Chapter 103:

Looking at the sealed box, Mo Yusen's mind suddenly remembered Mo Jiashu's words.
‘Dad, I hope you will take a good look at all the letters in this box. You will understand who is more scheming between my mother and Tao Zixin. ’
...
‘Dad, anyway, please save my mother. Otherwise, you will regret it. ’
...
At that time, because the kidnappers suddenly called and because of the police's intervention, all his attention was always on the sudden kidnapping case, but he didn't have the energy to take care of his son Mo Jiashu. That box.
Now, when everything was settled, Mo Yusen noticed the box that Mo Jiashu gave him so that he must take a good look.
"letter?"
Is it related to An Xia?
Raising his hand, Mo Yusen slowly opened the box that had been sealed with tape.
"Tear it~!"
Pulling open the tape, Mo Yusen saw that the box contained all well-preserved letters.
After picking up a letter, Mo Yusen was surprised to find that the sender's name on the envelope turned out to be him.
The recipient's name was An Xia.
However, he was certain that he had never written a letter to An Xia.
Thinking of this, Mo Yusen's brows wrinkled slightly.
At this time, his mind was full of doubts and puzzles.
When he continued to look at the other letters, he was shocked to find that all the letters in this box were correspondence between him and An Xia.
The only difference is that every letter comes back and forth. The sender of the previous letter is Anxia, ​​and the sender of the next letter will be him.
After going back and forth like this, "he" and An Xia have written almost a hundred letters!
Facing the letters that ‘him’ communicated with An Xia, Mo Yusen was taken aback.
If he only had a letter with An Xia, Mo Yusen could also say that he might have forgotten that he had written a letter with An Xia.
However, facing the hundreds of letters in front of him, Mo Yusen was at a loss.
Because he can be 100% sure, he has never written to An Xia, let alone written so many letters to An Xia.
Even, he has never received a letter from An Xia!
and many more! No, he seems to have received a letter from An Xia...
However, he threw it away.
Mo Yusen frowned, and he began to remember that An Xia wrote to him.
It has been ten years since that incident.
Back then, he remembered that it was when they were in college...At that time, Tao Zixin handed him a love letter.
At first he thought it was written by Tao Zixin, so he still had some impressions in his mind.
He was very happy at that time, but when he opened the letter, he was surprised to find that the love letter was actually written by An Xia...
So he was very angry at the time, so he threw the love letter into the trash can in front of Tao Zixin.
After that, he didn't receive any letters from Anxia.
And now...
I don't know why, looking at the pile of letters in front of him, and just looking at the correspondence between the two people who felt very close, Mo Yusen had a bad feeling in his heart.
He took a deep breath and suppressed the terrible thought in his heart.
Then he sat quietly in front of the pile of letters for a long time and thought for a long time before he finally started to move again.
He calmly started the letters according to the date on the envelope.
Looking at the first letter An Xia wrote to him, Mo Yusen's memory gradually recovered.
This letter... he is a little familiar... It should be the first confession love letter he threw in the trash can.
After reading the first letter calmly, Mo Yusen opened the letter back in his name.
When he finished reading the letter from ‘self’ to An Xia, he couldn’t calm down anymore!
Because in that letter, ‘he’ agreed to An Xia’s confession, and also expressed that he admired her very much and liked her.
After reading the first letter returned by "I", Mo Yusen was completely confused.
At this moment, he faintly felt that he had misunderstood something.
The second letter, the third letter, the fourth letter...
Time passed, and the expression on Mo Yusen's face went from shock, surprise, and anger to numbness.
Watching'I' use a hundred letters to talk about love with An Xia, watching An Xia's feelings for herself become stronger and stronger, and watching her brush strokes become more and more loving, Mo Yusen seems to be able to Seeing what kind of expression and mood An Xia would have when she wrote back to him.
I can also feel what Anxia has experienced in college life.
Because, he saw from the letter, An Xia described all the things around her to ‘self’ in a funny way...
I don't know how long it took, but Mo Yusen finally read all the hundreds of letters.
When he saw the last letter, Mo Yusen felt extremely dull.
Because, in the last letter, An Xia proposed...want to meet and date like a normal couple...
And ‘he’ also agreed.
"A date...?"
Mo Yusen's mouth twitched a bitter smile. He finally understood what his son said to him.
He also understood why, why did An Xia do that when she graduated, and why she liked him so much for no reason...
It turned out that in An Xia's eyes, he had always been his boyfriend, and she was his girlfriend.
In the letter, they are so in love and so sweet...
"An Xia, are you a fool."
Mo Yusen's palm trembling, put down the last letter.
He clenched his fists in pain, his eyes filled with regret and anger.
‘...You will understand, who is more scheming between my mother and Tao Zixin. ’
'……You will regret this. ’
At this time, Mo Jiashu's words kept murmuring back and forth in his brain.
No, Mo Yusen, you are a fool like An Xia...
He is really ridiculous, he has always thought that An Xia is a woman with deep thoughts, a woman who worships gold with great wealth.
Hahaha, but the fact is that Anxia and him were played around from start to finish.
The so-called scheming gold worshiper is nothing but a foolish woman who has been kept in the dark from beginning to end.
"Tao, Zi, Xin."
Mo Yusen was holding his face in pain, and his eyes were covered by his distinct palms.
However, from his cold voice, one could hear that Mo Yusen was very angry at this time.
However, of course he is going to be angry, because he has only found out that he has been slapped and cheated by others for so many years.
What he thought was that the scheming woman who worshipped gold turned out to be the most simple-minded and silly woman who didn't know anything.
And he has always thought that the simple and kind first love, it turned out, has been deceiving him...
It even caused the misfortune of him and An Xia.
Now he finally understood why An Xia was always there when he was on a date with Tao Zixin when he was still in college...
And An Xia was so familiar and intimate with him...
Thinking of An Xia's brilliant youthful smile in his memory, his heart became even more uncomfortable.
It was like a knife twist, and I was a little breathless.
‘Dad, you will regret it...’
'You will regret this……'
"I regret...?"
Mo Yusen murmured softly, and then sat quietly in the chair for a long time.
‘Mo Yusen...you and Tao Zixin are really good matches, I hope you guys, get married together quickly and don’t harm others anymore...’
"sorry Sorry……"
The great pain and regret almost drowned Mo Yusen.
If An Xia hadn't died yet, he wouldn't have been so painful and had such a big emotional reaction.
However, it was precisely because An Xia was'dead', and because of him, that Mo Yusen could not pass the hurdle in his heart.
It is also more painful for my stupidity and blindness, which caused all these tragedies to happen.
Now, in this world, there are no people who love themselves with the purest and purest emotions.
The rest was just a woman who turned his jokes around.
And this is a choice he made himself...
How can Mo Yusen bear this?
With his head down, he looked at the messy letters on the table that he had opened, and with shaking hands, he put all the letters back into the box.
Putting those letters back into the box, Mo Yusen seemed to have spent all his energy.
Finally, he put the box away and lighted a cigarette after a long absence.
In the hazy smoke, a cold light flashed in Mo Yusen's eyes.
After smoking half of the cigarette in his mouth, after finally calming down, Mo Yusen squeezed the cigarette fiercely.
"Hey, Tao Zixin, I am going to talk to you and wait for me now."
Taking out his cell phone, Mo Yusen didn't care about Tao Zixin's reply on the other end of the phone. After saying these words expressionlessly, he hung up the phone decisively.
Before the call was hung up, Mo Yusen seemed to have heard what Tao Zixin said in a flustered voice.
However, at this moment, Mo Yusen didn't care anymore.
Now his mind is full of... the silly woman of An Xia.
"Ah……"
Mo Yusen curled his lips in mockery and got up. He held the box tightly in his hand, as if holding some driftwood.
He wants to find Tao Zixin, he wants to explain all of this clearly, to himself, and to the silly woman of An Xia...
...
Here, Mo Yusen is driving the car eagerly and angrily towards the hospital where Tao Zixin is.
On the other side, Tao Zixin was also very anxious.
Because she was sensitive, she seemed to have a huge anger when she heard Mo Yusen's words, and she was still directed at her.
"Could it be... Yu Sen discovered those things that were exposed on the Internet?"
Tao Zixin, who was hung up, was holding her mobile phone at this time, anxiously thinking about how to explain, so as to let Mo Yusen calm down, dispel his bad thoughts about her, and let him trust her again. .
However, how can she think of it at this time, what she is worried about, and what she is angry with Mo Yusen is not the same thing~