Chapter 613: People who don't hurt, not suffering

"You said, don't you remember?"
He was watching with hot eyes, and the skin was a bit hot, and I still stood there, as if nothing had happened: "Yes."
A hand reached over and pinched my chin.
I don't know if he deliberately used it or couldn't control his strength. I just felt that those were like iron tongs and his chin seemed to be crushed. I gritted my teeth and held them up, facing those stormy eyes.
He was obviously angry.
"Can you say that again."
"Wei Chen doesn't remember."
After saying this, I clenched my fist subconsciously.
It does n’t matter if you do n’t care, but it does n’t mean you are not afraid. Besides, with my current body and current situation, if he really wants to hit me, then I have no way to do it. I even feel that his slightly convulsive hands I will let go of my chin for a moment, and put my face on my palm.
That fear made me shudder slightly.
However, the anticipated pain is slow to come.
His hand slowly opened and pinched my cheek, and a slight smile evoked from the corner of his mouth, but that smile had no goodwill at all, only the thick bloodthirsty ruthlessness: "Yue-- Green-baby! "
"..."
"You still feel wronged, don't you?"
Grievance? I raised my eyebrows and looked at him seriously: "Wei Chen has no grievances. Xu Xianfei's case was a crime confessed by Wei Chen himself, and there is no grievance."
There was another spit in his eyebrows.
"It's just that Weichen forgot about it."
"..."
"If the emperor is to blame, Wei Chen will have no complaints and dare not say grievances."
After I said these things calmly, I lowered my eyelids and stopped talking with a little tiredness. Pei Yuanzhang didn't speak immediately, but he could feel his breathing tighter than he did. He just held my cheek and kept looking at me. After a while, he suddenly said, "Yue Qingying, don't you think, I promise After Liu Qinghan, before the Jiangnan incident is over, without moving you or moving you, you can do whatever you want in front of You! "
"...!"
My heart jumped fiercely.
Before Jiangnan is over, don't move me, don't move us!
This--is it the words that Qing Han and he went alone to the side at the mouth of the waterfall? !!
I looked up at Pei Yuanzhang stupidly, and there was still an angry sigh in his face: "Do not move you, do not move you! He is so brave!"
His anger did not scare me, but an unspeakable sourness poured out of my heart, and I could not help reddening my eyes-it turned out that he didn't really give up on me.
Do not move me, do not move us, this is his last insistence, even in the face of his dream, he is unwilling to give up.
But light cold, light cold, you are so stupid ...
Do you think a promise is a real promise? Do you think this man will keep his promise without touching me, not moving us? You are too naive and you don't know Pei Yuanzhang as an emperor!
If he did keep his promise, how could I get here today; how could I and you get here today?
My jaw was about to be crushed, and it made me look back, and I saw Pei Yuanzhang staring at me blinkingly, and the corners of his eyes were slightly indescribable danger: "He has been in front of You Be cautious, but after you fall down the valley, you dare to negotiate with you, and offer conditions! What did you do under the valley ?! "
Hearing this sentence, the sneer in my heart suddenly floated into my eyes.
It turned out he was still thinking about this-what did we do at the bottom of the valley? The lonely man and the widow are far away from the hustle and bustle of the earth, and in those days alone, he and I have long been in love, and they have the status of husband and wife. What can they do?
These words, when I was impulsive, I really wanted to say this, but I thought that Qing Han is still the official, and in the final analysis, both my life and his life were still in the hands of the man in front of him, and he gritted his teeth. After all, forbearance came down.
But he didn't give up so easily, holding up my face vigorously: "Don't tell me, you've even forgotten this."
This time, I really laughed.
forget? I certainly won't forget.
People, because they tend to avoid benefits and fear the harm caused by painful memories, slowly forget these memories, and only mark these memories in general—pain; happy memories are different, and every moment is It is sweet. You can face the pain in the future. When you are frustrated, you can take out the aftertaste slowly and draw the power of happiness to get through the difficulties and face the setbacks.
I depend on Lier to survive; and the strength of my survival is those memories of happiness.
"That, Wei Chen didn't forget. It's just-inconvenient to say."
After hearing these words from me, the flame in his eyes suddenly burned.
Just then, Chang Qing suddenly walked in from the door.
Pei Yuanzhang's hand was still pinching my face. I didn't relax the pain so much that I clenched my teeth. He didn't turn his head back and just said, "Go out!"
"Emperor," Chang Qing was shocked when she saw this scene, but she didn't quit, stood at the door and said, "Emperor, there's something important about him--"
"Go out!"
"emperor."
"Hey let you out!"
"The young baby was aborted that year and was killed!"
Chang Qing's voice was out of control, and she spoke out loud, and the whole room was quiet for a while.
The fingers that pinched my cheeks were stiff, and my own breath was choked, and I saw Pei Yuanzhang staring at me with wide eyes, with a look of astonishment in his eyes, and then slowly turned his head: "You said what?"
Chang Qing's face was flushed with redness, and some gasping words said, "Just now Chen Chen took the pearl with them, and suddenly thought that Xian Fei and-and Qingying were pregnant together, but the two happened one after the other When Chen Ye felt a little suspicious, she asked Mingzhu; she kept supporting her, and was forced to ask him at the end before admitting that it was Shen Guifei who had jealousy and gave pregnant women contraindications. "
"Contraindications for pregnant women? What does she do?"
Chang Qing waved his hand back, Xiaofuzi immediately pushed the pearl in: "You say it!"
Ming Zhu knelt on the ground, and the aunt was afraid to look up, and said, "The emperor, these are all made by the concubine, and have nothing to do with the slaves."
"I want you to say, what's going on!"
Pei Yuanzhang gritted his teeth and said, word by word, I almost felt that he was about to crush and destroy the people in front of him. The pearl was scared and almost fainted, crying, crying line by line. : "That year, the family of the concubine sent fireworks to the palace and distributed them to the ladies in the palaces. The slaves also learned afterwards that the concubine moved the fireworks assigned to Fangcaotang and added some prohibited drugs to it. powder."
Pei Yuanzhang's teeth bite loudly: "Continue to say-!"
Mingzhu could only continue to cry: "That night, the emperor came to the Yuhua Palace, and the concubine drank wine with the emperor, but also said that she-she had arrived, and could not serve the emperor. At that time, the slaves also felt strange because Because her letter is not in those days ... "
After hearing this, Pei Yuanzhang almost stood still. After a while, she turned her head and looked at my pale face.
Pearl suddenly crawled over on her knees and hugged my leg: "Master Yue, this thing really has nothing to do with me, I didn't do it, and I didn't expect the consort to harm you like that, it really doesn't matter to me You do n’t blame me! "
My eyes have been staring in front of me, but I do n’t seem to know what I ’m looking at. At this time I slowly lower my head, my vision blurred, I saw her figure, and begged tears and tears. Even her crying gradually became distant.
Everything around me, and my mind, are now blank.
I was swayed by her, some stood unsteadily, and lowered my head and said vaguely: "Since ... it's not your business ..."
"Master Yue ..."
"So, it doesn't matter."
Listening to my weak voice, both Pei Yuanzhang and Chang Qing turned their heads to look at me. I raised my head randomly and wanted to go out: "I, I don't really remember ..."
"..."
"Green baby!"
"No, no more with me--"
I didn't finish the words, I just felt that the sky was spinning, and I fell down.
.
I thought I was strong enough, and I did n’t get hurt. I did n’t know until the moment I lost consciousness. Everything was just superficial. From the injuries and tiredness that were deposited after the fall to the bottom of the valley, I also rushed back to the capital to travel to the capital Hard work finally broke out at this moment.
I was trapped in a familiar dream, surrounded by blood-red colors, drowning myself, unable to struggle, and slept heavily for a long time.
When I finally opened my eyes, I felt that there was a blood red around me, and I could see nothing. I could only hear my heartbeat and heavy breathing ringing in my ears, and I was almost choked by depression.
He stretched out his hands and held my shoulder: "Green baby!"
It's Chang Qing's voice.
Her gentle and low voice gave me some comfort. I slowly turned around and saw her sitting on the bed watching me with concern, while she reached out and wiped the cold sweat on my forehead: "Are you better?"
"..." I was still in a nightmare and couldn't speak.
"Having a nightmare, right?"
Seeing me foolish, she neither spoke nor reacted. She turned back and waved her hands. Wu Yan immediately offered a small bowl and handed it to my mouth, a mouth, and a warm smell of rice. Sweet juice water flows into the mouth.
It's rice soup.
Chang Qing asked her to feed me a few sips before asking, "Are you better?"
My mind was settled, but I was still a little bit nervous, and looked at her uneasily: "I--"
"You passed out and the emperor carried you over."
he……?
I frowned subconsciously, only to see Wu Yan and Shui Xiu carefully stood aside, did not dare to open easily, Chang Qing reached out and covered my cold hand back, said softly: "Are you all right?"
I haven't talked for a while, just shook my head silently.
"Emperor, I am very angry." She said, looking at me with some hesitation: "After sending you over, he left. Shen Rou has already been abolished. What to do is still unknown. , But-at least everything is clear. "
The truth?
I was thinking these four words in my heart, I just felt that everything was so boring.
Chang Qing looked at my indifferent eyes and whispered: "Are you not thinking about all this again?"
I heard it when she asked her. I had a miscarriage because she forced me to ask Mingzhu. Looking at me like this only made her misunderstand me. I thought she was troubled and shook her head: "Mother, I am not this meaning."
She sighed.
After all, it wasn't her fault or mine's fault, but it seemed to be me and her who were sad now. I held her hand backhand, trying to comfort her, but heard her say: " The emperor is not happy now. "
"..."
"To try the case of the Shen family's rebellion, and also to handle the funeral of the queen mother, everyone's mischief in the harem is now reported to the past, and there are things over the south of the river. , Has been in the Royal Study Room for three consecutive days without even closing his eyes. "
"..."
I lowered my eyes indifferently and leaned on the bed.
Chang Qingdao: "Qingying, what's wrong with you?"
"what?"
"After finding you this time, you have been wrong. It seems that you don't want to see anything, don't want to listen to anything, and don't want to care about anything, even your own things, you--"
"Mother-in-law," I interrupted her, hesitated, and said, "The baby is just tired."
Yes, I am just tired.
Up to now, Pei Yuanzhang and I haven't been able to make a complete break, and it's cold—I thought I could go high with him, find a child, and live our own life. I did n’t have such an urgent hope in my whole life. He even tried to force him, but he did not expect that such expectations were eventually dashed.
I'm really tired.
She frowned slightly.
For a while, the room calmed down. She sat by the bed and looked at me for a long time, and finally said slowly, "Qingying, in this palace, which one is not tired?"
"..."
"Which one does not have a dream that cannot be fulfilled?"
"..."
"Do you really think it would be better to be tired and give up?"
Would it be better to give up?
No, I'm tired, so tired that I can hardly take the next step, but I don't want to give up.
Even Qing Han, he dare to put forward such conditions with Pei Yuanzhang, and even he has not given up, how can I be willing to give up like this?
I felt that my hand on the bed was slowly clenched, and there seemed to be a little vigor in my eyes. Chang Qing said, "This palace knows that your heart is very bitter and you know your pain. It may be empathy, but no matter what you have to remember, it is not easy for anyone today, it is not easy for anyone. "
"... mother."
"Emperor, it's not easy."
After hearing this sentence, my heart sank again.
I do n’t know what Chang Qing said, he ’s very angry, what he is like, and I do n’t know if he has had a hard time these days. This is true for each other.
Those who do not hurt are not suffering.
I sat quietly on the bedside without talking, but there was a sound of footsteps outside, but I saw Xinger ran to the door and pushed open the hidden door, whispering: "Mother, the emperor came to see Master Yue again . "
When Chang Qing heard it, he busy said to me: "These days, the emperor will take the time to come and see you, you—"
I thought about it, and slowly lay down: "Mother, say I woke up and sleep again."
Chang Qing frowned: "Green baby!" This time, her tone was already a bit heavy, with a hint of blame, I stood up and said calmly: "My mother also said that the emperor is tired these days, not easy."
"then you--"
"That's what Qingying can do, the best."
She stood by the bed, aftertaste my words, seemed to understand, and sighed softly, I had been slowly lying down against the wall, and slowly closed my eyes.
As soon as I closed my eyes, I heard that the door was pushed open, and Chang Qing seemed to be ushered in, and said quietly, "My courtier met the emperor."
A husky-spoken voice said, "Where is she?"
"Green baby she-she just woke up, but she is not very good. She drank some soup, talked to Chen Yi, and fell asleep again."
"..."
He didn't speak, and no one around him, but all seemed to have gotten the order, the footsteps rang, and he went out quietly.
There was a sound of footsteps, slowly approaching the bed.
I curled up in a thin quilt, and frowned, I felt a breath coming from behind, covering my body. His breathing was not heavy, but there was some disturbance, and he didn't move when he came to the bed. As if always looking at me.
I still lie calmly.
After a long silence, a light touch suddenly felt between the eyebrows. It was a few fingers that touched the center of my eyebrow and rubbed it gently.