Chapter 75:

When Qian Wei ran downstairs, she found that Lu Xun was standing under the street lamp not far from the girls ’dormitory. His posture, the girls passing by, could not help but glance at him.
Qian Wei stepped forward and found that he was still carrying a milk tea.
"Give you."
While talking about himself and coming to see Qian Wei, he prepared milk tea for Qian Wei ... Qian Wei looked at Lu Xun meaningfully, and Lu Xun turned his head. Dao: "The moonlight is good tonight, do you want to take a walk together?"
Qian Wei looked up at the sky, because the clouds were thick and thick, and the moon did not come out at all. She pointed to the sky and glanced at Lu Xun: "The moon is fine? Are you serious?"
Lu Xun didn't change his face, looking at Qian Wei's eyes and said, "You are like my moon."
Really ... Qian Weixin thought, what words and scenes can't be solved by Lu Xun?
However, although I was thinking this way, I did n’t know why, even complaining was sweet. The winter night in December, the wind brought a heavy coolness, the pedestrians on the road were scarce, and it seemed a bit bleak, but Qian Wei and Lu Xun walked by While drinking hot milk tea, I suddenly felt that there was an illusion that the seasons are like spring. Qian Wei only felt that his brain was probably broken.
After walking for two steps, Lu Xun came and took her hand, obviously she was already a boyfriend and a girlfriend, but the two people got along privately, and occasionally still with the initial shyness and desire to cover, Lu Xun's finger touched Qian Wei Yes, both were a little throbbing.
However, this is the case. Lu Xun has not forgotten a decent pretend: "My hands are a bit cold. I borrow your hands to keep you warm."
Qian Wei couldn't help but want to laugh. She never knew that Lu Xun could still be so straightforward to talk nonsense, and he was the person who had warm hands.
The two of them walked, and unconsciously came to the famous lover of the school, because the evergreen grass is used. Even in winter, the green grass is still here. The lover is not far away, which is the famous A moon Bay, it is a small crescent-shaped lake, and it is very rare, not artificial, but natural, is living water, not far from Moon Bay is the A large library, from the library can overlook half the moon The lake view of the bay is always very lively here, but there are not many people on the night of winter night, but today it is a little exception.
As soon as Qian Wei and Lu Xun walked to the back of Lover Po, they were attracted by the noise from a short distance away. The voice came faintly from the side of Moon Bay, with the voice of girls crying and complaining, and some messy vocals, about which couple are arguing, Qian Wei and Lu Xun are not interested in watching the lively .
"Let's go back."
However, while Qian Wei was going back with the landing inquiry, she heard a cry that raised decibels.
"Qian Chuan! You are all single! Why can't you accept me ?!"
Yep? ? Qian Chuan? ? ? Hearing Qian Chuan's name, the nerves in Qian Wei's brain immediately tightened.
When Qian Wei and Lu Xun rushed to Moon Bay, they found that a small circle of people stood by the lake, and many people still held books in their hands.
Qian Wei struggled to disengage the crowd, only to see who was surrounded by the center of the crowd, not who is Qian Chuan? He was standing on the side of the lake at the moment, and Liu Shiyun was standing beside Qian Chuan. Opposite the two of them, on the observation deck by the lake, there was a girl standing, watching under the night I don't know the other person's face, but it can be seen from the outline of the figure as a fat girl.
"Qian Chuan, I'll ask you, do you agree to be with me?" The fat girl's voice was crying, but the tone was very strong, "You rejected me before because you have a girlfriend, but I asked. Well, you have broken up, and now you are single, then you have no reason to refuse me! "
"Are there any mistakes? There is no reason to refuse her? Is she an immortal? He is so fat, and he forces other boys to accept her. How big a face is she, she must be two hundred pounds like this? Who dares to talk to her? Together, I am afraid not to be crushed to death ... "
"Even if she is single, she won't be with her. Doesn't she look in the mirror?"
The girl shouted in the cold wind alone, but a lot of ridicule and mockery rang around her.
Public opinion and the situation are almost one-sided toward Qian Chuan. In this case, Qian Chuan's arbitrary actions may be understood.
Qian Chuan obviously had a headache, and he shouted at the girl: "Li Linlin, you come down first!"
Li Linlin's three words also evoke Qian Wei's memory. Isn't this the girl who chased Qian Chuan even before, even ignorant of her privacy paranoia?
Lu Xun ’s reaction to the name was obviously quite large, because Li Linlin only led to his first love letter confession, which was dismal. He must have been very impressed ...
"I won't come down!" Li Linlin has a firm attitude, "If you don't promise me today, I will jump from here!" She said as she jumped.
Qian Chuan can only stabilize the other party: "I am single, but I really don't want to fall in love now, you come down first."
"You're lying! You don't want to fall in love, why are you and the lover Po of the woman next to you in the middle of the night ?! And just now clearly holding hands !!!" Li Linlin's voice shivered with exhaustion, "Ming Ming I was waiting in line for you to be single. "
Qian Chuan was very helpless: "This kind of thing doesn't talk about coming first and coming first!"
Despite the threat of looking for death, Li Linlin's logic was very good. She quickly pointed out Qian Chuan's loophole: "Did you just say you don't fall in love? Why do you say that love doesn't talk about first come first ?! You are lying to me! You just do n’t want to fall in love with me! Then I might as well die! "
It ’s not bluffing, the water in Moon Bay is actually quite deep. There have been accidents where people outside the school sneaked in and swam while swimming on a summer night. It's winter, the water is too cold, even if you go down to save people, swimming skills may cramp.
Qian Chuan wanted to cry without tears, and he did n’t know how to provoke Li Linlin like this: "It's not sweet to twist a melon ..."
"It's okay, even if it's not sweet, I'll just twist it down first."
"..."
Qian Wei got to the side of Qian Chuan: "What's going on?"
Qian Chuan did not look at Qian Wei, but looked straight at Lu Xun behind Qian Wei for help: "Brother-in-law! What to do!"
Qian Wei thought, unfortunately, I was enthusiastic. Qian Chuan, who had Lu Xun since then, had never looked at himself again ... Once something happened, it was like Lu Xun's brother ...
Lu Xun pondered for a moment, he glanced at Li Linlin on the observation deck, because she claimed to jump into the lake, there were more people watching at the moment, even people upstairs in the library looked at the window, chattering among the crowd Full of all kinds of remarks, there are good words to persuade Li Linlin not to think about it, there are those who look at the excitement and excitement to make her jump quickly, and she stands in the cold wind like this. With her eyes and attention, her emotions became more intense, and she even took two more steps towards the edge of the viewing platform, testing on the edge of danger.
Qian Chuan looked sad: "How can I persuade her to listen to me!"
Liu Shiyun was also anxious: "Why don't we outstrip her from behind and drag her away."
"No." Lu Xun looked at Li Linlin again. "Don't persuade you."
Qian Chuan :? ? ?
"You have nothing to do with her at all. It is her business to seek death. Even if she jumped to the lake and died, it has nothing to do with you. You want to die. What do you persuade her to do?" Lu Xun's tone was cold, he looked around for a while. People, "Winter, who hasn't been so busy, has been here to see if she jumps or not, and it's not too early. It will be closed if you don't go to the dormitory. It is said that it will rain tonight. Let's go back. "
Qian Chuan was a little surprised: "What about Li Linlin ..."
"The police, the police will come later."
Lu Xun rarely raised his voice. His cold tone and self-exasperated expression quickly distracted many onlookers with embarrassment.
In the middle of the night, the cold wind on the Moon Bay Lake stood here and watched others looking for death and livelihood. It seemed a bit boring.
After a while, a semicircle circle was formed just now, and soon there were only a few people left, and these people were also a little embarrassed and began to walk away one after another.
Li Linlin saw that everyone was gone. Sure enough, she looked a little shaken. She shouted to Qian Chuan: "I, I really want to jump!"
"Even if you jump, Qian Chuan won't like you. You're dead. At the most, the school broke up in the mouth for a few days. After a month, no one will remember you. Such a cold day. I do n’t know if you will drown or freeze to death if you jump down, but in any case, the body that soaked in water after the death will swell, appear giant view, the eyeball burst into green skin, the face is as big as a basketball, and the belly is also It will bulge, it's all decayed gas, sometimes it will explode accidentally when salvage ... "
Not to mention Li Linlin, even Qian Weiqianchuan and Liu Shiyun heard some facial discoloration.
"Vag ..." Liu Shiyun couldn't bear it first, "Don't talk about it, Lu Xun, where do you know these things, I can't stand it if I think about it ..."
"Criminal evidence, do not have the picture of the development process of the giant concept in the courseware PPT? Do not sleep in the future."
"..."
No matter what, Lu Xun ’s words were very intimidating, and Li Linlin could n’t hold it anymore. She started to retreat. Since no one was watching, her emotions have gradually stabilized. At this time, Lu Xun made With a wink, Qian Chuan took the opportunity to go behind her and drag her down forcibly.
At this point, a farce finally ended, everyone finally relieved.
Qian Chuan finally settled down. He took off his jacket and put on the thin Li Linlin: "You don't want to be like this again next time. Such things as emotions cannot be forced. You use the way of hurting yourself to evoke others. Note, it does n’t mean anything at all. If something goes wrong, what do you think of your parents? "
Li Linlin clutched Qian Chuan's coat tightly with her hand and didn't speak.
Qian Chuan said nothing, he sighed: "Forget it, we will send you back to the dormitory."
"They won't care."
"Ok?"
Li Linlin bit the corner of her mouth: "My parents will not care about me. Maybe I am really dead before I care."
Qian Wei was a little surprised, but listened to Li Linlin continued: "They only care about my brother. They don't care about me when I do anything. Only when I am particularly exaggerated, they will give me a little look."
Li Linlin was talking and sobbing. Qian Chuan had no way to cry to the girl. He hurriedly comforted Li Linlin while handing papers to the other party. However, his gentle behavior seemed to trigger the switch of Li Linlin ’s tears. She finally Cry out loud.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It's all my fault ..." She cried intermittently. "I'm sick myself. I know I'm wrong, but I can't help it ..."
Li Linlin was crying too badly, and Liu Shiyun couldn't help but help her to go smoothly: "What's going on?"
"Because at home, I never get the attention of my parents. They used to think that boys are the people of their own families, and girls are outsiders. Since I was sick in junior high school, I took hormone drugs, and I became fat all of a sudden. When they reached 200 kg, they even thought I was embarrassing. I usually took my younger brother out of the house and hardly took me. Later, I found that only when I did something extra exaggerated would they care a little about me, so in order to get their Concerned, I began to exaggerate subconsciously. "
Qian Chuan reacted a little: "So you unconsciously turned your exaggerated behavior into a habit?"
Li Linlin cried and nodded: "It was only at home at first, but then I couldn't help living in school anymore. Every time I get attention from others, even if I scold me, I don't know why, I feel very happy, It seems that only this way, I am a living person, not the air that is ignored by everyone. "
Qian Wei also had some surprises. She never thought about Li Linlin's exaggerated behavior. Everyone usually concludes with a "wonderful" person who behaves strangely. She doesn't know that there is such a story behind Li Linlin.
Qian Chuan was also quite stunned: "So this is why you are constantly changing and chasing the boys of the colleges in the most exaggerated way? Is it to get attention, to get psychological pleasure?"
"I'm sorry, Qian Chuan, you are really a good person." Li Linlin wiped her tears. "Among the so many people who chase me back, you are the only person who is very gentle to me. Other boys are collecting. When I confessed the letter, I either dropped it on the spot, or satirized me in the back, but neither of you, you have always been very polite and patient, only you have never attacked with my appearance and weight I. But because of your gentleness, I have harassed you more and made you so much trouble. "Li Linlin's tone was painful," I clearly told myself that I can't do this anymore, but I can't help it, and I don't know why Today, when I ran into you at Valentine Po, I couldn't help it again ... I thought I would do this tonight, and you will definitely annoy me, but you even gave me your coat just now. "Li Linlin plucked up her courage , "So I was thinking, I want to tell you these things, and I really want to apologize to you, I was really too much before."
"Performative personality disorder."
Li Linlin accidentally looked up and said Lu Xun who said: "You also know? I have seen it in the hospital, the doctor said the same, I also take medicine, but the doctor also said that once the performance personality disorder is formed, The current treatment is difficult to completely cure. It can only be controlled by drugs and psychological counseling, and a little control.
At this point, Li Linlin is very frustrated.
So I do n’t actually know if I will be sick again afterwards.

"You can't help but have the desire to perform, right?"
Li Linlin looked at Qian Wei and nodded.
"Do you enjoy everyone's attention?"
"Ok……"
"Once the performance and attention-seeking desire are satisfied, can you control yourself a little bit?"
"Yes."
Qian Weiling urged: "Would you like to try to join the drama club recently run by the Student Union?" She looked at Liu Shiyun, "Aren't you just recruiting at the drama club a few days ago?"
"Since you have a desire to perform and want to be followed, it is better to release your desire to perform at the drama club. The more exaggerated the acting, the more entertained you are, and the more you can get approval and applause from the audience. After releasing the pressure, without disturbing others, I will slowly cooperate with medication, I believe it can be controlled! "
Li Linlin was also stunned. She looked a little emotional, but then hesitated: "But I ... my figure, who would want to watch me perform, even if I go to register, I am afraid no one wants to join me. Play it ... "
"Then we will accompany you to sign up for the drama club!" Liu Shiyun patted Li Linlin's shoulder. "Just the student union asked me to promote more members of the drama club! In addition, we can also accompany you to lose weight! Your facial features are actually very beautiful. You must be a big beauty after losing weight! "
"really?"
"Really!"
Li Linlin burst into tears and smiled: "Thank you." She looked at Qian Chuan again. "If I lose weight and become beautiful, Qian Chuan, can I chase you?"
"No!"
Qian Wei was quite surprised, because the two words with a positive tone are not what Qian Chuan said, but instead were sent by Liu Shiyun.
Liu Shiyun was stared at by someone who was waiting for her and realized her gaffe. She flipped her hair and explained Ruo Ruo casually: "Qian Chuan didn't say that she broke through the red dust after breaking up and was unintentionally in love. So she decided to study hard, then How could Li Linlin chase him, it would destroy his cleanup too much, right? "
Qian Wei looked at Liu Shiyun and said something meaningful: "Wait, you explain to me first. Didn't you just tell me that I went to the student union? Isn't the student union clearly in the opposite direction? Why this big night, Have you suddenly appeared on Lover Po with Qian Chuan? "
Li Linlin interjected with some sorrow: "I reported that when I bumped into them, they still held hands. I was so stimulated that I couldn't help but get sick ..."
"..."
Facing Qian Wei and Lu Xun's eyes, Qian Chuan blushed and said: "I just suddenly think of Liu Shiyun's bigger hand than anyone else."
Qian Wei looked at Qian Chuan ’s palms, which were twice the size of Liu Shiyun ’s:
Brother, look for a reason and find a better one? Is this size comparable? You ca n’t look directly with your eyes?

Qian Chuanli said sternly: "I didn't know what happened just now, and suddenly I was blind."
"..."
In order to divert attention, Liu Shiyun forcibly led the gunfire to Qian Wei and Lu Xun: "Qian Wei, I have to ask you again, what do you and Lu Xun go to Lover Po in the middle of the night? I heard that in the middle of the night there are often couples who drill small bushes! Do n’t think I do n’t know! Your thoughts are dangerous! Be careful not to cross the border! "
Speaking of the word cross-border, Qian Wei couldn't help but blush.
Lu Xun was rather calm. He glanced at Liu Shiyun and said slowly: "No matter what we do, Qian Wei and I are well-known, unlike some people, not couples who are still drilling in the couple. I'm afraid it's not about making waves on the moral bottom line. "
"..."
The fights of several law schools were bloody, and Qian Chuan's miserable attempt to join the battle was stopped by Liu Shiyun: "You are stupid, let me come!"
Finally, Li Linlin couldn't stand it anymore, she asked tentatively: "Which ... Should you continue talking, I'm going?"