Chapter 482: Emperor, leave her dead

Do you think that I will really be released by you, to check and balance your harem for you, to be mighty with those two women, to continue to be your woman?
Thinking of this, the sneer in my mouth deepened.
Kneeling on the ground, I saw my skinny hands when I lowered my head. I can also imagine what the whole person looks like. In the past two years, my body and spirit have been greatly damaged by imprisonment, drugs and hunger. The next life after being imprisoned in the Cold Palace, but I also know that my body was destroyed.
My remaining strength and feelings are running out. How can I be willing to put it on you and your woman again?
"Get up, it's cold on the ground."
I heard the voice of the Queen Mother, but instead of immediately rising, she nodded her head deeper.
At this time, Pei Yuanzhang turned her head to see the ceremony to the queen mother, and the surrounding concubines suddenly reacted, all kneeling. Pei Yuanzhang leaned down and said, "I don't know why the queen mother suddenly came to Lenggong, and her son was afraid."
The queen mother said lightly, "I heard that this girl is here, and the Ai family came to see her."
Having said that, she took two steps towards me and walked in front of me, looking down at my skinny face, as if sighing softly: "Girl, why are you doing this?"
Pei Yuanzhang's face became more ugly.
He said: "It's freezing here, the mother's body is not good at first, but I'm afraid of the wind, and I'll go to Nuanxiang Pavilion to talk about it."
The queen queen waved her hand: "No need, the mourning family just came to say a few words and went back."
"What's the mother to say, despite telling the son?"
The queen mother nodded and turned to him and said, "Let this girl go back to the water stupa with Ai's family."
"..."
Pei Yuanzhang still leaned in and didn't move, but Nangong Lizhu and Shen Rou, who were kneeling next to each other, moved slightly, looking sharply at me.
Pei Yuanzhang was silent for a while and said, "Why should my mother take her back to the water stupa?"
The queen mother said lightly: "The emperors and the concubines in the harem are all smart people. They are not worried about the sad family. They are only worried about this girl who doesn't know how to deal with it. Let her follow the sad family to the water stupa and listen to the Buddha daily. Cultivating her heart can also be regarded as a good place for her. What about the emperor? "
"..."
"Moreover, with so many people in this palace, there is only this girl's appetite for Ai's family. She is with the Ai's family. The Ai's family is not so lonely, and she doesn't think about shaving."
"..."
Pei Yuanzhang still didn't speak, but the two women behind him seemed to be unable to kneel, or Shen Rou first opened his mouth and said, "Mrs. Queen, she looks at her queen and thinks twice."
"Ok?"
"The queen mother has a kind heart and loves Yue Qingying, but she is not a kind person. At the time--"
After finishing the words, Pei Yuanzhang looked back at her coldly, Shen Rou gave a glance, and looked at the small thoughts beside the queen, but she couldn't say the following words.
The queen queen said lightly: "At the beginning, Ai's family also heard something."
Then, she looked down at me: "Girl, what do you say?"
I still knelt on the ground. Although my knees and hands were frozen, I didn't feel sad at all, and my voice was calm and without ripples: "The daughter knows her sins and wants to follow the queen mother every day to meditate on Buddha to redeem herself. Sin, hope the Queen Mother will be fulfilled. "
"Um." She nodded, turned her head to look at Pei Yuanzhang, and glanced at the concubines kneeling behind him, and said lightly, "Heaven has good virtues, and this girl has already suffered. After all these years of hardship, why must she kill her? Emperor, leave her a life. "
Pei Yuanzhang leaned down and arched her hands, but she didn't move, but she seemed to have rubbed her teeth and finally said, "Respect for the Empress Dowager."
.
It wasn't until I stepped into the gate of Linshui Stupa that I was completely relieved.
This slackness was also paralyzed. The queen mother hurriedly pointed at a few maids of the palace to come and hold me to bed, and ordered the kitchen to make me some soft food. Linshui Stupa hasn't seen the fishy here for many years. But as soon as the queen mother ordered, the royal dining room soon brought in the nourishing things of ginseng chicken soup.
I still do n’t eat much, just lying on the bed and even breathing when I'm breathing, my hands and feet don't listen at all, only cold sweat drips from the forehead like a broken thread.
Gui Yan has been helping me to wipe my sweat, and the queen mother is sitting on the edge of the bed, her hands on her knees, looking at me calmly.
Until I drank a bowl of hot chicken soup and ate another porridge, the talent was a little more comfortable. The queen mother looked at my gray face and said, "How do you make yourself like this?"
I smiled sorry.
"Girl." Her voice was still calm, but she added a little weight and majesty in the calm, saying word by word: "Although the family of Ai likes you, it involves the reputation of the emperor and the safety of the harem. If you If there is a mistake, the mourning family will not condone you. What has happened in these years, you must tell the truth to the mourning family! "
I looked up and looked at her.
She looked into my eyes and said, "The Ai family heard that you were remarried outside the palace?"
"..." I was silent for a moment and nodded.
"You are so brave."
I bowed my head and said nothing. Although the queen mother has always been cold to Pei Yuanzhang, but after all it is her son. I will not be happy as a mother-in-law.
However, the Queen Mother did not continue to scold me, looked at me for a while, and suddenly said, "What kind of person is that?"
"It's a fishing."
"Fishing?"
I nodded and looked up at the queen mother, she still looked at me calmly, suddenly she seemed to laugh, but I didn't know whether she was laughing at me or what she was laughing, but there was a kind of inexplicable vision .
I thought about it and said gently: "At that time, I thought I would never have to go back to the palace again, I just wanted to have a good time with him ..."
"He, how are you?"
"Okay ... very good." As I said, my eyes couldn't help getting hot, and my voice was choked. I barely laughed, "Although poor, but a young man with good will, if at least he should be better, at least He is the ruler of the world, the minion of the kingdom. Even the emperor sees him, saying that his knowledge is different from ordinary people. "
The queen mother frowned slightly: "The emperor has seen him?"
"Ok."
"What about him now?"
I lowered my head and said gently, "I don't know where he went after I left."
Speaking of which, the tears in his eyes were almost unable to stand up, but he could only endure with his teeth gritted, remembering the day when he broke with him, as if the whole world had collapsed, the pain, until now I think back Rising, still tearing my heart.
The queen mother groaned for a long time, then slowly said, "You just want to leave the palace for him? Do you want to go to him?"
I shook my head.
The days I spent with him were dreams that I didn't want to wake up in my life, but he-maybe he would never remember me again in this life.
I don't deserve to go to him again.
"Then why are you out of the house?"
I slowly looked up at the queen mother, and solemnly said, "Mrs. queen, I—when I left the emperor, I was pregnant with his child. Later, I gave birth to a daughter."
"What ?!" The queen mother heard it, suddenly surprised: "You gave birth to a daughter to the emperor?"
"Yes."
"And-what about the child?"
Having said that, I tightly tightened the sheets under me and said, "More than two years ago, the Emperor Shengjing went south, the emperor took me to the north, the child stayed in Dezhou, and the emperor and I went to Dongzhou. , But-when we go back-"
"What happened to the child?"
"Child, there was an attack."
"What?" The queen mother suddenly turned pale and grabbed my hand: "Then, the child is dead?"
"I don't know." I shook my head: "The guard's official said that the child was taken too-by Pei Yuanxiu."
"Yuan-Xiu?"
The queen mother's face also changed a little. After a long silence, she slowly said to herself: "No wonder the emperor has been sending people out of the palace all these years. There are only a few more each year, but nothing. The result was neither, nor did it tell Ai's family, that it turned out to be a child. "She thought about it and turned to look at me." But since the emperor hasn't found it for so many years, you-- "
I said, "It was because the emperor was looking for it that it was not found."
The queen mother froze slightly and looked at me: "Pei Yuanxiu ... is he for you?"
I nodded silently.
"The person who attacked the child was Nangong Lizhu?"
I gritted my teeth and said, "It's her!"
The queen mother looked at me unexpectedly, and there was an inexplicable blankness on her face. After a while, she smiled lightly: "These brothers ... are really sinful."
I think of Pei Yuanxiu, who was seriously injured and bleeding in Dongzhou at that time, and then think of Nangong Lizhu, who was standing in front of me, and was full of pearls.
The queen mother said slowly, "No wonder you are asking Qiang to come to the house of grief."
I have always felt that the queen mother has a special affection for children, and has a softer compassion than ordinary people, so I can only ask for her, and I can only move her. Still outside the palace, with unknown births and deaths.
She said, "But-you know, the emperor can get you to the house of sorrow, it may not let you go out."
I bit my lower lip and didn't speak.
He certainly won't let me go, at least I haven't turned into a corpse yet-maybe, even if it really turned into a corpse, he won't let me out of this imperial city.
However, at least I don't need to be locked in a cold house now, and live hungry and hungry every day. I need to live in a relatively loose environment before I can figure out how to go next.
At this time, the queen mother suddenly said, "You just said, you went to Dongzhou more than two years ago."
"Yes."
"Fighting Losh?"
"Well, it's him."
The queen queen's lips slightly ticked: "This child has grown up and is out of breath."
Then I remembered that the legend about the Iron Face King heard in Yunling. According to General Ba, the queen mother is the younger sister of the Iron Face King who stretches across the grassland, so Losh is also her junior.
I thought about it and said, "I was taken to the grassland by his captive, and I also saw the Eight Heavenly Kings, and many others."
"Oh?"