Chapter 833: Not you are so good, someone loves you

"Unless what?"
"Unless someone solves your crisis."
I was shocked and said, "You mean, Liu Qinghan was always carrying people around him, but he didn't show up. When we might encounter a crisis, they all solved it beforehand, so we can be so safe. Get here. "
"Correct."
I frowned slightly, thinking for a long time, and sighed long.
As a court ambassador, he was responsible for the safety and security of the entire Jiangnan region, but traveled westward, entered Shutan like Longtan Tiger Cave, then went to Longnan, followed us to Wuwei. If no one was around, no one would believe it. I just didn't expect him to mention a word.
He was very wary of us and me.
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that there was nothing to think about, and smiled slightly.
Earlier, I told Huang Tianba about his experience over the past seven years. He said nothing about everything, but when he looked at me with a smile, he was silent for a long time, and said gently: You look very tired."
Actually, he looks more tired than me.
The almost bleak expression was so familiar, I remembered that he once loved Xue Muhua so much, that she suffered everything for her, and finally fell into the pain of dilemma, and now, one person will be the best in the world. Everything was held in front of him, but made him anxious.
To him, it doesn't seem to matter whether it is love or not.
I do n’t know what the is God trying to tease him like this, shouldn't he be the one who wins the best love in the world and the gentlest woman?
Looking at his dim eyes, I suddenly said: "Actually, the days of hardship and hardship have passed. Speaking of which, the most difficult thing for me is the years I was in the palace, but there are also many good people who have been Take care of me and treat me well. It seems like Wu Yan, Qian Yan, Shui Xiu, and ... Queen Mother. "
"Oh."
"The queen lady is very good. She is a very good person."
"Oh."
Looking at his indifferent eyes, I approached him subconsciously and said softly, "Yes, in fact, you've met the queen maiden. At the Taishi Mansion, you sang the one of Liu Aunt, Do you remember her? "
Huang Tianba shook his head indifferently.
My heart hurt awkwardly, as if pierced by the tip of a needle.
At this moment, I remembered the figure painting in the studio that I did not know how much energy and effort was spent; I remembered when Chang Qing spoke to me for the first time, asking him the blank but quiet eyes; I remember all these years, her indifference and tenderness.
I remembered the hardships, pains, and loneliness that ordinary people couldn't understand these years, but this man didn't know.
he does not know.
If it is Chang Qing who accompanies him, if it is Chang Qing he is in love-then will everything be different? Maybe for these two years, it is not the torment for the two of them, but the happiest and gentlest time.
However, emotional matters are not so reasonable.
Not you are so good, someone loves you.
It's not that you paid all your feelings for him, he should love you.
Even though Chang Qing had paid all his love for him and endured the pains of acacia for so many years, Huang Tianba didn't even remember who she was.
This is the injustice and impermanence of world affairs.
I was still immersed in the distress of Chang Qing, but the man on the opposite side had already said, "There are so many people who treat you well, it is your blessing."
I glanced at him and smiled reluctantly: "The tone of Huang Ye's remarks is like a person."
"Oh? Who?"
"The Queen Mother."
I originally thought that when talking about this person, he would be as indifferent as when he heard Chang Qing, but unexpectedly, he saw Huang Tianba's pair of originally indifferent eyes trembling slightly.
Even his whole body shuddered, and some wine was spilled from the wine glass in his hand.
Suddenly in my heart: "Yellow Huang ..."
He looked up at me, his face paled all at once: "The queen queen? That is-the concubine of the lord?"
"... the concubine."
"It's the one that wins Jing--"
"Sister of the Iron Mask."
He suddenly stopped talking.
And I, my voice was choked, and looking at his pale face, there was no trace of blood at this moment. The whole person was not not angry, but even the fire was gone, like an ice sculpture, standing in front of me with a chill.
I shuddered, "Yellow Huang ... do you know what?"
He was silent for a while and said, "Do you know why Losh brought me to Wuwei and has never returned to Beijing?"
"do not know."
"Because the people over Shengjing have increasingly doubted my identity."
"Is it because-you look a lot like Tiemen Wang."
He froze and looked at me: "You know what?"
I nodded.
At that time, the King of Iron Arrows saw Loch painting his portrait, the look of astonishment, and General Ba said personally, he was like the King of Iron Faces. Later, I doubted it, and I gradually became convinced that he should have been replaced That kid.
It was only when I was in Shengjing that year that I completely lost memory. I can't remember the cause and effect before and after that. I can't tell him.
Listening to what I said, Huang Tianba's face showed a coolness. After a while, he slowly said, "These old kings were born and died together with the iron king. They can't read it wrong. I also believe that there will not be another person in this world who looks exactly like me. And Yao Lao-"
Yao Lao is the brother of Empress Zhaolie.
As a queen's relative, he should have the opportunity to enter and leave the palace, and more likely, he can participate in some royal secrets. If the emperor really used Pei Yuanzhang to replace Huang Tianba from the queen mother, is it possible that Huang Tianba was robbed by Yao Lao again, and thus fled to Jiangnan?
Although this conjecture is very bold, only in this way can we explain why an iron-faced king is in the grassland and a Huang Tianba is in Jiangnan.
Therefore, Huang Tianba is the real three princes!
His expression was more and more hesitant, and I knew it was a sunny thunderbolt for him. Even though his style of behavior was biased towards Pei Yuanzhang at first, after all these years, he was in a camp that was completely opposed to the royal family. Even, he was once a warrior who was one of the three divisions of the Changmingzong against the court. But suddenly he found out that his identity turned out to be the prince of the Celestial Family. This was not only a blow to him, but also a radical change.
I said softly, "You yourself, can you be sure?"
"I can only think so." He looked blank: "I have thought more than once over the years about who my father and mother are and where they are, but I have no clue whatsoever."
This ... is the only clue he can find in these years.
So he was determined to make himself believe that way.
I groaned and said, "In fact, I can almost help you determine it."
He was shocked and looked at me slightly with his eyes wide open.
I raised my arm and wiped a string of sandalwood beads from my wrist. That was when Gui Yan resigned in the palace, I asked her specifically. In fact, at that time, when I wanted this string of beads, I had this idea in my heart, but I couldn't guarantee that I could hand it to Huang Tianba one day.
After all, things change.
Who knows, things are really impermanent.
I actually had a chance to see him again and give this thing to him.
Thinking of this, I just felt a burst of sourness in my heart, almost tears. I held the jewel in my palm and gently sang it in front of him, choking and choking, "This is something that the queen queen once wore. I asked the old woman who asked her to give it to you today It ’s the queen queen ’s merit. Grandpa Huang, the queen queen has read the Buddha in these years. I believe that there is no sentence for her.

...
Before, when I told him my experience over the past seven years, I deliberately downplayed some details of the Refuge River Valley, not to not tell him, but to not tell him how to tell him. I just didn't expect that he would have insight into his own life.
And remembering that past is not a affliction to me.
Huang Tianba kept silently looking at the bead in my hand, as if he didn't hear what I said at all. After my words were finished, he still didn't speak, only looking at the bead. I don't know how long it took before I heard him slowly say, "Is she suffering when she leaves?"
"The queen queen seems to have prepared herself for her great deeds."
"..."
"So she walked peacefully without any pain."
A hot stream of light flowed into his eyes, and the corners of his eyes almost turned red: "She said, she will be the Emperor's Amitabha?"
"Yes."
"So she died for the emperor?"
"……Yes."
"Did she know me before she left?"
"know."
He shuddered, and raised his head hurriedly to look at me: "How did she know?"
"I told the queen mother."
"Have she asked me anything?"
"The queen mother once asked me how Huang Ye behaves, I—" I choked, but before he finished speaking, he was interrupted, and eagerly asked, "What else?"
"Gone."
"She only asked this?"
"Yes," I nodded, looking at his eyes blurred by tears, solemnly: "This answer seems to be enough for the Queen Mother."
"..."
"I think, no matter where her child is, or what kind of suffering she suffers, the queen mother doesn't really care. The only thing she hopes for is that her child is kind and honest, and he is a man of great standing, a man with a broad mind Great hero. In this way, for her, the Buddhist scriptures in these years have not been read in vain. "
He looked at me, and the expression of crying or laughing appeared on his face, as if neither of them was the same, only the expression of pain. He trembled for a long time, and finally reached out his hand slowly, took the string of sandalwood beads from my palm, put it on his lips, and lowered his head deeply.
I seemed to see a stream of light falling from his eyes and dripping on the string of beads.
I didn't speak, I didn't say a word of comfort, I just sat opposite him and just stayed with him so silently.
I don't know how long it took, and the heavy rain around it slowly slowed down, and Lili fell on the green leaves that had already been soaked, and the bluestone slabs under the eaves had already been washed away. I finally calmed down, and when I raised my head again, I looked at those eyes with different styles, but it was chaotic.
But I also understand more or less, that kind of pain.
He asked, "Where is she buried?"
"The tomb."
"..."
"The emperor held a state funeral for the queen mother in the Taimiao Temple. Later, she still sent the queen's coffin to the emperor's tomb."
After choking for a long time, he finally sighed, "After all, she became the Emperor's Amitabha."
"Huang Ye ..."
He turned to look at me.
I froze and said gently: "You, don't be too sad. I think the Queen Mother-she is not painful, she has been praying for you all these years, and now she is gone For her, it may not be a relief. "
"..."
"I think what she would like to see more is Huang Ye."
"Me? Okay?"
Hearing this sentence, his original full streamer's eyes revealed a sharp and stern expression, and that gaze made me feel a pain in my heart, some did not know what to say.
But he glanced at me: "What are you doing here this time?"
I said, "Borrow."
"Borrowing soldiers?" He Junyi frowned slightly. "Who is borrowing?"