Chapter 755: I have been in love with you

"But now, I want to tell you."
After saying this, he stopped and remained silent for a long time. I almost thought that he would not speak again, but he saw his eyes staring at a candlestick placed beside the bed, the candle swaying, in the gloom A warm orange-red light exudes in the night.
The light was reflected in his eyes, and it also warmed his eyes.
For a moment, he seemed to be in the warm spring of March, and the whole person became lighter.
At this moment, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, then he looked at me and said, "Do you remember, I once told you that when I just knew my life, I was hit hard. Almost, I can't make it. "
I don't know why he said it all of a sudden, but I do understand why he wants everyone out, looking at his pale face, I nodded silently.
"Then you know, how did I survive it?"
"..." I shook my head, but my heart seemed to be illuminated by that candle, a little light.
Why did he tell me about this at this time, in this case?
Looking at me with a blank look, his smile showed a bit of helplessness "it really is," and said: "Because when I knew my life, I also saw someone."
"……A person?"
"Correct."
He nodded gently, because the move seemed to involve the wound on his chest, and his eyebrows tightened suddenly, and I hurriedly said, "You still don't have to say anything. Wait until it is cured before you say, Is it not good?"
He gritted his teeth, as if enduring great pain, a fine layer of cold sweat came out of his forehead, and finally relieved for a while, his face became paler, but he raised his head and smiled at me again: "I must Say it now. Because only this moment, you won't be scared away by me. "
"..." I couldn't speak, watching the sweat on his face, gently took a piece of silk from his arms and wiped him.
My move no longer stopped him. Pei Yuanxiu smiled and relieved, and continued, "At that time, I accidentally knew my life and knew that I was regarded as the country ’s roots by the world. Minister of North Korea and China. The princes competing in flattery are not the sons of the royal family, and the ninety-five supreme sitting on the dragon chair is not my biological father ... Do you know how sad I am? "
I was silent and nodded.
Even an ordinary person who knows that his father who has lived with him for decades is not a natural one, and he will feel like a thunderbolt. He is so special. This truth is not only the truth, but also a major blow to him.
If the person is a little weak, maybe he will not survive it as he said.
But he--
Pei Yuanxiu looked at the candlelight and slowly said, "At that time, I was hit hard, as if the sky was falling. People around me, please treat me, respect me, and even treat me. Laughing will make me feel scared. It is not the fear of them, but the fear. Once the truth is revealed, the flattery of these people will immediately become satire; their obedience will become harm; they will never be treated to me again. laugh……"
"..."
"Everything about me will disappear."
"..."
"That day, I was like a ghost. I could n’t find my place. I just walked around the palace aimlessly, but no matter where I went, some people saluted me and flattered me, but I became more and more Fear, even when you see a figure. "
"..."
"I'm not afraid they exist, I'm afraid they will leave."
"..."
"So, I almost ran away, avoiding everyone."
"..."
"Then I went down a quiet path."
He did not know the sound of this sentence because it was because the original breath was weak after the injury, or because of the tenderness in his memories, and his voice was also lightened, like a dream--
"The path is very narrow, with lush bamboo on both sides, covering the entire path. When I walked alone, it seemed that the path had finally separated me from everyone else, let me I feel so quiet for a moment.
Then I heard someone talking.
The elegant and elegant pavilion is wide and green, and He Xin forbids the road. Chilan Yushu's aides. A piece of Luobin picture.
I saw you for two years, and I am proud of this year's blessing. Add some more from the head. But it is eight thousand years old too.
You mustn't think of it, my heart is full of sorrow, and my heart is helpless. After hearing that voice, it disappears completely.
I followed the voice slowly forward, and saw the cabinet, the door was still hidden, the shadow of bamboo leaves fell on the door, lingering, as the voice fluctuated. When I opened the door, I saw a clean girl sitting by the window, holding a book and laughing.
Her skin was very white and fair like a whole piece of sheep fat jade, without any flaws; she was sitting at the window with the sun shining on her forehead, clear and dazzling; she was not only dignified, but also very clean, without any Makeup, no rouge, no moths, but her eyebrows are very beautiful, those eyes are particularly beautiful, like a spring water, as if the stars are melting inside, brighter than the sun shining on her face, Even more agile; her eyelashes are long and warped. When she looks down at the book, the eyelashes are like a perching bird, but when she looks up at the sunlight outside, the bird seems to be rising Fly like.
Moreover, in her eyes, I saw that the entire imperial city was almost extinct ...
And wisdom.
Then I went in.
When she saw me, she was startled. Her eyes, like the little deer I had shot in the paddock, were clean and innocent, because my sudden intrusion was full of terror. At the beginning, I didn't shoot that deer, and she—I seemed to be determined at that moment, and I must not hurt her.
Moreover, I found her manners to be very good. Although she performed court rituals, she was not humble or humble, and she was more dignified than those of the Crown Prince's daughters.
I asked her to find a lonely ancient book. In fact, I just wanted to stay in the cabinet for a while, look at her a few times, and talk to her a few words. I didn't expect that she would find her soon, and I found her. Organize all the ancient books in the cabinet according to the annual calendar, and organize them clearly. This is something that the Royal Academy has always wanted to do, but has no time to do. I did n’t think she was a little palace maid. .
And when she took the book to the book, although she hid the paper she usually used, I still saw it, and her handwriting on it was a good flying spirit.
I learned that there is a rare treasure hidden in the hidden cabinet.
At that time, I found out that my eyes could no longer be removed from her face.
Maybe, the girl is not the best beauty, and I have really seen a lot of glorious beauty. She is indeed inferior to them, or in other words, a lot lighter.
However, whether you believe it or not, after seeing the faint scenery, I can't see any other strong colors.
At first glance, the lotus flower was known to be beautiful and expensive. "
After he said this, he slowly raised his head, looked at me who was almost stunned, raised his hand, rubbed my cheek with tears in my palm, eyes. It was almost obsessed with a light smile, and said, "For so many years, you are still the same as when I first saw it."
Another burst of hot tears poured down, and his palms were instantly wet.
how can that be possible?
How is it possible that I haven't changed?
After so many years, how can I go through the same situation as the girl who was full of expectations for my life and future in the hidden cabinet? My half-life is full of emotions, dappled, and How could it be the same as that clear and exquisite state of mind?
I choked and said, "I'm different. I've long been different."
Pei Yuanxiu didn't speak, but he still looked at me with crooked eyes and a warm smile in his eyes. He said, "Later, I often see you."
"..."
I stumbled and said subconsciously: "But I--"
"Yes, you don't know."
"..."
"When I looked at you, you never knew."
"..."
"So, I know that when you laugh, there is a shallow vortex on your right face; I have heard you tell a story, you told the Yuer a blockbuster, talked about breaking the boat, and telling the story of guilt and sin, I heard I know, you like Li Bai ’s poems, and you are well versed in the way of the spiritual control of the Lingzi religion, although you said, that Yuer could n’t understand it at all ... maybe, because I did n’t understand You will tell her; I also know that you are usually very frugal and get rewards. You save every month, almost no money, but you will spend money to take care of a friend in the cold palace. . "
"..."
"I know more ..." He looked into my eyes and slowly said, "You don't want to climb the dragon and attach the phoenix, you don't want to be related to any of our princes, you just want to spend a few years in the palace quietly, Then go out of the house and go to your own life. "
"..."
Every time he said a word, my face became white. When he finished the last sentence, my face was pale.
He really knows everything.
Even Yuer often said those words that came to shame me, and even what I thought in my mind, he knew what Yuer had unintentionally revealed.
I never thought that I thought that my own life would have someone else's footprint.
It's just that he has been behind me, waiting quietly, so I never saw his footprints, and I never cherished his eyes ...
"Green baby."
He called my name, and even his breathing became heavy. I was scared, and I could n’t help but raise my head to face his eyes. Those dark eyes looked solemnly like never before. , Word by word:
"I've always loved you."