Chapter 178: : Spring Italian Concubine 1

She hoped that he lied to him. If the deceit could last for a long time, just continue to cheat until she returned to Miaoshui, how good should it be?
The truth is never necessarily acceptable.
Therefore, in the past, she did not want to think more about the investigation of the truth, just to be afraid of facing the truth when facing the truth.
Of course, she can't avoid these things now.
She buried her face low, even if this posture would make people cry easily, but now, she will not cry anymore.
At least, this pose will prevent her from looking at him.
If you don't see it, he may have the unsettled heart.
She was afraid, she was really afraid.
So, that night, she only mentioned the word ‘sea’, but she could n’t say it anymore.
It turned out that she didn't have the courage to face it. Everything today is just a carefully deployed scam.
That way, will her world collapse?
She didn't know, what she knew was that now, he held her hand, and it would never be warm, only boundlessly cold.
These cold, so clear into her skin, she was afraid that even the last little warmth he had left her would be frozen.
She tightened her body, trying not to touch his hand as much as possible, but how to shrink, his hand was always there.
He hugged her and put her on the couch. These four words of her fell into his ears. It was indeed strange.
He never remembered, said these words with her, but, from these snippets, he thought, he knew who had said these words to her.
Xuanlong Cave, the unspeakable words spoken by ‘He’, is another kind of decisive injury.
It turned out that when I saw her again, her aversion and indifference to him all originated from this.
It turned out that the existence of these words made her so indifferent to him after the reunion.
However, how hard should it be for her to overcome the psychological shadow brought by these words and reopen her heart to say the word "love" to him?
But, now, it can only let go.
He let go of her hand, and she lay on the couch, and he no longer needed his hug, did she?
Closing his hand, he didn't want to hesitate a moment, and the moment she returned quickly, her hand suddenly pulled his wrist.
In this pull, he turned sideways, his eyebrows clenched.
He didn't leave anymore, he was worried that his disguise would be crushed in front of her.
But, he can't!
The opportunity at this moment is undoubtedly the best.
Let her hate him.
Let her be able to live because of this hate without him, can't she?
He will arrange everything for her and Xuanyuanchen to leave the palace, and he will.
Now, it only takes him to shake off her siege and order Grandpa Li to take Xuanyuanchen out of the hall.
She saw him frown, her hand, slightly loosened his wrist, and moved to his bright yellow robe sleeve. Finally, he said another sentence:
"Can you give me an explanation, why do you treat me like that in Xuanlong Cave?"
Following this sentence, his heart was grabbed heavily.
"Yu, tell me, that's not true, okay? You say, I will believe, Yu ..." She said this very lightly, so lightly that he could hear it.
He didn't expect that she would say this sentence, with a plea of ​​pleading, even if he deceived, he would deny it all.
For the first time, she did not hide herself tightly.
He knew that she was a woman afraid of being hurt, so she always used her self-righteous and pedantic way to refuse everything, even if she came close in good faith.
He also knew that she was always a proud woman and valued dignity above all else.
However, today, even in front of him, he almost begged for this sentence, but his heart was loosened as he gripped it.
It was because he was too selfish, thinking extravagantly, that he could stay together for another year in exchange for love.
It's just that he forgot that loving this thing can make people sweet, but it can also make people suffer.
Now that she is stuck, her pain is all his fault.
It will continue without interruption, except to increase her depth.
"It's all true." He said this in the most indifferent tone. "You, all withdraw first."
"promise."
Grandpa Li and Li Qiu bowed out of the hall.
Outside the hall, the wind was blowing hard. Grandpa Li carefully wrapped Xuanyuanchen with his baby's swaddle, and turned away from Qiuqiu to cover the wind for Xuanyuanchen.
These winds can be covered.
However, at this moment, the cold wind blowing in Xi Yan's heart, but no one could stop it.
Those winds, with their fierceness, blow away from her broken heart every time, so she found that once in a while, her heart was already riddled with wind and left to blow.
"Yes, everything in Xuanlong Cave was deployed by me. You should have heard the mantis catching cicadas, and the cardinals are behind. You were just a step in my unifying plan. I will not take you back from Yinqi Cang at all. Of course, I did not expect that you will marry Yin Qi Cang. It seems that the plan at that time has fulfilled you and him. "
This sentence, in the most indifferent tone, is really cruel.
He could feel that her hand slipped off his wrist, as if she could no longer hold on to the ground and fell.
"I don't want you to lie to me like this, you're so fooled, it's useless at all."
"If that's the case, why would you protect me with your own life? The hurricane in the desert will kill you."
"If this is the case, why would you say that to me through drunkenness? Such sweet words, even if you don't say it, I have to give birth to the child. This is not like your style of behavior."
"If that's the case, why should you use your body to burn me out of the fire bed when I'm poisoned?"
"If this is the case, why do I pretend to care about me in the face of Wenpo that night when I give birth?"
She spoke out sentence by sentence, with the calmest voice and a wry smile.
"You must be teasing me again, trying to make me more pedantic, and then angry, you always tease me like this--"
She paused, and changed to a relaxed, even with a hint of Jiaohuai said:
"Yu, this is not fun, don't play it anymore, will you?"
This sentence fell into his ears, and one of his tears just fell down.
This was his second time crying, but for such a short period of time, it was all for her.
It used to be that weeping is not as good as bleeding and tearing, but it is only a manifestation of cowardice, but at this moment, allow him to be cowardly for the last time, and be cold in his mouth.
"Nalan Xiyan, don't deceive yourself, I have been so spoiled for the first queen, but you never saw it. For a person who doesn't have much affection, I can spoil for the family behind her. In my belly, I have my most precious child. "
He said it coldly, with a hint of smile, and continued:
"What I want is only the child in your belly. After all, this child is the most important to me. As for you, there is indeed a certain kind of appearance, but this appearance is against the pedantic background, but it makes people intolerable. Originally, if you did n’t hinder washing, I might play a few more days with you, but, unfortunately, you can do nothing but make me intolerable.

There was a moment of time behind him, and there was no more voice. The silence kept him from taking steps for a while, but he couldn't turn around to look at her again.
"I understand ..." Her voice broke the short silence, and came from behind him, and then there was no more movement.
Four words, very simple, each word fell into his ears as if on his body, tearing open a mouth until it was fragmented.
Without her, everything to him only meant fragmentation.
He went outside the temple without stopping.
Before the fragmentation broke in front of her and he could no longer hide it, he had to leave.
Guan Kaiguan, his figure disappeared, and Xuanyuanchen was gone.
She alone guarded the empty space of the temple, and the seemingly prominent identity of the imperial concubine.
She hugged her face and exhausted all her strength to make a desolate scream:
"what--!!!"
When Xuanlonggu was humiliated and abandoned, she did not shout, because at that time, she refused to pay.
She was not shouting when she was suffering from the cold of life for thousands of years, because at that time, she was bitter and she couldn't bear it anymore.
After the accidental death of her mother Chen Yuan, she did not shout, because at that time, she knew that doing so would only make Chen Yuan feel uneasy.
After twelve hours of pain, when Haier was born, she only shouted a hoarse cry, because at that time, she did not want to worry him behind him.
But now, for the first time in her seventeen years, the heartbreaking cry was for him.
It was for him!
Why, he did n’t even want to lie to her once?
She didn't want much, at least, before he released her from the palace, he continued to lie to her and made her think that she had really loved and been loved in this life.
In front of love, she finally let go of all her restraint, self-esteem, pride, and what she got in exchange for just giving up again.
There is no red flowers for a hundred days, and no one for a thousand days.
Servant of Israel, before entering the palace, she knew that it could not last long, so she kept deliberately keeping a cold alert.
Because she is afraid of being hurt. She entered the palace, the original purpose is very pure, just for the palace.
But, under his tenderness, step by step, she gave everything.
When she discovered that she loved him deeply, what she got was nothing more than a deception.
There was a sweet smell in her throat, and she lifted her face up. The sweet smell, including the mist at the bottom of her eyes, went back together.
It's just, there is no trace of heat around me, except for the cold, only the cold.
The sound of ritual music sounded from afar. Among these festive voices, Li Qiu's voice rang in her ears:
"Niangniang, after the third washing ceremony, the Li Gong Association will bring you back the little prince."
Xi Yan didn't say anything, just raised her face and closed her eyes.
"Mother, please drink this medicine first. The hospital is saying that you are unstable, which is bad for the little prince."
Xi Yan did not take the medicine as she used to, as if something had been taken away from her thoughts, and then all her feelings became abrupt.
"Ma'am, don't scare your slave, ma'am!" Li Qiu felt something was wrong and put down the medicine bowl and reached out to help her.
What I touched was cold sweat stains in one hand, and the silver carbon in the hall was so warm that the cold sweat in this hand finally made Li Qiu scream for Mi Tian to find Zhang Yuanzheng.
He was outside the temple. Hearing inside, he heard a clear scream, which shattered his fragmentation and shattered the earthquake. The sky was full and could no longer be pieced together.
Xi Yan, his Xi Yan, sorry!
Really sorry!
Life is more acceptable to her than death, because, at least, she will live.
With regard to death, he is really not sure whether she can still live with her use of him now.
However, all he wanted was her to live alive.
Take care of Dachen.
Now, he would do something for her for this purpose.
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