Chapter 842: Huang Tianba's roar

He finally asked.
I froze for a moment, looking up at him with a bit of surprise, and met the eyes of all kinds of styles, but tired.
From yesterday, to today, I avoided, he didn't speak.
I even hope that this tacit understanding will last until I leave, until he forgets. But I clearly know, how is this possible?
How could he forget?
And how should I answer?
Is she okay?
"Yellow Lord ..." The wet eyes were blurred again at this moment. I choked and shook my head, like an dying animal: "Don't you ask, OK?"
"..."
"You ... have been separated. It doesn't matter whether she is doing well or not. It doesn't matter if she's good or bad, you shouldn't ask. Don't ask, don't ask at all, don't think about it. ?"
Huang Tianba looked at me silently, and there was a dark face in his eyes.
After a while, he whispered, "Is she okay?"
"Huang Ye ..."
"You tell me."
"..."
"Is she okay?"
"..."
Seeing that I was silent all the time, he was silent, but soon, he said softly, "I don't ask you, I can find out her news."
"..."
"I just choose and let you tell me."
"..."
"Because I believe you will choose to tell me in the right way."
At this moment, I finally couldn't hold back, the hot tears burst into my eyes, like a flood of immediately flooded into my face, I shook my head desperately, but couldn't avoid his eyes, as if using the last power in life, Ask me persistently--
Is she okay?
"She's fine, Huang, she's really nice."
Huang Tianba still looked at me: "Will she still suffer because of me?"
"..." I shook my head, tears streaming down.
"Does she still hate me?"
"..."
"She, she treats me now--"
I finally cried: "Yeah Huang, she has forgotten you!"
A thunder exploded in the sky.
Huang Tianba froze, staring at me with wide eyes, that handsome face was pale for a moment.
"what did you say?"
"She has forgotten you!"
"..."
"Soon after you left, she boiled a bowl of pulp washing flowers for herself. She forgot you, she forgot everything, and even she didn't remember it!"
After this sentence, my voice was almost broken and trembling terribly.
I looked at Huang Tianba, but saw that he had no response at all. He just sat there for a while, his eyes moved slightly, and he looked at me.
"She gave herself the boiled flowers?"
"At that time, she was so miserable that she made herself forget everything."
Huang Tianba's breath was choked, and he grabbed my hand firmly: "What about her later? Now?"
"The amount of pill washing she took was much larger than the amount I took, so she—she lost her memory and lost all her human consciousness and became a child without anything. You know, she has to teach her a lot of things. "
Huang Tianba stared at me desperately without saying a word, but my hand was almost crushed in his palm.
I gritted my teeth and continued, "However, she is not upset, because she has forgotten that she is a brand new person, so she is happier than us and any ordinary person. Huang Ye, she is very happy. "
"..."
"Moreover, she did not forget her medical skills. After adapting for a period of time, her medical skills were restored. She started to help the world again, to save people, Huang Ye, shouldn't that be your happiest thing?"
Huang Tianba said nothing, just looked at me.
The rain was blown in by the wind and fell on his face.
The cold touch, but every drop made me shudder.
I don't know what he would feel, but the heavy, almost suffocating feeling passed from his hand to my heart.
I was almost unable to bear it, choking and choking, "Yellow Lord ..."
I saw his lips trembling slightly, opening and closing several times, and seemed to want to speak, but when he reached the mouth, only dry breath was left, as if every breath became tormented, every heartbeat became pain Where it comes from. After a long silence, he still asked my most feared question-
"What about her now?"
"..."
"That's all over, how is she now?"
As if he felt something, or maybe he still kept a little bit of rhinoceros for his loved one, and pressed him step by step.
Someone once said that a human hand is like a human heart, the same size, the same sensitivity, the same suffered many frustrations, and the same is constantly creating miracles; and at this moment, my hands are tightly held by him He pinched, as if a heart was pinched by him, the pain almost shattered.
Maybe, I just felt the pain at the moment.
I opened my mouth, choked my throat for a long time, and finally burst into tears, "She's in love with others."
"..."
"Master Huang, she is in love with others."
"..."
"She has forgotten you, so her life-someone treats her well, she doesn't understand anything, and that person teaches her little by little; when she is sad, that person is always by her side; she Happy, that person will share her happiness. "
"..."
"Master Huang, she is no longer in pain, she is very happy."
"..."
"She isn't even as suspicious, jealous, and jealous as she used to be. For those she loves, she uses her biggest heart to tolerate her. Even if she will have suspicions, she will never hurt others or hurt herself. "
"..."
"Master Huang ..." I reached out my other hand and took his hand. "She has become a better woman."
"..."
"Now they have set a wedding date, and their wedding date is approaching. As long as they fight Nian Baoyu Ze, they will be married."
"..."
"She will be happy."
I said, crying, and held his hands with both hands. I do n’t know if it was because of the current weather, the pouring rain around, or some other reason, but I felt as if I was holding a piece of ice.
His fingers were pale and a little warm.
He slowly let go of my hand, and also pulled it out of my hand. The whole person seemed to be slowly condensing, and even those eyes were frozen in frost.
He said softly, "She, became a better woman?"
"Yes."
"She will be happy."
"Yes."
He froze, raised his head and looked at me with a slight smile on his face.
But, I think, that's not a laugh.
When he spoke, his voice was also laughing, but I clearly felt that it was not laughing.
"But why do I feel uncomfortable?"
"Huang Ye ..."
"She has become a better woman. Someone loves her wholeheartedly. She is about to get married and she will be happy."
"..."
"But why do I still feel bad?"
"..."
His breathing seemed to have become more difficult. He held his chest firmly with one hand and kept breathing, but it seemed as if he could not breathe in, and his face became more and more gloomy. I hurried to walk to him and wanted to help He looked at him, but saw him look up at me and smiled.
With that smile, I just felt my heart shattered in an instant.
"I am too selfish?"
"..."
"Why do I still want her to remember me? Love me?"
"..."
"Even if it is painful, I hope she still loves me and only loves me."
"Huang Ye ..."
I was speechless, and just shouting at him, I was interrupted by sour tears. Huang Tianba reached out and pushed me to stand up, but when he got up, he took two steps and almost fell, holding the table to the side of the pavilion staggeringly, holding the guardrail with both hands, Looking outside.
I stood in place and looked at his back.
Even with such pain, he almost crushed him, but his back was still straight.
As if in such a storm, the towering pillars of the sky are standing!
Like him ...
Such Huang Tianba ...
Why did God arrange this fate for him? Why let him and Xue Muhua go through such a life and death? Why not give him a complete lover, a beautiful love?
I cried, "Yellow--"
But before I could finish speaking, he suddenly made a stern and tearing roar.
"what--!"
I was shocked suddenly, staring at him with my eyes wide open, seeing that he was violently storming towards the outside, thunder and lightning towards the wind and lightning, and roaring towards the vast ocean-like world.
"what--!"
Without a word, a thunder broke above his head, swallowing his voice, but he roared again.
"what--!"
When he roared to the end, I clearly heard the sound of something tearing, and it felt like a sharp arrow was deeply embedded in my heart, and I rushed forward, a strong one from behind Hugged him.
"Yellow Lord!"
"..." His throat was already dumb, and the three roars he gave as hard as he could, almost made his throat ooze blood, and when he spoke again, he couldn't make anything out, except for the husky struggle. .
I hugged him strongly and cried him: "Huang Ye, don't, I beg you, don't call anymore!"
For the first time, I felt that he was not a giant pillar at all. He wrapped his hands around his body, and was terribly thin. It seemed like a gust of wind would blow him away. The strength in such a body resisted millions. The division of the tiger and wolf saved the entire Central Plains from war.
However, he could not stand the blow of a woman.
In such a violent storm, I burst into tears with tears, and the hot tears finally fell without any scruples, quickly soaking his back, but I was not crying for myself, I was for him, For his hopeless love, for his bumpy half-life.
Finally, under my hug, he didn't make the tearful roar like that again.
Not even a violent gasp, the body in her arms calmed down.
But I still did n’t dare to let go. I held both hands tightly on his chest and hugged him tightly, even if I had a little temperature, I would give him, even if I did n’t fall a little. I will give him the power!
At this moment, he calmed down abnormally.
A drop ...
A drop ...
Something, hot, dripped on my hands.