold eyes until he approached, and looked at me colder than the rain.
"why……?"
"..."
"Why? Why do you do this to me?" I raised my pale face, washed paler by the rain, and asked with anger.
He looked at me coldly, without speaking.
"why!"
I screamed like a sudden burst of blood, exuding blood from my throat because I was too hard: "Why don't you let me go? Why don't you let me go? I'm dead, I'm dead, you won't let go Pass me! "
He looked down at me, still with a cold expression on his face, and spoke after a long silence, slowly saying, "Are you dead?"
"..."
"you have not."
"..."
"Since it's not dead, I won't let you go."
"..."
"Don't forget, I said, if you dare to die, I will kill Liu Saner and kill him!"
I trembled and sat on the ground, watching him slowly squat down to reach me, reached out and raised my chin, and said, word by word, "I can do it if I can. If you dare to cross the bridge , I want you to turn around and see him! "
Hearing this sentence, I just felt a bit of bitter cold rushing into my heart, suddenly my eyes darkened, and the whole person fell backwards.
As soon as he reached out, he caught me.
The moment before I lost my mind, I felt that he was slowly holding me up, and those gloomy eyes kept looking at me, and the thin corners of his lips raised a sneer, stuck to my ears, and slowly said: "Remember, even if you are really dead, the body belongs to me. You have no right to leave me!"
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I'm sick.
After being taken back from the rain by him, he continued to have fever and vomiting, and the whole man fell into a long coma. The only time he would wake up was to be awoken by the severe pain in his chest, and he could see the blood several times.
I invited more than a dozen doctors in three days, but none of them dared to take over. The only one who dared to prescribe a medicine for a high bounty, and I vomited it after eating for a while. Mixed with bright red blood.
At that time, Pei Yuanzhang even had his eyes red. Anger made people drag the doctor down, but no one said what happened.
I couldn't control it, lying on the bed without a trace of life, like a corpse. Although the soup and medicine I sent were obediently eaten, it seemed to be filled into a bottomless pit. My breath became hotter every day. It was also weaker every day, and my body, which was slightly better, was like my spirit at this moment, completely collapsed.
On this day, another doctor was invited. Pei Yuanzhang and Tie Qing sat aside, and the doctor carefully examined the veins of the patient, then looked at me again, and he turned back: "My son ..."
He just sat on a chair beside him, without saying a word, the people around him were scared to breathe.
The doctor said tremblingly: "This-this lady-is really, there is nothing to do, it is better-it is better to prepare for the funeral, it can be considered a rush ..."
Hearing this sentence, I suddenly smiled.
And he had already stood up, and walked slowly to the doctor, watching the situation along the side of the doctor, he hurried up and said: "Master-please be angry."
He didn't speak, but his eyes almost burst into anger, which scared the doctor out of breath, and he caught the doctor and hurried out, closing the door.
I leaned over the bed, and the smile in my eyes deepened.
At this time, he slowly turned around and looked at me, watching my eyes bend slightly.
"Why are you laughing?"
"I didn't ... ask for short-sightedness," I laughed. "It's God ... it's not letting me live, it's God ... I want me to die."
He rushed in front of me, grabbed my shoulder, and held it firmly, angrily: "I tell you, in my hand, Pei Yuanzhang, no one can die and die!"
The smile on my face was a little deeper, his shoulder was a little painful, and he was out of breath. I gasped for a while, then looked up at him weakly, and said, "This time, it seems ... you can't help but ... Now. "
In fact, any power is so weak in the face of life and death, even if he can kill all people at this moment, but God wants me to die, nothing can be undone.
I finally managed to escape completely.
I smiled lightly and closed my eyes tiredly.
He was still sitting on the edge of the bed, his hands were still clinging to me tightly, but he had completely stiffened. I felt that his breath was a little disturbed. I didn't know how long it took before I heard his voice said lowly: Do you care about children? "
"...!"
I jumped in my heart and opened my eyes.
"Lier, our daughter, don't you just want to die like this, never mind her again?"
Although he was desperate, but the child-when it comes to the child, my calm heart felt waves and my breathing was heavy. He still looked down at me and said, "You don't even care about the child?"
Child, my child, leaving, from the beginning in my stomach, she has been living a bumpy life, even when born, it is more difficult than other children, I am a mother who is sorry for her, let her At a young age, he will experience the pain of separation.
Thinking of this, hot tears gushed from the dry eyes and dripped.
Pei Yuanzhang looked at me like this, his expression was slightly relaxed.
Just then, I said, "I'm dead, good to her ..."
He trembled, looked at me with wide eyes, and I looked at him, but said calmly, "You tell me, this time ... caught me, returned to the palace, what would you ... …for me?"
"..."
"Is ... Guan Jin ... or ... Guan Jin ... Leng Palace?"
His face froze.
I don't need him to speak, I also understand what my fate will be this time, but otherwise, I just walked through the life I have experienced in the past again, and I smiled lightly: "She followed me and just ... suffered."
"..."
"The emperor, Lier ... is your daughter, even if ... at this point, please give her ... to Liu Zhaoyi ... to support her."
Speaking of which, although I was still laughing, the pain coming from my heart could not be restrained, and the pale complexion was blue-gray, and the breath became weaker and weaker. I could no longer say anything if I wanted to say anything. Holding my chest, but the severe pain inside has already made my fingers convulsions, cold sweats burst out.
"Yue Qingying! Qingying!"
Pei Yuanzhang was anxious, the hand holding my shoulder hugged me, and held me in my arms, my thin body was close to his chest, I could feel his heartbeat, and I It's just indifferent, smiling at him more indifferently than on the boat before--
I finally, can thoroughly ...
Liu Saner ... I'm sorry ...
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Just when my breath was about to stop, there was a loud noise outside. Pei Yuanzhang hugged me, his eyes were red, but a long rushed in. He turned to stare at the man, Anger almost devours people.
The man froze, looked at me, and immediately fell to his knees: "Master."
"roll!"
"Master, yes-someone broke into the manor!"
Pei Yuan's anger was almost unstoppable, almost killing, and the sound outside was getting closer and closer, it seemed that those guards came out of the nest and could not stop the intruders from outside, the sound of the sword fight was almost in the ear, that long followed Quietly said, "Please the master to avoid, take care of the dragon body!"
Pei Yuanzhang gritted her teeth, looked at me again, and let me down. Just when she was about to get up, she heard a loud noise from the outside, and the door was slammed open from the outside.
I lay on the bed and couldn't see anything, I heard Pei Yuanzhang suddenly shouted, "Stop!"
Everyone stopped.
The room was suddenly quiet, and only a few panting voices from the guards seemed to be shocked. Why did he let them stop.
Then I heard footsteps, walked to the bed, a familiar figure leaned down and looked at me.
My vision has been blurred, but in the chaos, I saw a pair of eyes with a variety of styles, looked at me anxiously, and heard that reassuring voice-"green baby ?!"
At this time, Pei Yuanzhang came over: "Take me to see that Mu Hua!"