Chapter 502: Tenderness in a dream

"Because ... I feel bad for you."
When I heard this, Chang Qing's expression was still calm. The calmness was not impassive, but a kind of emotional withering, but I still saw the ripples in the eyes like autumn water. .
"You ... distress me ...?"
Yes, I feel bad for you.
I feel sorry for your peace, for your indifference, for the years you have been holding a painting, for every step of your heart, and for you to love hard.
The room was very quiet. I could almost hear the sound of the light smoke rising from the incense burner. After a long time, she reached out and grabbed my fingertips, holding it firmly in my palm. The fever made the skin more sensitive. I was hurt by her, but I didn't say anything, just watching her.
"Unexpectedly, you said this sentence first."
"..." I froze slightly, looking at her soft eyes and smiling softly.
In fact, I have known her for many years. I have never talked about it seriously, and there is no sister-sexual drama, but every time I meet and speak with her, there is a kind of deep-seated. Feeling relieved.
There is a kind of person who doesn't need to spend too much time with him, and does not need to experience life and death with him. Maybe it is just a sentence, a smile, and a stern look at each other, you can know that he is the one who fits your soul.
Chang Qing, that's who I am.
She reached out and gently helped me quilt a bit, said: "So, there is a sentence in this palace to tell you, and I hope you can promise me."
"What will the queen say?"
"You ..." She looked into my eyes and said, "Stay in the palace and stop thinking about going out of the palace."
As soon as I heard this sentence, my heart sank suddenly, and the subconscious said, "No!"
She didn't seem surprised that I would answer this, but just looked at me calmly, and I was also flustered for a moment, afraid that her words would become a reality even when she said it, panting, "No, I can't ..."
"This palace knows that you have a daughter who is still outside the palace. You have been patient for more than two years, and now you are so devoted to get out of the palace to find her, right?"
"Since the queen knows, why don't you let me out of the house?"
"This palace is to keep you from thinking about going out of the house, not to keep you out of the house."
"..." I heard it for a moment, and seemed to feel something, looking at her in confusion.
Chang Qing said: "On the second day after the emperor followed the emperor to the Taimiao, the emperor ... and the Shen family, on the way from the city to the White Horse Temple, were transferred back ..."
"...!"
I suddenly opened my eyes and looked at Chang Qing.
In the White Horse Temple, the Buddhist scriptures that the queen queen usually copied will be sent to the White Horse Temple. They transferred back the horses from the way to the White Horse Temple. Did the emperor and the Shen family have guessed that I would use this time to secretly transport the scriptures? Palace, so they all ambush people there, are they going to stop me there? !!
Looking at my startled expression, Chang Qing said lightly: "Yue Qingying, you should understand what this means."
"..."
"You want to go out of the house, and everyone knows that you want to go out of the house."
"..."
What she meant was that my purpose was already known to passers-by, so what would I do? Someone would naturally guess, figure it out, and then block my way, or even bury a trap on my way, waiting for me to crash into it !!
If this time, I didn't promise her to stay and take care of the nunshen, but actually hid in the car where the queen queen was carrying the scriptures, then I—
When I thought of it, I couldn't help shivering.
If it falls into the hands of the Shen family, maybe I am already a corpse now.
If it was caught by Pei Yuanzhang-he was waiting for me to make a mistake, waiting for me to leave Linshui Stupa and planting it in his trap unsuspectingly. At that time, I had no room for struggle.
Feeling a little trembling, sweat on my forehead, Chang Qing looked at my eyes calmly and said, "Miyamiya means, you should understand that Miyamiya tells you not to think about it, and you don't want it It's a truth to draw that picture again. "
"..."
"You're right, it's too dangerous."
"..."
"You have to protect yourself. The first step is not to show everyone where you are weakest."
My brain was completely chaotic for a while, and I was motionless in bed, but there was a feeling that the world was turning, as if the world were going to collapse. Although my breathing was hot, my body was hot, but I felt like I was in a deep pool of ice. The coldness of the bone penetrated into my heart, making me almost frozen.
I was trembling and curled up in the quilt.
"Just think about it, that's all for this palace."
After speaking, Chang Qing sighed and was about to drop my hand and get up to leave, but I grasped her hand tightly, she looked back at me suddenly, I said gently: "Don't go."
"..." After thinking about it, she sat down and let me hold her hand: "Well, this palace won't leave."
"..."
"The palace is with you."
"..."
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I started the heat again that night, and my whole body was burning like it was repeatedly tormented on the fire. I felt uncomfortable in my heart, but I do n’t know who to tell, I have been working hard for myself and desperately want to live Better, but after all these years, I just made it harder for me.
Tears shed from the corners of the eyes as if uncontrolled, and the cooling brought by them was quickly dissipated by the hot body temperature.
I'm so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable ...
Just when I was in pain, I felt that the hand holding me seemed to be a bit cold, and the temperature made me feel very comfortable, I went to my arms subconsciously, and the hand was slightly stiff, I was still tight Holding on, like the last straw in life, murmured: "Don't leave ... don't leave me ..."
Then I heard a deep voice in my ear, "OK, I won't leave ..."
"..."
"I won't leave, you won't leave ..."
"..."
The voice seemed to come from a dream. I didn't even figure out who the voice was, but I felt inexplicably relieved and felt that the other hand touched my cheek. The slightly cool temperature made me feel It's very comfortable, and touches it subconsciously, rubbing it with your cheeks in the palm.
That hand was also stroking me, and some rough thumbs lightly rubbed my chapped lips. Even in the dream, I felt a scrutiny stare at me, and kept entering the deepest dream.
.
I don't know how long, I finally woke up.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw the light in the room. It was daylight, and the sun came in through the window, which caused me to close my eyes suddenly.
But at that moment, a tall figure came into my eyes.
This figure is--
I was stimulated, and I opened my eyes and saw Pei Yuanzhang sitting beside the bed, one hand was tightly held in my arms, and one hand was covering my cheek, looking silently. Hold me.
"!"
My heart jumped fiercely, subconsciously trying to step back, but the hand covering my cheek slightly moved to my neck.
I suddenly froze.
I am very thin, and my neck is even slimmer. Under his wide palm, my neck seems to break with a slight movement. The skin trembles every time I breathe, ironing his palm, just like last night. The temperature slowly spread.
The breathing slowly became cramped, and I looked at him nervously like a hunted animal.
In the past few days, I do n’t know how much he knows, but he only let me out in order to check and balance Nangong Lizhu and Shenrou. Now Nangong Lizhu has had a miscarriage. To whom does he account? , Not yet known.
I squeezed the sheets tightly under me.
Seeing that I didn't move anymore, his originally dark eyes slowed down tightly slightly, and that hand slowly moved on my forehead again, and touched it gently. The tension just made me out Cold sweat, but the temperature is not as hot as before, he said: "well?"
"... The Emperor Xie cares."
My heart was pounding on my chest, I do n’t know when Chang Qing left, and when did he come. I actually held his hand all the time, and the scalp felt numb only when I thought about it. The disturbing thing is-why did he come?
At this time, he should just keep Nangong Lizhu who just had a miscarriage.
Moreover—Yu Wen suddenly attacked Li Fei madly when she was driving. Chang Qing was holding her. This was a case and should be cleared as soon as possible. I have no assurance that I and Shui Xiu will not be involved. What they can find out, but I still care about.
However, all this did not go as I expected, he actually came to me.
Thinking of this, I barely struggled to sit up, but just propped up, Pei Yuanzhang's hand slid onto my shoulder, and with a little force, I was pressed back by him, and he stood up and leaned down to look Hold me.
Our distance is not very close, but it is not far away. His breath is distant on my face, I do n’t know if it was because I had a fever, or for some reason, but also a little hot, and his eyes are even more Sharon, when looking into my eyes, as if to see through.
My breathing became more and more disordered, and the voice trembled as I spoke: "You-what are you doing?"
He didn't speak, but just kept looking at me, and after a long time, he heard his low voice sound in his ear: "Yue Qingying, you really ..."
"..." Sure enough?
I looked at him nervously, and only listened to him word by word: "Sure enough, you will live to the last one."