Chapter 687: We should go back

When Yuer heard what he said, he stunned, "Ah? What words?"
"Just--"
"My son!" I lay on the bed, I couldn't hear any more, and my expression changed to interrupt him. Pei Yuanxiu glanced down at me, and across the white veil, he clearly could not see my embarrassing look, but for some reason, looking at the smile on the corner of his lips slightly raised, as if he understood everything.
Smiled and asked me: "What's up?"
I coughed quietly and said, "You're tired too, you should take a good rest."
"Oh……"
"I, Yuer and I will meet again soon ..."
"I know, you must have a lot of private talk, right?"
I nodded in a hurry, but saw that his eyes were all smiling and bent, thinking about the meaning of the phrase "Private Talk", and everyone was about to burn, Yu Er stood by the side did not dare to talk, or Yao Cough With a sound, he shook his head and went out with his hands behind his back.
Pei Yuanxiu smiled at me again and turned around and walked out.
The door was cloaked up, and although there were servants guarding it outside, the room calmed down. Then I breathed a sigh of relief, raised my head and wanted Yuer to sit, but saw her looking at the door thoughtfully.
I said softly, "Yuer, what are you thinking?"
She glanced back at me, looked at the door again, and sat down on the edge of the bed, whispering, "Why are you with Tai --- with him? At first he was not-"
I certainly knew what she was going to ask. After the battle to win the war, the world changed hands and Pei Yuan disappeared for three years. Even though the war in Dongzhou was towering, I do n’t think many people knew what was behind the war The man is him. Until now, he has become one of the hegemons of Jiangnan. During this period, the upheaval is not what Yuer can imagine.
I can only tell her in one sentence: "It's hard to say."
She listened, a little ignorant, but she also knew: "Yeah."
After speaking, I hurriedly looked at me and said, "What about you? What happened to you? At that time, I was waiting for you to come out at the gate of the palace, but I actually saw three-seeing the emperor caught you back, you in the end What happened? Have you been in the palace for all these years? "
In fact, her interrogative questioning was just an unintended concern, but speaking, every sentence poked at my old injury.
However, to this day, I seem to have been able to face those memories a little calmer, looking down and thinking, or answering her: "It's hard to say."
"what……"
Seeing that she was dissatisfied with my "perfunctory", I said gently, "I have been in the palace for a few years, uh-I have been talented."
"what?"
"But it was scrapped."
"what?"
"I gave birth to a daughter."
"what?"
"My daughter is now here, Mrs. Pei."
"what?"
Every time I said, Yu'er said "Ah", one more than one, and her eyes opened wider than once. Speaking of which, she is also a person in her twenties and thirties, and her personality has not changed at all, and she is like a child. I held back a smile and stretched out my fingers to pinch her wide lips: "Ah what."
She closed her mouth, still looking at me with a complex and tangled expression, and for a long while, he reluctantly said, "Green baby, how many days have you lived in these years?"
I smiled.
She shook her head, and she was a little bit stunned: "No wonder I saw your portrait posted by the government, but it scared me."
I laughed: "What about you? How have you been in these years?"
Yu'er said, "I have been waiting for you to go out of the palace, but I saw that you were arrested and waited for another two days. No one told me about the news. I had no choice but to leave the capital and later came to Jinling. , Be a girl in a big house. "
She has no father and mother, and has nowhere else to go outside the house. We had promised to leave the palace together before, but I was forced to stay and she could only go out alone.
"I did a good job. Later, more than twenty girls in that family would listen to me."
Looking at her pride, I laughed and asked, "Why did you come to Yangzhou?"
As soon as she heard it, her face sank: "The master of that family ... always used his hands to kick me. His wife was sick two years ago, and he was even more unscrupulous, and asked me to be a little wife. I would not do it I took the opportunity to escape. "
She said, still a little bit upset: "I'm all in my fifties and still so lascivious. I also say that I'm not too young, and no one wants to be a kid, huh, I don't believe it."
Looking at her stubborn appearance, I think she has suffered a lot in the past two years, but she did not expect that she would still be like this, and she never refused to give in. I remember the day before I was about to leave the palace, she once told me that she was going to marry and do business, there was a large house, a garden, and a puppy. Speaking of them, maybe these lives are close to her, but she decided to give up.
Because in all this, only that person was not what she wanted.
Speaking of, a woman is married to that "person", and she has never heard of a marriage house or a marriage house.
I just feel admired.
She also blushed when I mentioned these words with a smile, and carefully took a hand on the back of my hand: "How about you? I said before that you were not happy, but now it's not--"
I smiled: "I married a fisherman."
"--what?!"
This was louder than before, and Yu'er was so surprised that her eyes were wide and she stared at me blankly: "Fisherman? Then he-he-"
As she said, she looked out the door, and there was an attendant at the door, but there was no noise. I said in a calm tone, "It's not him. I married outside the palace a few years ago."
"So, how about you?"
There was a crack in the calm expression on my face.
The sorrowful sourness in her chest suddenly surged up at this time, and her eyes were instantly red. I choked for a long while, shaking my head with a bitter smile and shaking my head: "He is not with me."
This time, Yu'er was like listening to the heavens and nights, and said unbelievably, "You actually married a fisherman."
Yes, on the eve of leaving the palace, when I was joking with her, I once joked that I would marry a fisherman in the future, because I like to eat fish (Yu).
Unexpectedly, the phrase became a proverb!
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Yuer and I had a good relationship in the palace in the past. Do not meet again this time. Although everyone has experienced a lot, the relationship has not changed.
However, there are still some changes.
We talked for a while, and I could see that she was very happy to meet her again, and cared for me a lot, and asked me a lot of things, but every time I asked her how she was now, she gave up.
After two times, I noticed the dodging gaze in her eyes.
If it is someone else, I may beware of it, but Yuer—I do n’t want to beware of a sister who has been with me for many years. Moreover, her concern for me is not fake, but the lame dodge and perfunctory, unlike what she used to do. Will do.
When it was time to eat, she smiled and patted my hand: "I'm gone."
I snapped: "You're leaving?"
"Of course, I'm here this time, just to see, knowing that you're okay, I'm relieved."
I said softly, "Yuer, you really ..."
She smiled at me again, and that smile was perfunctory.
I thought about it and said, "Well, now. I have just detoxified and I can't get together with you. We will have a long talk between our two sisters."
She listened and immediately said, "Are you still here?"
I looked up at her and saw that she was dodging again: "Uh, it's not easy to come here."
I smiled at her.
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Yu'er stayed for a while, then went out to leave and left. I heard that a servant was going to see her off. Soon, Pei Yuanxiu pushed in the door and came in.
Because my face was covered with a white veil, I looked far away at people's expressions, but it was also because of this veil that I seemed to be smiling all the time, smiling softer than any dream.
Walking to the bed, bowed his head and said, "Are you tired after speaking for so long?"
I nodded.
"Then do you want to rest?"
I shook my head: "Pinger, is he better?"
These two days, I only care about my detoxification, and I ca n’t take care of this child. After such a big change, what will he do in the future? I am on the verge of life and death these two days, and I ca n’t worry about it. .
Pei Yuanxiu listened, as if frowning slightly: "Why do you always--"
I looked at him calmly.
Just looking at each other for a moment, he seemed to understand something again, and didn't want to ask any more, but just smiled gently: "You!"
Soon, he called Ping'er.
Some accidents, maybe not accidents, the child didn't cry anymore, but his eyes were flushed. It seemed that he hadn't slept for a long time. The whole person had a heavy breath, not much talk, and no smile.
Seeing me, he just said, "Aunt Qing, are you okay?"
"Um." I nodded, trying to sit on the edge of the bed, trying to hold him in my arms, but he seemed to have grown a lot overnight, and I reached out to grab him again, it seemed that it was not a boy , But a man.
So I didn't hug him, I just said, "Gu Ping, you stand up, you are braver than Aunt Qing thinks."
His pale face was slightly moved, and he looked up at me.
"Aunt Qing doesn't want to control your future life, but Aunt Qing also wants to know, how do you plan?"
He thought about it and said, "I want to go to Jinling to serve as a soldier."
"Becoming a soldier?"
I was startled and busy: "Why?"
Pei Yuanxiu said, "I arranged it for him."
I turned to look at him, and Pei Yuanxiu said, "He is not very young, and you will not rest assured if you stay in Yangzhou; he is not too young and should do something, so I let him enter the camp and have food. There is a place to live, and if he does well in the future, he will have a better life. "
This arrangement is really inappropriate.
He even thought that when I went south, I could meet Gu Ping.
This kind of seamless and thoughtfulness really left me nothing to say. I thought about it and turned to Gu Ping and said, "How about you? Are you willing?"
Gu Ping nodded: "I'm a man."
"Ok."
"I will feed myself."
The two men said so, and I didn't have much to say, so they nodded: "That's it."
Pei Yuanxiu saw that I nodded, and grinned again at the corner of his mouth, and then said, "Okay, now everything is OK, we should go back."