Chapter 610: What about waiting for chaos?

After he said that, he kept looking at the light cold, and no one around him spoke again. The whole forest was so silent that there was only the sound of wind blowing through the treetops.
I turned my head and looked at the chill who had stood there pale and silent.
His expression was very low, his eyes were so dark that he couldn't even dazzle such dazzling sunlight, and his lips were pinched hard into a line.
Although he didn't speak, it seemed to me—I already knew his choice.
Under the river valley, he has told me plainly that he didn't come to Beijing for me.
For him, the South is the most important. The dreams he wants to realize, the responsibilities inherited from the blood, are the most important things in his life.
Thinking of this, I could not help clenching my fists, and heard him speak, his voice hoarsely strange—
"Yes."
This word seems to be the judgment of fate on me.
I looked at this judge, he was not as high as other destiny judges, it seemed that he was arbitrating not only others but himself. The bloodless face had no sweat or vitality in the hot sun, and was almost transparent.
My eyes suddenly blurred.
He still made his own choice.
However, this is the end of the bright and clear, no deception, no harm, even let me admire and admire him in the sadness. A good man, indeed, should set a goal for his life, never fail, nor regret to achieve it, this man is what I love, and I should also love it!
but……
I slowly lowered my head, only feeling that my eyes were hot, and tears kept rolling in the eye sockets, but I was still gritted and refused to cry.
But-I am so miserable!
I am so pained!
The cramps in my heart made me have the illusion that everything was shattered inside, and the overwhelming pain almost made me unable to stand, and I was about to fall down.
Just as I was about to fall, Qing Han suddenly stepped forward: "Emperor."
What will he say? I turned around and looked at him in amazement. He didn't look at me, but smiled at Pei Yuan, who was sneering, and was about to turn away. "The emperor, Wei Chen still has something to say."
"..." Pei Yuanzhang frowned slightly and looked back at him.
"Wei Chen ventured, please move the emperor."
Pei Yuan stared at him with a stunned look, and then looked at me again, with a calm face and turned to the other side.
I watched Qing Han turn his head and walked away, and a gust of wind came from behind. The feeling of chilling musculoskeletal caused me a chill from my heart. Chang Qing kept looking at me at this time, and slowly stretched out his hand at this time. Took my hand.
Her tenderness is slender and soft, ironing my skin with her temperature and Fang Xin, but how can it not warm my heart, I looked up at her and gave a smile, but myself Feel more uncomfortable than crying.
She held my hand a little harder.
.
Qing Han and Pei Yuanzhang are not far away, but the roar of the waterfall is not enough to cover up their conversation. I only saw Qing Han's face was always cold, and he said to Pei Yuanzhang, this nine Five Zun's face sank immediately.
Then neither of them spoke again.
The sun is getting hotter.
The whole earth is like a melting pot. To melt everyone, every drop of blood in my body boils at this moment-although I don't know what they are talking about, but I clearly understand that this conversation must be It's about me, and light cold.
Pei Yuanzhang's face was gloomy and almost black in the sun.
I was a little nervous, and my subconscious backhand also held Chang Qing's hand. Slowly, my palms were cold and sweaty. She said nothing in my ear and comforted me. I could hardly hear it.
Just faintly could feel a pair of hateful eyes staring at me all the time.
This almost confrontation, I do n’t know how long it will last, or how many people are still in the forest, but the faint heat makes everyone more uneasy and irritable. I heard many horses snoring. He heard the sound of the ground again, as if the earth was shaking.
Finally, Pei Yuanzhang opened his mouth in silence.
He only said a word, and Qing Han's eyes flashed a stream of light at once, and he flickered towards him.
I opened my eyes and watched them both turned around and came over here. Pei Yuanzhang's face was not good-looking, and Qing Han's expression was not easy. He walked up to me and looked down at me.
"Light cold ...?" I wanted to ask him, but I couldn't ask why.
"Let's go back."
"..."
I bit my lower lip and didn't speak. I just nodded and went back with him. As soon as I turned around, I saw Pei Yuanzhen standing not far away. Her eyes were almost bloodshot and red, and she met her in the cold. There was also a bit of embarrassment, but he didn't seem to be able to say any more, just nodded heavily.
Pei Yuanzhang has turned on her horse and waved her hand: "Go!"
.
This time I left, I really left.
Because of the urgency of the south, Pei Yuanzhang has been here for a long time, and the next step is the night and star journey. In addition to the supply of water and some necessary rest, the horse team went all the way to the south, and there was almost no rest.
As soon as I got on Chang Qing's carriage, I fell down.
It ’s half-drowsy, in fact, I also know that if I fall into the valley, I only rely on some wild fruits and simple grilled fish. Although the mental joy is not hard, the body is still unable to carry it. But as soon as the back of Qing Han left my sight, the whole person lost consciousness.
In the dimness, it turned upside down.
I feel a lot of pain and sadness in my heart, but I can't say a word. It just makes me like being stuck by countless sharp needles and countless sharp blades. It just hurts, but I can't see the blood. I want to cry , But no one can understand.
I'm about to stand it.
I wo n’t be able to fight again, and I ’m not afraid to fight again.
However, after all these years and so many experiences, I just made my situation more and more difficult.
I don't know how long this darkness has lasted. When I finally opened my eyes slowly, I only saw that the carriage above me was still shaking, and Chang Qing's eyes with a worried expression came into my eyes: "Are you awake?"
"... Mother Queen?"
"Just wake up."
She sat calmly and looked down at me: "Are you better?"
I nodded my head slightly, only to feel that the corners of my eyes, cheeks, and buns were wet, and I was wondering. Chang Qing wiped the corners of my eyes with a silk scarf: "You, I have been drowsy for so long and have been crying. "
"..."
I've been crying?
Raising his hand subconsciously, Chang Qing has reached out and held me, silent for a moment, and said gently: "This is the end of the matter, you should not think too much."
In fact, I really do n’t want to think about it, but as soon as I open my eyes, I have to face all this. It seems that a person has built his most beautiful home and family in a dream, but when he wakes up, he discovers that it is only Huang Liangyi dream.
Two hands, empty.
I couldn't speak, and just smiled at Chang Qing in front of me. That smile was uglier than crying. She sighed and said nothing. After I washed it, I carefully fed me some I do n’t have any food. I just swallowed intuitively and looked at the food in my face. She seemed to comfort me: "The emperor hasn't come over these days."
Pei Yuanzhang didn't come ...
If he doesn't come, he is naturally the best, but-he has n’t arrived in Beijing yet, and he still has a lot to do. How can he pack me up? Maybe I still ca n’t see the true chapter.
I didn't answer this stubble, but thought about it, and asked, "Madam, have you left some people?"
She nodded. "She's gone."
She ... Nangong Lizhu?
"After catching the thief, it didn't take long for the emperor to send someone to them back. Li Fei, they also went along."
No wonder when she caught me and Qinghan, she didn't see her appear.
Inangong Lizhu's hatred for me, I thought she must stay and see my body to be willing. Although I fell from such a high place, most people have long believed that I must die, and it doesn't matter if I don't see it, but she was surprised by her.
I don't know what she was so anxious to go back to.
Chang Qing glanced at me and murmured, "The emperor has a lot of people to follow, there is also-the old Taoist."
That old priest? Speechless?
Said to follow, it should be let him escorted. This man's martial arts is unpredictable. With him sitting in the town, he is naturally not afraid of any troubles caused by the thieves. Nangong Lizhu can return to Beijing safely.
But when I mentioned this old priest, I remembered those words that Qing Han told me at the bottom of the valley.
Why does this old priest inquire about me with Qinghan, and--the brand? What does he care about the brand on me? That name brand is just a proof of the identity of a maid, and now I do n’t even value it, why is anyone still thinking about it?
Thinking of this, I just felt a burst of bonelessness coming up.
Originally, I thought I could get rid of all this by leaving the river valley and thinking that everything is light and cold. I do n’t need to spend these thoughts or intrigues to fight against others, but now ...
Chang Qing's brows were also tightly locked. I knew her mood was heavy. The Shen family fell down, and the harem must be cleaned up. The civil unrest in the south was not so easy to solve. Seeing her appearance seemed to want to follow What did I say, I said gently: "Madam, I ... Xiaguan is a bit tired."
She glanced at me and understood, and said softly, "You can take a rest. It's almost time to Beijing."
I closed my eyes and nodded.
I do n’t want to control it, and I have no strength to do it again. If I can, I really would rather be iron-hearted, or a pair of small-belly chicken intestines that can only bloom, and look at the chaos forever.
What I want is just him ...