Chapter 579: "you're lying!"

He frowned and looked at me. There was something suffocating in his eyebrows, but he didn't say anything, he just walked away and turned away.
I hurried forward and grabbed his hand.
He froze, looking back at the wrist I was holding, then slowly raised his head to look at me: "What do you mean?"
"You just, what are you doing?"
"What?" He smiled, as if flames were burning, but the dark face hidden in the night, but could not see the slightest smile, coldly: "Just now, I am not drunk, Go to your door? "
"..."
"Don't I dare to look for you only when I'm drunk?"
After saying this, he was about to break free of my hand, but I squeezed a little tighter, he was a little hurt by my fingers, frowned and looked at me, I just held tightly His wrist, almost nails into his skin, half a while before he said, "I said, before you come to my door!"
His expression flashed and he turned his face, and said lightly, "I'm drinking."
"you're lying!"
When I said these three words, the root of the tooth was bitten. When he heard these three words, his wrist trembled involuntarily, and he looked back at me.
"you're lying!"
As I said, I let go of his hand, and he didn't just walk away, just watching me slowly raise my hand, the wound on the palm just scratched by the rough ground was still there, and the sand and stones It still remains on my wound--
The scars on the palms are particularly red and dazzling, but not only the blood flowing out of the wounds, but also the mud and sand that are red like flames, deeply trapped in the flesh.
The expression on his face trembled, his eyes flickered, as if he didn't dare to look at me anymore, and he turned his head subconsciously, but I stepped forward and asked him aggressively: "Why is there red dirt in the sole of your shoes? ! "
"..."
"where did you go?"
"..."
"Where did you go before coming to my door ?!"
"..."
Although it was such a quiet night, I tried to keep my voice down, but at this moment, I was still a little bit uncontrollable, and my throat was almost and sweet. He looked at me silently One eyelid dangled, and silence stopped speaking.
I finally said slowly: "There is no red dirt near here. If you just drink in this Juma Valley, you will not get these things."
"..."
"where did you go?"
"..."
"Say! Where have you been ?!"
"..."
He lowered his eyelids, and the crow-winged eyelashes covered those originally clear eyes. I couldn't see what kind of ripples those eyes appeared at this time, but after a long silence, He slowly raised his head to look at me, and a slight, almost invisible smiley stoke at the corner of his mouth.
"Don't you already know?"
All of a sudden my heart sank.
There is no red dirt near the Juma River Valley, and there is no such red dirt in all the surrounding areas.
Except for one place-
Sword washing pool!
Where the Ministry of Defense arranges troop training.
That is-where Shen Xiaokun is stationed with his soldiers and horses!
No wonder, I haven't seen him in the Spring Hunt team for the past two days. Even if Pei Yuanzhang and I suffered a tiger attack and I was injured, he didn't show up. It turned out that he went to the sword wash pond alone!
Although this road, Shengjia slowly walked for several days, but if a person is galloping fast, in fact, one day is more than enough. Besides, he should have left the whole two days, enough for him to go there. Wash the sword pond, and drunk so drunk at my door! He rode a horse along the way, and the red dirt on the soles of the shoes didn't drop much, so when he just leaned on my door, he fell to the ground.
Why did he go there? What is he going to do there? !!
Questions were crazed in my mind, and the possible answers to every question were coming out. It almost broke my head. I just felt the pain in my body, and said chokingly, " What the are you doing? "
He didn't answer me, and didn't even say a word again, but the light in those eyes slowly converged, leaving only a solid black, I just felt that I was shaking uncontrollably, getting worse , Even the voice was almost fragmented: "Tell me, what are you doing?"
"..."
"Do you know what you are doing ?!"
Hearing this sentence, he slowly raised his eyes and looked at me calmly: "I know."
"..."
"I do everything very clearly, I know what I want to do, and I know what I want."
"..."
"How about you?"
"I?"
"Do you still want to stay with him now?"
My heart trembled violently, and I stared at him with my eyes wide open, and heard his calm and calm voice sound in the night-"If I say, all I do is for you, to keep you away from him What would you do to make it possible for me and your future? "
"..."
"Will you still stop me?"
I was dumbfounded and lost my reaction for a while, staring at him with wide eyes.
what did he say?
For me and his future ...
His eyes flickered in the night, and he took a step forward slowly, and walked in front of me, almost close to my body, and when he lowered his head, his lips were warm and drunk. Ruobu rubbed my forehead and said word by word, "In your heart, who is more important to me and him?"
"..."
"Who would you help?"
Between his breaths, the familiar atmosphere was like a pair of hot hands, and immediately embraced me all over, I just felt like I was shaking like I could not, and there was an illusion of being completely irresistible.
I bit my lower lip hard, until the teeth bit into the flesh, and the tongue tasted the taste of blood. The salty smell made me a little fresher. I slowly raised my head to face his dark eyes, one word at a time. The word says: "You are more important, and it does not mean that you are all right."
"...!"
His expression shook, and he looked at me diligently.
A gust of wind blew from behind, sweeping the mountain roads on both sides with coolness, the lush grass made a rustling sound.
At this moment, he raised an eyebrow, and immediately a hint of playfulness appeared in his eyes: "Oh-?"
I've never seen him look like this, strange as if it was another person, I could not help but clenched my hand, want to make myself awake by the pain of the wound in the palm, but felt stunned that the original is really It's empty.
Nothing is gone.
The man who was curled up in a small bed with me and smiled and flushed was no longer there; the man who went to the stone house to shower in the evening was already away from me, too far away from him, too far……
I bit my lower lip and looked at him: "Right and wrong, and human feelings are two different things."
"Is that right or wrong in your heart? It can be different from your relationship?"
His eyes looked more dignified, but the expression on his face became more playful. He lowered his head, pressed against my hot ears, and slowly said, "If I did something wrong, what would you do to me?"
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After finishing that sentence, Qing Han smiled at me lightly, and the smile seemed as if he was leaving, and the wind that passed from his face just disappeared suddenly.
I stood in place, looking at the dark night around me, just feeling that the whole person was empty.
If he did, if he did all wrong, what would I do to him?
I never thought I would confront him, I even felt that even if he was hostile to me all over the world, he would definitely stand by me, even in front of me, to help me resist all attacks and poison arrows, just like When we got married, he helped me stand in front of all the villagers.
But, what if I face him?
What will I do? What will happen to him?
I ca n’t even imagine, I do n’t even know what I should do, I just feel empty, as if being hollowed out, and wandering around in the dark camp, without knowing where I am, I heard the guard in front loudly: "Stop!"
"Ah ..." I looked up blankly, only to find myself unknowingly, and walked to the king's tent.
"The queen mother has an order. The emperor is resting, and no one is allowed to enter. Master Yue, please come back!"
I stood there, looking at it a bit, looking like a thick tent, and there was a faint candlelight, through the bright yellow account, giving a warm illusion, I mumbled: "I, I want to see Queen Mother ... "
"No!"
Just when they were about to reach out and stop me, there was an old voice from the queen mother: "Is it Yue Qingying? Let her in."
The guards receded to the sides as soon as they heard it, I settled down, and then went in.
As soon as I entered the account, I immediately smelled a familiar, sandalwood smell, bitterness mixed with a little medicine, permeated the entire account, a faint candlelight swaying on the desk, reflecting the queen mother's thin figure A long, thin shadow was cast on the account.
She sat by the bed and beckoned at me as soon as I went in. "Girl, come."
I walked over and saw the person in bed at a glance.
It's rare to see him lying so quietly.
Most of the time, he was standing with a spirit of spirit, as if he could not wait for everyone to be at his feet, and he should look down on everyone, and he should never lie quietly like now, with his body on Injury, and the sick redness left by the persistent low fever. In the shadow of the candlelight, the angular face also showed a kind of nagging.
And light cold, completely different.
Such two men, one is the supreme ninety-five supreme supreme, and one is a barefoot man who is fishing and living, as if one day and one place, should not intersect.
But now, it seems to be tearing my body and soul, to tear me apart.
Seeing me standing by the bed with a slight bun, the queen mother looked at me for a while and said gently, "Girl, what's wrong?"
"..." I turned to look at her: "Mr. Queen."
She looked at me, stretched out her hand, and rubbed my eyebrow with her thumb: "You, what's the knot?"
"..."
"Is the house of grief to help you untie it?"
I was silent for a while, looking at the queen queen's familiar eyes, and at the man on the bed, suddenly came to her, and gently fell on her knees, and said, "My queen, you-love Is your child? "
"..." She froze and looked at me slightly.
"Do you love your child? Your biological flesh, do you love him?"
This sentence was obviously a joke, but the queen mother seemed to be unable to laugh. The old face was under the light of the candlelight, and she seemed to be a few years old again. After a long silence, she nodded: "Of course . "
"Then, if he has a human heart and is not upright about integrity? If he is a person of unethical character, would you still love him? If he is a person who hurts the human reason, would you still love him the same? "
The queen mother looked down at me, and her eyes flickered with the candlelight: "Why are you asking this?"
"I want to know, please queen mother to untie my knot!"
"..."
She thought for a long time and said, "Parents all over the world love their children. If he has misbehavior and unsatisfactory behavior, as a mother, the family will be disappointed, and he will definitely be disciplined. He was on the right path. "She said, her eyes added a bit harsher," But if he is stubborn and malignant, then this son is just a biological son to the family of Ai After all, the Ai family will have no more expectations of him, and even the Ai family will give up on him. "
As soon as I heard it, I hurried: "The queen mother will give up on him? Doesn't the queen mother love him because he is your biological son, regardless of what he does?"
The queen mother smiled, and said meaningfully: "If he is not a good person, what will his family love him?"
"...!"
My heart was shocked a bit--
If he is not a good person, what does Ai family love him?
Then I remembered that the queen mother asked me about Huang Tianba for the first time. The first sentence was to ask him about his conduct. This is not just a simple question, but a person who is most important to him. The most basic prayers and demands.
If he is not a good person, what do I love him?
Yes, if he is not a good person, what is worth to be loved and worthy of nostalgia?
I fall in love with him because he is a good person, with good character and diligence. If he does not have such advantages, he is a person who ignores his life and death, and is trapped by thousands of people for his own self-interest. Is it worth your favor?
No one will love a gangster who humiliates, kills and sets fire, because it is not worth it!
He's good, it's worth it all!
With such a simple truth, why would I entangle myself and help me untie this knot too late? Is it because of him that I will be reluctant, so even myself will become confused? !!
The queen mother looked at my struggling eyes, and gently put her hand on my cheek, and said, "Girl, what should you do, you should be very clear."
"Mr. Queen, I--"
The queen mother looked at my entangled gaze, as if she felt something, and said, "What are you still hesitating about?"
I bit my lower lip and looked up to her gaze: "What if I don't want to just give him up like this?"
"..." This time, the queen mother's eyes have become a little deeper. She thought about it and said, "The family of Ai has just said. If the biological son of Ai's family is misbehaving, the family of Ai will naturally use her identity And discipline him. "
"If you, if the person you love is misbehaving, of course you should use your own strength to influence him and insist on your position, not because you love him, then follow him confused and act according to his goals; let alone because of love He, let him do whatever you want, you love. Then he is him, and what are you? "
"Girl, you got hurt here," the queen mother looked at my hand, and then nodded my forehead with her fingertips: "Here, no!"
My heart trembled fiercely.
The queen mother continued to look at me and said, "You know what to do."
I was shocked to look at the old old man in front of her. Her health was not good. It seemed that she had never said such a long word. She was a little bit breathless and pale. But that pale and old face had a strange brilliance, which looked so dazzling under such dim light.
I finally understand why the Emperor Tai has always respected Lin Shui Pagoda for so many years, and she has always been in awe of her. This is not without reason.
Maybe some things at the beginning made the emperor feel guilty to her, but the feeling of guilt will not make people respect her. Only by her firmness and integrity in the heart can she truly admire her!
I feel that my heart is hot for a while, and one kind seems to be far away, but in fact, I have never left my feelings. I keep tumbling, and I ca n’t stop overflowing. I put out a slightly hot hand. Holding her fingertips, she nodded heavily: "Mr. Queen, Qingying knows."
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I slowly got up, I don't know where a gust of wind came from, I just felt a cool passing through my musculoskeletal bones, soaked into my heart, even the candlelight in the account flickered.
I looked down, looked at Pei Yuanzhang on the bed, and frowned slightly, the queen mother also looked at me: "Girl."
"Mr. Queen, Qingying will go to work first."
Having said that, I turned towards her gently, and turned away.
I just walked to the door and saw a curtain, but I saw a few soldiers in soft armor walking up around the door of the king's tent and looking down at me: "Master Yue."
I frowned, and looked around--what about the guards just now? Why didn't they stop them?
I murmured in my heart, but still settled down, "Who are you?"