Chapter 656: If you are in hell, I will go too!

The footsteps were very light, and they were getting closer and closer. I half-supported my body without moving, I could hear each step closer, and the faint shadow in the narrow gangway slowly appeared, little by little. In front of the door.
A pair of black official boots came into my sight.
There were many snowflakes and mud on the boots. Obviously, I had to walk very quickly. There were a lot of snowflakes on the hem of the clothes. Along the way, I left a faint footprint and heard the sound of Sosso. Before stopping.
Then the man crouched slowly, and a pale face appeared in the light.
I just felt that the hand holding my body was shaking, and I was about to fall down.
Light cold!
For a while, I almost thought that I was too cold and uncomfortable illusion, especially the light on the skylight above his face, the dark face calm as the lake without wind, watching me His eyes were not cold and unfamiliar, and some were just deep concern and sympathy.
It even made me feel cold fingertips.
"Light cold ..."
I was still thinking that I was in a dream, but his voice sounded so real in his ears, deep and calm, with a hint of husky: "Lightness ..."
"..."
"Are you upset?"
"..."
"Lightness, did you get hurt?"
"..."
The cold fingertips slowly gained a little consciousness. I gritted my teeth and barely propped up my body to sit up. Although I knew that I must look very embarrassed, I still pulled the skirt corner down subconsciously, covering the Muddy ankles; to see him clearly, he backed away from the corner, hiding himself in the gloom.
"You came?"
He looked at me like a stun, but still didn't say anything, and just whispered, "Are you uncomfortable?"
"..." I shook my head slightly.
"Come here, let me see."
He looked for me, I hesitated for a long time, and finally moved slowly over there, messy hair, dirty face, and shy expression were unavoidably presented in front of him, But he just grabbed my hand gently and saw that there were wooden thorns stuck in the skin on the fingertips because he was holding the wooden fence hard. Now they have swelled into small red dots and said softly: " Does it hurt?"
I shake my head.
I do n’t know when it is now, but he still wears the official uniform on the annual banquet, his hair is high, he does n’t wear an official hat, and his forehead is exposed. When he lowers his head, he uses rough fingers. When the belly rubbed my palm, the long eyelashes shone in the light, and the fused lips became a soft curve.
Suddenly, it seemed like going back in time.
Everything seems to have never happened. He is still in Jixiang Village, being the carefree, bravest and simplest fisherman, and cherishes his wife.
But my wife ...
Thinking of this, a hot current rushed into my eyes. I just felt that my eyes were very hot, but I kept looking at him with my eyes wide open. Although he lowered his head, he seemed to be able to feel my gaze, and he did not look up. He just said, "What's wrong?"
"Why don't you ask me?"
"..."
His fingers were also stiff for a while, then he continued to hold my hand: "Ask me?"
"Ask me if I have killed a pregnant woman and lost her unseen child."
"..."
"I don't ask."
"why?"
"..."
After a long silence, he still lowered his head, but the bright eyelashes shivered: "The teacher said, it must be true."
My fingers cramped in his palm.
Fu Bazhen ...
Recalling the old who was always on the hall, even when I was taken away from the hall, the old man who was still "drunk and relieved of all sorrows, and drunk is counted as a prince", I gritted his teeth.
I thought and most hoped that all the secrets about me would let me tell Qinghan myself, even if it was the most unbearable and disgusting part, I should let him tell him little by little instead of anything Anyone who takes care of it, especially those who see it all in their eyes-Fu Bazhen.
Qing Han's palm squeezed my finger slightly, and said calmly, "Teacher, you will do that."
"..."
"So he is disappointed in you."
Disappointed? When I heard these two words, my heart was filled with resentment and annoyance. Although it didn't happen immediately, when I spoke again, the voice was clearly three-pointed: "He is disappointed with me?"
"Yes." Qing Han raised his head and looked at me. Those clear eyes looked very light and light, almost transparent, and had a feeling of clarity to the extreme: "He said he could think that you have encountered Nothing, but you have enough power to fight back, so you will do those things. "
"..."
"But he said it was because of this that he was disappointed."
"..."
"The evil of others should not be your reason for evil."
"..."
My throat choked.
"He said that you should not be like those people, but it is a great misfortune to let yourself go with those people."
The original unwillingness and annoyance disappeared at this moment. I suddenly felt that I was blinded by those transparent eyes and the dim but blindness behind those eyes. .
Yeah ... what have I done over the years?
I do n’t want to be like the women in Shangyang Palace and the Harem. I tried to wear a red and green, intriguing, even jealous, and ugly for a man ’s occasional glance and pampering. But what I did was what? Isn't it an intrigue? Isn't it ugly? What's more, my hands are stained with the resentment and blood of the innocent?
You should not use the same evil acts against other people's evil deeds, but I have completely forgotten them.
No wonder over the years, I have been successful and lost. No matter how I struggle, I always lose. It's not that I really can't do well, but that I've done nothing wrong.
Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly.
When he looked up and looked at him, his eyes and expression were completely in vain.
"Sure enough, I am a poor student."
Qing Han looked at me, as if there was a hint of pain in his eyes.
But I still smiled bitterly: "Did you know that the first class of Xishan College students will always be taught by Fu Bazhen personally, and his first class does not study Liuyi and teaches the royal way, as long as the students Keep a word in mind-my generation was born in the world, we must be fair, repel evil, and use our wealth to create a world of merit.
A slight cold sighed, and said subconsciously: "But, I--"
"Yes, but some people are different."
"..."
"His disciple, what he learned in the first lesson, is something else."
He and I were silent for a while, and said at the same time: "Regardless of the turbulence of the world, but with good intentions."
After saying this, he and I were silent again.
After looking at each other for a long time, I suddenly smiled at him: "Am I a student who is not a good student?"
Qing Han's face was darkened, and he looked at me without speaking again.
This sentence, counted as light cold, Fu Bajiu only taught three people, that is, he does not want us to create a world-renowned occupation, nor do we want to be a graceful life, and to succeed in the future, as long as we are good, no matter what difficulties we encounter No matter who you meet, be kind.
Perhaps it was because he had already foreseen that our kindness might be enough to withstand the demise of many people.
But I--
No wonder he will be disappointed in me.
Thinking of this, I slowly raised my head, looking at those transparent and clear eyes, and asked, "Light cold, how about you?"
He looked at me.
"What do you think of me?"
"..."
"I'm not so clean and innocent, from the beginning." Speaking here, my voice was also a little trembling, I don't know if it was the bitter cold caused by falling snow falling on my body, or the chill that came from my heart. He couldn't stop yelling, "What I'm doing-maybe I've been in for a long time."
"..."
"How about you?"
Qing Han has not spoken, but the hand holding my fingers has been exerting force, which almost made my slender phalanx embarrassed and slightly painful. He did not let go, even if there was an abnormal noise from the outside, he kept holding me like this, The hands and eyes are as firm as ever, without shaking.
Like his firm words, it sounded solemnly in his ears--
"If you are in hell, I will go too!"
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What happened next was so unexpected that it was almost unexpected.
I thought that the turmoil in the hall was enough to make people confused, but when the dark figure broke into the jail like lightning, and with a single wave of hand, I cut off the twelve thick wooden fences together. I know that everything is just the beginning.
As if heralding the beginning of real turmoil, the snowstorm outside was getting more violent.
The man who broke in suddenly was dark, but was wrapped in white shattered snow, and he took the cold snow and ice outside. When he waved, there was even shattered snow blowing on my face with the sleeve wind, hitting My cheek was a little painful, but I kept my eyes wide open until he took a step forward, slowly took off the cloak over his head, and said deeply, "Go."
I also saw his face clearly.
Under her long white hair, her eyebrows were clear and handsome, with a cheeky face.
Speechless!
"Why, you—"
Before I could finish speaking, Qinghan had a cold chill on his face, and stretched out his hand, pulling me into his arms.
I was too late to react and speak, already held by him, and went out with no words. The dark martyr can't see anything, except me and his breathing, and our heartbeat, intertwined with the roar of the snow. However, he could not hear the footsteps of recklessness. He could only see his figure wearing a cape like a ghost, and walked outside, only to see that the iron door of the prison was open, and there was no guard in the cell.
Outside the iron gate, there were at least twice as many guards lying on the ground as usual.
I just feel shocked.
Pei Yuanzhang really reassigned those guards in order to prevent me from fleeing, but he couldn't think of it. Even so, he couldn't resist this unpredictable master.
With a tremor, I whispered, "It's all you did?"
Wordless and silent, he kept moving forward, only to see him with white hair flying constantly in the snow, almost integrated with Bai Xue.
I looked up again and looked at Qing Han.
He only glanced at me and said nothing.
Needless to say, I already understand that he and wordless join forces.
It is not too difficult to get out of the prison of prison, not only because the wordless has already subdued all the people outside, Lord Shi Lang came to visit the prisoner himself, maybe, he also had the power of the long princess behind them, and these people had to answer, and Opening the three outer prison doors to let him in, which also makes it easier for people to enter and leave without words.
Although even if the iron gate was closed, he might not be able to block him, but the appearance of Qing Han at least reduced unnecessary obstacles for him, and no one immediately found out that the prison was robbed and gave us time to flee.
I have no words at all, the taste of the snow on my face is not good, and I only knew at this time that I actually entered the jail, not even for a long time, and the last ray of light in the sky was already when we stepped out of the jail. Swallowed by darkness, only light eyes, bright and firm bright in such a snowstorm.
I looked into those eyes, but for some reason I felt cold.
At this moment, the previous words suddenly stopped.
Qing Han hugged me, nearly hit him, hurriedly stopped, and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Someone."
"what?"
He and I were stunned and looked up. There was a long martyr in front of us. There was no trace of anyone in the wind and snow; but we immediately reacted, and he wasn't looking.
Wordless: "Can't get out."
I looked up at Qing Han a little helplessly, but saw that he was no longer nervous and flustered before, but firmly said, "We will not go out."
"...?"
He didn't even want to say anything, and looked back at him.
Qing Han said: "Let's go to Jixian Temple!"
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It is not too difficult to go to Jixian Temple from the prison.
In particular, there is a master of martial arts who has no desire to open the road. After a while, we have reached the Jixian Hall. At this time, the snow is falling and it has almost permeated the entire line of sight. All I can feel is the man around me who has been hugging me.
When I walked to the Highness, it was quieter than any other place. Except for our respite, only the sound of falling snow remained, one after another, dense, like a heartbeat.
He stopped walking and looked back at us.
He didn't speak, but the silent look had told us clearly-it's here.
Qing Han's face was whiter than snow, and he gasped slightly: "Thank you very much."
Wordlessly looked at me again, did not speak, just waved the dust in his hand, turned around, and disappeared into the snow and wind.
I didn't speak, clinging to the cold chest, I could feel the violent beating inside.
I always thought he was too tired, but at this time, he looked up at the Jixian Temple, which was dark and without any light on the steps. His breathing was more rapid than before, and I realized that he was not tired.
It's fear.
What he had just done was jail.
It was the hijacking of a crime that had just been exposed in front of the civil and military officials. This may have been an unthinkable thing for him in the past, but now it is happening.
The pair kept holding my hands tightly, cold like ice.
I subconsciously reached out and gently covered the back of his hand. He didn't even feel it, but he looked up to look at Jixian Temple. The light of those eyes seemed to be slowly falling as the night fell. Darkness engulfed.
Or do I speak first and break this stiff silence—
"Why, find him?"
"..." He lowered his head and looked at me.
"You're looking for him? Why?"
Even if he was in the Battle of Juma River Valley before, because of Pei Yuanzhang's relationship, he had no contact with Yan Yuyu, but I still could n’t connect them, but I have to believe that when I did n’t see them, they might There have been more contacts, and even, he can ask the urge to come and rescue me.
Qing Han took a spit of water and calmed himself down before he said, "I can only think of him."
"..."
"I think-I feel, he doesn't want you to die."
"..."
"I can feel that there must be some relationship between him and you."
"..."
By the way, I have never asked about the brand name on me, and even mentioned the person I am like. There are indeed some relationships between him and me that I haven't figured out clearly.
And light cold, just this time, keenly felt, so went to him.
I could not help but clenched his hand: "Light cold."
He didn't speak, just raised his head to look at the steps, and gritted his teeth forcefully: "Let's go up."
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Because the snow fell too quickly, a thick layer of snow had accumulated on the steps outside the Jixian Hall, and the two of us walked along, all behind were messy footprints, as if reflecting the chaos that occurred today. It's too late to think that these footprints will reveal our whereabouts, because not far behind, a gong of alarm has been heard.
When I looked back, the messy firelights in the night came into view.
My heart sank: "They found it!"
"Ok."
There was also an unexplainable tremor in his voice.
What happened to me suddenly--
Although he had no desire to deal with the guards, his skill and the cloak when he broke into the jail meant that he intended to hide his identity. Even if the guards woke up, they could not identify him, but Everyone knows that before the robbery, the waiter Liu Qinghan came to visit me!
He was found sooner or later!
When I thought of it, my heart sank immediately, and I looked up at him: "Light cold!"
His face was getting paler and he seemed to have no desire to leave. When he was going to face all this alone, the fear in his heart would soon overwhelm him. I could even hear the sound of his teeth burping. When I spoke again, my voice shook terribly: "Me, I too-no way."
"..."
"His condition is that he cannot expose himself, I can only do that."
I was in a hurry: "Then why would you--"
He glanced at me and said nothing.
In those eyes full of fear, there was always something, and it persisted.
I can't speak.
I finally boarded the Jixian Hall. Because of the New Year's relationship, there is no one here. The silence is as dark as an ancient tomb. Getting closer, getting closer.
They already knew it was light cold!
In doing so, he clearly broke his own way!
Thinking of this, I suddenly thought—
He has broken the back road in Beijing!
My whole body couldn't help being agitated, and my hands subconsciously hugged his lean waist, and he felt something, and looked down at me.
But, in such a night, I can't see his eyes clearly.
The darkness in Jixian Hall was not bright, but because he was so familiar with the environment, he flew all the way with me even though it was dark. Only two people were breathing quickly on the empty corridor. , And the sound of heavy footsteps, the snow on the roof eaves of the head were falling, as if something, it kept collapsing behind us.
After a while, we have already passed the library, and in front of it, we asked the library.
I even saw the terrace of Wenshuge in the dark.
Qing Han also looked there. It seemed that there was the end of our escape. I couldn't help but feel a little nervous-there was no way here, and the people behind me had to catch up. He took me here, what should we do next? do?
I haven't figured it out yet, he held my hands and let go.
I looked up in doubt, and heard him gasping slightly, and said in my ear, "Go to the front terrace and wait for me."
I looked at him nervously: "What are you going to do?"
"wait for me."
He repeated it again, pushing it lightly on my shoulder. I looked at him, believing that he would not rescue me and threw here, then nodded, and walked forward.
Out of this promenade, it is a large area of ​​open space. The thick snow has made this place a cold place like an ice cellar. As soon as I stepped up the steps, there was a terrace behind me, but I did not immediately go up, but Holding on to the icy pillar, wide eyes stared at the front.
The sky was completely dark, and I could not see him. I could only see the outline of the Jixian Temple in the night, and all the book fragrance and elegance were faded from the darkness, like a fortress.
Qinghan returned at this time, what is it to do?
I do n’t understand, I ca n’t even see it. As time passes by, the snow is getting bigger and bigger, but the front is still silent. I do n’t even know where the light cold has gone, except for the sound of falling snow. There are noisy vocals getting closer and closer. Those people, they have rushed down the steps outside Jixian Hall!
Oops!
Qing Han is still in the hall, is it going to be discovered by them?
As soon as I thought about it, I suddenly panicked and hurried back, but as soon as I stepped, I saw a burst of light in front of me, slowly flashing in the night.
what is that?
I opened my eyes and didn't know what was going on in front of it, but the light was getting bigger and brighter, and soon the orange-red light was dyed in the night, which almost illuminated a large area of ​​the house.
That is--
I looked carefully for a while, seeing that the light was getting more and more, and I suddenly breathed!
fire!
That's the fire!
What's going on, how could Qinghan ignite a torch at this time, aren't those people already trying to catch up?
I stared nervously at the front, seeing that the fire was getting brighter and brighter, and my heart was getting deeper and deeper. At the moment when the flames came out of the house, I was suffocated.
fire!
Light cold is on fire!
The Jixian Hall is the only wooden palace among all the houses in the palace. The entire hall is not built with an iron nail, so there must not be any open flames, not even incense. And here is There are also many collections of books in the royal teaching place, and any ignition star may cause the most devastating blow here.
But this time--
I opened my eyes, the dark night slowly receded in front of me, and the fire quickly engulfed one house, two houses, more pavilions, and a fire dragon burst out of the temple instantly, and the snow turned into The water drop fell, was engulfed by the blazing fire, and made a nearly struggling sound, but still couldn't stop the fire dragon's wild dance, and for a moment it had roared and engulfed the entire hall, and a fire wall ignited before my eyes .
At this moment, I was completely deadlocked, watching the fire raging in the Jixian Hall. The previously burned house beam collapsed quickly because it was not supported by iron nails. It was even more fueled by the loud noise It was a fire.
The red blood flare reflected the red half of the sky.
Just then, a figure appeared in the sea of ​​fire.
In the flames, he became thinner and more fit, and even the contours of his face became clearer, and his eyes were illuminated by the flames.
I stared blankly, watching him standing in front of the sea of ​​flames, as if it were about to be swallowed up.
"Light cold-!"
Hearing my shout, he turned his head violently, and the long hair behind his head rose up, set off by the flame behind him, just like the rising flame.
Suddenly, it seemed to me that he was a real fire.
And I can be reborn in such a fierce fire!
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I don't remember what happened to the fire, but when he walked in front of me, although the fire was soaring into the sky, his face became paler in the fire.
He slowly came to me and hugged me.
Hold hard.
However, I wonder if it is my illusion, but I feel that at this moment, I am supporting him.
The hall continued to collapse, but the fire was getting bigger and bigger. I hugged him tightly. He was shaking, and I was also shaking. The two looked at the front hard, but felt that the hot flame was almost going to blood. They are all toasted.
I gritted my teeth vigorously, listening to the sound of his teeth trembling and snoring. After some time, he trembled and said, "This time, the teacher must break me."
I looked up at him.
He glanced down at me, and even smiled, but that smile was almost on the verge of madness: "All his ancient books--"
"..."
No wonder the fire is so fast.
What he ignited were the most precious ancient books brought by Fu Bajiu, and those timeless classics he had treasured for half a lifetime, all in this fire and turned to ashes.
If Fu Bazhen knew that, even if he practiced with his cultivation, he would be afraid to swear and even vomit blood and pass out.
Thinking of this, I suddenly laughed, and my voice trembled, "Do you know, I used to make him angry, every time he was anxious to beat me, but every time I was not beaten, do you know why."
"why?"
"Pretend not to know," I looked up and looked at me, Haha smiled: "pretend to know nothing, he can't fight."
He froze for a moment, a flash of light in his eyes, and suddenly smiled. The two were facing each other in the flame, smiling nervously, as if going crazy.
He took me to the terrace before the hall collapsed.
The flames behind us stopped our pursuers, but this was only temporary, and he and I had reached this point and had no way to go.
Thinking of this, I could not help but hesitated for a moment. He took my hand, walked slowly to the terrace, looked back, then looked at me, and said seriously, "Don't be afraid."
"Light cold ..."
"you listen to me."
"..."
I stood in front of him, and really closed my lips obediently, and said nothing, he looked down at me, his eyes flickering with the fire, as if there were thousands of words, but it was also true at this time That's too late.
He raised his hand, I thought he was going to touch my face, but those slightly shaking hands reached out to my chest and began to unbutton my clothes.
I froze and looked at him inconceivably.
His fingers were not dexterous, and he was not familiar with women's clothes, especially at this time it was shaking so much that it took a long time to untie one and then the second.
Under the drooping clothes, my fair skin was exposed inch by inch. In such a dark night, the white light shone.
Reflected in his eyes, but soon swallowed.
This was originally the most intimate / lovely intimate action between husband and wife, only in the tenderness of the bed / 帏, but now he does this to me, but there is no such 旖 / 旖 风 / 情, in contrast, The individual seemed to be trapped in a desperate beast, with a violent breath in his breath.
While solving, he looked into my eyes and said, "The fire here will draw all the guards in the palace, and here is the closest to God Qimen, and the guards there will surely come all over."
"..."
"You, from here, to the little house at the right foot of Shen Qimen, someone will wait for you."
"..."
"He will arrange how you go out, including-how to leave the capital."
"..."
When I looked at him, I just felt that the bouncing thing in my chest was very cold.
I wasn't surprised at all. Even though I never thought about it, I didn't forget. Outside of the uncle's crossing, he told me he would arrange it.
I used the power of words to rob me from the prison, but did not venture out of the palace. Instead, I went to the Jixian Temple in the deep palace, because the fire here can catch the attention of all the hunters and nearby guards. Attracted, let me go to God Qimen to find the person he arranged, and I can go out of the palace smoothly.
Sure enough, he had already arranged it.
but--
Why I feel now, not afraid, not stunned, not even moved.
I'm afraid!
He broke his own retreat, but why, from what he said, was my way.
What about him?
How is he going?
I was getting more and more frightened. When he took off the robe from me and only the thin lining was left inside, I was so cold that my whole body was shaking, and he felt my fear, from my eyes, from my breath, Penetrating through every inch of skin, his hands slowly touched my shoulders, and the palm was still carrying the heat of the flames, which came continuously.
But it couldn't reach my heart.
"Light cold, you—"
He lowered his head and looked at me, his eyes flickered in the flames, but there was something inside, but he was always firm, and has not changed since the beginning.
He sank: "Light, not me."
"..."
I gritted my teeth hard, and the sound of struggling grief sounded in my throat, as if a sleepy beast was forced into despair, and my eyes were red with the light of fire.
"You said, the person you choose is me."
"..."
"But my choice is not you."
"..."
"Lightness, I can't do it, I can't make my first choice is you. And you-you should choose the one that puts you first. No matter at any time, it will protect you and cherish it. your people."
"..."
"I can't do the best."
My chest is cold.
The fire at Jixian Hall reddened half of the sky, and the wooden beams finally couldn't support it, and it collapsed, and a huge crackling sound rang through the sky, as if it was also in my heart, something collapsed and shattered. One place.
Qing Han turned his head and glanced, his eyes were almost red, but at this moment, he seemed more awake, turned his head to look at me, he stuffed something into my hand, but by this time I was late I did n’t care to look at it, I just held him hard, but he opened my fingers bit by bit, and the long blood stains on his hands made his nails seem to be in pain. Because the whole person was snoring, the tip of his nose could even smell that terrible blood, but no matter how painful or struggling, he never hesitated. When he pulled his hand out of my hand, he gritted his teeth. , Shoved me off the terrace.
I was stunned.
When I fell on my back from the terrace and the wind whispered in my ear, I suddenly remembered something—
This has happened many years ago.
Like reincarnation.
At that time, I jumped out of the boat with a determined heart, but was rescued by him and made a rebirth of me.
This time, I was born again because of him.
But ended with him?
I opened my eyes wide and opened my eyes hard, watching the starry night engulfed by the fire, watching his painful but decisive eyes, but I couldn't catch my hands when I stretched my hands. Little by little disappeared into my sight.
When the water as cold as a blade surged up and swallowed me up, my whole world was destroyed.