Chapter 689: If you really want to go

The first line on the white silk I saw—the world was chaotic before it was chaotic.
This is the first sentence Fu Bazheng gave me.
At first glance, this is just a saying, and it has nothing to do with the scene in front of me, but the reason I took it out at this time to see it again is because when I first looked at it, I already understood that Fu Bazhen wrote this The meaning of the sentence.
He was asking me.
The world is chaotic without chaos. Shudi has been the place where Central Plains kings have the most headaches since the ancient times, but they are the most unwilling to give up, because there has never been a place of peace, and the tradition of chaos before treatment has continued for thousands of years. Since ancient times, Pakistan and Shu have formed a relatively isolated environment from the outside due to the difficult terrain of Qinling, Bashan, and the surrounding plateaus. At the same time, Shu has a large number of suitable farming fields and rich products. The self-sufficiency of the Shu people also gave Shu land a military advantage that it was easy to defend and difficult to attack and had sufficient grain and grass.
At the same time, Shudi is also a good place to take refuge.
Because the mountains are difficult and barriers are difficult to pass, Wang Jun is often difficult to conquer, and those who are intolerable by the imperial court often escape into the land of Shu when they are pursued and desperate to escape the king's law and even the dynasties. Many of the remaining forces after the fall of the Central Plains will fall into the Shu land, and there is an unrest in the minds of the people here.
Therefore, the special terrain, military superiority, and human thinking of the Shu region have provided assistance for the "Shu chaos first."
This is why the court has not been able to recover Xichuan over the years.
However, in this case, the first to break away from the court's rule and build a military barracks, the power to openly confront the court, but not the power of Shu land, but Jiangnan!
Although Jiangnan has also been uneven over the years, Jiangnan's chaos before the land of Shu seems a bit subtle.
Therefore, Fu Bazhen's words on white silk are asking me.
The world is chaotic before it is chaotic. Why is chaos first for Jiangnan?
Looking down at those words, I slowly raised my head again, looking at the Shuijun camp village behind the mist, and frowned deeply.
The first time I heard about the chaos in the six provinces of Jiangnan in the Juma River Valley, I was very surprised. After all, Pei Yuanzhang regarded Jiangnan very seriously, but when he really saw Pei Yuanxiu, he knew that the chaos in Jiangnan had a cause. For reasons and with his means, it is not too unexpected.
What was really unexpected was--
Even Jiangnan can be so chaotic, why isn't Shu land?
Until a few years ago, Shu Di's biggest move was nothing more than a lecture at Xishan Academy alone, causing students from all over the country to attack the imperial examinations. Although the situation was critical, it was eventually dealt with very quickly.
Even in the beginning, Pei Yuanxiu and Luo Shi joined forces and the 400,000 army of Shengjing went south and turned upside down in Dongzhou. They gave Shu land a chance, but they did not take any action.
Since then, Shu Di has remained silent, and Yao Yao's defection has not caused greater turbulence.
Even in the following years, the forces of Shu land did not have any action against the imperial court at all. Shu land did not live up to the imperialization of the Taoism, but it never refused to act, and did not mess up!
Why isn't the land in chaos?
Why is Jiangnan chaos first?
There was only one sentence of Fu Baji, but the issues that could be involved were tangled in my mind one by one. I only felt a burst of confusion and the original calm atmosphere was a little disordered at this moment.
The gust of wind brought the river water wet, and the white gauze around the brim fluttered softly, as if there was a thick fog in front of it, some could not see the way forward.
At this moment, the boat sailed to the center of the river with a slight bump.
I stunned for a moment, the white silk immediately fell from my fingertips, and flew out in the wind.
"what--!"
I whispered and hurriedly reached out to catch it, but my fingertips had no time to touch it, and the squall wind blew it away immediately. Immediately I could only watch the white silk rise and fall in the air, as if flying in the wind, and finally fell slowly.
The attendants around me heard my voice and hurried over, concerned: "Mrs. Qingying, what happened?"
I didn't speak, just holding on to the wooden fence, looking down at me, that piece of white silk was soon swallowed up by the river and lost traces. Looking at it, it was just a wave of water, and nothing could be recovered.
That's it, it's gone ...
People around me saw this. Although they were not scared, they were anxious. They hurried up and said carefully, "Mrs. Qingying, did you drop anything?"
"Should the young people go down and fish for the wife?"
"lady?"
I just feel that those sounds that are close at hand sound like they are far away. They come from far away. Only the sound of the flowing water of the river is left in my ears, and my eyes look at the place where the white silk is flooded. After a while, he slowly raised his head and looked at the concerned and anxious expression of those people: "Madam?"
I do not know why, the original eagerness and urgency slowly calmed down, there was a feeling of sudden openness. I thought about it and smiled slightly at them: "It's all right."
"Ah? Madam, are you all right?"
"It's nothing, it's just an unimportant little thing."
"Oh. Then don't we need to fish?"
"No." I shook my head. "Go and do your work."
"Yes, the younger retreated."
Those people seemed a little uneasy, but looked at me without looking angry, so I stepped back carefully. I still stood by the fence, looked at the river again, raised my head, and looked at the misty river. Across the shore, the tall Shuijun camp.
Forget it.
I have already said to Fu Bazhen that I am a poor student, even if the world is in chaos, even if I know that there will be wars, but I have my daughter, I just want to take her to the quietest and most ordinary life, Even if the sword of the world is rampant, I just want to hold her in my arms.
I don't want to worry about it.
The world is chaotic before it is chaotic. This is a matter of the world. Over the years, I have watched the world turmoil, watched the world calm, and given my wisdom, and also my efforts, even my blood and tears, but in the end, I lost my daughter and lost too much.
Enough is enough.
It is a rare blessing to pick up my life. It can be sustained for many years now. It is considered as my practice. I can see my divorce soon, and it ’s God ’s mercy on me. I do n’t want to lose my happiness .
I am destined not to be a person who can change the times in Fu Bayu's mouth. To this day, I just want to be the most ordinary mother.
Thinking of this, slowly clenched my fingertips that had been soaked in the wind, and calmly looked at the scene in front of me.
just……
Although I didn't want to admit it, in the end, there was an unspeakable suffering.
.
Just then, a footstep sounded behind him, and a familiar voice came from behind: "Why are you standing here blowing hair again?"
I looked back and saw Pei Yuanxiu slowly coming over, with a helpless smile on his face: "As long as I can't see you, you are not obedient."
I thought about it, people didn't seem to be so tense, and I smiled a little, leaning on the fence: "boy, I just came out to see the scenery."
Obviously there was a layer of white veil, but when he saw my expression, he seemed to froze.
Immediately, the smile on the corner of the eye was deeper: "Look at the scenery, what scenery?"
I turned to look at both sides of the river bank, and slowly said, "I see how charming Qingshan is."
Although there is a large Shuijun camp village on the south bank, the rolling hills on both sides are actually more majestic, and that is the truly amazing scenery. Unfortunately, many times, people will ignore such beautiful rivers and mountains and just look at the immediate interests.
Pei Yuanxiu also looked at the surrounding scenery, and then lowered his head to look at me, and said gently, "I expect Qingshan to see you like this."
I laughed.
Pei Yuanxiu kept looking at me, "Qingying, are you happy?"
I nodded, the wind blew the white veil around the cap and stroked my cheeks. I could feel a little numbness, but there was no pain. I knew that I was slowly getting better, and maybe better in the future This kind of thought made me feel relaxed, and said gently, "I haven't thought about it for a long time, but I can actually live well."
He seemed to be shocked, and took a step closer to me subconsciously: "Green baby--"
"My son," I turned and looked at him. "Thank you."
"..."
"I have something to tell you."
Pei Yuanxiu was standing in front of me. There weren't too many emotions on his face, and he was always calm, but—maybe such a storm was undecided, and his eyes looked a little undulating. After watching me silently for a long time, he smiled a little, with a little reluctance in the smile: "Do you have to say it now?"
"It's better to say now," I looked into his eyes and solemnly said, "Some things, I think the earlier it is, the better. I don't want to make any mistakes--"
"Let's talk when we get back."
He interrupted me all of a sudden, the tone sounded a bit strange.
I looked at him suddenly, both of them were silent.
After a while, he coughed softly, and said softly, "Although your poison has been relieved, you still need to take a good rest. The person who went to find the child has set off, but it will take some time. Pick her up. You're here with me during this time, and you'll take good care of yourself. No matter what, wait until after that time, okay? "
I looked at him and forgot to speak for a while.
In fact, I have known him for a long time, but I do n’t think that there are many real contacts, but I also know that he is a gentle person. Even when he was in the palace, he was very good to a little maid like me. Respect, never forced, and rarely interrupted in this way. But now he said these words with a little eagerness, but it made me a little unbearable.
He was not as calm as it seemed.
But the more this happened, the more I felt that it should be said.
"Actually, say it later, it's the same."
"Not necessarily."
"why?"
"Time can change a lot of things." He looked at my eyes after Baisha and said seriously: "Maybe, you can change what you want to say."
"..."
I was silent for a moment: "I--"
He didn't say a word. He reached out a finger and gently touched the white veil in front of me. He seemed to want to touch my lips, but didn't go any further. When I stopped and looked at him, he said, " Qingying, everything I have said counts. "
"..."
"I won't force you."
"..."
"If you really want to go, I will send you and leave in peace."