Chapter 832: Goodbye Huang Tianba!

Going forward from the courtyard door, to the porch of that high pavilion, this road is not far, but I walked for a long time.
The two maids told me a lot, and in the end, I found that I didn't seem to remember a single sentence, because everything became confused. The drizzle turned into pouring rain, and it fell on the roof tiles ticking down, and after a while, the crystal raindrops rolled down from the roof like a broken bead, and the rainwater near and far poured down. In front of us weaved a boundless rain curtain.
It has a feeling of suffocation.
In the smell of rain, a scent of wine drifted away.
I looked up and looked at the high pavilion in the rain. I don't know why there was an illusion, as if there was the last pure land in the world, and the surrounding area was already submerged.
I lifted the wet skirt and walked slowly.
A familiar figure came into view.
Lean, quiet, without a bit of life like a statue, even if there is cold rain wire blown across his cheek by the wind, it is still indistinguishable, whether it is the colder rain or the colder one.
I just felt my heart beating violently-because at this moment, I saw those eyes with all kinds of charms.
Huang Tianba was sitting behind a stone table, watching me calmly.
He was very thin, his cheeks were slightly sunken, making his original handsome facial features more profound, but no matter how thin and deep, it did not damage the perfection of those eyes, and it was still a pair of charming eyes, black and white Clear, slender eyelashes, water in the eyes, Ambilight, beauty is almost suffocating.
And I was really suffocated.
To those eyes, I have a desolate feeling of not knowing where I am. No matter what the world is, his eyes are still the same as before, fortitude and stubbornness, as if I have passed through these seven years without any experience, He is still the uncrowned king of Jiangnan, and I am full of hope for everything.
I stepped in front of him step by step, I just felt that every step seemed to be heavy, making me exhaust all my departures, and when I spoke again, my voice was hoarse: "Yellow Lord ..."
"You came."
He said lowly, there was a thick nasal sound in the voice, and I also noticed that his face was still glowing with abnormal redness. Although his eyes were fortitude and toughness, he was also a little faint.
In my ear, the road rang, what the two maids told me--
"Hey Huang, he has been sick all these years.
"This year, heavier than last year."
Seems to feel the tears in my eyes, but he smiled and pointed at something on the table: "I guess you haven't eaten yet, so let's prepare something. You eat something first. "
"..."
"I have a lot to say to you."
I also have a lot to say to you.
I looked at him, almost tears, but I just clenched my teeth and sat gently opposite him. Then I saw that there were some home-made wine and dishes on the table, my daughter was red, you wo n’t eat bamboo shoots, and my braised pork Fish, spicy chicken, stir-fried vegetables, and a bowl of steaming rice. Although homely, the simple taste makes people more excited.
I really did n’t eat. I was really hungry before, but when I saw him, I did n’t say I did n’t eat a meal. Even if I was going to starve to death, I did n’t want to spend time eating.
However, with his gentle gaze, I picked up the bowl and ate it with a small mouthful of vegetables.
After taking two bites, he looked up at him again, he just looked at me and took a sip of wine.
"Huang Ye, don't you eat?"
"I have already eaten."
...
In my mind, the words of the two maids rang again--
"He always has little appetite to eat. Sometimes, he must be forced by the prince-as long as he doesn't eat, doesn't sleep well, and doesn't add clothes when it's cold, the prince punishes us. For us, he barely eats ... "
I swallowed a bite of food, took an empty bowl from the side, dialed some rice in, and held it in front of him: "Let Huang eat a little with me."
He glanced at me, and lowered his eyelids slightly, and after a while, put down his glass and picked up the tableware.
As soon as the chopsticks reached out, it reached the plate of braised fish. It seemed to be going to fish eyes, but just after reaching out, the chopsticks stopped again.
I looked at the ripples in the eyes, although silent, it seemed to be pounding on his heart.
After a moment of silence, he turned to the side of Cai Xin.
I held the tableware and the delicious dishes in my mouth all became sour.
At this time, Huang Tianba raised his head and looked at me. When I faced it with a slight touch, the tears broke down. Instead, he was very calm, as calm as the standing water, but his face floated a little when talking. Smile: "That little girl, is your daughter?"
"Yes."
"The original one?"
"Well. She's called Lier." I said, "Late later, let her see you."
"It's so big at the blink of an eye." He smiled, and stretched out his hand, "I still remember holding her at that time, she was so big."
"After all, seven years."
"Yes."
"..."
"Seven years."
How have you been in these seven years?
This sentence has swirled countless times in my mind and circled the tip of my tongue countless times, but I really saw him but couldn't ask why.
Instead, he said, "In the past seven years, you seem to have experienced a lot of things."
"... Um." I nodded.
"You and that Pei Yuanxiu, what happened?"
I put down the chopsticks, trembling, and remained silent for a while, and said, "I'm married to him."
"You married him?" He frowned slightly and looked at me.


I once thought that one day, and one day, I would tell one person everything I experienced, those grievances, pains, all unwillingness and humiliation.
Either vent or cry, this person, I can cry, scold, and curse the person who has hurt me with the most vicious words, and use the harshest expression to describe my anger. Sometimes when I do this in my dreams, I wake up with gritted teeth fiercely. When I open my eyes, my breath and heartbeat are choking.
However, now I really said it, but with the calmest expression and the most bland tone.
He sat opposite me, and after listening to me calmly, there did not seem to be any emotional fluctuations, except that the hand holding the chopsticks before took the wine glass instead.
After finishing the last sentence, I looked up at him. The rain was getting heavier, and it seemed that there was a sea of ​​ocean all around him. Only me and him stayed here. I watched his pale lips become colder because of the cold temperature. Although he had been moistened by wine, he couldn't hide the dryness.
I don't know how long it was silent, I finally spoke and asked that sentence-
"How about you?"
"..."
"How have you been in these seven years?"
He looked up at me and suddenly smiled.
In his memory, his smile is the most exciting. It seems that there is a sudden spring breeze in March in Yan Dongzhong.
And I also remembered what the two maids had just told me--
"Ma'am, you've met someone for seven years, haven't you laughed?"
But now, talking about these seven years, he smiled instead.
He took the jug again and poured it into the glass, and said, "You know that in the past seven years, countless people have come to persuade me, do you know what they say?"
...
"The prince has sent you the best, the best in the world, what else do you want?"
"As the prince of the halberds of Shengjing, all Ji Ji are driven away, there is no woman around, only you, do you know how difficult this is?"
"You live the best life in the world. Why aren't you touched at all?"
"Do you still want to go back to the past life? Fighting and killing, every day in the sword lightsaber, or being counted by others, would that be good?"
"Isn't your heart long? The prince treats you so well, don't you even feel at all?"
...
From those words that the two maids came to me all the way, from Huang Tianba's eyes, I could already know that this is how Losh's lobbyist kept persuading in his ears, bitterly, Even coercion.
But he left only the deep folds that the eyebrows could hardly wipe.
He said: "He was in Shengjing and he built a garden for me. The rocks, springs, birds and beasts were all transported from the south of the river. They traveled thousands of miles. In order to make my stay more comfortable, he repaired this house and brought in water from the valley. The people who served me were carefully selected by him, and even the chefs who cooked for me were all chefs from Yangzhou. . "
"..."
"The prairie is much colder than Jiangnan. When winter comes, my hands and feet are cold. And he takes medicinal wine every night to wipe my hands and feet until I warm up. The coldest one in winter In a few days, he will fall asleep holding my feet. "
"..."
"I had a serious illness the year before. He found a lot of precious medicinal materials. In order to blindly make a leopard, he killed a flower leopard with his bare hands, and a piece of meat was torn from his back. Just come back with the medicine and let it be fried for me. "
"..."
He said a lot in one breath, and then I suddenly remembered. The two maids told me that he had rarely spoken in these years, so at the end, his voice was almost hoarse, and he looked at me with a little gasp. "What do you think," he asked, "do I live well?"
Before, when I told you all these years, no tears had flowed out. At this moment, I was out of my eyes.
However, tears dripped on the table, but the subtle sound was soon drowned by the heavy rain around.
Huang Tianba laughed.
"Everyone feels that even I know that I live the best life in this world."
"..."
"But I want to die!"
I opened my eyes suddenly.
In the past, Huang Tianba would not say so much. More often, he just used silence to replace the depression in his heart and calmness to cover up all his sadness, but now he said-death!
At this moment, I really felt that torture him during these seven years.
Maybe, as those lobbyists said, he lives the best life in the world, but this is not what he wants, and no one has provided him with such a life, so he can be around him and restrain him. Wing, let him live with such humiliation.
I think no, I can be sure.
If he can't be a goshawk that soars for nine days, he would rather be a self-supporting rat in a ditch.
but--
"But I won't die."
He suddenly said, "I'm alive and I can do a lot of things."
Tears ran wild on my face, leaving blotches of tears, and it was difficult to move even, but I nodded and made a smile that was difficult for myself: "Yeah, Huang Ye. Just like, You saved Liu Qinghan. "
He glanced at me, and that look puzzled me slightly, and then he heard him say, "Do you think I saved him?"
"..."
I hesitated a moment and didn't speak.
That year, under the fireworks of the fire tree and silver flower in Yangzhou City, he shot a gold dart and rescued me from the assassin's knife. The scene was almost exactly the same as that experienced by Liu Qinghan just now.
but--
I still remember that when the gold dart was shot, it interrupted the steel knife that cut at me!
But just now, his golden dart shot, but he just crooked the steel knife cut to Liu Qinghan.
His skill is already inferior!
I was a little bit chilled.
In order to control him, Losh should have given him some medicines, which made him unable to perform martial arts, so he deliberately stimulated Xie Houqi to fight with him, and Losh gave the half elixir to him. I barely recovered my strength, and later took me away from Shengjing to Tianzifeng.
If that's the case, now he--
Huang Tianba said lightly: "Now, I am just like any ordinary person around me. I can throw my golden darts, but what I can do is not what I was."
My heart was sore, and even my breathing was cramped.
I just thought wrong.
It wasn't that Losh tied his wings.
It's hard, broken his wings!
I was filled with extreme resentment, as if I could not wait to become a leopard, and then tore off a piece of meat on his body, Huang Tianba said calmly: "If it wasn't for Losh to stop, the second sword, You can't cut Liu Qinghan's body. "
With a movement in my heart, I looked up at him.
In fact, just now, I can already feel that there is something flying in the middle, and the speed and strength are almost the same as his original golden dart, but just because Losh shouted, it didn't cause any movement.
However, the samurai who slashed that sword still felt, so afterwards, he kept looking around, but in the end, he found no clue.
However, both Huang Tianba and I understand.
Someone is secretly protecting Liu Qinghan!
Huang Tian was overbearing: "Did you not find out this way?"
I shook my head: "It was very peaceful on the way, and there were no accidents, so all of them--"
"So peaceful?"
He frowned slightly.
I hurried, "What's wrong?"
"On the way, shouldn't it be safe."
"...?"
"After Loche fought the East Chaga Department, although he retired there, he actually left a lot of remnants here. If I guessed right, it was the East Chaga Department. Nails, those people are guilty of guerrilla attacks, similar to horse thieves. Slightly small caravans would never dare to cross Hexi. "
"..."
I didn't speak for a while, and my thoughts fell into confusion.
Maybe because I thought too much along the way, I didn't notice that this area was originally the most unstable, and not to mention the wild soldiers of the East Chaga Tribe, only the savage and brutal horse thieves had become famous That's why Anyang Eighteen Ride escorted us all the way.
However, along the way, Anyang Shiqi Riding did not play any role, it was just serving us.
"You have come all the way so far, and you haven't encountered any crisis. It's unlikely. Unless--"