Chapter 194: This is her obsession

Several screams sounded, and someone shouted loudly.
The surrounding area with Lu Man as the center quickly exited a circle, surrounded by surprised passers-by.
The crowd was a little confused because of her sudden fainting.
Lu Man stared at the ground in front of him with vague eyes, and soon fell into a coma.
...
It seems that I have had a long, long dream. The pictures in the dream are too long, but there are many unforgettable moments.
Lu Man dreamed of the few years he was still in the Butterfly Garden.
I dreamed that I was like a concubine in a deep palace waiting for the emperor to come to look after me, waiting from night to day, day and night, just to wait for that figure to appear.
Food can't enrich her heart, and the scenery can't attract her attention. It seems that only that person can inject her alive soul again.
Lu Man watched the flowers blooming outside the window, rehearsing in his heart what he wanted to say when he came.
She wants to say that the mung bean cake made by Aunt Rong today is a bit too sweet. She wants to say that the yard is a bit big and there are only those few people. If you can raise a puppy, the house will be lively enough.
She wanted to say that you finally went home, and I miss you. The flowers and plants in this yard seem to be lush without you.
But for so many days and nights, it was not that Lu Man hadn't waited for him.
Sometimes he will come back, come and rush, and come back in a hurry.
Sometimes with a black face, Lu Man knew that it was the elders of the Bo family who forced him to come back.
Sometimes her face was good, but her eyes were extremely cold. Lu Man knew that it was because he hated her.
Whenever she met his eyes, all the words she hid in her heart could no longer be said.
What's more sad than the fact that "the person you like hates you so much", Lu Man thinks she is right, but in fact, she is wrong.
Because I don't like it, everything is wrong.
She can't say it, because whatever she says, she gets a cold mockery.
She couldn't explain, because he wouldn't believe it.
So gradually, Lu Man changed from looking forward to his return to looking forward and afraid.
She missed him, this is her obsession.
She was afraid of him again, because her heart was riddled with holes and couldn't stand the coldness.
It was a time wrapped in darkness.
Lu Man could see the light, but could not touch it.
She was like a glass window shrouded in her, she could see everything in front of her, but she would never have it.
Such a memory, even if she just thinks of a certain segment in her dream, can make her shudder instantly.
Lu Man finally understood the tragic characters in those novels.
When she read it before, she often didn't understand it. It was just a relationship. If you can't give it up, it's just a person. If you can't get another one, why bother yourself?
But later, when she was also behind bars, she realized that once a person was trapped, she couldn't get out.
The heart is the most uncontrollable thing. It can make you look like yourself, make you lose all your dignity, and make you not know yourself.
Therefore, if there is a chance to go out, don't give up.
...
When Lu Man woke up, the first thing he felt was the wetness in the corners of his eyes.
Her eyes have not opened yet, and her emotions are still lightly hovering in that dream.
Maybe it's because it's been too long since I really remembered the past, of the gloomy days.
Memory will always be subtracted, automatically filtering out some bad things for you, leaving some that don't seem so unbearable anymore.
If it weren't for this occasional dream, she would hardly remember how painful she was at the beginning.
So, now that you have stepped out, you must never get stuck again.
Lu Man's thin lips pressed lightly, his eyelashes trembling a little.
Suddenly heard a call in my ear, tentatively: "Xiao Manman?"
The voice was familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was.
Lu Man slowly opened his eyes.
The vague ceiling, the eyeballs were filled with dazzling white, the tip of the nose was smelly of disinfectant, and the body was sore like a truck running over.
When the person by the bed saw her awake, his voice was full of surprise: "Little Manman!"
With this sound, Lu Man woke up completely.
Turning her eyes, she was a little surprised: "Shao Yujing?"
Shao Yujing wore a formal suit, a style that he had rarely worn before. The tie on the neckline was torn a bit loose, and three buttons were unbuttoned. It was a little lazy, but not impolite.
Hearing Lu Man's abnormal hoarse voice, his thin lips were halfway hooked, and he soon became worried again.
I hurriedly poured a glass of water, took a new glass and replaced it back and forth. When the water temperature reached the entrance, I carefully handed it over: "Don't be surprised at first, drink it quickly. A dumb voice is worse than playing cotton. "
Lu Man: "..."
Originally, because he thought his actions were too intimate, he was successfully distracted by a single sentence. When Lu Man returned to his senses, he had already taken a sip of his water.
The warm water entered the throat at the right temperature, and the moisturizing instantly relieved the pain.
Lu Man drank enough, then tightened his lips.
Seeing this, Shao Yujing took the water glass back.
Lu Man moved and wanted to sit up. After all, the angle he looked at while lying flat was a bit awkward.
As a result, there was pain everywhere in my body, and a tingling pain in my right hand.
At first glance, I realized that I was still hitting the bottle.
Shao Yujing approached again, this time he helped her sit up.
When Lu Man sat down, he put a soft pillow behind her waist and tucked the quilt.
After doing all this, he clapped his hands, dragged a stool and sat down by himself.
Lu Man smiled at him, but his pale face made his smile a little reluctant.
She said softly: "Why are you here?"
Shao Yujing put his hands on the edge of the bed, his palms against his chin, his eyes blinked, his expressions and movements were incompatible with the style of his elite outfit.
But it doesn't look annoying, but it's cute.
Lu Man looked at him, waiting for his answer.
Shao Yujing uttered a sigh of emotion, and then said: "Maybe it's a kind of heart, I feel like my right eyelid jumps sharply today, I always feel a little flustered, and I can't calm down."
"After holding a panic and having a meeting, I couldn't help but send a message to Winter Melon. Sure enough, I said you were unwell today."
His expression is serious, and his tone is sobbed and frustrated, just as wonderful as those storytellers.
Lu Man said with an unmoving "Oh", then said lightly: "Winter Melon contacted you."
Shao Yujing: "..."
Little winter melon, it's not that your uncle wants to betray you, it's that your mommy is really not fooling.
Shao Yujing cleared his throat, turned his eyes, and quickly changed the subject: "Thanks to the fact that I rushed back, you didn't know that I heard that you fainted, and I almost fell along."
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