Chapter 955: But i have changed

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After I said this, I looked at him, and suddenly felt that there was a kind of emptyness, as if the waves of thousands of miles had become a sense of invisibility at this moment.
In fact, at this moment, everything is superfluous.
No, I can say it again.
There was a look of sorrow or joy in his eyes. When he looked at me, it seemed as if the sea was so deep that there was too much sadness in the sea, and it seemed to be able to tolerate all the sadness.
I smiled slightly.
He also smiled.
Then, I put down my hand and turned back to the already awkward, stared at my boatman, and said calmly, "Go back to the boy's boat."
"..."
The man stayed completely and looked at me stupidly.
"Back to the boy's boat."
I repeated it calmly again.
The man was like waking up from a dream, a happy smile suddenly appeared on his face, and nodded hurriedly: "Yes, yes, Madam!"
At this time, the sea breeze blew past between the two ships, raising waves, I have heard the deafening sound of Tianquan Island in the distance, as if the roar of a beast roaring, ringing through the sky, but this time I do n’t even have the strength to look up and see what the mountain has become. The power of nature is so great that no one here can imagine, and even beyond. The waves gradually raged, and I felt that the narrow dinghy under the feet continued to rise and fall with the waves, as if it would be overturned and swallowed up at any time.
Feeling that the hull was slowly turning and turned to the huge ship on the other side, I lowered my eyelids and held the side of the ship slowly to sit down.
And just then, a cold voice came over his head, but with an indescribable sense of depression--
"Don't you want to see me?"
This sound is not very loud, maybe because he is standing on the boat, we are at the bottom of the boat, and the sound has drifted when it passed down, but it still looks full of vitality, even if the mountains in the distance are broken, even if the waves are raging Covering the sound pierced into the hearts of some people.
My heart suddenly jumped.
But immediately, he frowned slightly.
He is talking to me?
but--
I hesitated, and slowly turned around, but instead of looking up to see him on the boat, I looked back at the small boat not far from me, and Pei Yuanfeng held a hand around Xue Muhua with a hand around his back. Body, the other hand clasped her slender and pale hand tightly in front of each other. Both men's faces were bloodstained, their hair was disheveled, and they looked a little bit embarrassed.
After hearing that, Xue Muhua stared at him nervously.
But Pei Yuanfeng kept his head down, and those dark and dull eyes fixedly looked at the undulating sea, but there was no wave.
I looked up again and saw Pei Yuanzhang holding the fence with both hands, looking down and looking down. The turbulence of the sea was also reflected in his eyes. Similarly, he could not lift any waves, only a solid blackness, which was fixed. Looking at Pei Yuanfeng.
That sentence was addressed to him!
My heart beat suddenly.
I still remember clearly how Pei Yuanfeng fought against Pei Yuanzhang in the cold palace for me in the past, and later in Yangzhou bitterly for me in Yangzhou. Even, I remember clearly that Pei Yuanzhang said that he knew me After the emperor forced the jetty to commit suicide, he was sent back with a broken arrow to him, and then disappeared into Xichuan without returning to the "third brother".
They originally shared the same ideals. Even though there were so many accidents in the beginning, the two of them faced together, but now ... everything is wrong.
But this sentence by Pei Yuanzhang--
I also looked at Pei Yuanfeng nervously, but did not wait for him to respond at all, and the supreme emperor spoke again.
"You have nothing to say to you, too?"
"..."
Pei Yuanfeng's palm was slightly hard, and I almost saw Xue Muhua's hand stuck in his palm, almost whitened by him, and maybe painful, but Xue Muhua kept clenching his teeth, saying nothing, but slowly He stretched out his other hand and gently covered the back of his hand.
The atmosphere was as tense as the mountain on Tianquan Island last night, and maybe the next moment, it would burst.
However, Pei Yuanfeng remained silent and did not speak.
Pei Yuanzhang looked at him quietly, and then looked at Xue Muhua who was with him, and said, "He knows, you are about to be married."
"..."
"I'm glad to see you put down the past."
"..."
"When a man is married, he should start a business."
"..."
"Yuanfeng, do you remember, when you were with you, what did we imagine together?
"..."
"Do you remember, your original intention?"
"..."
Speaking of them, I have known their brother for so many years, and I have n’t spent much time with Pei Yuanzhang. Huo Xuantian, he and Pei Yuanfeng were on such a high ship, and on a small boat that was constantly drifting, surrounded by Zhou Shanshui and Pei Yuanxiu's sea boats that were completely out of battle. Dissatisfied, asked Pei Yuanfeng's original intention.
Original intention ...
I recalled that when I was on the ship going south, when I asked him why Empress Yin and Pei Yuanxiu had fallen and fled the capital, he did not leave with his mother and brother, but stayed with Pei Yuanzhang. At that time , How did he answer me?
He said: Green baby, in your eyes, I have always been like a child, but in fact, I also have my own ambitions ...
He said: I also hope that we can abolish the inferior citizenship in the south, let the Hans and those outside our borders integrate into one another, and let the north and south merge into the sky. Only in this way can the Central Plains usher in a real prosperity. I am belligerent, but because I have my own ambitions and ideals ...
He said: Although I am relatively close to my mother-in-law, the ambition of the emperor and me is the same ...
That is his original heart!
Now, Pei Yuanzhang asks his original intention, hoping that he can return to him!
Not now. At his wedding hall, the picture of the jade jade sent by Wu Yanqiu was also showing him that no matter what happened and how much happened, he had never given up on this brother.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but get nervous, holding the ship's side and turning his head to look at him, watching him sit quietly on the dinghy, without saying a word, his head down.
How would he respond?
Not only did I have such worries, it seemed that everyone around me was there, even the brother Xiao Yusheng, who had been marching towards the other side of the ship, stopped and left the boat to undulate with wind and waves. They all turned back and decided Looking at Pei Yuanfeng.
I do n’t know how long it has been, maybe it ’s just a breath, or it may have been a long time, but at this time I think too much, remember too much, and the passage of time is not so obvious. I saw Pei Yuanfeng's pale face slowly rising After getting up, the pair stayed up all night, a little streamer flashing in the already red tiger's eyes, looking at the figure on the ship.
The moment he saw the figure, he calmed down.
Even the hand holding Xue Muhua's hand slowly relaxed, as if to let go of a burden that had been on his mind for a long time.
He said, "My original intention has not changed."
"..."
"never change--"
At this time, I felt that the people around me were obviously confused, and even Pei Yuanxiu and the people around him on the other side were subconsciously moved.
Xiao Yusheng's hand on the back has been lowered, hanging down on both sides of the body.
Pei Yuanzhang is the calmest of these people. He is holding the fence in both hands and still looks down at his five younger brother, but I do n’t know if my illusion is because the distance is too far, I just watched it. Eyes, his hand holding the fence tightened slightly.
Just then, Pei Yuanfeng continued, "But I have changed."
...
All the waves seemed to be still at this moment.
Everyone is set at this moment.
Obviously those rumbling sounds were already suffocating in the West Bank, but somehow I felt like a thunder came from the thick clouds and billowing smoke above my head, shaking me all a little.
He said-he has changed! ?
He has changed!
Yeah, for so many years, he has changed from the young and princely five emperor, who would be desperate to confront the supreme king of Qi Dynasty, and has become the queen of the wind and rain in Xichuan. The general of the 200,000 army fighting desperately!
How can people stay the same after so much?
I do not know why, when I heard his words, I did not feel sad for some irretrievable past, nor did I feel sorry for the changes in the world, but only for him at this moment, but sad.
Pei Yuanzhang, who was standing on the boat, was still calm. Although his shirt was constantly blown away by the wind, he looked like an ice sculpture and stood on the bow with a chill. After listening to Pei Yuanfeng's words, he didn't respond, but only remained silent for a long time before he seemed to sigh in a low voice.
Then he said, "That's it, then you go."
After speaking, the hand holding the fence was lifted up and waved gently. Pei Yuanfeng and the boatman with the paddle at the stern of their boat immediately nodded respectfully, then turned the bow toward the other side. Pei Yuanfeng sailed for their sea boats.
And immediately, passed by my side.
I saw his face was pale, and even gave the illusion that a layer of frost had condensed. Xue Muhua, who was sitting next to him in panic and relying on him to calm down, now held his hand instead. Hugged him and stroked his arm lightly.
In this way, there was a touch of vitality on his face, and he lowered his head and smiled slightly at Xue Muhua.
Then he turned his head and saw me.
Also seeing behind me, Pei Yuanxiu the huge sea boat.
Compared to Pei Yuanzhang, who has been living in the deep palace of the imperial city for a long time, their brothers are not so talented, but nodded to each other, but after nodding, he seems to be a little bit shy, looking back Take a look at me.
Looking at each other, he said, "Are you going back to the second brother?"
I nodded.
He glanced back again and then whispered to me, "You can't rest assured, you can't fight."
I hadn't had time to respond to what he said, but when I saw him looking at me again, he said with a complex expression: "In case, I mean, if they fight?"
His question and his expression made people feel a little inexplicable, but I didn't hesitate, just smiled slightly and said, "Even if it does, nothing will change."
After that, I glanced around.
Liu Qinghan had been helped by them to the ship. As soon as he stepped onto the deck, Pei Yuanzhen rushed to protect him immediately, and he asked the question eagerly, especially when he saw that his flesh and blood were injured. It may have passed out at any time, but a pale smile still appeared on her pale face, and she said something to comfort her.
Pei Yuanfeng's ship, Xiao Yusheng's ship, and the flying clouds across the sea are getting closer and closer, and even the waves aroused by their boat have risen on the sea.
Pei Yuanxiu, still standing at the bow, looked at me quietly.
Waiting for me.
Everyone must choose their own destiny, and also choose their own path.
I calmly said to Pei Yuanfeng, "This is the way I choose."
This time, he didn't speak again, but just looked at me with a complex look, his eyes seemed to be flashing with an unspeakable surge.
I smiled.
In fact, these words were all after the fact, this time, as he said, they could not be beaten.
As far as Pei Yuanxiu is concerned, his strength is definitely not at sea. Such a fleet may be able to come out and put himself in position, but compared to the Zhou Shanshui who has trained for so many years, he is indeed at a disadvantage this time.
However, it was Pei Yuanzhang who reversed this situation.
He appeared in the sea with the respect of Wancheng.
I don't know whether he encountered this match today or not, but at least in the current situation, his appearance is indeed a less brilliant move.
I told Han Zitong before that the emperor cannot easily appear in these places, because he is the root of the country, and he cannot be a little dangerous, otherwise not only the capital city, but the whole dynasty will be chaotic. This time he appeared on the sea, originally Because the Zhou Shanshui division is enough to protect him completely, after all, although the East China Sea is chaotic, the pirates are really a group of black people compared to the Zhou Shanshui division.
However, Pei Yuanxiu also appeared.
Even the narrow sides of the fleet meet each other.
If you really want to fight, it is difficult for Zhoushan Shui to say that losing, but Pei Yuanzhang's safety is more important than winning or losing at sea.
I remember that when Liu Qinghan and Pei Yuanxiu agreed in Wangjiang Pavilion, they had set a time limit of "more than ten years and less than three years" for peaceful coexistence between the two parties. Although Liu Qinghan was a Yin in Yangzhou, but He couldn't be the master of this kind, at least this period was hinted by Pei Yuanzhang or spoken.
Regardless of the significance of that deadline to Pei Yuanzhang and his new policy, and whether it will affect this encounter at sea, but the son of a thousand daughters can't sit in court. As a Miss Yan family, Uncle Ai blame me for living Within a shot of a person, and he, the Supreme Master of the Ninth Five-Year Plan, will not fight lightly while he is still within the attack range of others.
For Pei Yuanxiu, in fact, his concerns are the same.
No matter how great a cause, it is not as good as your own safety.
After all, Pei Yuanfeng is a royal nobleman, and he knows this set of ways, so he is almost sure that this battle cannot be fought.
However, I can't get it right now. What about the future?
Will I still have to make a choice under such circumstances, whose boat to board?
Pei Yuanfeng kept looking at me and seemed to see the flickering light in my eyes and the almost struggling expression at this moment. I also looked at him, but didn't say anything, just waved gently.
The boatman at the stern also waved his oars harder. Our dinghy speeded up and sailed forward. Seeing our ship go, Pei Yuanfeng's ship slowly moved away from here and headed towards his ship. go with.
On the way, it was extremely quiet.
Not only was no one urging in front, no one was drinking behind, and even the sound of the waves seemed to be suppressed.
I did not look back, nor did I go to see, when my boat left, and when I faced them with my back, what kind of eyes did the people on the boat use to see me leave, maybe it was hot, maybe resentful, maybe there was A little bit of luck and relaxation, but when I faced them with my back, I couldn't see anything.
Yan Qinghan's words made some sense.
When I closed my eyes, I could no longer see the monstrous waves, and when I turned away, I wouldn't care about the road when it came, how flooding it was.
Maybe there will be wars in the future, but I may not be able to see alive. Why should I worry at this time?
The guards there also waited for a long time. At this time, when I saw me, I clearly heard that everyone was relieved.
They said, "Madam, my subordinates have been waiting for a long time."
I smiled lightly, but said nothing, but stretched out some soft hands, they came forward in a hurry, helping me to get on the sampan.
I do n’t know if it ’s all over. The feeling of emptiness in my body suddenly came up at this moment. I even have the illusion of difficulty breathing. Fortunately, these people are carefully guarding me. Even if my body is weak, I am very They were soon taken on board.
The moment I got on the deck, cold sweat came out of my body.
Maybe, it's really reached a limit.
I don't even remember when I last eaten, or how long I didn't eat and sleep quietly, and it hasn't fallen down until now, not only the limit, but also a miracle, right?
I gasped for a moment, subconsciously reaching out to the side of the fence, but when I reached out, I grabbed a warm, powerful hand, holding my hand tightly.
As soon as I looked up, I met a pair of gentle eyes.