Chapter 550: Give each other a chance

"Did the emperor have news of King Qi in these years?"
The carriage continued to move forward, and the monotonous sound of the snatches when the wheels bumped against the ground added a depressing atmosphere to the quiet carriage, making people want a scream of screaming to clear the mind. The haze.
When I said this, my voice was still very quiet, and it almost blended with this dull atmosphere, but only I knew that in the clenched fist, the palms were all cold sweat, and every breath was like a This kind of torture is like a blunt knife cutting back and forth in my heart, which is a kind of torture that cannot be resorted to.
Pei Yuanzhang sat across from me, her face also cold and gloomy: "No."
My heart hurts again.
Since marrying Liu San'er, I have always regarded myself as a rebirth. Everything that happened in the past is a matter of previous life, then happiness, and then pain, all of which are things of my previous life, but now I know , Where is this past life? I am still alive like this, and those who have loved and hated are still in this world, and continue to love and hate, how can I get away with it?
And Pei Yuanfeng, he is not the memory of my last life.
As soon as I look back, the past flashes before my eyes, and I seem to see that young and handsome face again, and with a childish smile, I think of the way he eats cakes in front of me; think of him At the dinner on the night of the moon, I frankly spoke out for me; remembering that I was trapped as a talent, he cried in the rain and was crazy in the water; remembering that he broke into the cold palace with a sorrow in order to save me. Face to face with Pei Yuanzhang ...
But where is he now?
When he was in Yangzhou that year, he was sent to Xichuan, and Nangong Lizhu returned to Pei Yuanzhang. I was put into prison. At that time, the father-in-law Jade told me, "This time, Lord Wang has gone far. Come ".
Unexpectedly, he didn't really come back ...
"Emperor, haven't you found him?"
"I can't find it."
After saying this, his face became colder and colder. Even if the warm incense was still burning in the compartment, he couldn't bear the chill in his heart. He looked up and condensed his icy eyes and looked at me: Do you know why he left? "
"..." I looked up at him.
"because of you!"
I opened my eyes narrowly and saw his cold eyes look at me like a needle: "He just left because of you!"
I just felt a loud bang above my head, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, snoring my entire body, and I couldn't move when I was stiff: "What are you talking about?"
He sneered: "While he was in Xichuan, Xun let Yuquan pass the message. He knew that you had committed suicide in the Tiger Leaping Gorge and ordered someone to send him a broken arrow."
"..."
"Since then, he has never been back!"
"..."
I just felt a sudden pain in my chest. I curled my knees and sat in the corner, clutching my chest clothes with one hand desperately, but there was no way to relieve myself from the pain-Pei Yuanfeng heard about my " "Death" before leaving!
A broken arrow, is that a decision on his behalf and the court, and the emperor?
"Green baby, I really despise you from the beginning."
Pei Yuanzhang looked at me with gritted teeth, saying: "You can actually let him, this brother who has been following you since he was a child, for you, betray the court, betrayal!"
"Do not……"
I shook my head gently and murmured: "No ... he won't do this ..."
This incident also seemed to be the heartache of the emperor. He sneered: "He won't? At first, he broke into the cold palace for you, and he told him to do it. What else could he not do?"
"..."
"He is your most cherished brother, and the general you want to entrust for reuse, but you—" He looked at me with a grim look: "You ruined him!"
I ruined him?
I ruined him!
This sentence sounded like a thunder in my ears, and it kept echoing in my head. I seemed to be shaken out of my body. I could hear nothing for a while, and I couldn't see anything.
I remembered that when I asked him why he did n’t follow Queen Yin and Pei Yuanxiu to leave, but stayed to help the emperor, he told me that he actually had his own ideals, hoping to abolish the pariah status of the south, and hope the Hans and customs People are one, and hope that the integration of the North and the South in the heavens will lead to a real prosperity. In order to realize his ideal, he stayed with Pei Yuanzhang.
However, because of my "death", he left like this and gave up his dream?
Recalling those clear eyes, when I spoke his dream, that firm conviction, I clenched my fists—
No, I don't believe it!
"what did you say?"
Pei Yuanzhang looked at me with a frown, and I slowly looked up at him: "I don't believe King Qi would do this."
"You don't believe it?" He sneered. "What do you want to say?"
"When King Qi was so difficult, he stayed, even--" Even if Empress Yin and Pei Yuanxiu left, he didn't follow him. How can a person with such a mind easily give up his original heart? "Even if this is really arranged by King Qi, I believe it is not his original intention!"
He didn't speak, just looked at me, his eyes slowly deepened.
I also looked at him: "Does the emperor believe him?"
"..."
"Still not trusting me?"
"..."
He was still silent, and the atmosphere inside the golden car was almost silent. After a while, he slowly got up and rushed in front of me until he was almost close to my body, and stared down at my eyes: " How do you believe in you? "
"..."
"He is so rebellious for you. How do you believe him, and how do you believe him?"
"..."
I looked at those dark eyes, and my heart trembled slightly. At the time when it was so difficult, Pei Yuanfeng stayed with him, and even when he disobeyed him in Leng Palace, he still took Pei Yuanfeng to the south of the river and entrusted him with a heavy task. Why can't he trust him now?
Or is it really because of me that the trust in this brother has been exhausted?
Really, is it my fault?
Thinking of this, I looked up firmly: "Emperor, anyway, he is your brother, isn't he?"
"..."
"At the beginning of the Xiye Hongye Temple, even Mu Hua and the emperor could put it on; Mo Tieyi assassinated Lord Liu Yi, and the emperor could pardon it. Then, if you align the king, the emperor can't open up one side and give each other a chance?
"Give each other a chance?"
He heard this, a light flashed in his eyes, raised his head, and looked at me with a smile: "Why, how can I give him a chance?"
I was a little bit embarrassed by his eyes, but still reluctantly straightened out, saying, "I have been thinking just now, if King Qi really took over the lecture hall, if he really had the heart to assassinate the emperor, In fact, they do n’t really have to wait that long, maybe they have some problems themselves, but the more important point is-- "
"What is it?"
"It is the emperor's attitude towards the South."
Pei Yuanzhang still looked at me calmly without saying a word, but I knew that he must understand what I meant.
Shen Gongzhen had the opportunity to ask him to increase taxes in Jiangnan one year ago. At that time, because Shenrou had just given birth to a child and the Shen family favored him, Pei Yuanzhang agreed to him. As soon as the spring began, this order was issued; In this way, his previous efforts in the Jiangnan area are almost in vain, and the integration of North and South is almost a futile. In the eyes of the people in the South, he is a dazzling monarch who changes regardless of the lives of the people.
I think if the assassin was really sent by Pei Yuanfeng, it must have touched his line because of this incident.
"Actually, I think it's not just King Qi," I thought, looking at his face, and cautiously saying, "Jiangnan's taxation should have been discussed for a long time. What about the emperor?"
"..."
"Shen Taifu asked for an increase in taxes in Jiangnan. It should not have been decided hastily."
"..."
"And now, all the people in the six departments ... Emperor, the order has just been issued, and there should be a chance to--"
He didn't speak, but just kept looking at me silently. After a while, the corner of his mouth evoked a playful arc: "What are you suggesting to you?"
"...!" Looking at his eyes, I was shocked.
I have always spoken to him very carefully, not too much, and not submissive, but I almost forgot that this matter is different. It has involved the Middle Minister of North Korea, a national event that affects millions of people, and Also, there are inexhaustible connections in the middle, involving the concubine of the harem grace ...
He said what I was suggesting ...
I hurriedly turned my face to avoid his gaze: "I didn't."
He exhaled a cold smile from his nose, suddenly reached out and held my chin, and drew my face to face him, saying, "You make sense, too."
A joy in my heart, I didn't expect him to really listen: "That--"
"So, you should help too."
"Help?" I was puzzled again, how can I help?
But there was no response, and suddenly the sky turned around. He reached out and pulled my body down. I was suddenly overwhelmed by him. Although there was no pain in the thick seat-belt under him, Both were shocked, and his hands had been pressed to the sides of his body and clasped.
I was struggling subconsciously, but when I encountered an injury on my hand, I suddenly felt pain: "Ah-"
He covered me, and when he heard my voice, the smile on the corner of his mouth grew deeper, and he said gently, "Does it hurt?"
"You-what are you doing-ah!"
"..."
"No, don't-ah!"
The soft and injured hand couldn't stop his movement at all. I watched him cover my body, and with a little hard hand, he opened my clothes, and the thin underwear was rubbed into a mess. A piece of snow-white skin appeared immediately, and he smiled with a smile, lowered his head, and the hot lips printed on my lips, but did not go deep, just rubbed my lips gently.
I grit my teeth and shook my head constantly to avoid his kiss: "No, don't!"
Outside the golden car, there seemed to be noise.