Chapter 484: Have a chance to go out of the house?

After that day, Qian Yan did not come to the water stupa again.
I did n’t want her to come often. Now there are so many people staring at Linshui Pagoda in the palace. If she is found to have a relationship with me, then she will not be able to live a peaceful life with Wu Yan and Shui Xiu. After that night, I seemed to be able to feel that, in fact, the queen queen did not want to see anyone who had a relationship with Empress Zhaolie.
The queen queen returned to the indifference of the past. She meditated in front of the Buddha's shrine every day. For a long time, she could only hear the sound of wooden fish in the entire waterfront stupa, as if it would stretch to the end of life.
I don't know what kind of heart a person needs to die like in order to endure such loneliness for decades in the most prosperous place in the world, but I know clearly that the queen's heart has not died.
Although she is still indifferent, she will come to my window every night before going to bed to help me put my hand that is stretched out into the quilt, and also whispered to Gui Gui to add some medicated food to my diet .
In an instant, more than a month passed.
My body is not well maintained, but it is not as skinny as before, and my hair is slightly shiny. When Gui Yan combed my hair for me, I took out some hair that was not dim and tied it to me. With a smile, she said, "These are all things for the queen mother. She never uses them, and it is also moldy when you put them on. It's better to put on your makeup."
I smiled, looking at myself who was a bit thin in the bronze mirror, didn't speak, but accidentally saw Gui Yan frowning and holding her back, and hurriedly turned back: "Guine, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay," she waved her hand, but couldn't help but take a breath and said, "Maybe it's just accidental."
I quickly helped her sit down and rubbed her. Just then, I heard some strange sounds coming from outside.
Gui Yan said, "Go out and see, what's the matter?"
I nodded and turned around and walked out. As soon as I opened the door, there were some harsh sunlight outside that narrowed my eyes slightly. In the sunlight, I saw dozens of brightly-dressed women standing outside Linshui Stupa. As soon as I came out, there was a strange look on each face, but no one spoke.
As soon as I saw it, I saw Chang Qing coming over, and hurriedly stepped forward to kneel: "The daughter sees the queen lady."
"Come up." She was also in a glorious suit, with a crown of honor and honour. When I got up carefully, she looked at me again. I thought she was going to say something, but she said, "This is the new daughter who has entered the palace this year, and she is going to scratch her head."
A newly-adopted daughter?
I hesitated for a moment, and then it came to pass. The three-year selection of female pickers was the right time to start the spring. It seems that these have been passed through rigorous screening and finally left behind.
Looking at it, it turned out to be beautiful flowers, each of which is like jade flower nephrite, national color and heavenly incense, especially young. In this spring season, it is like the most beautiful bones in the flowers, waiting for the most beautiful bloom.
When I looked at them, two or three looked at me indifferently.
A man wearing a peacock blue skirt, with a white face like a jade, bright eyes like water, and an indescribable flirtatious flirtatious, standing in a group of beauties without being submerged, but like the crown of Qunfang, with a touch of Shenrou; One was tall, the tallest of all women, and her skin tone was no better than the surrounding pink jade beauty, but she was wild and dark. When she looked at me, her eyes flickered brightly; there was another who stood beside her with a figure Petite and exquisite, the cat's face is rounded with sharp points, as if frightened by everything in the palace, but the eyes that peeked through my apricot core eyes did not seem to be the case.
Harem, it's going to be lively.
I smiled and said to the queen, "Mother-in-law, please wait later, and the daughter will invite the queen mother to come out."
After speaking, I turned around and walked back. As soon as I turned around, I heard the whispers of the picking girls--
"Did you hear that, she claims to be a 'girl'!"
"Where are the folk girls in this palace?"
"what happened?"
Chang Qing didn't speak, only looked back slightly, the picking girls immediately frowned and closed their mouths, and did not dare to say a word. I had walked back to the Buddhist temple, heard the sound of wooden fish, and the queen mother was kneeling in front of the Buddha's shrine. In the morning class, he walked over and whispered, "Queen Mother."
"Ok?"
"The queen maiden brought her new picking girl to the queen's hoe."
"..."
The queen mother did not speak, but she continued to kneel in front of the shrine, and after waiting for a while, she leaned down and worshiped, looking back at my face, as if to see something, I just stood behind her lightly , But there is no expression.
After a long silence, she said, "What kind of people are they?"
I smiled slightly: "Naturally they are all beauties."
"Beauty ...?" The queen mother also seemed to smile: "The more beautiful a person is, the more she thinks about it; the more she thinks about it, the more chaotic this world is." After speaking, she turned her head again and said, "Go tell the queen, I do n’t need to take them to give me a gimmick in the future. If these picking girls are fine, it would be better for each of them to transcribe a
Parent's Gracious Difficult Report
than to give me a gimmick.

"Yes."
When I nodded, I stepped back and brought her words to the queen. Chang Qing listened to these words and said nothing. She just nodded and turned to leave. As soon as she turned, I whispered again: " The queen mother, the daughter still has something to do, and she wants to ask her. "
"Huh?" She looked back at me.
"..." I was a little hesitant, bit my lower lip, or said, "Deep thinking-His Highness, is he okay?"
Chang Qing glanced at me and said, "It's okay, but I was banned by the emperor for a month."
"Ah? Then he now--"
"Although the ban has now been lifted, the emperor has spoken before and asked him to go to Jixian Temple for class, so he can't let him come out and play around like he used to. In addition, for a while, he was a little uncomfortable. Stay in Jingren Palace and take a pen to read, so as not to provoke the wind to cause illness. "
I heard a movement in my heart.
It seems that although Chang Qingren is very indifferent, when she talks about her and feels aggrieved for her indifference, she is not without taking the child to heart. Now Shen Rongru ’s belly in Nangong Li is getting bigger. The future of the child is even more unknown, and with so many females entering the palace, I don't know how many forces are intertwined here. Indeed, Xiao Nianshen can't run out like before.
I said softly: "My mother-in-law is really good at heart."
She tickled the corners of her lips lightly, but there was still not too much temperature on the cold face, as if gossip was common, and said, "Yes, did you mention this to the child?"
"Uh, yes."
Chang Qing glanced at me and said, "This palace has also heard the story of this great Confucianist. If you can really invite him to study something deeply, this palace will not have to worry about it anymore."
I thought about it and said, "His temper is a bit strange, I'm afraid it can't be drawn by the imperative."
"Oh?"
I nodded.
Chang Qing glanced at me and said, "This palace knows." After speaking, he turned around and left without looking back.
.
When I got up straight and looked at her back, and the figures who followed the women who followed, it seemed that there were still a few watery eyes on me, with some different eyes and emotions, I also Not too concerned.
After all, they and I are already people in two worlds.
When I turned back to the Buddhist temple, maybe I was coughing because of a bit of wind. The queen queen stood up slowly after hearing my voice and looked at me and said, "What's wrong? Are you sick again?"
I barely laughed and said, "It's okay."
"A body like yours is afraid it will be difficult to keep up."
I can only smile bitterly-my own body is also the most clear. Nangong Lizhu's medicine is not only heavy, but also strong. Even now, I often feel sad breathing, heartbeat, night sweats, and sleeplessness all night. Fortunately, I'm afraid it's not easy.
The Queen Mother said again, "How can you get out of the house like this?"
As soon as I heard it, I paused for a moment and looked up at the queen mother: "Mr. queen, what are you talking about?"
The queen mother looked at me, but still calm and said, "Girl, you tell me first, if you can't leave the palace, you must stay in this palace, what will you do?"
"..."
"You tell me."
I felt something faintly, looking at the empress queen's gray eyes like ice, and squeezed his fists, saying, "If I must stay in the palace, I will be the same as today."
"Same as today?"
"Just accompanied by the queen mother, she finally grew old in Linshui Stupa."
"Oh?" The queen mother looked into my eyes and said, "Have you ever thought that you are not worse than those who just came; maybe, if you want, you still have the chance to be the same as the concubines and concubines; You can give them back to you! Don't you want to? "
Give them back to me?
Give them back everything they gave me, those sufferings, hurts, and tortures that have kept on for years?
Maybe, for a moment, I want to do this crazy.
But the next moment, the cowardly body could not bear such a heavy hate. I didn't hate it, but the first day I came out of the cold palace, I knew very well that I didn't have much life left.
My half-life, the best years of my life, have been given to them, and ended up like today.
How can I be willing to pay my second life like this again?
I smiled slightly and said to my queen mother, "I don't want to. They are nothing compared to my daughter."
The queen mother looked at me indifferently, and the smile that would almost dissipate when the wind blew. After a long time, she finally nodded gently, "OK."
When I heard her say this, I hurriedly said, "Mr. Queen, do you-have a chance to let me leave?"
She nodded.
"What chance? How can I get out of the house?"