Chapter 863: Are you a monk for my mother?

"Is it Han?"
As soon as this sentence came out, I felt a gust of wind blowing behind me, and the faint candlelight in the room, after struggling for a bit, went out.
The entire zen room suddenly fell into darkness.
I stood at the door of the room, and the dim sky light could barely light anything. I could only see the thin and lonely figure in the room, as if completely withered and motionless.
I don't know how long, I heard a sigh.
"You go back."
After that old and withering voice was finished, there was no sound at all.
I slowly exited and closed the door.
When I turned around, there was only this quiet and empty Zen courtyard. The sound of the rustle from the wind blowing through the treetops made the small courtyard quieter, surrounded by gray walls, as if A silent tomb.
I stood on the steps, and the coolness that belonged to the night came again, blowing the skirt's corner slightly, and I clenched my arms subconsciously.


I thought I would have insomnia tonight, but to my surprise, I slept deeply that night.
Even dreaming.
I dreamed of clouds in the sky, and a cloud of red sky appeared in the sight of the sky and clouds, the sky was so high that the red yarn was constantly flying, almost flying to the sky.
Suddenly, the red veil fluttered in front of me, and the scene in front of me suddenly changed into a happy hall.
It is also a bright red, red room beam, red pillars, red candle, red hijab.
However, a figure slowly disappeared in this bright red, slowly away ...
"what--!"
I exclaimed and sat up suddenly.
The red in front of me slowly dissipated, but it was a simple, gray-grey room, and the white-washed bed tent was slightly swayed as I rose suddenly, as if Yunxia had not disappeared in my dream.
I stunned for a while, and still couldn't get back to God, I felt a hand slowly reach into my arms.
"mother……"
A familiar, tender voice sounded in my ear. I looked down and saw Lili, who was sleeping beside me, rubbing my little face against the pillow uncomfortably, holding my clothes in one hand, muttering "Mother ..."
"..."
As soon as I saw her, my cold sweat disappeared and I finally woke up.
It's a dream.
We are now in the room of Tianmu Temple, and my daughter is sleeping beside me.
What about Yuan Xiu?
I subconsciously looked to the other side, but it was empty. At this moment, the door was opened, and Pei Yuanxiu came in wearing a light gown. When I saw me sitting on the bedside, I smiled and said, "You Woke up."
"Ok."
"I think you came back late and missed you to sleep for a while, so I didn't wake you up. Why do you wake up so early?"
"..." I didn't say what was awakened by the nightmare, I just smiled slightly, and felt that the hand in my arms sank a little, looked down, Lier's nest was in the quilt, and my eyes had been opened with big bright eyes Looking at me: "Mother ..."
Maybe, it is because the husband and daughter are on the side. This kind of warmth slowly dissipates the chill that I brought from the nightmare. I smiled slightly and lowered my head and kissed Lier's fluffy cheek: "From Now. "


When we finished washing, when we went out, we met Pei Yuanfeng and they greeted each other. They were led by a little Shami and went to Zhaitang together.
At this time, the monks had finished their morning classes and all came over for breakfast. Tianmu Temple's Zhaitang is very large and can hold hundreds of people at the same time. A dozen large long tables are lined up in two rows. There is an aisle for walking. As soon as we entered the door, we saw the long table next to the door. A large pot of steaming fine porridge and a few dishes have been placed.
Sitting at the corner, Liu Qinghan was watching the porridge bowl in front of him.
As soon as Li Er saw him, he walked happily: "Uncle San!"
Liu Qinghan raised his head to see us, and smiled slightly, nodded to everyone, seeing that Lier had climbed to the bench next to him, then smiled and said, "Be careful, don't fall."
Everyone walked over and took their seats.
As I took the bowl full of porridge, I looked at Liu Qinghan and said, "Master Liu got up so early."
"Well, walk around the temple."
"Oh? What are you looking at?"
Liu Qinghan looked around for a while and said, "This is the place where I have been in the past. I want to look around and see if I can think of anything."
A pair of chopsticks stretched out next to it, and clipped a piece of tender bamboo shoots to my plate. Looking back, it was Pei Yuanxiu. He smiled and looked at Liu Qinghan and said, "Isn't Lord Liu remembering anything?"
Liu Qinghan shook his head gently.
He didn't talk anymore, but lowered his head, his long eyelashes covered his dark eyes, and looked a bit lonely.
At this time, Xue Muhua, who was sitting opposite him, saw his dark eyes and said softly, "Don't worry, you will always remember it."
As soon as this word came out, everyone around was quiet.
If someone else said this, it might just be a simple consolation, but Xue Muhua said this, obviously different from ordinary people's consolation. After all, she also lost all her memories, and she could better understand the blankness in her mind, There is a sense of emptiness where there is no way of knowing where to come.
Pei Yuanfeng calmly sandwiched a piece of tofu with golden frying on both sides and put it in her bowl, and said, "Eat more."
"Ok."
He turned his head to look at Liu Qinghan again, and smiled slightly: "No wonder I didn't see Lord Liu in Nanxiang in the morning. It turns out that Lord Liu went to look at the scenery everywhere."
Liu Qinghan also looked up, made a smile on his face, and said, "My official didn't sleep in Nanxiang last night."
"Oh? Lord Liu lives in--"
"The home where the tutor used to live."
...!
With a stun in my heart, I turned my head and looked at him.
But when he saw that he was speechless, he lowered his head silently and looked at the layer of creamy rice soup floating on the porridge bowl. The sun shined in from the window, and his silhouette was especially clear, especially the long, quiet eyelashes. Solidified in general, motionless.
I looked at him for a while, but didn't speak, just turned around and picked up the tender shoot.
After a while, everyone ran out of breakfast and left the table. Liu Qinghan just got up and Lier jumped off the bench immediately: "Uncle San, where are you going?"
Liu Qinghan smiled, "The third uncle wants to go for a walk in the mountains."
"I'll go as well!"
"what?"
Liu Qinghan glanced at us, I thought about it, and looked back at Pei Yuanxiu.
Immediately he passed by and laughed: "Master Liu is so good?"
"It's rare to come here and see the scenery here, and I have a long experience."
"Then, if you don't mind, I'm walking with Master Liu."
"It couldn't be better."
Pei Yuanxiu smiled and looked down at Lier: "Lier, Dad, go with you, okay?"
"Of course!" Lier was almost impatient, holding Liu Qinghan with one hand, and picking up Pei Yuanxiu with the other. After just two steps, I remembered something and looked back at me: "Mother won't go ?"
I sat where I was, shaking my head with a smile: "My mother wants to rest for a while."
"Oh, I think my mother didn't sleep well last night. That mother should take a good rest."
"Got it."
After getting my guarantee, she bounced out and took the hands of the two big men together.
Somehow, I was a little bit sad to see this scene.
My daughter, no matter how intimate, no matter how well-behaved, after all, won't stay with me forever.
Just when my thoughts were a little fuzzy and chaotic, a tall, mountain-like figure walked in through the open door, blocking the sunlight all at once, and looking intently, it was a fearless monk. When he saw me, he was happy Come over: "Miss!"
"Uncle Fearless, early. You didn't come for breakfast."
"The Sprinkler went down to the mountain and looked at the people you brought, rest assured that the rice noodles sent were enough."
"Uncle Fearless."
"Miss, are you polite with Sa?"
I smiled and said, "I'm welcome. I also want to ask Uncle Fear to please tea. Yesterday I didn't have time."
"That's good, that's great!"
As soon as he heard me say this, he immediately stood up, turned around and asked the two little Sami to prepare immediately, and then took me to his temple.


Compared to the Zen Temple of Zhengjue, his residence is not so deep. This small yard is quite clean, but I don't think it is his own credit. There is also an iron frame at the corner of the courtyard. It can be seen that crescent shovel, iron rod and other blunt weapons, he is also hard at training.
A maple tree was planted in the other corner of the yard, under which a stone table and a few stone benches were set up.
The two Xiaosha came over with the tea tray, clothed the cup and the small stove one by one, and then backed out.
"Miss, come and sit."
He greeted us, and we sat down on both sides of the stone table, each pouring a glass of citron.
When I drank tea, I felt the heat rising with the light smoke and the eyes became hot, and I was still thinking about so many things I wanted to say, questions I wanted to ask, but I did n’t have time to say it The fearless monk already looked at me first and said, "I haven't seen the young lady for so many years, the young lady has become beautiful."
He was so embarrassed to listen to such a sloppy compliment, and smiled lightly: "Don't make fun of me."
"No. Although the Sajia didn't follow the rules, they didn't slang."
I laughed: "I'm also strange. Why do people like Uncle Fear become a monk? When they go out, they don't want to obey the rules."
He reached out and touched the top of his bare head, a little embarrassed, and with a bit of nostalgic tone, said, "Why else, isn't it-because of your wife?"
"Because my mother?"
"Correct."
I froze and looked at him: "Because my mother? Are you home for my mother?"