Chapter 456: Exchange · Nangong and I

I stood on the cliff arrogantly, and Ren Feng took it, and it blew my fingertips. I didn't feel the slightest. The words just said by Losh were like thunderbolts in the clear sky, completely shaking me.
Am I ever scrapped? Breaked into the cold?
Even salaries have been cut, and life is worse than pigs and dogs ...?
I ’m not even a maid,
"No ... no ..." I shook my head and mumbled, "How could this be? How could this be? I don't believe it, you're not telling the truth."
Losh sneered and looked at me: "Really?"
"If I was really scrapped and beaten into the cold palace, how could I be pregnant with his child? How could I be in Yangzhou? How could it be?"
Losh sneered: "I don't know these, your news is just what I heard from Yuan Xiu, I don't care what happened to you. If you really want to know, you should find the answer yourself Instead of asking me. "
"..."
His words were cold, stabbing into a person's chest like Bing Ling, but it calmed down the emotion that I was about to crack.
He was right. Since I woke up with amnesia, I have received too little information about my past. It is said from that population. If he wants to lie to me, it is easy. I want to know that I have to be myself. Go check it, and if you want to check it, you must-go back!
Thinking of this, I gradually calmed down and turned to look to the south, the distant Dongzhou, but at this moment, I wanted to see the south of Dongzhou, the Texas that had not been attacked by the war.
My daughter is still there, and now I have been arrested, I don't know when I can go back.
I turned my head and looked at Losh, and said, "Since you said that I had no place in the emperor's heart, what use would you have brought me over? Do you really think he would use that-Nangong Come on, miss me? "
Losh glanced at me, a smile twitching the corner of his mouth, and said nothing.
Although he didn't speak, I already understood what he meant-impossible.
"That being the case, then I--you catch me, it's useless at all."
"That's not necessarily true."
"...!"
I stared at him in amazement, and saw Losch's resolute gaze looking at Dongzhou, like a hawk soaring in the sky, looking at the prey that he was determined to get, and muttering, "Maybe you will be useful. "
what?
I looked at him in puzzlement, only to see Roche wave a hand, and immediately came behind a general: "What did the prince ask?"
"Immediately pass my word to Dongzhou, and let the emperor of the dynasty send Nangong Lizhu back to exchange this woman. Otherwise—" he said, looking at me with the corner of his eye, and sneered: "I let him I will never see this woman again. "
My eyes widened in shock.
Does he really need me to exchange Nangong Lizhu? But he knew that I had no place in the emperor's heart. Why did he say that? "I will never see this woman again", what does this mean? Isn't it-if the emperor really does not return Miss Nangong, will he kill me?
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The fear of death was like a haze above my head, and it weighed heavily on my heart.
For the next two days, I was like a person sleeping on the edge of a cliff, wondering what it would be like to meet myself in the next moment.
Maybe, I already knew that I was just afraid to face it.
Although the days are difficult, three days is not too long.
In the early morning of this day, I washed and walked out of the camp as usual, only to find that almost everyone has come out, General Losh and Pakistan, and Butu, they all sat around a bonfire, everyone saw me coming out The expressions on my face were a little strange.
I was silent, but Bouto beckoned to me: "Come."
I walked over and he brought me a bowl of porridge as usual. I was not used to greasy barbecue. These days he takes care of me like this.
Holding the bowl of porridge, I was looking down to drink, but I heard Losh sneer: "In the future, you still have to get used to the diet on the grassland."
"... What do you mean?"
He cut off a piece of roasted lamb shank and put it in his mouth, not looking at me, and chewing. "They refused to exchange you Nangong Lizhu."
Huh!
The bowl in my hand fell down all of a sudden, the hot porridge spilled on the ground, and it creaked on the flame.
And I can no longer feel the pain of hot back, only a kind of heavier depression than the haze above my head came to my heart. After a long time, I said "Oh" and then leaned down to pick up the wooden bowl on the ground.
Losh looked at me with interest: "That's it?"
I pinched the wooden bowl and almost nailed it into it. It took a lot of effort to calm myself down, but only I knew that something was broken, like my voice: "Otherwise ... how?"
"You're not afraid that I killed you, made your body unsightly, and sent it back to your emperor."
I thought about it and shook my head, "You won't."
Before, he killed Changqing on the battlefield, and treated Changqing's body like that. Later, they withdrew and took away Changqing's body. I thought that the body would be terrified by them, but they came here only to find out that they He actually made a coffin and put Chang Qing's body in there, respectfully and respectfully.
The humiliation of Chang Qing's body is to combat the morale of the enemy on the battlefield. This is a strategy used by any party to the war, but privately, they still respect a man like Chang Qing. Because of this, I have a kind of Inexplicable peace of mind, the days here are not difficult.
But at this moment, it is harder than ever before, because of the weakness and anger-my life is in the hands of others, but others, but so easily, gave up.
Roche said: "Since you think I won't, what are you afraid of?"
I said, "In addition to death, there are many things in this world that are more terrible than death. My daughter is still young and will not even be called a mother. If I really die, I will die for no purpose."
He raised his eyebrows and said, "Actually, I'm not interested in breaking up you and your daughter. It's just a pity--"
"What a pity?"
"Unfortunately they chose wrong."
"..."
My heart tightened suddenly, looked up at him almost desperately, Losh slowly raised his hand, I looked at his thick arms, fingers with thick joints, that hand may be able to work without any effort Squeezing my neck, I closed my eyes, and at this moment, saw the cloth behind him slightly frowned, as if hesitating.
However, the unexpected killing did not come, only to hear Losh suddenly say: "Come."
I opened my eyes in shock, and saw General Ba and Butu immediately stepped forward and looked at Losh respectfully. Losh said, "Withdraw!"
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I never imagined that Roche would let the 400,000 army retreat!
The battle has already reached this point. In fact, both Shengjing and the imperial court have consumed a lot. Even if he has lost the opportunity, now Huang Tianba has come to Dongzhou to restrain him. This battle does not take much advantage. But withdrawing troops at this time is really not a choice that people like Losh would make.
But why did he withdraw?
But in the horror, my life was saved. It turned out that what he said before so that they would never see me again, was to take me back to Shengjing. In this way, maybe the people in the heavens would never See me again.
But even if I lost a life, I was not very relaxed. In this way, I can no longer see Lie Er. My daughter is not even half a year old. Maybe she hasn't remembered who her mother was yet. , And I will lose her forever.
Thinking of it, my heart hurts like a knife.
However, despite the pain, I am not desperate. As long as people are alive, there are countless possibilities.
I was taken by them to go north, the terrain of Yunling was in danger, and the tens of miles of endless mountains were rugged and rugged. The team walked in the valley and looked at the high mountains on both sides. Every night, it reminded me of eating Tiger fierce beast.
After walking for a day, Losh suddenly summoned him and asked General Ba to lead a team of men and horses and walk backwards.
After he issued this order, he called General Pakistani into the camp and ordered General Jiuba to come out. His look was strange, and he glanced at me.
I faintly feel that the purpose of Loche's withdrawal this time seems not simple.
In the next two or three days, our huge team also slowed down, moving forward slowly in the rugged mountains. The further north we were, the colder the weather became, and my body gradually became a bit tired. I took more care of me on the road, but the pressure in my heart could not be alleviated.
Two days later, General Ba sent a letter to report that Tianchao had indeed sent a team north to enter the Yunling area, and had already faced an encounter with their team, each with casualties.
Roche stood at the door of the camp, and the bonfire in the distance jumped in the night, casting a thick shadow over his hard and handsome face. I couldn't see the expression on his face, only his eyes, Like an eagle: "Now?"
"If you return to the prince, General Pakistan has already retreated and is retreating."
"Well, who is the leader?"
"It's Yang Yunhui, and-the one who appeared that day."
"..."
I turned my head to look at them all at once, but in the dark, Rosh's eyes flashed a light, and for a long while, the corner of his lips evoked a smile: "Good, go on."
"Yes, prince."
After the man stepped back, Losh seemed to be in a better mood. Turning his head to see me, he slowly walked in front of me and said with a smile, "They have sent someone to save you."
"..."
"Why, you don't seem to be happy at all?"
"..."
I still didn't speak, just turned the meat over the campfire again.
It ’s really
intentional
to send someone to save me after refusing the exchange, but I do n’t know, if Losh would kill me at the moment when they were rejected, what ’s the point of sending Huang Tianba and Yang Yunhui now, Carry a corpse back and hang it?
Roche still looked at me, and I slowly raised my head, facing those narrow and restrained eyes, and said, "It seems that you seem happier than me."
"..."
"What the are you doing?"