Chapter 985: Because I love you too much (1)

At the same time, Mu Yanzhu took a bath, lay on the bed, and received a message of transfer.
Alipay, Jiang Qingchi will transfer you 30,000 yuan.
Tears burst out with a "Whhhh".
In reality, some couples, after breaking up, can't wait to be clear, even a pack of spicy bar money must be counted clearly, because they are ready to be old and dead.
Mu Yanzhu felt that he was stupid, and everyone had returned the money to him. Why was it more uncomfortable than not paying back.
Yep……
This time, he really didn't owe her anything.
Mu Yanzhu turned over the schoolbag that Jiang Qingchi bought for her before, and then sent a message to Xie Zijun, wanting him to help him return the bag to Jiang Qingchi tomorrow.
After doing all this, she lay on the bed and plugged in the headphones.
The whole night was so uncomfortable, the nose was out of breath, and the throat was sore. Just like a cold, the chat history was turned over and over again, and the voice he sent to her was heard over and over again. The more heartache.
In fact, I still love it too much.
When you don't love someone, you break up, and that's true relief.
But when you still love someone deeply, breaking up, the pain is no less than the collapse of the world.
Well, everything is over.
At the moment of dawn, Mu Yanzhu finally pressed the friend delete button.
Goodbye, Jiang Qingchi.
Goodbye, rivers and lakes.
Goodbye, you once said, you are just my river.
...
The third day of the breakup.
Registration for English Band 4 and 6 has started again.
Mu Yanzhu saw Xie Zijun in the complex on the day of registration.
Xie Zijun saw her first, carrying a schoolbag across his shoulders and buckling the strap of the schoolbag in one hand, and then smiled and walked over, "Senior Sister, you also report to the sixth grade."
"……Ok."
Mu Yanzhu's mood was not enthusiastic, and Xie Zijun was used to it.
"I remember your 620 in Level 6 exam, you have exceeded the pass line by a lot of points."
"Isn't it okay to score, I want to take the 680."
Say nothing.
Xie Zijun gave a thumbs up, "Excellent!"
Coming out of the registration room, Xie Zijun followed Mu Yanzhu, talking in her ears endlessly, "Miss Sister is great, I like you more and more."
Mu Yanzhu ignored him, Xie Zijun was not upset, he wanted to help her carry the schoolbag, saying that Mu Yanzhu would be very tired carrying the schoolbag back and forth between school every day.
At that moment Jiang Qingchi's face appeared in her mind.
It's really tired.
The computer is heavy. Normally Jiang Qingchi wants to help her carry her schoolbag. He doesn't say so much nonsense. He takes it first, and then satirizes her. Is your boyfriend a decoration?
Thinking about it now, he is pretty good too, at least a free backpacker. I remembered that his roommate had exchanged her schoolbag before, and he helped her out, fearing that she would be wronged, so he asked her patiently every time," Jiang Yan, what's the matter, is someone bullying you again?"
Jiang Qingchi...
Everything on this campus, no matter the sound, the people, or the scenery, can make her think of him in an instant.
I really miss him so much, I have never missed such a person so much.
This kind of emotion was firmly hidden in the bottom of my heart, without showing it to Xie Zijun.
"Senior sister, let me help you carry your schoolbag! Give it to me!"
"No thanks."
If you changed to Jiang Qingchi, he would have taken it over and put it on his back now, and she would still say that she was chirping.
The more you compare, the more you think he is the best person.
Even if the people around her are gentler than him and gentleman than him, she thinks Jiang Qingchi is the best. He is her mosquito blood, her cinnabar mole, and other boys can't get it into her eyes.
"Miss...what career do you want to do in the future?"
"Editor in chief."
"Wow~ Miss Sister is very good!"
Mu Yanzhu glanced at him and sighed helplessly, "Do you call everyone Miss Sister?"
"No, just to beautiful girls, hehe!"
"Children of your age are all glib."
"It's not good to have a glib tongue."
After speaking, Xie Zijun smiled and didn't say much.
Mu Yanzhu didn't speak anymore, what should I do,,,
Crazy, obsessed, dying,,,
I want to distract and talk to others, but the slender and handsome figure in my brain can't be shaken off, so grandiosely occupy her brain, her heart, her nerves and every cell.
Jiang Qingchi, you are really the source of my pain.
So she is really crazy, otherwise how could she see Jiang Qingchi? !
He walked alone, with picturesque eyebrows and a cold temperament, and he walked towards her head on with his hands and shoulders.
She bought the black denim jacket on him. Every time she went shopping, she wanted to buy him something.
"Hey Miss Sister, your ex-boyfriend is here, or let's show him the show!"
acting?
What drama? ?
Before Mu Yanzhu could react, Xie Zijun's arm was already on her shoulder.
Jiang Qingchi has already walked over.
Mu Yanzhu quickly lowered his head. Without looking at his face, he could feel the two sharp gazes ahead.
Well, it turns out that this is what Xie Zijun said about acting. Xie Zijun did it on purpose.
Want to brush off Xie Zijun's hand and think about it, why?
Remember that when there was conflict before, didn't he still use Anxin to stimulate her?
Mu Yanzhu abruptly resisted the urge to push Xie Zijun away, and even smiled at him.
"What shall we eat for lunch?"
"Noon? Haha, it's already afternoon, Sister, you're confused."
"Ah yes, in the afternoon, afternoon, what to eat at night?"
As soon as the voice fell, Xie Zijun pinched her chin and kissed the corner of her mouth.
Mu Yanzhu was taken aback.
Subconsciously looked at Jiang Qingchi.
The person has already gone far, leaving her with a strange back, with a clear smell and a cold arc.
Just leave...
Mu Yanzhu felt dull in her heart, and her eyes were blurred by tears.
It turned out to be so sad when facing him. The two people who were once extremely close, and the two people who bit their ears and hook their necks, have now become strangers.
Xie Zijun let go of Mu Yanzhu, stretched out his hand and waved in front of her.
"Don't look at Miss Sister, people don't care about you anymore!"
Don't care about her anymore?
These words pierced her heart like an ice knife.
"He seems to be thin and haggard, Xie Zijun, don't you think?"
"Oh, do you still care about him? Care about yourself, and see how you have been tortured by love. Your dark circles are heavy. Go back and have a good sleep today. Don't feel uncomfortable."
Mu Yanzhu smiled bitterly, "I can't sleep, and I can't sleep well, I'm guilty, I can't let go of the breakup, I'm always thinking about it."
"The best way to forget a relationship is to start over!"
With that said, Xie Zijun took her shoulder again.
"Find someone to start again, it's better to just look at me, Miss Sister! I'm pretty good."
Mu Yanzhu broke free and wiped the corner of his mouth that had just been kissed by him.
"Sorry, no matter how many times you ask me, I always say that. I think I will never fall in love again."
First love ended in such a painful way.
Since then, I will never learn to love someone desperately.
Xie Zijun sighed, it looks like the future will be long.
"I will give you time, but you'd better make sure to associate with me before you graduate, otherwise I might empathize with you."
"..."
Mu Yanzhu did not reply to him, and walked away in a daze.
Jiang Qingchi had just passed by in his head.
He must have seen the scene of Xie Zijun kissing her.
What did he think in his heart, didn't he really care? And he seemed to be really thin,,, is it her illusion.
Pat forehead hard!
Both broke up, why worry about whether he is thin or not.
...
The fourth day of the breakup.
Mu Yanzhu found that he could vaguely walk out a bit.
Although there will still be hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, for example, walking along the road during the day and seeing a ginkgo tree, you can imagine it as Jiang Qingchi standing there, smiling to say hello to her.
Then she stood stupidly at the intersection and blocked the traffic. People around her looked at her with strange eyes, completely ignorant.
It wasn't until the cleaner's aunt swept the dust off his pants that he came back to his senses, and he was stunned for too long.
Love makes a serious illness.
She is extremely ill, is healing on her own, and may not be able to heal for a lifetime.
"Mu Yanzhu."
Behind her, I don't know who called her.
Mu Yanzhu saw a vigorous face at the junction of the light.
Her eyes were swayed, and when she resumed her vision again, she saw An Xin holding her arms and sticking to a lovely flower head, her complexion made Mu Yanzhu very envious.
"Now, I heard Xie Zijun said that you broke up with Jiang Qingchi and dated him."
"..." Mu Yanzhu didn't want to speak.
"Haha, I'm actually quite happy. I thought you two were inappropriate. Of course, Jiang Qingchi didn't get back together with Cheng Huan. What does this mean? Hahaha, it means I have a chance."
After talking, An Xin smiled and walked away.
It was enough for her to appreciate Mu Yanzhu's desperate look.
After all, she still remembers the two words Jiang Qingchi said to her at the last party--
"I tell you, I don't hit women."
"But! To say that I heard you say bad things about my daughter-in-law, that's not good!"
Haha, Jiang Qingchi, your daughter-in-law's daughter-in-law all day long, isn't she your daughter-in-law now?
An Xin thought this way, the corners of her mouth curled up like the sun.
But before Jiang Qingchi accepted her, she couldn't break up with her current spare boyfriend, so as not to lose her wife and break down.
Well, that's it!
...
The fifth day of the breakup.
This morning, Mu Yanzhu attended physical education class.
She and Jiang Qingchi’s physical education classes were obviously not on the same day, but somehow, I saw him playing basketball with a few boys. The hair on his forehead was messy and a little fluffy, and the navy blue jersey had been leaked out by the dense zaza. The sweat is wet.
The sun is shining, I have to admit that he is even more dazzling than the light source.
The physical education teacher called before the routine class. The female students in the class stretched their necks and looked at the little brothers and brothers who were playing basketball diagonally. Mu Yanzhu was no exception.
She was just looking at Jiang Qingchi.
Every time he appeared, her gaze was attracted by him, and no one else was there anymore.
Only this time, she was watching him as a bystander.
"Tsk, don't look at Ang, you nymphomaniacs, how can I look good as a handsome guy?"
The physical education teacher complained, pouting at the classmates to be cute.
The girls covered their mouths and laughed. You know, the physical education teacher is a small 165, and they are all married men in their forties, and they are cute.
"Teacher, look at every handsome guy playing basketball, look at you again!" said a careless girl in the class unceremoniously.
The physical education teacher buckled the roll and stood with his hands.
"Dare to tease the teacher, do you want to pass the final exam?"
"Don't dare anymore."
Then there was another burst of laughter.
Mu Yanzhu couldn't laugh.
There are only two physical education classes in a semester, but for this last one, she actually stood here in such a desperate situation, facing Jiang Qingchi.
Subconsciously looked in the direction of Jiang Qingchi again.
He didn't look at her.
Yeah... What does he watch her do? Both broke up.
Soon the physical education teacher announced that he was disbanded, and Mu Yanzhu found an empty classroom with his schoolbag on his back, sat down, and wanted to write today's draft.
She was the only one in the classroom. She was sitting in the last row, looking at the blackboard in front, but saw a face appeared on the blackboard.
Handsome, compelling, profound, with a meaningful arc,,,
Crazy, I can see him now when I look at the blackboard.
He patted his face vigorously, until he blushed, and then cheered himself up, "Cheer up! You still have dreams, Mu Yanzhu."
As soon as the voice fell, the door in front of the classroom was pushed open by a big thorn.
Before Mu Yanzhu's mouth could be closed, he could only stare dumbly at the people in front of him.
Unruly figure, messy broken hair, handsome eyebrows and facial features, navy blue jersey, who else could anyone have if not Jiang Qingchi?
Jiang Qingchi had a stern face, not looking at Mu Yanzhu at all, and sat down in the second row.
As before, when she worked, he would sit in the front rows, silently accompany him, and would not be noisy.
That was his quietest time period.
But it was also the time period she missed the most.
Mu Yanzhu looked up at the ceiling while the tears were about to shed.
She didn't wear rimmed glasses today, but invisible, just to remind herself not to cry, or she would be blind.
Jiang Qingchi lay straight on the table without saying a word.
From Mu Yanzhu's angle, he can only see his short black hair, his clean and crisp back collar, his spacious back, and the sweaty piece of the navy blue jersey.
The feeling in my heart suddenly became irritable.
Why come to this classroom? ?
Why do you want to disturb her heart after breaking up? ?
What does he mean? Do you think this is fun? See her uncomfortable, see she can't calm down and work?
Mu Yanzhu pursed his lips hard, packed his things and left the classroom.
She walked through the door at the back of the classroom, just like him, she didn't squint when she left, just didn't look at him.
He gets more irritable as soon as he goes out. There are obviously many empty classrooms next to him, so what does he have to grab the same room with her?
Mu Yanzhu entered the classroom diagonally opposite and closed the door.
Also sit in the last row.
It's just that she just opened the document and wanted to hand it in, and the front door opened again.
Still that person.
He continued to sit down in the second row.
Mu Yanzhu finally stood up "rubbing".
The first classroom just now was a coincidence, so this one is on purpose, right? !
He buckled the computer in his hand and walked to the front pretending to be expressionless.
Jiang Qingchi stretched out his arm on the table, with a handsome side face pressed against his arm, and then lay down on the table with his eyes closed, as if he was asleep.
Mu Yanzhu bent his fingers and knocked in front of him.
"Jiang Qingchi, what do you want?"
He did not speak, closed his eyes, and seemed to really fall asleep.
Mu Yanzhu approached him, ignoring his handsome face, and patted him on the shoulder, "Hey—"
Before she finished speaking, a slender arm pulled her over with lightning speed.
She was unstable and fell into his arms, knocking her chin on his shoulder.
He still smelled of sweat from playing basketball, but it didn't smell bad.
"Jiang Qingchi!"
Mu Yanzhu bent his knees, struggling to think about it, but this person held her tightly. The eyes that were still closed just before opened for some unknown time, and their clear eyes were so cold that they could brew the most poisonous wine.
"Are you ashamed to do this to me?!"
Five days after the breakup, the first sentence was this, which made Mu Yanzhu frown.
"What did I do to you?"
"You tell me the truth, is it because of Xie Zijun?!"
She was stunned for a moment, and soon the tip of her heart was scratched by the blade. She hadn't seen any blood yet, and she was already in pain.
"Whatever you think! Let go of me, we have nothing to do with each other."
"Haha, it's okay?!"
A trapped beast lurked under Jiang Qingchi's eyes. He held Mu Yanzhu’s shoulders with both hands and pulled her away slightly. Mu Yanzhu thought he was about to let go, but he was kissed by him in the next second...