Chapter 532: I do n’t blame the past

Bai Xue, Hong Mei, and him.
Falling snow fell in front of my eyes, dazzled my eyes, and the red plum blossoms in the white snow were bright and open, which also made me have a momentary encounter. This scene is so familiar, so familiar ...
It seemed that this place was also in this place, and it was also a white snow around it, and it was also a red plum blossoming like a tree in the white snow. It was also this man who stood in front of me and showed me the red plum tree.
But again, the redness of those plum blossoms changed.
It turned into a blood red, like the blood that shed from my body that night, with the deepest temperature in my heart, and the child's life, flowing from my body little by little, the irretrievable passing away, I just feel that the blood in my whole body has cooled down, standing in the snow, getting colder and colder.
My fingertips couldn't restrain the trembling.
No matter what I have experienced in my life and what I will experience in the future, that night will always be my heart, no matter what I think I have forgotten everything in the past, I can face it without love and hate, but I experienced that night Yes, it's the pain I can't wear out in my life.
"Do you remember here?"
The familiar voice sounded and pulled me back from that night.
I raised my head blankly, facing the dark eyes and pupils. Although it was black, there was no ripple like the bottomless deep pool, and the deep pool seemed to be frozen into ice.
"..."
I didn't say anything, he didn't say anything, and the two stood like this.
The snow was getting deeper and harder, and I did n’t know how long it had been. My fingertips had become cold, and a thin layer of snow had accumulated on my shoulders and head. He frowned slightly: "Is it cold?"
I still didn't speak, but shuddered enough to hear the sound of burping in my teeth.
He came towards me, walking back and taking off the fur on his back, and draped it over my shoulder. The thick fur fell on my shoulder with his taste, and a sudden warmth came, but I subconsciously He had a chill and had not had time to speak. He had already said, "This way, it won't be cold."
Indeed, it's not cold.
Even his body temperature remained in the fur, and his smell was permeated by his side, but the clothes were so heavy that there was an illusion that I would be crushed.
I feel my breathing is getting deeper and deeper, and my voice is very low when I speak, as if tired: "Thank the Emperor for grace, Wei Chen is afraid."
His breath sank a little, but he didn't speak immediately, but just had a feeling of depression, he was silent for a long time, and then said, "Hey, bring you here, do you remember this place?"
"……remember."
I looked up at the splendid red plum tree, which was the scene I had visited with him, the same white snow, splendid red plum, even people.
It's just that the mood is completely different.
He stepped forward, stretched out his hands and caressed the rough and winding branches, and slowly said, "At that time, you still-specially brought you here to relax and enjoy the plum. Fold it down and send it to Fangcaotang for you. "
"... Weichen remembered."
He turned around and looked at me: "Green baby, oh-"
I didn't finish talking, I had already walked up, standing beside him and looking at the winding tree branch, said gently, "So, this plum has never grown out."
His face was slightly frozen, and he looked up, and at the place where the branch was broken, a new branch and a plum blossom were grown next to it, but the broken place was still bare and never grew.
His face sank, and there was a flash of anger in his eyes.
I still stood in front of him, took the fur from him silently, and carefully gave it to him, calmly said: "The emperor still has to take care of the dragon body, Weichen is cold, it is not cold when he arrives at the Royal Study Room Now. "
He didn't reach out to pick it up, but only heard him grind his teeth.
My hand holding my fur was shaking a little underneath, but my face was as calm and calm as possible—I did n’t know that my persistence would make him angry, nor did I know what his anger would do to me, for so many years It ’s all over here, I ’m not afraid to fight, but until now, there are fewer and fewer things I can stick to.
Pei Yuanzhen is right, there are some things, things are man-made!
He looked at me silently, as if suppressing the anger in his body. After a long time, he raised his hand, and I took a step back subconsciously, but his hand did not lift up, but reached into the thick fur. Underneath the clothes, touching the back of my cold hands, the skin was hot from the ironing, and his voice was a little husky, saying, "Oh, I know, you've been very unhappy."
"..."
"I also know that you have suffered a lot over the years."
"..."
"But the past is gone."
The deliberate tenderness and the warmth of the palms made my heart tremble. I looked up at him, looked at those bottomless eyes, and understood with a stunned expression.
These words are not for Yue Qingying.
I know very well that he did not believe what Pei Yuanzhen said. Before the state banquet in the hall, he must have investigated all those things clearly, otherwise he would not accompany Shen Rou to perform the play; he was not asking Rou came to judge me, just forcing me to be pushed back by the Shen family to admit it all. I just didn't expect that Pei Yuanzhen would suddenly say those words. He didn't want to turn his face with this long princess, so he defaulted to everything she said.
However, it is just a default, not a belief.
These words were not for Yue Qingying, but for the person who should have enjoyed all the glory of the world, loved in all kinds, but finally fell into the whirlpool of fate and suffered.
I don't know why, my whole body was cold, but at this time a hot soreness surged up, and my eyes suddenly became red.
His hand was still holding my hand under the fur: "The past, I never blame. No matter what you have done, I don't blame you."
I looked up and looked at him-never blame it?
At this time, he said to me "No blame in the past"?
Suddenly there was an indescribable feeling. I almost laughed, but at this moment a familiar voice suddenly came from the other end of the quiet palace wall: "Hey, wait for me! Light cold!"
When I heard that name, I shuddered. I turned around and looked at the fork on the other side of the palace wall. A familiar figure was standing there. The cyan coat was not heavy. Perhaps because he was too thin, standing in the snow even had a feeling of solitude and isolation, and a thin layer of snow fell on his shoulders. The blue and white contrasted his eyes like a mirror, but the expression in his eyes said no Out of chaos.
I don't seem to know whether it is happiness or sadness, not even the temperature, just staring at it.
Look at us.
All of a sudden my heart sank.
Pei Yuanzhang also saw him, but did not speak. His face was as cold as before, but a bright figure ran over from the side. It was Pei Yuanzhen and he caught him: "What are you running, I ask you?"
With this pull, Qing Han's books fell to the ground suddenly. He seemed to be suddenly awakened, hurriedly lowered his head, and picked up the books in the snow.
What else did Pei Yuanzhen say? I saw us in a blink of an eye. When her eyes fell on the hands of Pei Yuanzhang and me under the fur, there was a cheerful smile on her face, and she went away with a smile. Come over: "Brother Huang, Master Yue, are you here to enjoy plums?"
Liu Qinghan picked up the book on the ground, came over, and bowed his head, "Wei Chen met the emperor."
Pei Yuanzhang looked at the two of them, and a silent smile arose at the corner of his mouth, calm as if nothing had happened, but no matter how hard my hands under the fur tried to shrink back, he was forced by him Holding on, my face paled, and I struggled twice with my teeth, but he gripped tighter.
Pei Yuanzhang smiled without changing his face: "In such a cold day, Yumei still runs like this?"
Pei Yuanzhen glanced at my pale face again, and smiled, "My sister and sister saw the cold weather of Mr. Qing Han, and they were holding Jizi into the palace and asked him what to do. Palace, he rushed in without even listening to the words of his courtiers and sisters, thinking that there was something important, how could Brother Huang and Master Yue be here to relax. "
Pei Yuanzhang smiled slightly: "It's not a big deal."
"Since it's not a big deal, then my sisters and sisters would like to go to the racecourse to ride horses. No one was there, and I wanted him to accompany him. Will the emperor let him go?"
The light cold skin was originally dark and healthy, but at this time it was almost pale, and the whole person was as cold as a statue carved by ice and snow. Pei Yuanzhang looked at him and smiled, "Liu Qing."
"Weichen is here."
"Yi Shu seals you as the captain of the light truck, and you can't just live with some ancient book books all day long."
"……Yes."
"After a while, accompany the princess to the horse to test the horse."
"Weichen complies."
"Okay, now you're going to Yushu first, and I'll be here right away."
"Yes."
He agreed, and Liu Qinghan seemed to want to lift his head, but hesitated for a moment. After all, he didn't look up and looked at us again, but he just turned around and walked away.
Pei Yuanzhen stood on the spot, looking at his back, still with a warm smile on his face, and waited until the back disappeared in the snow, then looked back at us and smiled: "Xie Huang Xiong."
After that, he turned and left.
In the snow, only me and him remained.
This time, the thick fur and his warm big hands did not warm my cold fingers back. I stood there, only to feel completely cold, as if I had lost consciousness, even when the clothes were taken from him by me I do n’t know if I took it, but when I came back to God, he had put my fur on my shoulder again.
"This way, it won't be cold."
I shuddered and turned my head, watching the slight arc of laughter in the corner of his slightly raised lips, and there was a thick snow.